Chapter 711: Resentment
Her face was full of sorrow, and Chang Man's heart was almost unrelieved of the pain, and when she continued to speak, tears almost dripping with excitement.
"After several parades, you left your sons and daughters to go with your father, and your sons were young without the favor of their mothers, do you know the pain in your sons' hearts?
That's it, the son was born at the wrong time, and he was a daughter, and the son recognized it, but the mother concubine, you use the son to deal with the rest of the side mother and son, but you can't agree with it.
On the second birthday of Erchen, you personally attacked Concubine Li and Concubine Wu at the banquet, and wanted to use Erchen to win the sympathy of your father and the emperor, and then get rid of Erchen's own aunt.
Playing a child is different from another brother and sister, the son listens to the slam evil deeds of his own mother and concubine, for the unique grace in the eyes of the world, and sees the empty shadow of the relatives who are not kind to the mother and the concubine leave one by one, as the mother becomes more and more powerful, everyone says that the son has the supreme blessing, but only the son knows that even if the son of the son of the mother has been away from the son for a long time, the son of the son of the mother has not said a word of reluctance to the son.
Mother concubine, even if it is hypocritical, even if it is to win the love and pity of your father, will it be so difficult for you to say that you want to be a son? β
With tears all over her face, Chang Man sobbed a few times, stabilized her mood a little, and said: "Yes, the son-in-law has forgotten that the mother concubine is a strange woman who combines the world's talents and is the only weakness that the father can't give up, so the mother concubine does not need to deliberately show her love for the son-in-law to earn the love of the father."
In this way, the mother concubine can't understand the feelings of the son-in-law when she hears the accusations of the mother-in-law's cruel methods to pressure people, and it is understandable, but the son-in-law is hypocritical. β
She said to the end. A dejected look.
Seeing my daughter like this, the pain in my own son and the resentment in my heart turned into pity in an instant: because of me, Chang Man was indeed mentally devastated by a lot of open guns and hidden arrows. And I, because I want to be by Yingzheng's side, has repeatedly saddened her.
"Mother loves your father, so she knows your father's fate, and sometimes she has to be by his side for a lot of time, and solve unnecessary disasters for him; Some people appear from time to time, and the mother and concubine have to bother to deal with it, so as to ensure the safety of your father.
Someone must have told you that before you were born, there were many people in the Great Qin world who believed that the concubine was a disaster for Great Qin, and a meticulous work that was not conducive to your father's stability and life. But you see, the mother is still with your father, and your father has always been diligent in state affairs and has never slackened.
The world is big, and there are many people, whether it is from the purpose of selfish desires. Or from the perspective of the position, it is inevitable that there will be subversive misunderstandings about the same person and the same thing, in this world, the person the mother and concubine care about the most is your father. As long as he doesn't misunderstand the concubine. The others, the concubine, don't care.
You have been separated from your mother since you were a child, and you have been cared for by many people in the palace, and your mother is grateful to them from the bottom of her heart, but this cannot become their capital to do evil, so the mother is still fair, and they have intensified their influence on your hearing and hearing.
Because I know that they are good to you, my mother has never restricted you from befriending them, even if she knows that they are misleading my own daughter.
The mother thought in her heart, my daughter is always mine, no matter how confused others are, there will be a day. The mother concubine is still connected with her grown daughter, and there is no gap. This is the obsession of the mother, guiding the mother's indulgence to you.
Now it seems that the mother concubine trusts too much, and the mother thinks that your sensibility will be reflected in distinguishing between right and wrong and being empathetic, at least you will not easily believe that your mother is a murderous demon, but, you see, you have seen the wrong mother, and the mother has also seen you wrong. β
I also burst into tears, and I couldn't help myself with grief.
"Our mother and daughter, it's really wonderful, probably the saddest mother and daughter in the world, whose mother can make the child endure so much criticism, and whose child can repeatedly criticize his own mother and concubine as the executioner who killed the people around him?
Child, you blame the mother, the mother understands, but you have to remember that the mother is only responsible to accompany your father, as for what outsiders say, your mother is not a good person, or even a demon fox charmer, you don't have to believe it, your mother is not as unbearable as you think. β
I only have Yingzheng, Chang Man, Luo Cong, Lin Jixiang and a few lovers who are pressed in the bottom of my heart, Ying Zheng is desperate for me, Lin Ji has bad intentions towards me, and Chang Man is hostile to me and Luo Cong, then I am tired enough.
Chang Man walked out in a daze, she needed to be quiet and digest something, although I don't know if her final heart can change, but the beautiful meaning given to her when Ying Zheng named her can only become a joke.
"How is 'Huating'? Huajin Pingbu clouds, Tinglou clouds, a lifetime of wealth, generations of untainted dust, great! β
When he said this, Ying Zheng was still happy to give amnesty to the world, and now the joyful laughter can still be remembered, but the mood at that time can only be used as a sad ironic contrast at the moment.
Wang Ci'er is from a famous family in Daqin, the Qin Palace of Daqin is in charge, and she is the adoptive mother of Zhaokua, and now she is going to be executed, the Wang family and many court forces are bound to intercede, and Yingzheng will be embarrassed and not mention it at that time, if he decides like this in order to fight with me, it will not be good to regret it in the future.
I dragged my tired body to the outside of the Qiongyang Palace when I was stopped, knowing that I had no way to ask for help at the moment, so I obediently stood outside the Qiongyang Palace and waited, Lin Jixiang was unwilling to pass on the message for me to let me meet with Yingzheng, and Yingzheng must be unwilling to summon me, so I have no other way except this stupid way to block the door.
Without Yingzheng and Lin Jixiang, it seems that I still can't achieve anything.
"Madame, the wind is blowing." Luo Cong gently reminded me that he wanted me to give up today's request to see me.
From Luo Onion's point of view, there is no need for me to suffer this crime for Wang Ci'er, not to mention that Wang Ci'er hurt me first; For me, Wang Ci'er's life and death really have little to do with me, but what I care about is Yingzheng.
Well, I have to admit that I want to see Yingzheng.
I haven't seen each other for many days, he is in such a bad mood and has such a deep misunderstanding, I don't know how sad it will be. I waited outside the Qiongyang Palace, waiting motionlessly in a self-punishing mannerβI deserved to be punished, until Yingzheng came out, and I could bend my knees to perform a ritual on him with the support of Luo Onion. (To be continued......)