Chapter 58: Happy or Sad

In the blink of an eye, the days flew by, after two friends, the autumn wind had gone and the cold wind hit, and in the cool climate of October, people took off their single clothes and changed into thick clothes.

In the past two months, Ouyang Lin has stayed in Zuo Zhen's room almost every day, and it is none of Zuo Zhen's business to coax Princess Hening. Zuo Zhen was accustomed to Ouyang Lin's company, and her heart calmed down with resentment, but she couldn't help but not give Ouyang Lin too much of a good face, and still pretended to be cold and indifferent.

Zuo Zhen didn't give any words to Ouyang Lin, Ouyang Lin didn't take it to heart, now that the status quo is safe, he won't ask too much.

Although Ouyang Lin always accompanies Zuo Zhen, he is not completely singing at night, but Zuo Zhen is very satisfied, at least he has the luxury of his children.

One morning, Zuo Zhen felt that her body was soft and had no strength, and it was difficult to swallow the food on the table when she changed her clothes during the meal, but the meals were all made according to the usual practice, and they were all what she liked to eat, but today she was particularly unappetizing.

The nurse saw that Zuo Zhen had no appetite and asked, "The food doesn't fit, do you want to let the next person change the table?" "I was fine yesterday, why am I uncomfortable today?

"Let's change something that tastes light." Zuo Zhen had a guess in her heart, and she was not sure for a while whether to wait until after eating.

The nurse asked Yahuan to withdraw from the table, and after a while, another table was served, Zuo Zhen reluctantly ate a few bites, and motioned for Yahuan to withdraw.

The nurse looked at the dishes on the table and didn't move the chopsticks much, and was very worried: "What does the young lady want to eat, the slave maid told the kitchen to do it." ”

"No, you don't." The left hand is placed on the chest, and it slowly moves down to the abdomen, and I don't know what to think with my eyes down.

The nurse noticed Zuo Zhen's movements, and didn't understand it for a while, but when she suddenly realized it, she was overjoyed, and said excitedly: "Miss, are you pregnant?" Thinking about Zuo Zhen's reaction again, it suddenly became clear.

"That's good." The nurse was indescribably happy, and her face was full of smiles. His mouth was full of words, "Bodhisattva bless, Bodhisattva bless." ”

"It's not decided yet." Although Zuo Zhen was worried that it was not what she thought, she was also happy with this speculation. I secretly prayed in my heart that it must be true.

"It's been at least a little over a month." The nurse was so excited that she couldn't add, "The slave will go and call the doctor, and you will know it as soon as you diagnose it." ”

The nurse was about to go out when Zuo Zhen called her back, "Don't alarm anyone in the house." Zuo Zhen knew very well in her heart that she didn't want to publicize this matter before she was sure whether she was pregnant, in case it wasn't that shame, she would lose her hair, and she was a little worried, afraid that she wouldn't be able to keep this hard-won child.

Zuo Zhen's face changed several times. Seeing this, the nurse suddenly realized, and secretly scolded herself for not being careful, nothing can happen in the backyard, you must be careful and careful.

"It's all because the slave is so happy." The nurse put away the smile on her face and said sternly: "Miss is right to be on guard. Let's not talk about whether you are pregnant, just Princess Hening and Aunt Liu, it is difficult to guarantee that there will be no accidents. "She didn't dare to guarantee Princess Hening, but Aunt Liu definitely dared to pack the ticket, Aunt Liu has always been unkind to Zuo Zhen, plus she lost a child before, and the spearhead was directed at Aunt Liu. Whatever the outcome, be prepared for it.

"Not at home." The family doesn't say whether there are people planted on both sides of him, even if he is surrounded by his henchmen, Zuo Zhen doesn't dare to take this risk.

After thinking about it carefully, the nurse understood that Zuo Zhen's concerns were not unreasonable, "When you leave the house, you will say that the young lady wants to go back to her parents' house." "That's the best excuse.

"Nope." Zuo Zhen immediately vetoed it, she was completely dead to her mother's family. I don't want to go back to see the disgusting faces of my parents, they don't regard themselves as their own daughters at all, it's better to find a way to do it yourself than to go back and be humiliated, she has long understood that it is better to ask for others than for herself. Even the closest people will choose to betray for their own selfishness.

When the nurse saw Zuo Zhen's gloomy face, she immediately thought of the reason, and sighed in her heart that it was always a housework, she was really bad at interjecting as a subordinate, it was her biological father, but unfortunately, Zuo Zhen was hit too hard, and now no matter how much persuasion she has, it will be useless.

"Just go out and relax." Although the excuse is not very good, Zuo Zhen has thought that no one will stop him from going out, Ouyang Lin is acting now, and he will not embarrass himself, and the prime minister is busy with official business, so he has no time to take care of his daughter-in-law's affairs, so he can take the opportunity to see the doctor, and wait until he is confirmed.

"That's fine, the slave and maid will go and tell the maid to prepare." The nurse went out.

Zuo Zhen's departure from the mansion is not something that cannot be said in secret, Princess Hening and Aunt Liu have heard about it, and the two have slightly different ideas.

Zuo Zhen traveled by car, found a trustworthy medical bureau, and brought a hood to see a doctor.

Zuo Zhen stayed outside for a long time before returning home, and purchased some gold and silver jewelry on the way, all of which came by the way, how could there be a reason not to buy things when she went out.

As soon as Ouyang Lin returned home, he saw Zuo Zhen sitting on the bed, looking untouched, so he stepped forward and sat on the edge of the bed, took Zuo Zhen's hand and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

Zuo Zhen was shocked when she saw Ouyang Lin, she was still afraid that Ouyang Lin would rest at Princess Hening's side tonight.

"It's nothing, it's just ......" Zuo Zhen raised her head and looked at Ouyang Lin, with a little excitement in her eyes.

"What's wrong?" Ouyang Lin was surprised when he found the different color in Zuo Zhen's eyes, and his eyes were suspicious, what was wrong.

"I'm pregnant." Zuo Zhen has been diagnosed with a one-month pregnancy, and she is so happy that she can't help but want to share this surprise with Ouyang Lin.

Ouyang Lin was stunned at first glance, then came back to his senses and smiled: "Yes." ”

Zuo Zhen kept staring at Ouyang Lin's eyes, not revealing the flickering hesitation in his eyes, rather than the surprise and joy after knowing the news.

Ouyang Lin just can't hide it, the instinctive look can't be covered up with surprises later, although Zuo Zhen and Ouyang Lin can't say that they are old husbands and wives, but after getting along for a long time, they will discover some of Ouyang Lin's little secrets, Zuo Zhen can see that Ouyang Lin is not very happy about his pregnancy, and seems to be a little stunned, it seems that he doesn't want to have a child now.

Seeing this, Zuo Zhen couldn't help but feel a chill in her heart, it seemed that what Ouyang Lin said before was all a lie, because she already knew what it was.

"I'm going to have a baby." Ouyang Lin didn't notice the discoloration in Zuo Zhen's eyes, because he didn't really take Zuo Zhen seriously at all, and he went with the flow when he did too much drama.

Regarding Ouyang Lin's excitement, Zuo Zhen really didn't know what to say, and lowered her eyes slightly to cover the pain that appeared under her eyes.

"Then pay attention to rest. I instructed my subordinates to prepare more supplements, so that they don't need to invite another doctor back, and have a good diagnosis to see if they need to drink some decoctions to nourish the body. At this time, Ouyang Lin had already expressed the joy of being a first-time father. It's a pity that no matter how good the performance is, Zuo Zhen has no intention of appreciating it again.

Zuo Zhen didn't want to see Ouyang Lin at all now, and when he heard his honey-like lies, he was disgusted from the bottom of his heart, and asked him to go back to Princess Hening tonight on the grounds that he was unwell.

Ouyang Lin was very conflicted in his heart, he should be looking forward to his first child, but after learning that Zuo Zhen was pregnant, he changed, and suddenly there was an instinctive rejection in his heart, this child came at the wrong time, he didn't expect Zuo Zhen to be pregnant in just two months, this is unbelievable, and the intention of calling the doctor is also here. He wanted to go one step closer to confirm the truth of the matter.

Both of them pretended to be something, and what they said was so careless, Ouyang Lin thought more than Zuo Zhen, and when he heard that Zuo Zhen didn't keep himself, he didn't insist anymore. But there's a lot of good things to say, that's for sure.

"The princess's side has already rested, so it's not good to disturb." Ouyang Lin said: "I'll go back to the study tonight to sleep, you have a good rest." ”

"Okay." Zuo Zhen responded, looking at Ouyang Lin's figure that turned around and went out.

The nurse was resting in the ear room next door, and if Zuo Zhen had any needs, she could hear it by calling it, and suddenly heard the door ring. When I got up, I saw that Ouyang Lin didn't go to bed at night, but strode away, and he was so shocked that he didn't even feel sleepy, so he hurriedly dressed and pushed open Zuo Zhen's door.

"Miss, what's wrong with the colt?" The nurse was afraid that Zuo Zhen's temperament would be twisted, and she had a quarrel with Ouyang Lin, so she broke up unhappily. I was worried and anxious in my heart, it had only been a few days, why did something happen again.

"Nurse." Zuo Zhen called in a low voice, closed her eyes and opened them again, her eyes were cold.

"W-what's going on?" The nurse was taken aback by Zuo Zhen's appearance.

"Nurse. How could I have no eyes in the first place? As he spoke, tears fell instantly from his eyes, and Zuo Zhen cried quietly, "It seems that I can't expect anything in the future, heh, God opened his eyes and I saw his true face today." ”

"Miss, don't cry, crying too much hurts, think about the child in your womb." The nurse wiped her tears for Zuo Zhen with a handkerchief, and persuaded her: "If you have anything to tell the slave maid, don't be alone in your heart." ”

"Kid." Zuo Zhen looked at her lower abdomen, covered it with her hand and stroked it gently.

"What's the use of having it." Zuo Zhen muttered, "It's better not to have any." ”

"Miss, what nonsense are you talking about?" The nurse didn't know what was going on, which made Zuo Zhen react so much.

"What can you do with a child, it's a child who is not expected to be." Zuo Zhen didn't dare to shout to vent the bitterness in her heart, so she could only suppress her voice and cry in pain.

When the nurse heard this, a bad premonition suddenly rose in her heart, "The young lady told the colt about being pregnant, and the colt was not necessarily very happy?" Otherwise, Zuo Zhen wouldn't look like this, and Ouyang Lin wouldn't leave in the middle of the night.

"I can see through it, even if I am from a big family, Ouyang Lin will not give even a little bit of sincerity to love me." Zuo Zhen's heart was condensed, why did she suffer so hard to marry such a man with a mask of hypocrisy.

The nurse understood, and was really surprised, what a good happy event but not liked by the horse, how will the young lady live in the future.

"Is the horse master really unhappy?" The nurse doesn't believe in this evil, which man is in the world, especially if he was born in a big family, how can he not cherish his own flesh and blood, most men like their wives and concubines to have more children, and spread out branches and leaves for the family, and the heirs are the foundation of a family.

"He's not as obvious as he is." Zuo Zhen cried enough, wiped away her tears and said: "It's a pity that I saw it, that momentary hesitation has been able to prove it." ”

"Could it be that I didn't react for a while, and I was too happy." The nurse didn't want to believe that this was true.

"No, it won't." Zuo Zhen was very sure: "I was married to him, and some changes in the relationship can still be seen." ”

"Could it be that the pony is scrupling about something?" The nurse suddenly thought of the princess Hening in the main room.

"What can he scrunge up to!" If you kill Zuo Zhen, you don't believe it, and Ouyang Lin will also have concerns.

"Princess Hening's side." The nurse said: "Miss think about it, the princess is sitting in the position of the wife." ”

After the nurse's reminder, Zuo Zhen's mind suddenly flashed with light, which reminded her of one thing, "There is a hidden rule in the family, if there is a wife in the family, the concubine must not conceive an heir before the wife is pregnant." "When did this start, Zuo Zhen doesn't remember. But the big family abides by such regulations, and their own family is like this, and the marriage in the big family is the first marriage, and the position of the main wife in the family is usually a noble lady. In order to ensure the importance of the wife. It is also for the sake of the in-laws of the marriage, this reason is important. But there are exceptions to everything.

"This is to ensure the position of the wife, as well as the identity of the son-in-law in the future." The nurse also remembered that there was such a thing.

"In other words, this kid didn't come at the right time." Zuo Zhen thought it through, but she wouldn't forgive Ouyang Lin because of this, it was so reasonable, but Ouyang Lin should have the ability to protect their mother and son, and it was surprising that Ouyang Lin didn't say anything, which proved that Ouyang Lin really didn't care about her at all.

"That's the case, this is also the first child in the house. Besides, the young lady was also a wife before, so she shouldn't be a taboo. The nurse is angry with Ouyang Lin, a man is unwilling to protect his wife and children, which can show a very important problem, the horse is not sincere to the young lady.

"Miss. What are your plans for the future? "You have to come up with a way, you can't sit and wait in vain, the nurse is afraid that things will develop in a bad direction, and it's not her own lady who suffers.

"Princess." Zuo Zhen lowered her head and stroked her lower abdomen, and her voice was a little cold.

The nurse suddenly heard that her heart was about to jump out, and she exclaimed: "Miss, don't do stupid things!" She was afraid that Zuo Zhen would use the child in her womb as bait in a fit of anger. Remove Princess Hening.

Zuo Zhen was taken aback by the nurse's exclamation, raised her eyes to look at the nurse who was full of disapproval, and said: "You are too worried, this child is no longer liked by others, and I will not gamble on the child's life to gamble on something that has no results at all." ”

This child is what Zuo Zhen wants to come to day and night, it is the flesh and blood in her body that is condensed, and she will not use the child as a bargaining chip. To fight to the death for the things that have long been born, she has seen through that no matter how resentful she is, she will not do anything drastic, no matter who she will not get any benefit from, why hurt others and hurt herself.

After getting Zuo Zhen's words, the nurse was finally relieved. Pat your chest and recite Amitabha.

"It's late at night, Miss let's rest first, if there is anything to talk about tomorrow, the solution can't be figured out overnight." The nurse saw the tiredness in Zuo Zhen's eyes, and hurriedly persuaded her.

Zuo Zhen is really tired, she is not alone, and the child in her womb also needs to rest.

The nurse helped Zuo Zhen to lie down, tucked the quilt corners, and rested beside the couch with her clothes in case Zuo Zhen woke up in the middle of the night.

Indeed, Zuo Zhen didn't sleep well all night, pretending to have too many things in her heart, how could she sleep peacefully, and woke up many times during the period, but fortunately, the nurse had a way to fall asleep again under comfort.

The morning sun shines on the courtyard and ushers in the beginning of a new day.

Even if Ouyang Lin didn't say anything about Zuo Zhen's pregnancy, people with a heart naturally noticed the difference.

Ouyang Lin stayed awake all night, he was thinking about how to deal with Zuo Zhen and the child, yes, it was to deal with it instead of protecting, he knew in his heart that this should be happy and happy in the ordinary family, but this is the Prime Minister's Mansion, and there is a princess in the mansion, which is different.

Just like the conventions that Zuo Zhen knows, Ouyang Lin also knows, after all, the family mostly relies on marriage to consolidate its position, and the wife has always been respected, no more than the concubine who can be spoiled as much as she wants, the wife is the wife, this shows that many things must have rules, what should be is what it is, and it is not allowed to cross half the line, which is also the foundation of the family. Of course, there is another most important point, which is related to marrying the princess and the rules set by the palace.

Zuo Zhen's sudden pregnancy disrupted Ouyang Lin's plan, he didn't expect Zuo Zhen to get pregnant so soon, his wife was not pregnant, and the eldest son was about to land, and it was not good for the prime minister's house to spread the matter, the root cause was the princess, the princess was noble, and she was a wife, Zuo Zhen was pregnant first, and it would only make people grab the handle and say that she didn't respect the princess, otherwise she wouldn't have a concubine who was pregnant first.

One qiē and one qiē all lie in the difference in identity, Ouyang Lin is now a concubine, some things can't be done as you like, and you can only be sorry for Zuo Zhen after weighing the pros and cons.

Many things flashed in Ouyang Lin's mind, and he also thought of secretly beating Zuo Zhen's child, as long as it was an accident, no one would care too much, anyway, the child would have it again.

It's a pity that Ouyang Lin has a lot of official affairs to go to the court every day, and he can't find time to attack Zuo Zhen at all, and there is no one around him who can benefit from it without attracting attention.

Ouyang Lin was afraid that Zuo Zhen would collapse if he lost this child again, he knew very well how much Zuo Zhen was looking forward to having a child, and he couldn't do it too ruthlessly, let's wait and see if the child could survive the first three months, which was also his greatest tolerance.

The days passed, and the prime minister's mansion was still the same as before, of course, this was only calm on the surface, but secretly it was indeed turbulent, and a conspiracy was quietly brewing.