Chapter 20: Emptiness and Loneliness...... Not cold

Fill in the 'letter of will', for this kind of thing, Chenxi is always bottomless, but it seems that the woman is a little interested in her, after all, most of the people who apply for salesmen are men, so the two also talked a lot.

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Half an hour passed quickly, everything needed was handed in, and the time was already five o'clock. The recruitment booths were ready to leave, and the security guards in the market began to urge the crowd to leave. Because I have left the phone, I just need to go back and wait for the letter.

The two of them left the talent market with the crowd, and since it was summer, the sun had not yet set on the horizon.

Although she hasn't taken up her post yet, at least she can be regarded as a hope, and the previous conversation with the woman made her feel that she was still very hopeful, so now Chenxi's heart is also much lighter.

The two of them walked slowly, and because it was close to the end of work, there were obviously more people on the street.

The two bought some things from the nearby mall, most of them food, and some things that Dawn would use in their daily lives, and then walked towards the community.

Slowly walked to the west gate of the community, Lu Li stood still, looked at Chenxi and said with a little hesitation: "Hmm, that's probably it for today, I want to come within a few days, I should be able to have a letter, and when I receive the news, remember to tell me immediately, huh?" ”

Hearing him say this, Chenxi nodded slightly, and at the same time understood that Lu Li meant to leave, and then cheered up and said: "Don't worry, Brother Lu Li, I think, it should be no problem, whether the application is successful or not, I will call you, eh...... Why don't you go to my place for a while, it's fine today anyway, and I still want to eat...... Something you do. ”

Feeling that his face was a little hot again, Mu Chenxi also lowered his head a little shyly, but Lu Li shook his head and said: "Still don't go, it's already late, you go back and rest early, remember to lock the door, go out alone, pay more attention to your own safety, I have to go back, I don't know how my brother sent it, I should also go back to see......"

rejected Chenxi like this, and Chenxi looked at his face, as if he couldn't bear to leave.

In order to make him happier, after all, he has been with him for so long, and he is worried about most things, so Chenxi also pretended to be okay and said, "Hmm...... Okay, then big brother, you go back and pay attention to safety, today... Thank you very much, not only helped me find a place to live, but also accompanied me to apply for a job, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I wouldn't know where I was, giggles, that's it, I'll go back. ”

Turning around, waving her arms casually, Chenxi walked towards the community, and after walking a few steps, she turned around and waved her hand to Lu Li, and then left quickly.

Lu Li looked at the distant back, and his heart was a little sour for a while, but for him, thinking about it was just a worry about Chenxi alone, thinking about it, Lu Li also smiled bitterly, and then turned to leave, and sighed softly: "Whew...... It looks like I'm going to have to work overtime tonight, and where are there more people at night, I guess I don't have time to go for a walk......"

Walking into the corner of the community, in a place that would no longer be seen, Mu Chenxi secretly looked at the departing Lu Li, and was very reluctant in her heart, for the company of these two days, she knew the feeling in her heart, but just like the "big brother" called out of her mouth, it was her only friend in the city, and it could even be said that she was closer than her friends, but it was limited to that......

Saying goodbye to him in her heart, she seemed to have a feeling at this time, that is, she didn't know when she would see him again, she had just separated, but she missed him very much.

Resisting the urge to catch up, "As a girl, maybe it would be better to be more reserved." Thinking like this, Mu Chenxi reluctantly turned around and walked towards her rented room, but now facing her own nest, she felt a little lonely and lonely......

Pacing in the community at a very slow pace, because it has not yet arrived, and the weather has passed the hottest time at this time, there are already many old men and old ladies in the community and the third generation they are carrying.

Looking at the children running around in the central square, Chenxi is very envious, for her, her childhood memories are not much to remember, children in the countryside, generally speaking, should be running around like this all day long, although there are no beautiful toys, no favorite objects, but a bunch of children in the field to play around the feeling, at this time to think about it is also very happy.

Look at the old people sitting next to her, she is bitter in her heart, their life is exactly what Mu Chenxi wants to give her parents the most, how much she hopes at this moment, she can see her parents sitting there like them, chatting comfortably, and watching the children run around......

sighed helplessly, for this kind of life in front of her, Chenxi longed in her heart, but she was full of ridicule of herself.

I'm only in my twenties, and I'm envious of my children and looking forward to the future, but now my life is ...... Alas. I thought bitterly in my heart.

Carrying things back to 'home', but Chenxi didn't feel like home, it was very strange, and alone, I always felt that something was missing.

Walking around the house a few times alone, Mu Chenxi turned on the TV and turned it off, lay on the bed and sat up immediately, bored and touched around for a while, I really felt depressed in my heart, I was homesick, I missed my parents, and I missed Lu Li, and I was even more irritable for a while.

picked up his phone and sent a message to his mother, indicating that he was fine, of course, there were many lies, but there was no way to do it......

"If you go outside, maybe you can feel better, but you don't have anything to do anyway, so you should be familiar with the situation nearby."

Talking to herself, she really couldn't stay still, so she turned around and went out, went downstairs and walked towards the outside of the community.

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On the main street, Mu Chenxi 'mixed' in the crowd, at this time, most people have their own set goals, but she wanders aimlessly.

I don't want to go to the mall, not only because I am embarrassed to go around, but also because I have bought all the basic things I need, and I don't need to buy any new things for the time being, and if I can't find a job within a month, I will inevitably have to pack up my things if I move out, so the less things I belong to before I am not shy in my pocket, the better.

"Whew...... A life, so empty! It's so lonely! Good...... It's not cold. ”