Chapter 363: Each has its own difficulties

The road in the canyon is difficult to walk and seems to be more bumpy than it gets. Lin Zhu felt very uncomfortable. Many times she felt that her internal organs had been turned out of her body, and she wanted to get out of the car and walk slowly, but the carriage had no intention of stopping at all.

"Zhu'er, don't you feel well?"

Jin Xiaoguang always closed his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, and he could see his brows frowning tightly from time to time. Maybe it was feeling the squirming of her body, and she opened her eyes and looked at it.

Discomfort is certain, there is a child in the belly, it is still pregnant, what she eats will come back and come back for a while, she has been lying on the window and vomiting several times. Now the contents of the stomach have been vomited, only sour water.

The feeling of vomiting became stronger and stronger...... She felt that all the internal organs in her body were about to be vomited, so she subconsciously endured it and did not vomit.

How can it be comfortable?

But he didn't have any strength at all, and he couldn't say a few words if he wanted to grab it.

Jin Xiaoguang saw that her little face was pale, and the white was still yellow, and she felt distressed. It stands to reason that with her own flesh and blood, she will be able to eat and drink well, but now she has to be so bumpy, and there are more things in the future, and she needs her cooperation. He gently took her over and hugged her in his arms and said, "Zhu'er, you've made you suffer." But we must rush back within three days, and after you go back, you will cover it for me, and in a few days I will invite the prince to come to the house for a banquet, which can be regarded as taking you into the house. But this is only temporary, in order to hide people's eyes, after we have done this, we will hold the wedding. ”

"What? You want to take me as a concubine? I'm not going to do it! I'll help my father and mother grow vegetables in the vegetable garden, who wants to enter your proton mansion. Bottomless. Don't go, resolutely don't go, don't go to death,. ”

Lin Zhu was so frightened that she almost screamed, she didn't want to enter the Proton Mansion, except for the child, she didn't want to have any deeper relationship with Jin Xiaoguang.

Seeing that she reacted so strongly, it seemed that the Proton Mansion was the Longtan Tiger's Den, as if he was a tiger and wolf, Jin Xiaoguang sank his face and frowned.

Then his face softened, and he said softly, "Zhu'er." No matter what kind of prejudice you have against the master. The master can only say that he is forced by the situation and has no choice but to do so. But the master can swear by heaven that he is sincere to you. You may not know that the first time you saw you, you are only five or six years old. Wearing a pink dress. A pair of eyes is really beautiful. Like the stars in the sky. What a surprise the master. But the master is too young to know what to do. I saw the little maid with her face covered in kang ashes take you into the house and push you into the kang hole. Didn't say it. Then I came to see you again. You looked at the blood outside the kang cave with demented eyes, and then, I came back a few days later, and I didn't see you again. It wasn't until a few years later, when you stood behind Sansso, that I looked familiar to you at first glance, and then I saw a black mole on your earlobe, and I was sure it was you. ”

Sounds beautiful, a beautiful and miserable encounter. Her little life was left by his temporary soft-heartedness.

But it was also that time that she was entangled by him in her life, otherwise how would he recognize her. How many disasters have been artificially brought to her, and her brother is close to her and she dare not recognize her.

I really don't know if I was lucky or unlucky to meet him. It seems a little more unfortunate than that.

Lying in his arms, the bump eased a little, but she felt a lot more comfortable, she pouted and said: "If I knew this, it would have been better for you to betray me and let me die and live early, and save myself this crime now." You say, I'm pregnant before I get married, how am I going to behave? You also want me to cooperate with you to act for the prince to see, but I won't act. I can't act. And if you don't know, you don't bother, now that you know so much, you said that my brother has such a heavy burden on his shoulders, I can't help anything and cause trouble for him, do you say you can be comfortable! Feeling unwell in body and feeling uncomfortable in mind. ”

spoke very childishly, which made Jin Xiaoguang amused. He gently stroked her hair and said, "Zhu'er." Say childish things. You have a child, how can you let you bear it alone, I must give you an identity. But now is not the time, thinking about the young master marrying a maid will definitely arouse suspicion. The prince has long been suspicious of you, and he has also sent someone to check your details, but the young master has sent someone to fool you. So I can only accept you as a concubine first, you are the first concubine to be accepted by the master, so naturally you have to be grand. So you have to cooperate with the master, of course it's not acting, it's true. The master promised you that you will be my Jin Xiaoguang's wife in the future. ”

What gives a wife and does not give a wife, and a concubine does not serve a concubine.

She didn't want to do anything.

She said weakly, "I won't be your wife." Nor do I be a concubine. All you have to do is help me find a place for me to give birth to my child, and I can feed him." ”

"As long as you talk about children, Zhu'er, you must obediently make a grateful look in front of the prince, whether we can succeed or not depends on us, as long as we temporarily dispel the emperor's doubts, it won't be long before I can avenge your family, and let my Jin family not have to be afraid to walk on thin ice, and I can also protect you from those loyal people."

If you can't coax, you can use the big reason to suppress it.

Damn Jin Xiaoguang.

Lin Zhu straightened up angrily, feeling nauseous and wanting to vomit, she really didn't have the strength to continue arguing with him.

He leaned weakly on the bunk, staring blankly at the top of his head. ,

The pregnancy reaction is really uncomfortable, it is really not easy to be a mother, it is said that it is not easy to conceive in October, and it is really not easy, not only is it not easy, it is very difficult.

The carriage galloped, and Lin Zhu, who had been good for a while, began to react again, vomiting earth-shattering, and she wanted to get out of the car and take a walk to breathe some fresh air. Knowing that he was in a hurry, he could only endure it.

She shrunk back, tired like a cat, retching from time to time, she felt like she was about to die, and it seemed that she had only half a life left.

Jin Xiaoguang looked at her really pitiful, and his heart was so uncomfortable that he couldn't help in a hurry. I could only help her gently support her back, while taking out a thumb-sized fine porcelain bottle from her arms, pouring out a dark red pill and giving it to her, "It's really uncomfortable, just eat one."

Lin Zhu stretched out his hand and said weakly: "It can't be poison!"

And he put it in his mouth. Swallow it in one gulp, now as long as she doesn't feel bad, poison will do.

Jin Xiaoguang stared at her angrily for a long time, but she couldn't get angry, touched her pale and delicate little face, and said, "If it were you, would you eat it in one bite?"

"Eat, why not! Death relieves a thousand sorrows, don't you have peace of mind when I die? ”

Saying that, I am still very confident in my heart. Jin Xiaoguang naturally wouldn't let her die.

Although Jin Xiaoguang took advantage of her. With what she knew about him. This kind of poisonous hand still can't get off the ground, and he still has to use her.

Jin Xiaoguang patted her face dotingly, sighed and said, "Zhu'er, only you dare to talk to the master like this." Let's just say it. The master doesn't care about you. strain. How can the master be willing to let you die, this medicine is a life-saving medicine, and there are only three pills in the entire Dingyuan. It will be a little more comfortable in the body after eating. Lie down well, and it will be better to get out of the valley for a while. ”

There are only three, so precious. She was just pregnant, not a serious illness.

It seems that Jin Xiaoguang is still good to himself, and the person who practices martial arts takes out the life-saving medicine, indicating that he cares very much.

Lin Zhu lay quietly on Jin Xiaoba's legs, and sure enough, he felt that his abdomen was not so uncomfortable. Okay for a while,

Suddenly thought of Jin Xiaoguang's mission this time. Didn't you come out to look for the princess? Now that the princess has not been found, what will she do?

She opened her eyes slightly and looked at Jin Xiaoguang, wondering if he would know Sima Mingzhu's whereabouts, and whether she would think that she was an insider

I heard Jin Xiaoguang say: "Zhu'er, tell the truth to the master, do you know where Mingzhu is now?"

Damn see-through eyes, you can see what you want?

She rolled her eyes and said, "How can I know where she is, she didn't report to me!"

I can't say what I know.

Jin Xiaoguang smiled and said, "If you don't say it, you can't defend it." Even if the master knows, he won't leak it out. Otherwise, my brother will say that I don't care about the city. ”

It's good to know.

Lin Zhu said: "I really don't know. But how does Jin Gongzi want to deliver the decree? Will His Royal Highness the Crown Prince blame? ”

After walking for so many days, I didn't find anything to make a difference.

Jin Xiaoguang smiled mysteriously and said, "This young master has his own explanation, as long as you cooperate well."

After speaking, he lifted the curtain and looked outside, and said, "It's just, it's just that this time it's going to break the bill again." This bottomless pit is not known how to fill it. ”

Still want to break the bank? Could it be that the crown prince is so big that he must also be a corrupt official? Still need to be dotted?

The abdomen was temporarily comfortable, and I was also curious, and asked strangely: "What?" Could it be that the emperor and the crown prince also have to take care of it with money? ”

If so, what else can the country hope for. The emperor is greedy, and the officials below have learned everything, and not all of them are corrupt officials.

Jin Xiaoguang sighed: "If it weren't for the money, the master would have been dead a long time ago." It is precisely because half of the income of the treasury has come from Dingyuan over the years that it can be preserved! ”

"But why is that? Doesn't the fact that the economy is developed and the people are rich show that the governance is good?

Why is there danger on the contrary? ”

Lin Zhu knew that the emperor was afraid of people with high merit and mastership, that is, he was afraid of military power. , but there are no garrisons in Dingyuan, but it shouldn't be a problem to have money.

Jin Xiaoguang said: "Maybe it's because I'm afraid of being rich, so I'm always suspicious and worried." I'm afraid that I'm going to be far away and should be together. I don't know if this is the case, and we have to take risks, otherwise, there is only a dead end. ”

No wonder we were looking for the Allies, but we were cornered.

Also, the money in the treasury of the previous dynasty is in the hands of my brother, and the emperor has no way to do it if the treasury has no money.

She said: "It seems that Dingyuan still has a lot of money." Then let's fund more for the country. ”

Jin Xiaoguang smiled helplessly: "No matter how much money you have, you can't stand it, every eye in the court has been staring at it all these years, everyone needs to be dotted, and there are many wars." I'm running out of ammunition and food. This time it's all or nothing. Hey, the people of Dingyuan are also complaining, and they are miserable! ”

This can be imagined, wealth is created by the people, and where does it come from if it is not scavenged from the people?

It's really cold from the heights! It is difficult for officials to have officials, and the people have the suffering of the people. Jin Xiaoguang has Jin Xiaoguang's worries, and Bao Zhen has Bao Zhen's worries.

She has her own things on her mind now.

Although it is simple and easy, many things are difficult to do, and she really doesn't know how to talk to her father and mother about it when she goes back this time. Fathers and mothers are old feudal and old ideas. It should be difficult to accept this kind of thing.

The two stopped talking, and the car jolted and sped on the uneven ground on the high bottom, and finally reached the valley mouth.

From a distance, I saw Young Master Jin Xi Qu Bo waiting there.

After getting out of the car and saying a few cold words, Jin Xi Qu Bo also drove the carriage side by side.

Finally arrived at the capital on the third day, Shumo Rouyi came out of nowhere, and Fang Yuan also came out.

Jin Xiaoguang didn't speak to Jin Xi, but hurriedly instructed Brother Fang Yuan to send Lin Zhu back to the vegetable garden and buy some things by the way.

Then go straight to the Jinluan Palace!

Lin Zhu's face was already vomiting like earth, Jin Xiaoguang rushed to face the saint, she was not in a hurry, she resolutely did not take the carriage, and walked around slowly.

I picked up the mirror placed in a small booth and looked at it, and I was shocked! It's so haggard that I don't have a human form, how can I see my father and mother like this.

She turned to Fang Yuan and said, "Don't go back today, go and help me find a better inn and find a better Langzhong to recuperate."

Fang Yuan glanced at each other, and Fang Yuan said to Fang Cun, "Why don't you go find it quickly."

As he spoke, he squeezed his eyes. Fang Cun slipped away and ran away.

After a while, the inn was found, clean, tidy and comfortable, Lin Zhu took a good bath, endured vomiting and drank a bowl of porridge, then lay on the bed to recuperate, waiting for Lang Zhong to prescribe some medicine to nourish the body.

Maybe it's because the road is too bumpy, the bed is too comfortable, lie down, and fall asleep after a while.

I woke up in the middle of the night. When I opened my eyes, I was shocked to find that Jin Xiaoguang was by my side, and this didn't seem to be an inn room.

After careful identification, I recognized that it was the bedroom of one of Jin Xiaoguang's courtyards.

Didn't you live in an inn, how could you be here?

Just listen to Jin Xiaoguang say in his ear: "Awake? Hurry up and drink the medicine first. ”

(To be continued.) )