His eyes rolled slowly, and there was a rare smile on the corner of his lips, "When I met Xiaogang, it was when I had nothing, I had no money, and there was no man to rely on around me, and at that time, I was liberated from the old man's side, I was walking aimlessly on the street like a walking corpse, I was desperate, I was numb, I let my soul float in mid-air, I thought, at this time, if a big truck came and knocked me away, How nice it would be to put an end to all this qiē! ”

"Maybe God had mercy on me and wanted to fulfill my wish, I was really hit by a car, but it wasn't a big truck that hit me, it was a motorcycle. Xiao Gang hit me on a motorcycle, and then he was going to take me to the hospital, and I was a woman who even had the heart to die, and I didn't care about that little bit of abrasion. When he saw that I refused to go to the hospital, he was relieved to let me leave him alone, so he slowly followed me on a motorcycle, following me for a few streets. ”

"In the evening, he found out that I was completely homeless, and he kindly found a hotel for me to stay in, and ordered me a good snack at all. Maybe everyone wants to live in the world, even if they want to die, they don't really want to die, it's just a way to escape when people are desperate, Xiao Gang accompanies me every day, I gradually rely on him, so I feel that there is Xiao Gang in this world who does not dislike me, he knows that I am toxic, addicted, the first time I became toxic after being free, I was seen by him when I was addicted, after he saw it, I was at a loss, I didn't know how to help me, he locked me in the room, let me bite the body, waiting for my poison, After the addiction passed, after the person came to his senses, he found that his body was full of teeth marks from my bite, and there were many places where he was bitten and bloody. ”

"Later, when he saw that I was addicted, I was so painful when I was addicted, so he tried his best to find drugs for me. Pin, he is a horse boy in a nightclub, and there are many ways to get drugs. But it takes a lot of money to buy drugs and products, and within two months, Xiaogang couldn't hold on, so he decided to help me quit drugs in order to prevent me from continuing to suffer. But in the past year, I have often used this thing to numb myself, and how easy is it to quit? ”

"Xiao Gang thought of a very stupid way to help me quit drugs and drugs, that is, he himself tried to get in touch with this thing, he said, he wants to set an example for me, he wants me to let me know that drugs can be quit." A wry smile immediately flashed on Xiao Yao's lips, "I obviously know that this is a trap that I can't pull out if I step on it, but in order to no longer endure the pain caused by rehabilitation, I let him go willfully." Later, Xiaogang really had drugs and addictions, and like me, he couldn't quit at all, and we didn't have any money, so I had to come out and do it! ”

"Xiao Yao, listening to you say this, Xiao Gang is really a good man." Nanni nodded, initially, Xiao Gang should have really wanted to help Xiao Yao. He's a horse boy, how can he not know the danger of this thing? But even so, he still chose to help Xiao Yao in such an extreme way, and this sincerity is really enough to move Xiao Yao for life.

"But. Xiao Yao, have you ever thought that Xiao Gang would not have become what he is now if it wasn't for you, you are responsible for Xiao Gang, besides. If you and Xiao Gang go on like this, there is no future, don't you want to live happily with Xiao Gang? ”

"How dare people like us imagine the future, let's live one day at a time, and besides, every future does not develop according to their own wishes, often thinking that they are a very reliable ship, but when a wave rushes over, it is very likely that even their lives are gone." Xiao Yao pursed the corners of his lips, and his eyes were always indifferent.

"Xiao Yao, you can't give up on yourself like this, you are kind-hearted, Xiao Gang is also a good person, two good people should live happily together, Xiao Yao, even if it is not for you, you have to pay for Xiao Gang who once paid for you so sincerely, so you must quit drugs, and you must quit with Xiao Gang, drugs."

"Addiction? To be honest, I don't want to break the jar, quit, I have tried many times to quit drugs. Xiao Yao suddenly smiled, and there was no need to say much about the meaning of self-deprecation.

"I also know that quitting drugs is a very difficult thing, but it's man-made, and there are still people who quit drugs and addictions, aren't they? Quitting, drug may not be completed by one person, but you can let us help you, believe me, as long as you have the will, you will definitely succeed. Nanni shook Xiao Yao's hand vigorously, hoping that through the palm of her hand, she could convey strength to her.

"I won't accept Hu Lu's help, now as soon as I see him, I will think of my humiliating past, I will be worse than death, he has brought me deeper harm than drugs, you are a good girl, I know that in your world is clean, there is no dust at all, whether it is for yourself or for me, just persuade Hu Lu to leave my world, so it is good for each other." Maybe it's because Hu Lu is not here, Xiao Yao mentioned him, and his feelings were actually very stable.

Nanni glanced at Xiao Yao deeply, she found that Xiao Yao's eyes flickered a little, and then her eyes flashed like elf, "Xiao Yao, love is deep, hatred is so deep, how much you hate him now shows how much you loved him back then." “

"Even if there were, it was a long time ago, and now I only hate him." Xiao Yao said decisively, but her gaze avoided Nanni's gaze and looked away.

"If you really hate Hu Lu so much, you wouldn't have stayed by that old man's side for a year, you endured humiliation just for Hu Lu, and besides, after you got free, you deliberately avoided Hu Lu not because you hated him, but because you yourself feel that you are no longer the original self, are you afraid that you will become a burden to Hu Lu, and you are even more afraid that he is afraid of looking down on him, right? And now, you refuse to let Hu Lu help you, you are simply inferior, you look down on yourself from the bottom of your heart, and you are even more afraid that when you face Hu Lu, you will find a contemptuous look in his eyes......"

These words gave Xiao Yao no chance to refute, and every sentence went to her heart. (To be continued.) )