965 Confession

Lu Mansheng's lips trembled, although the time of the year had come, and Gong Xun would remember it sooner or later, but he had never mentioned this, and he was subconsciously resisting this matter. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info just so suddenly, tell her that he remembered everything?

She wasn't afraid that Gong Shun would remember.

Lu Mansheng in the past, even if he was cruel to him, strictly speaking, it can't be wrong. How did she know that her death would bring so much blow and damage to Gong Xun?

She also thought that he was just one of those possessive men after all. If you can't get it, you always have to try to get it, and if you get it, you won't cherish it. Even if you lose it, it's just a little uncomfortable at first, and after a long time, you will forget about it all.

Until she saw them again in Dayang. Hearing about Gong Xun from Meng Lingdong's mouth more than once, Lu Mansheng knew how Gong Xun had come over in the past half a year.

Her heart was guilty.

Whoever knows that another person is suffering for you, whether intentionally or unintentionally, is always uncomfortable.

But she didn't regret it.

She was pursuing the life she wanted, trying to remove herself from a life where there was no hope or future at all. It's not that her life is so colorful, but that she is never willing to compromise on her feelings.

Although Lu Mansheng later compromised.

That's right, if he had to do it again, Lu Mansheng might have made the same choice.

That being the case, there is no point in saying some regrets and apologies.

Therefore, in the face of what Gong Xun told her, Lu Mansheng nodded after a short surprise and accepted this reality peacefully.

"Really?" She licked her lips before asking, "So is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince happy to remember, or does he want to keep it as it is?" ”

"You'd love to know the answer?"

"It's just curious, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince doesn't want to say it, so Mansheng doesn't ask."

"No, I'd love to tell you."

“……”

"Although for more than a year, I have not had much memory of the past because of the influence of Forget Worry Incense. I don't remember much, but I know that it wasn't a memorable experience. The occasional clip that flashed through my mind, some strange and complicated, strange and familiar scene I saw in my dreams, always told me clearly what I was missing. ”

Lu Mansheng was listening.

In fact, she didn't know what Gong Xun was going to say next.

She had thought that Gong Xun would reject this memory, thinking that it was really not a good experience to think of them. But a look of tenderness suddenly rose in his eyes, which made Lu Mansheng begin to be uncertain.

"Yes, I was repeatedly rejected and beaten by Imperial Doctor Lu, and I was full of sincerity, but you always thought I was hypocritical, which made me very powerless and distressed. You cheated to death, and I was miserable for more than half a year. Even I found it hard to believe that one day I would do this for a woman, and I tried again and again to cheer myself up, but all failed. ”

It was the darkest day to see a little sunshine.

"There's a big hole in my chest, and it's hard to fill anything. I used to think that the ruthless woman named Lu Mansheng had tricked me, because it wasn't like me at all......"

How troubled and unbelievable is it to suspect that a person who is "already dead" is playing tricks on him?

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Many people in the rivers and lakes dream of hoping to have this kind of treasure to defend themselves, Niangniang does not know martial arts, but has such a good thing to defend himself, people can't help but wonder how this thing came about.

"Nie guard, no matter what, today's incident is that I have caused you trouble. I see you staring at this box, but curious about its origin? ”

"Yes."

"This is a gift from a friend, modeled after his box, specially made for my self-defense, I didn't expect it to come in handy today."

"I see, Niangniang has such friends, it's really enviable."

"Yes, we are alive this time, thanks to this friend." As he spoke, Lu Mansheng picked up Nie Tao and walked out of the restaurant with him.

As soon as he opened the door of the restaurant, a figure rushed directly over.

Lu Mansheng thought it was another killer, and he was about to take out the box defensively, but the next moment he was already embraced by someone who came.

Gong Xun hugged the woman in his arms tightly, and his body trembled slightly because of fear.

"You stupid woman, do you know...... Do you know how worried I am that you ran out of the palace like this? When he heard Lu Man's voice and left the palace with only Nie Tao, Gong Xun was so frightened that his heart was about to jump out.

Walking outside, I saw that the situation on the street outside was unusual. Catch a sneaky person and ask him about the situation.

Knowing that they had set up an ambush in the Xinshui Restaurant to assassinate the woman, Gong Xun was terrified.

He picked up the light gong and rushed over as fast as he could.

He wants to kill, and he will not let go of all those who are not good for Lu Mansheng. And the person who has repeatedly embarrassed Lu Mansheng behind him, he must make them pay!

Gong Xun was mad with anger and fear, and the guards who followed the prince were thrown away by him, and they tried their best to keep up with them.

Finally arrived at the Xinshui Restaurant, just when Gong Xun was about to break in, the door opened, and it was no one else who came out of it, it was the woman he was worried about wanting to die.

At this moment, Gong Xun couldn't restrain himself anymore, and hugged Lu Mansheng in front of everyone.

He was really grateful that Lu Mansheng was still alive.

"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince?" Lu Mansheng was stunned by Gong Xun's expression.

But it's more about guilt, if it weren't for her running out of the palace without permission, then His Royal Highness the Crown Prince wouldn't be so worried.

"Stupid, what a big stupid!" Gong Xun rubbed Lu Mansheng fiercely, and pressed her the back punitively. "Do you know what I'm going to do if something happens to you?"

"I'm sorry." At this moment, Lu Mansheng couldn't say that she was okay like usual, after all, she had already injured the Nie guards, and her own life was almost buried here, except sorry she had nothing to say.

Gong Xun actually understood that the reason why Lu Mansheng was so impulsive was because of himself, if he had been before, he would have been very happy and would feel proud. Because the imperial physician of his way has him in his heart. Lu Mansheng is not an impulsive and ignorant woman, and there are few things that can mess her up. The reason why the enemy took advantage of it this time was entirely because he was worried about him.

Gong Xun's heart was moved and worried, and there was a sense of fear that made his heart palpitate. When he learned that something might happen to Lu Mansheng, the heaviest of the past flooded him with no escape.

It was as if he had returned to those dark days when there was no sound of the road at all.

The pasts that he had been avoiding but that were rooted in his heart and that still influenced him to this day were once again presented to him.

At one point, he complained about the woman named Lu Mansheng.

He was the first woman in his life to torture him to this extent. People are not like people, ghosts are not like ghosts, and life is more like death.

Being trapped by love and suffering by love was originally what he looked down on the most. He once laughed mercilessly at such men, believing that they would not be able to achieve great things, and in the end they would eventually be ruined at the hands of the women they liked. It's like the King of Mo'an, because a Madame Butterfly has made herself disappear for more than 20 years, and a prince has become a prisoner, and even his woman and son don't know that he is still alive, which is really sad.

That's right, he knows about this, and he also knows Qiu Fengshui's life experience.

Although little is known about this matter, and even his father was once concealed by them, because he has been paying attention to the woman, he also discovered that she was secretly helping and caring for a prisoner for many years, and discovered this secret under the tracing of the roots.

His father has always had complicated feelings for Madame Butterfly, and this matter has always been a knot in his heart. If he knew that the son of King Mo'an and Madame Butterfly was still alive and that he was still his favorite Qiu Fengshui, then he didn't know what the situation would turn into.

This matter has been suppressed by Gong Xun, and he doesn't know why he did it. Originally, there was such a good opportunity, and he could have used it to negotiate terms with Lu Mansheng. No surprise, my past self was so despicable. Because of this, Imperial Doctor Lu always looked down on him, thinking that they were not all the way people at all. She hated royal life and the fate and responsibilities she had to carry, as well as his unscrupulous and moody mood. So every time I want to get rid of myself and draw a line with him.

When memories of the past come back with the fear of losing Lu Man's voice, Gong Shun has to accept a not-so-glorious self.

Now that I think about it, he really wasn't good at Lu Mansheng. obviously really likes her, and is making all kinds of sacrifices for her, but he always has a domineering attitude and spares no effort to pretend to be a bad person, as if he can convince himself that he is not fascinated by this woman, and is different from other men who are dizzy because of their feelings......

In the end, he was the stupidest of all.

While he was making meaningless hints to himself, he also pushed Lu Mansheng away from his side again and again.

How could he, who was bent on conquering her and wanting her to be his appendage and possession, could touch the heart of this proud female imperial doctor?

So in the end, he forced her to a situation where there was no way back, and he could only blow up Da Yao, who fled from Da Yao and went to Da Yang, who was thousands of miles away.

With such a self, what qualifications does he have to hold a grudge against Lu Mansheng and accuse her?

What's more, that little complaint, as early as outside the Xinshui Restaurant, I saw Lu Mansheng escape safely and disappeared.

He didn't want to pay attention to anything anymore, he didn't want to worry about it anymore, he just wanted to love this woman well now and live a happy life with her.

He had already made a mistake once, and this time he would never dwell on the past again, pushing her away from him again.

Lu Mansheng returned to the palace, although the matter was not over yet, and Fu Zhizhou's sudden leave also made her feel that there was something else hidden, but Gong Xun no longer allowed her to interfere, and sent her back to the palace as soon as possible. Without his permission, he could no longer walk out of the palace at will.

Originally, Lu Mansheng was not allowed to walk out of Zhengyang Palace, but restricting Lu Mansheng's freedom in this way would make her resist. Even at such times, Gong Shun still made a compromise. He knew that his biggest fault in the past was that he was domineering, always deciding other people's affairs and not caring about their feelings. He restrained this, so as not to make Lu Mansheng feel disgusted. As everyone knows, Lu Mansheng realized that he had done something wrong this time, and did not raise any more objections to Gong Xun's decision, and stayed in Zhengyang Palace with peace of mind, and did not mention the matter of Gong and Xu Khan again.

Brother Xu, since the other party is coming at them, then Brother Xu's danger is lifted. Although they didn't know what the other party was going to do, since Fu Zhizhou had released the person, they would be disrespectful. As for what will happen next, let's see the move.

What makes Lu Mansheng care is that since the last time he came back from the palace, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince seems to have something on his mind, and likes to sit there alone thinking about something, and sometimes he looks at her strangely, and he looks at her for a long time.

At first, Lu Mansheng thought that his wayward actions had upset His Royal Highness the Prince, and he was still angry with himself. Gradually, she found that things were not so simple, because His Royal Highness the Crown Prince seemed to be very entangled and had a lot on her mind. He has forgiven himself for leaving the palace, so what is it that bothers him?

And sometimes Lu Mansheng found that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was unconsciously a little resistant to him, looking at her with a grievance in his eyes that she had never seen in him. It's as if she's a negative woman and somehow has hurt him.

Lu Mansheng was a little inexplicable, if His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was angry, she would make amends and then coax him. Now that she doesn't even know what he's thinking, what should she do?

"Your Highness, you seem to have something on your mind these days, can you talk to Mansheng?" On this day, the two had dinner together, and Lu Mansheng found an opportunity to ask Gong Xun.

The most taboo between husband and wife is that they have knots and misunderstandings with each other, and no matter what they say, they will know if they can solve it.

"Imperial Doctor Lu is too worried, it's just some tricky state affairs."

Lu Mansheng glanced at Gong Xun, this glance was long and lonely, and then lowered his head in frustration, the things in his mouth were no longer tasteful, and he couldn't eat anymore.

Gong Xun couldn't stand Lu Mansheng's pitiful appearance, in the past, our Imperial Doctor Lu disdained to use this trick, but if he really used it, the power was extremely great.

Gong Xun immediately disarmed and surrendered.

"Okay, I'll tell you whatever you want to know, finish the meal first and eat more." As he spoke, Gong Xun kept sandwiching the vegetables for Lu Mansheng, piling them higher than the hills.

"Hmm!" Lu Mansheng was waiting for this sentence, and when he heard Gong Xun say this, he nodded heavily and ate very hard.

Gong Xun was amused by Lu Mansheng's appearance, his imperial doctor Lu actually had such a lively side, not like her at all.

However, seeing that the sound of the man was becoming more and more relaxed in front of him, and also showing the delicate state of a child, Gong Xun's heart was very gratified.

Imperial Doctor Lu will only do this in front of the people he trusts and cares about the most.

Lu Mansheng used the meal very cooperatively, until she couldn't eat at all, and Gong Xun let her go.