Chapter 12: Passing Away Together
The maid went and came again, cut the candles, and did not find that Yun Hui's clothes were not properly. Yun Hui didn't bother to say it.
Her cowardly appearance is actually a bit similar to the butterfly smile. After all, she was Die Xiaohua's apprentice, and she passed the assessment before she was sent to Beijing.
Butterfly Xiaohua sometimes feels like a rotten fruit, leaving its own breath wherever it touches. There are many people in the world who chase the smell. People praise his breath. But he himself, in fact, hated himself.
He opened his eyes, looked at Lindai's face, and closed his eyelashes again.
He closed his eyelashes like a sigh.
Lin Dai held his head: What are you doing? He was in trouble, and Baba ran to save him. He rescued him, and neither of them knew what to say.
Finally, Butterfly Xiaohua asked, "How did you find me?" ”
Lin Dai said: "I don't know how to find it." ”
It's just that I suddenly felt uneasy in Donghama, and I felt like I had to run over again no matter what. I'm afraid that if I don't come, I will regret it for the rest of my life?
Running in the desert, she felt like she had seen him. Seeing that he was going to give up his life and wash his face with the last bit of water. At that time, she really wanted to scold: "You are also like a joke when no one is around?!" It was just an order to reprimand him not to give up.
In the end, she really relied on this ethereal sixth sense to find him. Proof of what? Won't God let him die?
If there is God, what is God? The gods and heaven of the Rong people? The gods of Xijon and the west? Daling's own immortals? Or the infatuation division that drove Lin Dai into this world, and the Holy Fathers and Virgins?
Humans are as humble as ants on the ground, and they know that there is a great hand above them that can play with their fate. Life and death are only in the palm of your hand. It's not that you don't want to be in awe. It's a pity that there are too many hands. The hands themselves are competing, what do the ants know? If you really want to explain to the ants, the ants may not be able to understand. What's more, many times the hands don't care to explain to the ants?
Butterfly Xiaohua doesn't want to study the meaning of her survival anymore. He was so tired.
Talking is also tiring. I'm tired even breathing. Just lying down like that? It's too boring. Boredom is more tiring than any other state. It's a shame to live like this, and people want to crawl back into the desert and die again.
He couldn't climb that far, but his throat struck, and the food didn't go into his throat.
Lin Dai didn't force him, but sat beside him and said to himself: "I can't sleep well during this time." ”
Butterfly smiled and listened.
I don't know if she believes it or not, but he always likes to listen to her. Only she spoke. Sometimes it was possible to save him from boredom. And it will not give birth to a deep disgust and despair for the human race.
Lin Dai said: "I always dream that someone is complaining about me. ”
"That's a bunch of insatiable people." Butterfly Xiaohua replied immediately.
In his mind, she was good enough. Whoever expects her to do more is a greedy ghost.
Lin Dai smiled: "Actually, they don't necessarily complain about me, they just complain about their own lives." Strangely, I seemed to know in my dreams that there was another person who had also been in this world. What she did. Much more and better than me. More people have been saved. So people are not rescued in this world. It seems like I'm going to take responsibility. ”
"Who told them not to save themselves." Butterfly replied.
"yes." Lin Dai patted his hand happily.
Butterfly smiled and looked at her hand: "Where does this pleasure come from?" ”
It's nice that she told him to be interested in asking again.
First they are willing to speak, and then they are willing to drink water and eat good things. I would also complain that the bed was not soft enough and that the climate outside the window was so annoying. With the strength to inquire and complain, one does not retreat into the shadow of death. The so-called fun. If you want to be interesting, you must have the ability to appreciate the lice-crawling robes, the moth-eaten flowers, and the rice mixed with sand. People who see too clearly and are too tired are not interested in continuing this sad journey.
Lin Dai said: "I'm so glad that you are as cruel as me." Her eyes crooked, "Do you think we used to have a hard time, and no one came to save us." So we're not happy to save others either? ”
Butterfly Xiaohua nodded: "Sometimes you might as well save it by the way, as long as that person is still worth saving." ”
Lin Dai said: "I'm so glad you saved me twice by the way." ”
Butterfly's eyelashes drooped again, admitting, "It's a pity that I can't give it to you yet." ”
He's just by the way. Lin Dai went specifically to save him.
When he saved Lin Dai, he only gave Lin Dai a road and a door. How to go after that depends on Lin Dai himself. Lin Dai rescued him, but he dug him out of the desert and put him under her wing. Let him have air to breathe, water to drink, someone to talk to, and a reason to live.
She didn't even have to thank him or feel guilty: "I saved you because of myself." I need you. Even if you're not necessarily with me, I want you to live. Otherwise I feel terrible. I hope I can feel better before I save you. Hello, I'm satisfied. You don't owe me anything other than that. ”
Then, Lin Dai quickly changed the topic: "Do you know how you are in the world of my nightmares?" "Blink twice.
"What? I have been blessed by that savior, and I will live happily ever after? Butterfly smiled and asked.
"Nope." Like a magician taking a rabbit out of his hat, Lin Dai told him the answer, "You became the king of Rong in that world, and then you became lonely and bad, and then you died like this." ”
Butterfly Xiaohua didn't know how to answer for a while.
He regards becoming the king of Rong as his highest goal. Bangyi's contribution is a backdoor listing for him. No matter how sorry Lin Dai was, he never deviated from this goal. Saving Lin Dai is on the premise of not affecting this goal. What if it happens?
He thought for a moment and said, "At least, at that point, I can be qualified to say that I have achieved that goal, and it turned out that it was not very good." ”
"Yes." Lin Dai said, "But God doesn't guarantee that anyone will be able to get this qualification. ”
That's true. The butterfly smiles deeply.
"Let's go to Higashihama next." "The scenery there is beautiful, sometimes I sit on the beach and look at the sea, I don't want to stand up, I just want to make a coconut tree there." ”
Butterfly smiled and stared at Lin Dai.
Lin Dai took the soup and snacks on the table and gave it to him: "Oh, it's not hot." You can eat it yourself, right? "As if nothing happened. It was as if he had never refused to eat.
At this point, Butterfly Xiaohua also had to admire her. He said to himself, "What more could you ask for?"
Who is going to go to the world of the happy and complete savior?
When Yun Hui was lazily leaning on the head of the bed and watching the maid cut the candles, the eldest prince came in.
The maid's hands trembled in fright, and she almost cut the candle.
In fact, now the eldest prince does not dare to beat people. He has anger and only dares to vent on inanimate objects. For example, the soft cakes, bean paste steamed buns and other things sent from the kitchen are always poked by him before he eats them. Not to mention Yun Hui, he didn't even dare to touch the maids.
No one can tell if there is still a glimmer of hope when he denies himself like this: maybe his father will make him the crown prince again?
He has been a prince for so many years, and he still can't believe that this title has left him forever.
Until this title is crowned on the head of another person. His second brother, as the crown prince, immediately succeeded to the throne. It seems that he has no share.
He was quite restrained at the celebration, but when he returned home, his face was so terrible that the maid's previous psychological wounds were aroused, and the two trembled, almost drowning.
The eldest prince still didn't beat the maid, so he told the maid to go down. The maid kept her head down in fear, still not seeing Yun Hui's untidy clothes. If she saw it, it is estimated that the maid would be scared to death - before that, this kind of sin would make the eldest prince very reprimanded.
The eldest prince saw Yun Hui's slanted clothes, and his eyes seemed to be about to erupt with fire.
Yun Hui was like a mouse in front of a snake, so frightened that her muscles and bones were weak, and she couldn't lift her hand to straighten her clothes. But her mood is not all scared. It's like the tip of some warm tongue, licking her heart. Her mood was between stiffness and softness, and she couldn't move or make a sound.
The maid was outside the door, very overwhelmed. Anyway, stay at the door first.
The door opened again, and the eldest prince gave a brief order: everyone go away, and no one is allowed to enter.
He didn't say anything "...... otherwise", but the years of service made these maids quickly understand. They all left neatly.
Despite the distance, some of them heard strange noises that night. Eventually, the voice turned into an unmistakable scream. The screams were gone.
The maids did not dare to sleep. They gathered outside the second gate, but they did not dare to go in. They whispered, undecided.
During this time, some voices came from within and on. It's not as terrible as that scream, but it's creepy enough - if not more terrifying.
According to some people's analysis later, this voice showed that Yun Hui was still alive during that time. But others say that it may be just a dismemberment.
Before Cui Heng left Beijing, he received such news: The eldest princess is gone. She was left in her room with a corpse so mutilated that it was impossible to identify her. The eldest prince was at the scene of the crime. The eldest prince was still stained with blood.
The above is the wording of the division, which is really euphemistic. Cui Heng still understands what is going on at a glance. The corners of his mouth twitched down in disappointment, anger, and disgust. That's the determination.
After the emperor left Beijing, the news was released: the eldest princess was infected with wind and cold and died, and the eldest prince was unfortunately infected and passed away. The whole country mourns.
The so-called whole country. This order can't go far from the capital now. If the people of the capital knew how much land in Daling was still in the hands of Daling's own officials, they would be surprised: in fact, there is still a huge amount of land, which is still Daling's own! It's a pity that there was no telecommunications at that time, and the intelligence was so underdeveloped that it was almost the end of the country if it cut the throat of the capital. (To be continued......)