"Madame-" Luo Cong couldn't hold back any longer, and cried loudly: "I ask Mrs. to allow Luo Cong to go with me, Luo Cong can't live alone." ”

"Luo Onion, why are you so disobedient—"

I wanted to talk to her again, but my throat was blocked, and I couldn't make a sound, so I could only hug Luo Cong helplessly and cry.

Ying Zheng's order is so slow, I even wonder if he thinks he has nothing to do with me anyway, so I don't bother to pursue the matter at will, because my dinner is served as usual and he hasn't moved.

Didn't you have time to execute me all afternoon? It is also possible that a person should be busy every day to do what several monarchs have to do.

Since you want to give me more food, then I'll be a full ghost.

"Madame, Mrs.-" Luo Cong changed his depressed expression, threw himself at the dining table, and excitedly took my hand and said, "It has appeared, it has appeared." She said as she stuffed a strip of cloth for me.

The hand washing water that should have been served was replaced with a strip of cloth, coupled with Luo Onion's expression, it must be a big deal. I closed my eyes, tilted my head, calmed down, took a deep breath, and quietly opened the strip of cloth between my robe and the dining table.

"Zhao Hand Hand"!

That is to say, Zhao is under high pressure, although I am still alive and dead!

Luo Liang curiously awaited my verdict, I moved my gaze from the strip of cloth to her face, looked at her solemnly, and gave her a relaxed smile when she was nervous enough. "There will be some time to live!" I declare carefully.

"Whew~~~" The girl was breathless.

Originally, when I saw that I was strict, Luo Cong thought that he would not be able to live, but now that he is good, it has become a happy thing to be able to live for more time.

The happiness we want can be so simple!

"Is it in Zhao Gao's hands?" Luo Onion received an affirmative response, and said fiercely: "This person is really insidious, not only does he want to control his wife, but he also hides something from his master. ”

Zhao Gao is treacherous, he wants to use my handle to manipulate me when necessary, and even Yingzheng dares to hide it, which is indeed a malicious intention. But for now, I would like to thank him for his audacity.

"From this point of view, Madame, you are indeed not fighting alone, no matter how casual you are face-to-face, Madame Yu still cares about you." Luo Onion smiled contentedly.

Yes, it seems that Tian Tianyu just doesn't want to be too warm with me, and she still helps me.

I calmed down, got up and walked to the fox blanket, and gently stroked the fox fur sent by Yingzheng. Purebred fox fur is indeed soft, comfortable and smooth, and people love it.

I can't believe it, I've planned to die, and I'm alive again.

There are only two ways to live now: in the originally difficult basic road, first, to please Yingzheng under Zhao Gao's control, help Zhao Gao do things, and support the people he wants to support; Second, please Yingzheng to ensure that he has the ability to negotiate conditions with Zhao Gao and restrain each other to save his life.

In the past, I thought that the danger that could disappear in a minute was the most difficult state of a person's life, but now it seems that at least I was relatively independent at that time, a free person who struggled for a "living" word; And now not only do you have to survive step by step, but you also have to be distracted to meet the deadly sword behind your back at all times, it seems that people are only more bitter and not the most bitter words are right.

It's so pitiful, I can't give up all these years of waiting for the day of death.

If I passively obey Zhao Gaoyan, then he may sacrifice me at will whether he is happy or not, and I will be more humble and wolf than I used to live, and I will probably do all kinds of things that violate my conscience.

I finally understand the sad life of the ancient girl!

No matter how much I have the ability to go through the sky, I can't get out of the palace gate of the Qin Palace, and there are two ways to go in the current situation: either wait alone and wait for death, or fight hard to survive, and walk to the position of the queen and the queen mother full of blood debts, and achieve success and the greatest achievement in the eyes of the world.

If you don't live humbly, you can only die unbearably as a wolf.

If I die, will Lin Jixiang care?

Probably not, without me, he still has a choice, or rather, he has already had the result he wants, the state of these years, I am a distant thought of him anyway, no matter life or death.

Then, I'll give it a go and live for myself!

I asked Luo Cong to make a red phoenix dress with a waist and neck, full of charm, carefully put on makeup, held the paulownia piano, and played the song "Wutong Phoenix" composed by Lin Jixiang for me in the beautiful scenery of Qiaoyang Lake. The sound of the piano is gentle, smooth, delicate, and flutters in the wind, and it is quickly attracted by many people.

After playing a few songs, he raised his eyebrows and swept around the shore road, and saw that there was the protagonist Yingzheng among the people who were invited.

I don't know why Yingzheng, who had murderous intent when he choked my neck, let go at the last moment, but I used to be only subconsciously afraid of him, but now when I see him, even if he listens quietly in the crowd dozens of meters away, I still feel chills in my heart.

The hands trembled, the strings were noisy, and a note seemed abrupt, and no matter how hard I played below, I couldn't return to the smooth tune, not to mention that I couldn't concentrate on it. So I stopped, made a slightly surprised expression when I looked around the crowd on the shore, and then got up casually shyly, signaled to Luo Cong beside me, and made a gesture to Yingzheng and the others, and returned to Qixi Palace along the uninhabited gentle slope path away from the sight of the crowd.

According to Luo Cong's observation, the first people to appear on the shore were a few servants, and then the ladies in the palace came, and the loud figures were Mrs. Wu, Mrs. Zhao, Mrs. Jing, etc., and then Yingzheng came.

The ladies who came to the shore saw me like this, although the destination of my performance was the remote Qiaoyang Lake, and I performed as if I did not expect it to attract people to wait and see, but the people in the palace were not fools, they must have understood my intentions, and their hostility was troublesome; But Ying Zheng is here, my scheming has not been in vain, and at least one appearance attracted him, which can be regarded as a lucky result.

As I thought, Yingzheng is a king with a temper and dignity, even if he was shocked and moved by me under the weeping willow forest, he was angry with me after all, so he did not appear in Qixi Palace again.

I didn't plan for him to appear in Qixi Palace.

I just want Yingzheng to be patient with me to the limit, although he let me live, he will definitely not come to see me again. I'm not afraid of living a life of being bullied again, but I'm afraid that someone will take the opportunity to not give me a life of suffering.

Lin Jixiang has become a dead hole in my heart, it hurts to think about it, I will not be willing to die, so I have to ask Yingzheng to notice me, so that the master in the palace will not understand Yingzheng's attitude towards me, and dare not touch me.

I want to live, because I want to ask Lin Jixiang what I mean to him, although the result will make me even more sad; I want to live, because I want to get along with the emperor of the ages, and see how he can afford to be the unification and hegemony, even if the long knowledge satisfies my curiosity; I want to live - because, because I have to admit, I'm still afraid of death.