Chapter 63: Coveting That Little Bit of Warmth
The town is really beautiful, with black tiles and white walls, like a scene of ink and blue, mottled walls, stone steps that have been polished smooth by the years, and simple folk customs. p>
This place is like the last peach orchard in the world, calming the dissatisfaction and resentment in her heart. p>
Before coming here, Xia Mo felt that people in this world were mercenary, and no matter how friendly and kind people who approached her were, they were just masks, and they would always make people feel disgusting when they were lifted. p>
Although she hates these things, she has seen and touched them a lot, and it is inevitable that she will not get involved in them...... p>
She didn't deny that there was a purpose for approaching Yanran, but she didn't regret doing so. p>
Sometimes I think Yanran is really a peculiar girl, she always seems to be too indifferent, she seems to be indifferent to everything, and rarely expresses her own opinions, but it doesn't mean that she doesn't have her own position and ideas, she used to think that she was too deep in the city, too scheming, but now she feels that it's mostly because she has prejudices against her. p>
In fact, she wants to hate Yanran very much, and it is estimated that Yanran knows it to some extent. p>
Like a person and hate a person, after staying together for a long time, infecting each other, many times you will feel confused, and you can't tell your feelings, whether you hate more or like more. p>
Xia Mo is good at living with a mask, and has been shuttling among her father's various women since she was a child, she is good at observing words and colors, and she is even better at observing people and women. p>
But in the face of a girl like Yanran, the longer she has been in contact, the more she will overturn her own setting for her, because she knows better than anyone that although this girl is smart but not cunning, she is pure and kind in her heart, she doesn't like to play tricks, and she has her own principles of being a person and doing things, just like this town, which looks mysterious, but because it is pure enough, it makes people yearn for it. p>
She knows that there are some things that Yanran doesn't understand, but she just doesn't want to break it down and give each other a chance to start over. p>
In the final analysis, the reason why Xia Mo has no way to hate Yan Ran is because she knows better than anyone that Yan Ran treats her sincerely, which is why even though she has many opportunities to drive Yan Ran out of Nanhua, she didn't really do it. p>
Xia Mo is a girl who lacks love, such a child is not afraid of heaven and earth, and her resentment is enough to blind her eyes, even if she stings others, she will make her flesh and blood blur. p>
But it is also such a child, and the biggest fatal wound is also that little bit of warmth. p>
She is really grateful to Yanran for being able to bring her here, it seems that only here can she tear off the mask and be the most real Xia Mo, although she no longer knows what her real self looks like, but she can clearly feel that the empty heart seems to be filled with something, it is quiet and relaxed that has never been before. p>
It was late at night, although there was a charcoal fire burning at home, but it still felt cold at night, Xia Mo shrunk his shoulders, tightened the quilt, and his body was warm, but his nose and cheeks were red from the cold. p>
Looking at Yan Ran, who was sleeping next to her, Xia Mo raised a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, leaning his head against her, is this what it feels like to be at home? There is a sister, there is a sister, there is a grandmother...... Relatives may be like this, no matter when and where, they will worry about you, and they are the softest storage in the bottom of their hearts. p>
Sometimes she even thinks that if she is really Yanran's own sister, she can live here all the time, and it is a kind of happiness to live quietly, ordinarily, and trivially. p>
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In the third year of junior high school, there were many guests in Yanran's house, carrying large bags of gifts, although they were not necessarily expensive gifts, but at first glance, they had spent a lot of thought, and the small house was full of people. p>
"What are you doing here, it's so polite to see the outside, I'm glad you guys came, but take this gift back quickly." Grandma Gu said busily. p>
"Grandma Gu, these are all for Yanran. I'm not afraid of your jokes, this time I just want Yanran to take advantage of the winter vacation to make up for my grandson, that kid fell several places in the exam this time, how to say that he was the class leader last semester, and he didn't even get into the top ten this semester, and when I heard that I might not be able to be the class leader next year, I cried at home for several days. ”p>
The grandmother next door is talking to her, she is a wealthy family in the town, her son and daughter-in-law are doing business in other places, and she comes back once a year, she has a baby grandson at home, and she has been naughty since she was a child. p>
But since Yanran went to the city to study, the children in the neighborhood have been like wild horses that have escaped the reins, and they can't see anyone all day long, no one cares about them, and their grades have plummeted, so when they heard that Yanran was back, they all crowded into Yanran's house regardless of whether it was over the New Year. p>
During the Chinese New Year, Grandma Gu was naturally embarrassed to shirk it, but she also had to ask Yanran what she meant. p>
Yan Ran doesn't care, anyway, she is familiar with the children in the yard, and she has promised Aunt Zhang to make up lessons for Zhang Jun a few days ago, but she doesn't mind having a few more children. p>
But when it came time to actually start the class, Yanran was still startled, originally thought that there were only a few children, but she didn't expect to sit in the courtyard, and there were more than 20 people inside and out. p>
The blackboard that was originally placed in the corner was hung up by Uncle Zhang early in the morning, and he set up a table with a wooden plank, and made several in a row. p>
But on the top, the children's attention is concentrated, and Yanran can always tell the boring topics very vividly, arouse the children's curiosity, and let the children use their brains to think about problems. p>
Even Xia Mo couldn't help but admire Yanran when he saw it, and praised Yanran for the simplicity and ease of understanding, it would be a pity to have such a talent and not be a teacher. p>
Yan Ran then remembered that Xia Mo's spoken English was the best, so she asked Xia Mo to teach the children English. Xia Mo bluntly said that she was the least able to teach, but she could still chat in English. p>
So every afternoon, Xia Mo would organize a bunch of children to gather around her and let the children communicate in English, and the effect was really good. p>
In the process of chatting with the children, the careful Xia Mo found that the children's hands were purple from freezing when they were reading in the yard, and a few children even had chilblains, which was very distressed, so he hurriedly found ointment to apply it to them, and gave them a whirring after applying, which instantly melted the children's hearts. p>
Xia Mo himself is a child's character, and he likes to pinch Yanran the most, and after 45 minutes, he will whistle to remind him of the recess, and then he will play with the children like crazy, and the whole atmosphere in the yard has become pleasant and bright because of Xia Mo. p>
Within a few days, the child will play all the games, and play what to win, she has a big box, every morning when she wakes up the first thing is to count the marbles inside, every time after the point is a special sense of achievement, to the marbles straight happy. p>
told Yanran that when school started, she must take these marbles back and show off to Xuanmu and Yunhai. p>
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