Hearing Luo Cong's safety, my heart was much calmer, thinking about the trivial matters of the palace except for Yingzheng, and suddenly felt silent for a moment that there was nothing left.

"What kind of meal does the emperor use today?"

Although I refrained from telling myself that I shouldn't have asked, I still asked with a cheeky face that didn't have any help, no matter whether Yingzheng wants to ignore me now, my love for him and my guilt have not changed at all.

"Then the slave and maid will be sent to find out." Luo Cong went out as he spoke, and after a few simple arrangements for the waiting person outside the hall, he came in again.

What I want to know, Luo Cong will do his best to find out, and I have always been very aware of this in my heart, so I pretended to be Yingzheng and looked out the window in my heart;

When it comes to Ying Zheng, I have always been uneasy, Luo Cong is used to and accepts this, so when she came back, she saw that I looked dull after asking Ying Zheng, knowing that I was worried about love, and immediately stopped trying to change my mind.

Emotional matters are the most difficult problem in the world, and it is so difficult to solve that sometimes whether you are thinking about the answer all the time, or you are emptying yourself and waiting for the realization of its wishes, it is fruitless, and the charm of your giving and getting feelings lies in the experience.

When I miss Ying Zheng's experience of these bitterness, Luo Cong will always be silently by my side, giving me time and space to feel the wonder and astringency, and this time is the same.

The snowflakes outside the window have been flying for a day and a night, but they still have not stopped at all, just like Yingzheng's attitude towards me, the past few days have passed, and there is no sign of improvement, which makes me feel hesitant and at a loss.

Except for Ying Zheng. There is another phenomenon that makes me at a loss, since he appeared in my eyes, he has been reflected in my mind from time to time, which makes me aggrieved and worried: that is Hu Hai's eyes!

My heart ached. I was already numb and couldn't perceive whether it was the pain that Ying Zheng gave me, or Hu Hai's indifferent eyes that made me so tormented.

At first, when I heard Hu Hai's name, I was very resistant to it, because I knew that his future would plunge this Ying empire into endless darkness and disaster;

But unexpectedly, when he appeared next to me as an innocent naughty child, calling me "auntie", I actually sank a little in his sincere gaze.

There are too few warm eyes in this world that Hu Hai loves unconditionally like at the beginning, so little that I feel a qiē in my heart, but it still opens the door to Hu Hai's heart.

I feel guilty for Zhao Wu's death, and I once wanted to take Hu Hai by my side so that I could teach him a good outlook on life, so as to change some of the appalling misdeeds in the legends. But by mistake, I want to welcome the birth of Chang Man, and finally I have no right to take care of Hu Hai.

Just when I thought we could regain the lost affection and intimacy when we met again, we met unexpectedly, or by his deliberate arrangement. This encounter not only shattered all my dreams of changing him, but also changed me who I got to know again in front of Hu Hai.

When, under what circumstances, did Hu Hai become like this during my undefended period?

"Ma'am. Linlang is back. Luo Liang reported lightly. He said to me when he helped me to the banquet: "The emperor also uses a warm pot today, and it is said that it is still the sheep breed and size arranged by Xiangjue himself. ”

I stopped abruptly, and then quickened my pace to rush to Linlang, who was arranging the meal.

"Linlang, when you came out of the imperial dining room, where did Zhao Changzhi go?" I asked bluntly.

I thought I was asking her to come back for the banquet so early, but according to the rules, the banquet was held after Yingzheng's dinner, and Linlang praised me with a guarantee.

"When the slave went to the imperial dining room, the emperor's lamb soup was still almost boiled, and I heard that the emperor was eating in Wangyi Palace today, and the prince of Hu Hai was hungry, so he used it early. When our meal was passed on, the slave maid saw that Zhao Changshou was still in the imperial dining room and ordered to prepare a soup meal for the emperor after the meal. ”

Linlang looks like a promise, so to speak. Lin Jixiang is still in the imperial dining room at the moment.

"Tell me to go down, let the grandmother and the people eat first, and the palace will go out." As I spoke, I pointed to Luo Onion's cloak and said, "Quick." Don't go out with too many people, Linlang, you stay with the grandmothers to take care of the princess. ”

Seeing that I didn't want to say much, Luo Cong immediately took a cloak to cover my face, and braved the wind and snow to leave the letter palace together.

"Is Madame going to Wangyi Palace, or does she just want to see the lord?" Luo Leng leaned close to me and pulled half a cloak for me to cover the snow and asked.

She understands me every minute, and knows that my urgency lies in hearing the whereabouts of Yingzheng and Lin Jixiang; But after all, she is only a product of a semi-feudal society, so she feels that many of my behaviors are not normal.

"Stop on the road ahead." I pointed to a relatively easy path leading to Wangyi Palace in the Imperial Dining Room.

I want to stop Lin Jixiang, firstly, because I hurt his mind and want to see if he is okay, secondly, I want to feel Yingzheng's state of mind and what he is busy with from his outward feelings, and thirdly, I really want to know the reason and purpose why Hu Hai hates me so much.

To do things for Yingzheng, there is usually a time limit for everything, so I waited for a short time on the predicted road, and Lin Jixiang met us with the crowd.

However, among the people who came into view, there were not only Lin Jixiang's people, but also the young beauty who was chasing Lin Jixiang's side and kept talking-Tian Tian Wan.

It's not like a pleading, it's more like a question, Tian Tianwu seems to be following Lin Jixiang quickly to ask something, but when I saw this picture, Lin Jixiang kept walking forward, and there was no sign or feeling of opening.

This situation lasted until Lin Jixiang saw me, and then Tian Tianwan, who noticed Lin Jixiang's slow pace, followed Lin Jixiang's gaze and saw me.

"Mrs. Wu, everything has a cause and an effect, so you can do it yourself."

Lin Jixiang looked at me and opened his mouth to ask Tian Tian Wan all the way, which gave Tian Tian Wan a reason and steps to naturally make room for us; She glanced at me from afar, and after receiving Lin Jixiang's advice, she walked home.

Stepping back into a big stride, Lin Jixiang quickly came to me and watched me stand still.

"On such a cold day, Mrs. Xi is so stubbornly outside the hall, does she really not care about your own body?" He didn't care about any respectful etiquette, and looked at my behavior and said angrily: "What are you asking for for the princess this time?" ”

Listening to his displeasing words, and knowing that he was greatly annoyed by my self-destructive waiting, which must have been the anger of the previous days, I simply got to the point and did not detour around the bush.

"This palace is here for Childe." I said: "Hu Hai was accompanied by Mrs. Suo a few days ago, and Mrs. Suo and you know each other, so this palace has always felt that you will let her train me to give me a little son who pesters me as before, however, I don't know if I think too much, I seem to be disappointed." ”

Hu Hai's hostility to me should not only be due to his own untruthful information, if Suo Yi could always correctly guide his ability to distinguish between right and wrong in front of him, he should not be in such a mental state.

Not in a hurry to reply to what I said, Lin Jixiang smiled bitterly and said his complaint to me.

"It's not for the princess, it's not for the emperor, it's for the son again, the things that Mrs. Xi cares about are always so overwhelming and tormented."

These words are obviously suspicious, which makes me feel that Lin Jixiang is a little unbreathable, and the way he whispers to me has also changed from the original whisper to the public, which is enough to show that he is not worried that Ying Zheng will hear all the words we say and the relationship that is presented-

I don't care if Ying Zheng will hear it, and if I want to live, there is only one possibility: Lin Jixiang is confident that he has complete control over the servants around him, so that what he says and the state he embodies are rotten in her stomach, and not a word can reach Ying Zheng's ears.

"This palace cares about his own family, does Zhao Changzhi feel wrong?" In fact, I didn't want to stimulate Lin Jixiang again, but I had to hurt his enthusiasm and confidence again and again.

What was more rude to me was his hope of being killed again and again!

"Your family should be someone else, don't give up a passion that you will regret later." He brutally sounded and calmly warned me.

Listening to my willful sting, it can only be exchanged for his more and more persistent determination and momentum.

"Then you answer me, Hu Hai now hates me so much, but what do you want?" I glared at him, wanting to hear him say something from me.

Lin Jixiang has never been compensating to anything or anyone, even to me, who he has always wanted.

"All the things and virtues that Suo Yi taught are what I want her to do." He didn't hide anything about agreeing with me.

This kind of unsubstantiated words can be found as soon as asked, and he is so free and easy that I don't know what to say!

Bitterly attack? I have no position! Persuade? Obviously it won't work! Remedy? Without Yingzheng's meeting, I can't move an inch!

"Why?" After a long silence, I just came up with this question.

Is this also an aspect of Lin Jixiang's begging me to let me recognize the indifference of the Qin Palace as soon as possible?

"He doesn't deserve it!" Lin Jixiang gave me this sentence succinctly and neatly.

I choked enough with this sentence - Hu Hai is not worthy? Is he eating Hu Hai's vinegar because of me, or is he angry with Hu Hai because of Ying Zheng? But Hu Hai is still a child, is it necessary for him to bet all his grievances on one child?

"I like that child, he is pure and immaculate, he deserves the most beautiful love, if you want to say that you don't deserve it, then I don't deserve it." I whispered to him again. (To be continued......)