"I see!"

But in the end, Qiu Zichuan turned his eyes elsewhere!

"It's all over, what else to say!"

For a moment, Shui Xiaolin seemed to be talking to herself.

Looking at Qiu Zichuan, who had frozen in general, Shui Xiaolin's heart trembled! She thought that she was also eager that Qiu Zichuan might hug herself tightly at this time!

But after a period of silence, Qiu Zichuan finally took his eyes off his face, and Shui Xiaolin's heart suddenly understood! Qiu Zichuan is still the Qiu Zichuan of the past, and he is more rational than in the past, he doesn't want to expect him to say anything to comfort him, not to mention that they all have their own families now.

But at this time, Shui Xiaolin's heart was a little lost! But also full of relief! Today, it can be said from his Qiu Zichuan's mouth that at the moment of breaking up, he Qiu Zichuan still loves himself deeply, which is enough!

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"I want to ask you one more question."

Shui Xiaolin, who calmed down, saw Qiu Zichuan turn around and take a step forward again, following behind Qiu Zichuan, and her tone was much calmer.

"Say it!"

"But I don't think you're relieved!"

"Do you think I'm that kind of person?" Qiu Zichuan turned his head and smiled lightly!

"Not really!"

In Shui Xiaolin's eyes, even Qiu Zichuan after more than ten years of reunion is still pure with a teenager in the atmosphere!

"But I've always felt that since you came to the waterfront, there was often a disdain in the look in my eyes!" Saying this, Shui Xiaolin's tone revealed a trace of complaint and grievance.

"Do you want to hear the truth?" Qiu Zichuan.

"Yes!"

"Let's not talk about that!"

"It's not like your character!"

"Good! Then I'll sue you, I can't accept your remarriage! ”

Even though Qiu Zichuan no longer regards Shui Xiaolin as a fellow traveler in his soul, he feels that he can still open his heart to express his views with each other. Especially what Shui Xiaolin said just now, Qiu Zichuan once again deeply felt that there was a relationship between him and Shui Xiaolin that no one could surpass after all!

"For this? Don't I have the right to choose my life? ”

Qiu Zichuan's answer did not surprise Shui Xiaolin.

"Yes! But can you tell why! Qiu Zichuan's tone showed a little disdain!

"Do we need a reason for emotional problems?"

"You don't just think it's for emotion!" Qiu Zichuan glanced back at Shui Xiaolin again, then turned his head and said:

"Why did you divorce your ex-husband?"

"I don't have a common language with him!" Shui Xiaolin seems to have lost the confidence to speak before.

"It's because he doesn't have a common language with money and status!"

"That's how you see me!"

Qiu Zichuan's straightforwardness somewhat surprised Shui Xiaolin!

"And what do you want me to think of you?"

"Whatever you want! You can say anything! Shui Xiaolin was hit by Qiu Zichuan's words, and her voice was much lower.

"Besides, what era is it now!" Shui Xiaolin defended herself in a low voice.

"No matter what the era, the price of a man's pursuit of his own way of life must not be the sinking of his soul!" After speaking, Qiu Zichuan seemed to laugh at himself, turned back to Shui Xiaolin and smiled, and said:

"Maybe in your eyes, it's a little too literary and artistic, or naïve!"

"No, it's not strange that this is coming out of your mouth!"

"No matter how free the way of life and the pursuit of life, it cannot be at the cost of giving up personality!"

Qiu Zichuan continued his opinion.

"I don't want to talk about the soul, as for the personality, maybe we understand it differently!"

"Yes! In your dictionary, don't talk about personality without money and status! ”

"That's right! This means that if you can't change the times, you can change yourself! It's not that I'm changing, it's that times are changing! ”

"What a ridiculous theory, as if there is nothing in the world that needs to be adhered to!"

"Yes! That's your own pursuit, if you insist on useless things, you will be eliminated! ”

Shui Xiaolin did not hide her opinions.

"Yes! Your mother's era was political and promising, and your era was diplomas and academic qualifications at the beginning, and then money and status! Qiu Zichuan's tone is not without irony!

"Why are you always so mean!"

"I've always wanted to be kind to you!"

"Okay!" Shui Xiaolin knew that her current qiē was difficult to be accepted by Qiu Zichuan.

"Your ex-husband, he doesn't seem to care about politics, let alone money and status!"

"How to say it! Didn't you worship academic qualifications and diplomas at that time? It's a pity that the gust of wind came quickly! Go fast, too! ”

Qiu Zichuan sees everything very well, and Shui Xiaolin doesn't want to hide anything anymore!

"It's really up to date!"

Qiu Zichuan's words were full of helplessness!

"Qiu Zichuan! I just don't get it! Shui Xiaolin still wants to defend her life!

"Don't understand what?"

"I admit that you have something very moral about you, but what time is it! Besides, you have also been 'in the same stream' in the officialdom shopping mall for so many years! Why don't you stick to your idealistic things! ”

"Good! I don't stick to idealism. Then I'll just ask you one thing. Qiu Zichuan stopped and turned his head and looked at Shui Xiaolin quietly.

"Say!" Shui Xiaolin looked at Qiu Zichuan and blinked.

"Then take 10,000 steps back, do people still have to be responsible?"

"Responsibility?"

"That's right! Liability! Qiu Zichuan looked at Shui Xiaolin.

"Where?"

"In terms of money and status, by your standards, compared to Xiao Yujiang, your ex-husband is much weaker. But don't you think it's cruel for you to abandon him by this standard? And the goal he pursues is learning, it is academic, and at this point, as a man, he is no worse than Xiao Yujiang! He is still a dignified man, and even more dignified! And you only measure him by the standard of money and status, don't you think this is the greatest harm to a dignified man? When you leave him, he looks at your back, and you think about what kind of pain will be in his heart? ”

"Me!"

"Listen to me!" Qiu Zichuan was a little excited! Raising his hand to stop Shui Xiaolin from opening her mouth to defend herself, she then asked:

"Even if we don't talk about your ex-husband, we can put him aside first. Then let me ask you again, you are a woman, you are a mother, and when you left your ex-husband's house, I heard that your daughter was still very young! Then I ask you now, is the gaze she looked at you at that moment still engraved in your heart? Or do you remember? ”

"Say no more!"

Tears suddenly burst out of Shui Xiaolin's eyes!

The sentence "at that moment" in Qiu Zichuan's words made Shui Xiaolin's heart tremble all of a sudden! Guilt suddenly filled my heart!

I haven't been to see my daughter for half a year!

No! I haven't thought about seeing my daughter for more than half a year! What is my heart thinking about all day long!

At this moment, Shui Xiaolin suddenly felt that her life was indeed too chaotic and full of selfish desires! I am entangled in my own world of lust ~ all day long, and endlessly looking for opponents, and then endlessly going into battle! But as a woman and a mother, how can she even forget her own children!

"I can accept you again as my closest friend. But you shouldn't give me such an image of reunion! Abandoned your family for money and status, and even more so your daughter! ...... for you! ”

Speaking of this, Qiu Zichuan suddenly stopped his words, looked at Shui Xiaolin, as if he was extremely helpless, and shook his head!

Qiu Zichuan's next words were to say: I can't be relieved!

But at the same time, Qiu Zichuan thought that this was not what he was qualified to say! He originally wanted to say: Because in my heart you used to be the most beautiful girl! And now, in my heart, you have long since become a bad woman that people can't look at directly! At least not a woman who still has maternal love and a kind heart! ”

But in the end, Qiu Zichuan still endured!

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"I understand you too!"

For a long time, seeing Shui Xiaolin silently following behind him, thinking that Shui Xiaolin must not be uncomfortable at this time, Qiu Zichuan felt a little remorseful in his heart, and felt that he was too mean to Shui Xiaolin!

"I also know that your life is very unsatisfactory, and I also know that you have a lot of pain!"

"Thank you!"

Listening to Qiu Zichuan's slow breath, he said it again, and a warmth arose in Shui Xiaolin's heart in the sadness!

"Life, marriage, sometimes it's like an ocean!"

Qiu Zichuan looked back at Shui Xiaolin, and saw that Shui Xiaolin's eyes seemed to be waiting for him to continue, so he turned his head and continued:

"The sea is sometimes beautiful, the sun is shining, the scales are shining, and the blue is boundless; The sea is also dangerous at times, with rolling waves and countless undercurrents. And often the initial choice will determine the fate of a person's life! Some people choose a boat with sails, some people choose a boat without oars, some people see the other side from the beginning, and some people can't find a route in their lives! A ship with sails, no matter how huge the wind and waves, as long as there is the other side in the heart and the will is firm, you can control your own destiny; And the oarless boat, from the moment you board it, you lose control of your destiny, let alone a route! Once you sail into the sea of life and marriage, you can only float and drift! Drift, drift! If you can float to the other side, you are lucky, if you can't float, then you have to sigh! ”

Qiu Zichuan said softly as he walked.

"Also, no matter who you are, facing the sea of life and marriage, whether you choose a boat or a boat, once you set sail, then don't think about returning to the harbor!"

Shui Xiaolin didn't speak, and followed Qiu Zichuan to walk forward slowly, listening silently.

"Am I right?"

After saying his feelings, Qiu Zichuan turned around and asked softly.

"Then you say, I want to hear it!"

At this moment, Shui Xiaolin is happy!

At the moment when Qiu Zichuan said at the beginning, "I also know that you have a lot of pain", Shui Xiaolin had all the doubts about Qu Mengmeng in her heart, and the inferences and determinations came to her lips at once!

But with the people I used to be, and still love, the beauty quickly dispelled the grievances, and the warmth and casualness were sent away!

Listening to Qiu Zichuan's eloquent conversation with himself, Shui Xiaolin's heart seemed to be back to the old days by the river in March. At this moment, she doesn't want any people and things to approach her, and she doesn't want any disturbances to disturb the warmth of coming back! And no matter whether Qiu Zichuan's words contain regrets about his own life, or full of complaints about his own emotions! As long as Qiu Zichuan can talk to himself in such a warm tone! Shui Xiaolin felt happy and happy and returned to her side!

Shui Xiaolin even thought that if she took it again, Qiu Zichuan could hold her hand and walk while talking!

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