042: Heart Knot

Yan Ji often didn't say a few words to Dou's mother, but when he saw Dou's mother's suddenly changed expression, he knew that today's incident had hit Xiao Yu's family quite hard.

Xiao Yu never told him about these troublesome things, because he had always been embarrassed since he was a child in the Yan family.

Gu Zhu Purple Bamboo Shoots......

He didn't need to investigate to find out who was behind this.

This is the knot in his heart, and it is also the last thing his parents want to talk about.

The original matter, no matter who was right or wrong, but Xiao Yu was innocent and should not be implicated.

Xiao Yu and the Yu family have never been sorry for him and the Yan family.

Yan Jichang thought like this, and hurried towards Yirong Courtyard.

The sky was still gloomy, and it seemed that the next moment, heavy snow would fall, burying everything around it.

Yan Jichang raised his head and looked at the sky, and the lightless canopy shrouded him like a cover, forcing him to level his gaze again.

The little guy behind him approached, wanting to ask him if he was unwell, but he waved him back.

In the dimness, a faint fragrance of white magnolia flowers wafted out of nowhere, elegant and calming.

The magnolia planted in the Yutang Pavilion was transplanted from the courtyard where the Da Yu clan lived in the past, and he hadn't been to that yard for a long time, and the Xiao Yu clan was afraid that he would touch the scene, so he closed the yard, but he didn't lock it.

Because, in private, Xiao Yu's family will go to see.

She pretended never to go, and he pretended not to know.

Yan Jichang has always known that Xiao Yu's family has relied on Da Yu's since he was a child, so Xiao Yu's family would marry into the Yan family regardless of a single qiē for the sake of the children left by Da Yu's family.

It's also to help Da Yu's take care of him.

The winter is cold, and this is not the flowering period of magnolia at all, and these fragrances are just his illusion.

Although it was an illusion, it still extinguished the remaining anger in his heart, and even his irritable mood was slowly calmed down by the fragrance in his nose.

It was a strange feeling, deep in Yan Jichang's heart, as if he was slowly exhaling a breath of turbidity.

It was as if it was the scent of magnolia, reminding him that there must be many things that he could not do as he pleased. He is the husband of Xiao Yu, and he is also a father.

He had to compromise a little bit for these responsibilities.

Thinking of the past, Da Yu always said to him, "People in the world, so much wishful-wishing? All we can do is go with the flow. ”

In just a few words, the situation of the two of them was clearly explained.

He walked for a long time before entering the gate of Yirong Courtyard, and when Qing Han saw him, he was anxious to pass the word. Yan Jichang waved his hand and asked Qing Han in a low voice, "What about Mrs.?" ”

"Mrs. is a little tired today, and she is resting." Qing Han naturally didn't expect Yan Jichang to come over at this time, so he said, "The slave will go to spread the word immediately." ”

Yan Jichang shook his head, "No need, I'll go and see my wife." ”

Qinghan listened, so he had to nod.

What happened in the house, Yan Jichang usually doesn't care. So early this morning, after Xiao Yu's family came back, he almost fainted in the courtyard, and no one was allowed to tell Yan Jichang.

During these days, the Ministry of Industry was very busy, and Yan Jichang naturally did not feel easy.

Xiao Yu didn't want to distract Yan Ji Chang because of these little things. In fact, it was the same in the past, no matter how many grievances there were, Xiao Yu would swallow it into his stomach by himself.

So when Qing Han saw Yan Ji often coming, he was a little surprised.

Yan Jichang didn't see the cold look behind him, but turned around and walked towards the house.

Outsiders say that Yan Ji is often a yaksha, ugly and hideous. But Qing Han thought about Yan Jichang's inky eyes and thin lips under the mask, if she hadn't known that Yan Jichang was disfigured, she would definitely think that under the mask, he was a handsome man.

At this time, the gate of Yirong Courtyard was half-covered, and the surrounding subordinates were all supported by the Xiaoyu clan, and the surroundings were very quiet.

Yan Ji often remembered that in the past, Xiaoyu's temperament was the same as Yan Jin, and he was a person who liked to be lively. Even if the Da Yu clan marries him, he is often pulled out by the Xiao Yu clan to see the lanterns.

The lively and smiling girl has now become a taciturn woman.

He pushed open the door and walked in, the room was silent, Yan Jichang walked towards the inner room, but saw that the silk tent had been put down, and he couldn't see the movement of the people inside.

He pursed his lips and thought for a moment before he stepped forward to open the tent, only to see that the brocade was bulging with a large round bump.

Da Yu also told him in the past, saying that his sister Xiao Yu likes to hide in the bed when she is sad.

And his daughter Yan Jin seems to have the same habits as Xiaoyu.

Yan Jichang took a deep breath to make his expression better, before he lifted the brocade quilt and said gently, "Xiaoqiu, are you awake?" ”

Xiao Yu shrunk into a ball under the quilt, raised his head to reveal a miserable white face, full of tears.

After seeing him, there was a little more fear in his expression.

Yan Ji often saw that his heart felt as uncomfortable as if he had been pricked by a needle.

The girl who entered the mansion at the beginning, there were a few strands of silver silk growing out of the black green silk.

She's still so young......

How can you get old like this?

"Xiaoqiu ......" Yan Jichang was very distressed, this feeling was just like when he returned home and only saw the corpse of the Da Yu clan, he was desperate and painful and couldn't breathe, "I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

After Xiao Yu saw Yan Jichang, he held his hands, but his tears still couldn't stop, "I...... I'm fine. ”

But when she said that it was okay, the tears in her eyes were more and more, falling one after another. How could she be okay......

With her father on one side and the child left behind by her sister on the other, it was difficult for her to choose. Xiao Yu didn't know what to do at all, Yan Qining was a child left by her sister Da Yu, but now for the sake of the Xuan family, she wants to provoke the relationship between the Yu family and the Yan family, and she wants to make a gap between her and Yan Jichang.

She felt as bitter as eating a yellow lotus in her heart, especially after seeing Yan Jichang, it was very difficult to even say a word.

Yan Ji often picked her up and hugged her tightly, "Xiaoqiu, don't be afraid, I'm always there." ”

Yan Jichang's body always has a faint fragrance of magnolia flowers.

It's like the smell of Da Yu's body in the past.

Xiao Yu gritted his teeth and didn't let the tears fall again.

"Xiaoqiu, I remember when you were young, you had a Persian cat, and that cat was extremely good-looking, but a pair of eyes had two colors of pupils." Yan Jichang said softly while comforting Xiao Yu, "My left eye is as blue as seawater, but my right eye is like the brown of a desert. You like it so much that you keep this cat with you all the time, and you don't even want to leave it when you sleep. ”

Xiao Yu was slightly stunned when he heard this.

This incident happened when she was very young, and there are not many people who know about it.

Yan Jichang seemed to notice the stiff body of the woman in his arms, and continued, "You like this cat because it was left by your grandmother." But later, this cat was extremely naughty, not only biting you, but also almost scratching Hua Yufei's face. ”

Yu Fei is the only son of Old Lady Yu.

Old lady Yu never took a concubine in his life, and gave birth to two daughters and a son with Mrs. Yu, and after the death of Da Yu, there was only one son and one daughter left.

Xiao Yu's hand trembled slightly, and she felt a little uneasy in her heart, she asked softly, "Master, why are you talking to me about this?" ”

"You like this cat very much, but you can't condone this cat to hurt Yu Fei, let alone condone this cat to bite your sister again." Yan Jichang didn't expect that he could sigh at the late Da Yu so calmly, "So in the end, you gave this cat away, and you didn't want this cat's life." ”

Xiao Yu closed his eyes and remembered the past.

She loved to be boisterous as a child, so she was overjoyed when her grandmother gave her the Persian cat. She likes to take this cat with her wherever she goes, even when she goes to see Da Yu's family, she will hold it.

At that time, Yu Fei shook his head helplessly, and said to Da Yu's family, "Eldest sister, look, the second sister is about to be fascinated by this cat, where is this cat, it's a cat demon." ”

Da Yu heard this and laughed.

However, later, the wild nature of the cat gradually appeared.

It first scratched her, then almost scratched Yu Fei's face, and finally even bit Da Yu. It was like a wild beast, and no matter how much she raised it, it was not willing to be gentle with her.

Her father once told her, "Kill it, you can't raise something that is ripe." ”

She was reluctant, and later gave the cat to her distant cousin Qin Yun.

As a result, a year later, Qin Yun's face was scratched by the cat, and it still couldn't heal.

She was guilty.

Qin Yun saw that she felt guilty, so she just comforted her softly, "It's okay, it's just a little hurt, your cousin and I are as beautiful as a flower, and this scar will not affect my appearance." ”

Xiao Yu clearly saw that under Qin Yun's right eye, there was a deep claw mark, maybe this scar will accompany Qin Yun for a lifetime.

Because of her soft-heartedness, she treated her best cousin and left such a scar.

Later, Qin Yun said to her, "The wild cat is untamable, and once it recognizes the Lord, it will not change again." If its owner is still there, send it back, and if not, kill it. But according to your temper, you must be reluctant to do it, then, if you don't want it to hurt your relatives, just throw it away and never see it again. If you see it, you have to do it, you know? ”

Xiao Yu thought of Qin Yun's words, and his heart was slightly cold.

"If you can't raise it, don't raise it." Yan Jichang held her hand and rolled up her sleeve.

On the white jade-skinned wrist, there is a deep trace of cat scratching.

He bowed his head and kissed lightly on the scar.

Yan Jichang's lips were cold, which made Xiao Yu suddenly feel a little uncomfortable, and the two of them had never been so close.

"Xiaoqiu, I am your husband, no matter what you do, I will accompany you. It's just that you have to remember, don't let people hurt you anymore, I'll be distressed. ”

Xiao Yu raised his head suddenly, his eyes stunned, "You ......"

Yan Jichang's eyes are very gentle, and his hands are also very warm.

"Once upon a time, I couldn't live with you, and I won't make mistakes again." Yan Ji often looked at Xiao Yu's eyelashes still stained with thin teardrops, trembling slightly. His heart seemed to tremble with these tears, "Forgive me." ”