Chapter 46: A Future Without Planning

"Okay! I can't force you to go so unwillingly, anyway...... I won't go to the drama club again. Don't ask me to play the prince or anything in the future, how old are you and the prince and Cinderella, naΓ―ve to death. Yun Hai raised Erlang's legs, and Yun said lightly, obviously threatening.

Xia Mo was not happy when he heard this, his face sank, and he glared at Xingyan angrily and said, "You dare not go!" We've been rehearsing together for so long, if you don't go, you won't go, do you have a little morality, do you have a sense of responsibility? ”

"You all have something to do in the past few days, Guo Shuai has a stomachache again, Xuanmu and I are busy before and after, this is about to be performed, if you give up halfway, it will be too unrighteous." Yanran said, what are you kidding, the performance will be performed in two weeks, and if you give up at this time, won't it mean that all your efforts have been wasted.

"Don't blame me for being too ruthless, if this kid doesn't participate in the competition, our class will definitely lose, how can I still be in the mood to play any prince!" The sea of clouds instantly pushed all the pressure towards Xuanmu.

Xuan Mu glared at Lu Yunhai angrily, wanting to pinch his heart to death, the old treacherous and cunning thing is really despicable, careless in making friends, careless in making friends.

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In the evening, Yanran studied in the library as usual, Xuanmu was still quietly by her side, he liked to stick to her, like a child, it seemed that only by her side could he feel at ease.

Yan Ran is always doing different kinds of questions, in his opinion, it is really monotonous and boring, it is obviously a sea of tactics, but she is tired of it, and sometimes even admires her, in such a beautiful year, it is not easy for people to calm down and study.

Yanran is not a genius, her good grades are all exchanged for her hard work and perseverance.

Use other children's play time to revise their homework, use other children's dressing time to read English aloud in a secluded place, and use other children's sleep time to struggle in a sea of questions.

Studying is actually a very boring and lonely thing, and she occasionally wants to give up, and whenever she keeps reminding herself: "Yanran, for grandma and Yanyu, you must work harder than others." ”

After meditating in my heart like this, I felt that I had the motivation to be able to sit on the bench, and after a long time, I got used to it.

She understands that without a unique family background, there are not many opportunities for a child like her to change her fate, and although learning this path may not necessarily lead to her success, it is the only path she has at present.

The difficult family situation makes Yanran's mind mature prematurely, so she occasionally reveals a kind of indifference, which will inevitably give people a sense of alienation.

But those who know her know that no matter how calm and self-controlled she looks, deep down she is just an ordinary 15-year-old girl, but she has more patience and persistence than children of the same age.

Xuan Mu supported his chin with his hands, and there was a comic book standing on the desk, and his eyes looked directly over the useless book and looked at Yan Ran blankly.

He really enjoyed being with her, even if he didn't say a word, just sat like that.

The feeling was subtle, and she exuded a faint light under the light, serene, fresh, and soft...... Just looked at her stupidly, and felt like a stream flowing in his heart, the sound of cooing was crisp and pleasant, the sun, the dense forest, the birds, and the faint silence soothed his restless heart and made him obedient like a baby.

He looked at her so quietly, his expression was full of appreciation and love for her, he knew that she had always been a quiet and wise girl, with her own pursuits, and was willing to work hard and persevere.

Sometimes he is quite envious of Yanran, at least she lives a full life and understands what she wants to do, unlike him who doesn't seem to have anything special to pursue until now.

It may seem a little strange to say, for the future, he doesn't have too many plans, no ideals, no ambitions, and even no dreams.

The topic he fears most about talking to others is the future, and it seems that everyone knows what kind of person they want to be, whether they are doctors, lawyers, teachers, celebrities, or scientists...... Only he still doesn't know what he likes and what he wants to do in the future.

He hates things that are too complicated, he doesn't want to think too much, he doesn't want to plan for the future with all his might, he doesn't want to be busy expanding the career territory of Nangong Group all day long like his father and grandfather, he hates to live a step-by-step life, and he doesn't want to be trapped in rules and regulations without freedom.

He doesn't have much pursuit of winning or losing, which is why he is reluctant to participate in basketball games, he doesn't have too strong desire to win, so he won't do his best, and he is not suitable for competition.

What if you win, what if you lose? It's just a game, and it's not a big deal, isn't the sport itself just about strengthening the body, so why do you have to distinguish the winner from the loser?

In fact, when he was young, Xuanmu was not like this, he was very good-looking, and he had a strong desire to win.

When I was young, I often fought with Yun Hai because they went to the same taekwondo class at that time, Yun Hai was two months older than him, and he was much taller than him, he was the most powerful child in the class, and the taekwondo teacher liked him very much, saying that he was talented.

Xuanmu was naturally unconvinced, so every time he saw Yunhai, he always wanted to separate the victory and defeat with him, so he liked to provoke Yunhai when he had nothing to do, and he almost fought as soon as he met.

But who would have thought that such a willful and competitive child would one day become like this? Even he was a little surprised.

Xuanmu sometimes thinks that if he didn't go to the place where birds don't when he was a child, and was with the old bald donkey who only knew how to knock on wooden fish and recite Buddhist scriptures all day long, what would his current personality be?

Just because the old bald donkey said: "The rigid pole must be broken, the wisdom pole must be injured, the strong pole must be humiliated, and the love is deep and long-lived." β€œ

He was asked to live like a fool, with mediocre grades, to hide the light, and to sharpen the edges and corners.

When he was a child, he also resisted, and the questions he answered were obviously correct, but in the hands of the teacher, he completely changed, he felt wronged, but there was no one to confide in, and he often secretly shed tears in the corner alone, and even fought with his friends.

Later, after becoming friends with Yunhai and Xia Mo, they gradually cared less about scores, and no longer cared so much about other people's evaluations, as long as they understood.

In fact, most people don't care how high you fly, and they don't want to know how tired you fly, they just want to see how hard you fall, and then regret to evaluate your past and future in a sigh.

Thinking like this, it seems that you can understand why the master asked him to hide his brilliance and restrain his edge, which is not a kind of protection for him!

There are not many people in the entire Nanhua who know his true identity, except for Xia Mo and Yunhai, there are two others.

One is Lin Shushu, and the other is Qi Yuwei.

The Lin family and the Nangong family are friends for several generations, and they know the roots, and the two have been playing together since they were children, so they are naturally very clear. As for Qi Yuwei, it is because her mother is the personal doctor of the Nangong family, and acquaintance is inevitable.

In addition, in the eyes of others, he is just the son of a secretary, with a mediocre family background and no special talents, so the attention is naturally very low.