167: Shen Cangcang's past

Song Yue glanced at Yan Jin with a frown, and then sighed heavily.

She didn't know where to start......

Moreover, it is also a private matter of Lord Minghui.

Song Yue shook her head and said softly to Yan Jin, "Miss Yan should ask the county lord, this person is serious...... Alas......"

Yan Jin saw Song Yue's melancholy face, so it was not good to continue to ask.

Who the hell is this person? It can make Shen Cangcang and Song Yue look sad when they mention it.

Shen Cangcang, in particular, seemed to dislike this person quite a bit.

Yan Jin followed behind Song Yue and walked towards a hut in front of him, and before Song Yue could pass the word, he heard Shen Cangcang's voice coming from inside, "Why is he here again?" Missing...... I don't see ......."

Yan Jin listened and raised his eyebrows slightly.

Although Shen Cangcang is arrogant, he is not too capricious. Most of the time, she is a very talkative girl. However, who is this person who makes Shen Cangcang disgusted like this?

Yan Jin paused slightly, and saw that the voice in the room was a little quieter, only to see Song Yue step forward and knock lightly on the door, "County Lord, Miss Yan is here!" ”

"Susu?" Shen Cangcang's voice came out of the house, and the next moment Yan Jin saw Shen Cangcang open the door, revealing a look of surprise, "It's too hot outside the house, Su Su, come in!" ”

Shen Cangcang seemed to have ignored it, and there was a little shocked little girl and Song Yue behind him.

Yan Jin smiled, and then walked into the room.

This room was slightly larger than Shen Yanshan's study, and there was a white veil hanging around it. On the soft couch not far away, Yan Jin saw a lump of white things.

That little thing was the big white that had just slipped out of her hand in a hurry.

As if sensing Yan Jin's coming, Da Bai raised its head slightly, then shook its little head, then leaned down again and continued to roll into a ball.

It seems, somewhat tired.

Shen Cangcang held Yan Jin's hand and pulled Yan Jin to sit on the soft couch, "Susu." Are you okay? Does it hurt...... It's all mine, it's not. I shouldn't have taken you on the horse, I ......."

Shen Cangcang said, and his eyes turned red.

Song Yue, who was on the side, lost a look at the little maid, and the two of them retreated from the house. When walking. He also closed the door of the house.

Inside the house. Yan Jin and Shen Cangcang were left.

"Susu. Are you mad at me? Shen Cangcang pinched his clothes a little uneasily, not daring to raise his head to look at Yan Jin, "It's me who is careless." I forgot that so many people wanted my life. I...... I shouldn't have been careless......"

As he spoke, Shen Cangcang began to cry.

She cried so fast that Yan Jin was caught off guard.

It was as if the love that had been held back for a long time had all exploded at this moment, and Shen Cangcang couldn't suppress his fear and uncomposure. If something happens to her, it's fine, but what if it hurts Yan Jin because of her unintentionality?

Shen Cangcang didn't dare to think about it......

"Why are you crying?" Yan Jin took out the handkerchief from his cuff, and then when he found that the handkerchief in front of him was actually Shen Yanshan's side, his expression was slightly stunned. She took advantage of Shen Cangcang's lack of attention, so she quickly changed sides, wiped Shen Cangcang's tears, and continued, "I don't blame you for this matter!" Look, isn't that all right for me? It's just that...... The horse, not saved! ”

Yan Jin remembered that Shen Cangcang liked the white horse very much.

But at that time, the situation was critical, and if there was no way to put down the horse, then both she and Shen Cangcang would be in danger.

She subconsciously thought about saving Shen Cangcang.

The others didn't think much of it.

Maybe it was because when Yan Qining betrayed her in her previous life, it made her heartbroken. So in this life, the sisterhood that should have been given to Yan Qining, she gave it to Shen Cangcang, who was as pitiful as she used to be. Yan Jin approached Shen Cangcang, just to change Shen Cangcang's fate with the memory of his previous life...... But now, she found out a lot of things that she didn't even know.

Shen Cangcang just said, there are many people who want her life?

Who are those people? Why do you want Shen Cangcang's life!

Shen Cangcang sobbed violently, and his little white face was soon covered with tears. Her appearance really made Yan Jin feel a little distressed, so Yan Jin had to take the trouble to help Shen Cangcang wipe her tears, "Don't cry, if you cry again, you will become a little cat!" ”

Shen Cangcang slowly stopped crying, then lowered his voice and said, "Susu, I'm so scared...... I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you! They won't let me go...... I ......"

After Yan Jin heard Shen Cangcang say this, he couldn't help but comfort, "Don't be afraid, you won't hurt me." It's just the firmament, why do they want to harm you? ”

Da Bai, who was originally on the soft couch with his eyes closed, slowly raised his head after hearing Shen Cangcang's cry. Its little head shook a few times, and then crawled towards Shen Cangcang. At this time, Da Bai wrapped around Shen Cangcang's arm, as if comforting her, rubbed the back of her hand with his little head, and his helpless little appearance looked a little pitiful.

Shen Cangcang lowered his head and stroked Da Bai's head, but Da Bai seemed to dislike Shen Cangcang at this time, and avoided Shen Cangcang's hand.

Its action made Shen Cangcang stunned, and then burst into laughter, "Dabai, you are really ......"

Dabai doesn't like sweaty palms, no matter who it is.

Shen Cangcang had no choice but to take the handkerchief from Yan Jin's hand, wipe the sweat off his hands, and then touch Da Bai's head. There was a hint of helplessness on her face, "Uncle has never let me sue outsiders about these things." Su Su, do you know that the people who destroyed the three vassal kings back then were all from the Shen family? ”

"Naturally!" When Shen Cangcang talked about this, Yan Jin subconsciously nodded, "But, aren't the three of them gone?" ”

Shen Cangcang smiled, his eyes full of vicissitudes. Those expressions were a little out of place for her age, "Yes, they are gone, but their distant relatives and subordinates have survived a lot!" ”

"Whether it is King Ning in Jiangnan, or King Jinnan in Yecheng, or even King Huai'an in Huaiyuan, although they are gone. But in the war that year, there were still many fish that escaped through the net! Shen Cangcang was extremely sad and remembered the past of his parents. His expression was full of sadness, "Those battles were led by my father and sixth uncle. The sixth uncle has no heirs, and my father is the only one...... So ......"

When Shen Cangcang said this, his voice became smaller and smaller.

Shen Cangcang stroked his legs, his eyes were full of sadness, and his small body trembled even more, "I was greedy for fun when I was a child. After my father died, my mother was afraid that something would happen to me. I've been locked up all the time. Afterward. Mother misses her father, and she is about to go crazy. At night, she always fell asleep with her father's spear or the clothes she left behind. She misses her father...... Would love ......."

Shen Cangcang took a breath of cold air. Then tears slipped down the corners of her eyes. Go on. I asked her then. I said mother, do you miss your father? She said yes! I thought about it for a long time before I spoke. Mother, if you miss your father, if you can't bear it, go find your father. I will take good care of myself, I will be obedient, and when I grow up and get married, I will take my husband to see you. But you have to wait for me, wait for me for a few decades, and then I'll go to you......"

Shen Cangcang thought of his mother's increasingly thin face, and the whole person cried again.

She felt sorry for her mother.

The beautiful and touching mother on weekdays, after the death of her father, is like a puppet. Those beautiful eyes are already thin and bulging......

But my mother has to live, and my mother still has her......

That desire to miss is going to drive my mother crazy.

Many people say that her mother is not a good mother and does not deserve to be a mother. Being a mother is strong, and there is no half of it reflected in the mother...... But Shen Cangcang knew that her mother was a good mother, even if her mother collapsed in the end, as long as she stood in front of her mother, her mother would smile and hold her hand, and then give her the most osmanthus candy to eat.

No one loves her more than her mother.

However, she felt sorry for such a mother.

Every day is an ordeal...... She didn't want her mother to live better than death.

"It's ridiculous, I actually persuaded my mother to kill herself!" Shen Cangcang held his legs tightly, "Ke Susu, my mother will be sad, sad...... So...... My mother left. Before she left, she would be worried about me running around, so she ...... She broke my leg and said sorry for me! ”

When Yan Jin heard this, his face turned pale with fright.

She never thought that Shen Cangcang's leg was actually broken by Mrs. Shen Qi herself.

"Cang Cang ......" Yan Jin didn't know what to say to comfort her, the pain of losing her mother, she could understand better than anyone else. Yan Jin just held Shen Cangcang's hand tightly and whispered softly, "I'm here!" ”

Shen Cangcang smiled, but this smile was even more ugly than crying just now, "Actually, at that time, my leg injury didn't hurt at all, what I hurt was here......"

Shen Cangcang put Yan Jin's hand in his heart and said, "Susu, if my mother takes me away, wouldn't it be better?" If I hadn't healed those legs, wouldn't they have killed me? Susu, I feel so tired of living, but ...... I want to live again......"

The reason why the Shen family rarely let Shen Cangcang appear outside all these years, Yan Jin finally understands it now.

It's not because Shen Cangcang raises poisonous snakes, but because he wants to protect her.

Shen Cangcang raised poisonous snakes just to protect himself with these things.

Who she doesn't trust......

Even the mother who used to be the most beloved, for the so-called love, left the well-behaved and obedient Shen Cangcang, and even broke Shen Cangcang's legs......

Yan Jin didn't know how Shen Cangcang came out of despair in those years. The only thing she knows is that in Shen Cangcang's eyes now, no one is trustworthy......

The only person who can protect himself is himself.

When Shen Cangcang laughed on weekdays, he was as bright as the little sun in the sky. But behind this splendor, there is endless pain.

It is no wonder that Dingguo Gong and Shen Yanshan protected Shen Cangcang so well.

Yan Jin felt sorry for Shen Cangcang, and said, "Well, live well, live for them." You can live well...... Don't be afraid, I will be by your side, no matter when! ”

Shen Cangcang smiled and bowed slightly, "Susu, it's good to have you!" It's just that it's troublesome, troublesome, it's troublesome......"

Yan Jin raised his head, looked at Shen Cangcang seriously, and asked, "Who is that person?" (To be continued......)

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