394 Broken?

"Sorry two words can neutralize the expectations you have given me for so many years?!" Lu Zhenqian became angry, "You told me to propose marriage later, and talk about marriage later, and in the end, you used these two words that are not worth bullshit to purge me?!" ā€

"But I never promised you anything." Shen Yi leaned his back against the window, gritted his teeth and said, "I'm young and ignorant, because I envy Sister Lan for having so many brothers, so I'm always with you, it's my fault." But I never said that I would marry you, and it was useless for you to force me, even if you asked Lu Bobo to come to the door to propose marriage, I would not agree. ā€

Lu Zhenqian's teeth clenched, and his eyes glaring at her almost burst into flames.

Shen Yi turned sideways to him, his tone softened by two points, and said, "I still treat you as a brother, I hope ......"

"You've really never had a heart on me? Never knew what I thought of you? Lu Zhenqian's fire-breathing eyes had a daunting look, "If it's true that you never knew about it as you said, then when I mentioned the marriage proposal to you, why didn't you just reject me, why did you make me hopeful?" ā€

Shen Yi was stunned, gritted his teeth, and tilted his head and said, "I know that I can't live with you, I admit that I once thought about sharing the future with you, but my mother didn't allow it...... You know what my parents said, my father is gone, and if my mother doesn't nod, I still won't be able to get married. I believe that if Aunt Ruber and Aunt Ruber had known that my mother would not, they would never have agreed. You don't blame me. ā€

When Lu Zhenqian heard this, the anger in his eyes disappeared slightly.

The order of her parents, the words of the matchmaker, it is true that she cannot change it. But if that's all there is, they can work hard, can't they?

"I remember that before your second uncle got married, your grandmother also insisted on opposing it, but they ended up walking together, and they have lived well for so many years. Our two families are world friends, even if your mother disagrees for the time being, we can also fight for it, how can you make your own decision without even saying anything? ā€

Shen Yi clenched his fingers at the window edge, avoiding his eyes: "I fought for it, but my mother still refused, you can't blame me." ā€

"Let's go find her together!"

Lu Zhenqian held her hand and dragged it tightly: "Let's go and beg her together, I will propose to her face to face, if she is not allowed, we will go directly to your grandfather!" Please, second uncle! They have a very good relationship with my father and will agree! ā€

"You let go of me!" Shen Yi desperately pulled out his hand, and said with a heaval in his chest: "Do you want me to lose my face?" You obviously know that the second room has pressed our long room, do you want me to be a joke in our family, and a handle for my second aunt and Sister Yan to ridicule the long house behind their backs? ā€

Her eyes were red, tears flowed, and her voice became rapid, "You always think only about yourself, when have you ever considered me and thought about me?" I have to rely on myself for everything, and if I don't listen to my mother, who will be my support in the future? If you do this, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life, and I will never forgive you for eternity! ā€

Lu Zhenqian looked at her, stunned and at a loss.

He had never seen her speak so ruthlessly, so decisively to draw a line with him, she had always been docile and reasonable, hadn't she? Obviously, there are infinite possibilities between them, why did this little difficulty become an obstacle as difficult to shake as Mount Tai in her mouth? Where did her courage go, and where did her original determination go?

Could it be that his more than ten years of relationship with her is not enough to overcome this obstacle?

He was confident, but her categorical attitude made him retreat.

He really didn't do anything for her, and now that she didn't let him go to Ji's family, how could he bear to really force her to that step, and how could he bear to let her hate him for the rest of his life?

He took two steps back, and his whole body became depressed again.

Shen Yi raised his hand to wipe away his tears, calmed his mood, and said: "You and I are like this, I have my sufferings, if you really still care about the original friendship, you will forget me from now on, all of us, let's go our separate lives." How many young marriages in this world have ended up with results? There are no regrets, it doesn't look like it happened to the world. ā€

After saying that, she raised her feet and walked out of the screen, and as the smell of clothes faded, the room became quiet.

Lu Zhenqian looked at his hand, and he didn't know when it was already cold.

Shen Yi went straight back to the room here, and Shen Yan also learned the news.

I don't know exactly what to say, but as long as nothing happens, it's a relief.

The next day, Fu Niang inquired about the news and came back, but said that Lu Zhenqian was sick at night, had a high fever in the middle of the night, and kept talking nonsense. Mrs. Lu sent someone to ask for a doctor overnight, but she tossed for most of the night. But nothing else came out, and the Shen family was not mentioned, and after Lu Zhenqian went back, he didn't stab Lu Yushi about it.

Shen Yan didn't like to see Lu Zhenqian before, and always felt that he didn't look like a man who stood up to the sky, but this time the incident had to make her change her opinion of him, Shen Yi said that he would break it, and he had not explained to him for so long before, if this was replaced by someone else, it would probably be a little stormy, but he didn't say anything, which shows that he was sincere to Shen Yi.

Shen Yan didn't know much about these men and women, but since she treated her like Han Ji, she also felt a little touched, glory and wealth are easy to obtain, but sincere people are hard to find, and I don't know if Shen Yi is right or wrong with this move.

Shen Yi didn't leave the long room for a few days, and on this day, Shen Yan heard about Han Ji's letter brought by Pang Ahu, and was about to go to Hua's place to eat something, so he saw Shen Yi sitting on the kang on the east side talking to Hua.

Seeing Shen Yan come in, she smiled and nodded. Not as affectionate as before, but not as indifferent as before.

Shen Yan just had nothing to do, climbed onto the kang easily, and leaned on Hua's shoulder: "What are you talking about?" ā€

Hua Shi said angrily: "Earlier, Lord Fang asked your father to play chess, just in time for the Mid-Autumn Festival and couldn't go out, so your father changed the appointment to tonight, but he forgot to tell me in the morning, and he just sent someone to send the news back, and Sister Yi happened to meet her at the door, so she sent me a message." He complained slightly: "It also caused me to make the pine fish he was talking about yesterday, and it was in vain that I wasted some of my thoughts." ā€

Is Fang Guan about Shen Mi? Here, Lu Zhenqian's matter has just been settled, and the Fang family has found Shen Mi?

She glanced at Shen Yi slightly, and said with a smile: "What is this?" Don't you want me to eat with you? ā€

Fahrenheit grinned and patted her arm.

Shen Mi made an appointment with Fang Guan to have tea at Qinglian Ju on the bank of the Yuxi River.

Qinglian Curie has many literati and the atmosphere is also good. Fang Guan looked at the calligraphy and paintings on the wall of the elegant room, and said, "Recently, I have been riddled with trivial matters, and I haven't come here to sit here for a long time. Next year is the year of the township test, and the list of students in each prefecture and prefecture will have to be checked out before the year. ā€

He shook his head and smiled, raising his glass and sniffing the tea.

Shen Mi said with a smile: "Stealing half a day of leisure, there is never a day when things are done." ā€

Fang Guan said: "The northwest is calm, and the DPRK is still quiet, and your general administration is more relaxed than before." Speaking of this, he restrained his drama and said slowly: "Two days ago, I heard my father say that someone handed an excerpt to mention yƬ Lichu, I don't know if it is true?" ā€

Shen Mi nodded and said, "The excerpt has been handed over to the cabinet, and it was proposed by one of the six branches. But the wife-in-law and uncle in the matter were in charge of the left military camp. ā€

"Left Barracks?" Fang Guan frowned: "That's the old Dong family's subordinates." You mean, this will be what the nobles mean? ā€

"It's hard to say." Shen Mi groaned. Recently, Gu Zhicheng and his son went to the Houjun camp, and he couldn't verify with him if it was the current wish of their families. But it is obviously impossible to ignore the identity of the person who mentioned yƬ. "Even if the nobles bring it up, it's not a big deal, when the prince has been deposed for a long time, if he doesn't establish a prince, it won't be conducive to the stability of the society."

Fang Guan heard this, and just silently raised his glass and slurped his lips.

With the opening of the palace of King Zheng and King Chu, everyone's attention to the matter of the prince has gradually increased recently, the king of Chu is already sixteen, and the king of Zheng is also fifteen, before they each turn eighteen years old, if they have not yet obtained the throne, they have to be sent to their respective fiefdoms, and after arriving at the fiefdom, it will be difficult to control the court.

Therefore, these two years must be the most critical two years for King Zheng and King Chu to compete for the throne, and it can be said that in the next two years, as long as the emperor relaxes, they will inevitably fight for a victory.

There is nothing wrong with this, but the key is who to choose?

Even though Fang Guan admired Shen Mi, it was inconvenient to talk about such a sensitive topic at present.

But he really wanted to hear his views on political affairs, because Guo Ge Lao Xu Ge Lao and they had praised him more than once in front of him, and over the years, the Shen family had gained a firm foothold in the Great Zhou Dynasty from the status of a widow, and it would be difficult for their father and son to do it in such a short period of time if they did not have a certain strategy and tacit understanding.

But even if he brought it up, Shen Mi might not be honest.

How is this good?

He couldn't help but think of the fact that Grandma Fang had mentioned to him not long ago about marrying the Shen family, and couldn't help but bend his lips, although the foundation of the Fang family is stable, but the Shen family is the leader among the literati clan, and there is a force of scholars around them that cannot be underestimated.

He smiled and said: "Yes, last time I heard Yu'er say that Sister Yan'er's chess skills have to be taught by you, which is also very good, change ** to bring her to our house to hang out, our family also has two young ladies who are about the same age as her, if you don't think our girls are clumsy, let her teach them Wouldn't it be more than one playmate." ā€

Shen Mi mentioned her daughter, and her face unconsciously smiled, "Her two blows, bluffing the beginner child is still successful, where can she teach the daughter of your mansion?" Don't laugh off people's big teeth. ā€

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