Wang Xiaojuan said: "Yanran, do you know how jealous I am of you? Do you know how pathetic it feels to be jealous of you? Do you know what it tastes like to have a crush on someone? …… It's really bitter. ”

She looked up, her eyes full of tears, but she smiled, as if mocking herself.

"Maybe you think I'm too neurotic, maybe you think it's completely unreasonable for me to hate you, or even feel innocent. But you know, every time I see him so happy with you, my heart feels like a knife is inserted, it hurts! She clutched her heart and cried.

"Yanran, I just like him too much! He was my first love...... The first person I liked, but he didn't like me at all, so ...... That's why I hate you even more, because I can't bear to hate him. She buried her head in her knees again and wept silently.

Yan Ran didn't say anything, just sat quietly beside her and listened to her story. That feeling is very strange and subtle, although Wang Xiaojuan keeps saying that she hates her, but she doesn't feel disgusted, and even likes Wang Xiaojuan who confesses so frankly.

After all, she knows better than anyone how lonely it is to be excluded, isolated, and pretend to be strong, she understands, so she understands how happy a girl like Wang Xiaojuan is when she meets a boy like Nangong Xuanmu, and can even understand her paranoia and why she hates herself so much.

Now that a lot of words have been spoken, the two of them feel much more relaxed.

Yanran has always thought that liking and disgust are two antonyms, two extremely opposite words, but now she feels that everything in this world has never been absolute.

Wang Xiaojuan always thought that she hated Yanran to death, but now that she is talking, she gradually feels that the resentment in her heart has been resolved.

She cried for a while, then raised her head and said to Yanran, "I'm sorry! But I don't regret doing this to you! ”

"......" Yan Ran was silent, just patted Wang Xiaojuan's back lightly with her hand, she remembered that she was wronged when she was a child, and when she came home and cried, her grandmother comforted her like this, it felt very warm and magical, and with the gentle soothing, the heart would gradually recover and be calm.

Wang Xiaojuan said that the reason why she tore up her homework book that day was because she had the courage to write a love letter to Xuanmu for the first time and asked him to meet.

She knows that she can't compare to Yanran, and she is willing to let go of her obsessions and learn to bless.

The autumn rain was so cold, she stood in the rain shivering, but she kept looking forward to it in her heart, thinking that even if it was a little later, he would definitely come.

She knows Xuanmu, he is a kind boy, if she knows that she has liked him for three years, even if she doesn't like her in her heart, she will come out and talk to her well, if it is really like that, she may not hate Yanran so much!

So she kept waiting stupidly, but he didn't show up.

Just when she was disheartened, she saw Xuanmu and Yanran holding an umbrella together, behaving **...... At that moment, she realized that she was not as kind and generous as she imagined, and she really hated Yanran.

"I don't know, really! I really don't know! Yanran said that if she knew that Wang Xiaojuan had liked Xuanmu for three years, and if she knew that she was waiting in the autumn rain that day, she would never have rubbed salt on her scars.

What's the point of saying that now? Actually, you don't lose, it's right that I bullied you, but your good sister Xia Mo also taught me a lesson for you, we are even, and no one owes anyone. She wiped away her tears and said, the slap marks on her face still visible.

Yan Ran bowed her head and was silent, she really never thought of hurting Wang Xiaojuan, but she also knew that Xia Mo would do it because of herself, and there was really nothing to justify.

None of them slept that day, sitting in the corner of the window and chatting a lot, Yanran told Wang Xiaojuan about her life experience for the first time, including her feelings for Xuanmu.

Removing all her defenses, even she didn't expect that she would tell Wang Xiaojuan, who used to dislike each other, about these things that even Xia Mo didn't know.

After that night, the two of them turned out to be friends with each other, although the relationship between the two does not seem to be very good to outsiders, but only they know that "knowing each other" does not necessarily behave intimately, nor does it have anything to do with the length of time they have known each other, it is only about honesty, respect and understanding.

Later, Wang Xiaojuan still left, she said that her father wanted to remarry and didn't want people to know about her savings, and she couldn't stay in China, so she could only be sent abroad.

She said that she was very happy to meet Yanran, although the two had some awkwardness before, it was those awkwardness that made them friends.

The day before Wang Xiaojuan left, Yanran asked Xuanmu and Wang Xiaojuan to eat together in the cafeteria, and then left quietly, leaving only the two of them, which was the only thing she could do for Wang Xiaojuan...... Say goodbye to your first love.

Seeing Wang Xiaojuan away, Xuanmu asked Yanran with some doubts: "When did you two become so good?" Didn't she always bully you before? ”

"You'll never understand the world of girls." The corners of Yanran's mouth were playfully smiling, and her eyes were crooked.

"However, how do I think Wang Xiaojuan seems to be ...... It's like ......" Xuanmu wanted to speak and stopped.

"Seems like what?" Yanran looked at him with a pair of round eyes, could it be that he finally found the love letter that Wang Xiaojuan gave him?

"It's nothing, I just think that Wang Xiaojuan seems to like me. It's no wonder that a handsome and dashing top handsome guy like my brother is very normal to have a little girl infatuated, I was still a little worried, but it's okay to leave now...... Oops! Hurt! ”

Yan Ran couldn't stand it anymore, so she pinched a purple pimple on Xuanmu's arm, and said disdainfully: "Stinky beauty!" Just like you, who will like you! I see that your illness is getting worse and worse, and you need to be cured! ”

"I'm really sick, lovesick!" Xuanmu squinted at Yanran, sour, pitiful.

"There is only one person in this world who has a cure for my disease, but it's a pity! What a pity! That person doesn't know how good my brother is, so let's do it! That's it! Heaven~ Earth~ Hurry up and give me a fairy sister! Xuanmu looked up to the sky and roared exaggeratedly, spreading his two arms with an exaggerated expression.

Yan Ran pretended to be calm, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but hook up a smile, and the faint dimples bloomed on her cheeks.

Xuan Mu saw Yan Ran's expression, his heart was full of joy, so he continued to act: "I heard that this lovesickness is a disease that kills people, if it is not treated, I estimate that my life will not be ......long" Pretending to be an extremely weak adopted son, he leaned on Yan Ran with the weight of the whole person, the joy of a thief in his heart, and a smug smile hidden in the corners of his eyebrows.

"Get out! I'm going to die aside...... Don't spill my blood. After messing with these people for a long time, Yanran found that her mouth was getting more and more poisonous.

"Count you ruthless! But...... Even if I die, I will never let you go. So the whole person stuck to Yanran's body like an octopus, looking like he was stalking and never letting go.

"Hello teacher!" Yan Ran immediately straightened up and said loudly.

This trick really worked, and Xuan Mu immediately let go of his hands and feet, and his expression was stunned.

Yanran took the opportunity to escape, ran away in a smoke, and didn't forget to grimace at him, and his teeth itched with anger.

This little girl really learned badly! PS: Ask for all kinds of tickets~