87_878013 (xxxviii) feeling

I smiled and watched Yu Sijian leave. Approaching the office, the office still hasn't changed at all, it's still the same, as if it's been waiting for a master here.

As soon as I sat down, Jiang Zheyu's phone called.

"What's the matter?" He looked tired from his questioning, as if I had disturbed him.

"It's nothing, I just said I'll come to the company to check the report." I think it was just my subjective thoughts, and it didn't represent the truth.

"Do you want me to talk to someone from the company?" Jiang Zheyu doesn't seem to be afraid of me to check.

"No, Secretary Yu has already checked it for me."

"Well, I'm a little tired right now."

"Then you can rest."

It was a strange call, and it didn't feel like it used to be. It seems that Jiang Zheyu is deliberately keeping a distance from me. I don't know if I was overly sensitive or what, but admittedly, it was a strange feeling.

"Knock knock." There was a knock on the door.

"Please come in."

I think it should be Yu Sijian, and when I looked up, it was really Yu Sijian, she was wearing high heels and holding a lot of Wen Jiàn in her hands.

"Vice President, this is the most recent report." Yu Sijian is really a very good and competent secretary.

"Thank you." Once again, I thank you.

"Need my help?" Yu Sijian asked me very sensibly, indeed very responsible.

"Thanks, I think I should be able to, don't bother you." I think it's better for me to come in person.

"Then it's okay to have something call me." At this time, I felt a little rusty.

"Okay, you go get busy first." I smiled at Sijian.

Then you will open the text and start looking up about things. Of course, in fact, I didn't find anything after two hours of inquiry, but I think Yu Sijian should have taken care of it. For these texts, Jiang Zheyu wants me to check, and it should have been proofread.

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When I just walked out of Yuancheng at night, I saw Zhao Shihao's figure. He was on the sidelines, as if he had been waiting for me for a long time.

I approached, then stopped without speaking.

"Today, Yuancheng Qiandao Bay Commercial Street is attracting investment, I have already called Wei Qian and said that you are not going today, I guess you should still be in Yuancheng." Zhao Shihao explained his arrival this time.

I smiled at Zhao Shihao, but there was a stiff feeling. This feeling may be that I have always been ashamed, and this feeling is only for Zhao Shihao. "Yuancheng has some things to deal with."

"Let's go for a walk." Zhao Shihao looked at me, and the street lights were already on at this moment, which felt like before.

I didn't speak, neither of them spoke, and just walked down the road.

The first to speak was Zhao Shihao. "How's it going?" He's still worried about my qiē.

"Good." My answer is simple.

"I'm going to get engaged to Yuan Youli next month." Zhao Shihao suddenly said this, and I understood something hidden in his eyes.

I was in a trance for a moment, and then I recovered. "Very well, congratulations." said it very stiffly, but the stiffness was not because I loved him, but because there was a kind of guilt and something similar to family affection that I couldn't part with Zhao Shihao.

"Do you really think so?" Zhao Shihao stopped and asked me.

I looked at Zhao Shihao with difficulty answering.

"I don't think I love your sister, whether she is Yuan Yi or Yuan Youli in your mouth, I don't think I will love her now." Zhao Shihao had something certain in his mouth.

I looked at him, and my heart was stirred.

"But maybe I should choose to face the present, you don't love me. That's something I have to admit. Zhao Shihao said such things to me very rationally, and I looked at Zhao Shihao and became dumb for a while.

"So maybe we should all be happy, even if we can't give each other happiness." The happiness that Zhao Shihao said over and over again is something I have never seen. In my memory, it was Zhao Shihao who gave me warmth, when I was most painful.

"I hope you're doing better than I am, really." I was what I thought in my heart, a place I had never been to, and I wanted him to be okay.

"What you say is good, I believe." Zhao Shihao has always been like this.

I once wondered if I had never met Zhao Shihao in that painful hell, would that humble cause continue to be so humble. You will live in hell and look at the sky all your life, but you will never reach the so-called heaven.

I guess I'll still be in that madhouse, and I'll be crazy someday.

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Tired mood, back in the villa is not much better. I thought Jiang Zheyu must be in the room at the moment, so I went upstairs and knocked on Jiang Zheyu's door.

"Knock knock." I still knocked on the door and twisted it open, and then walked straight in.

It was dark inside and the lights weren't on. Of course, there was the light of the computer in the study, and I walked in. As soon as I came in, I saw Jiang Zheyu next to the computer.

"Smack." I turned the lights on.

Jiang Zheyu looked at me sideways, then turned off the computer and looked directly at me.

"It's not good for your eyes." I added.

Jiang Zheyu didn't speak, still looking at me.

I didn't know what happened to Jiang Zheyu, so I walked over and looked at Jiang Zheyu. "Is there something wrong with Yuancheng? Or did Jiang Yecheng make some moves? Is there something else wrong? "I asked Jiang Zheyu because I guessed a lot of things because of his recent anomaly.

Jiang Zheyu looked at me, and his expressionless face finally had an expression.

But the difference is that Jiang Zheyu kissed me directly, but why do I always feel that Jiang Zheyu is struggling.

Finally he stopped the intense kiss and looked at me. "Don't think about it, there's nothing." It was as if he were saying this to himself.

I looked at him with some confusion.

"It's late and you don't go to bed?" Then he smiled at me and walked out.

I stayed where I was, not knowing if I was feeling right.

"Jiangsu, Zhejiang." I called him, and he was in a hurry.

Jiang Zheyu Xu noticed that I was a little abnormal, and he turned to look at me, as if waiting for me to speak. There is a doubtful element in the gaze.

I was a little stiff and suddenly didn't know what to say. My hands grabbed at the sides of my clothes, and my palms were already sweating again. I don't know why I'm nervous, I'm getting a little out of shape.

I set my mind. "It's fine." I don't know what's wrong with me, just like a woman's sixth sense is always so strongly a predictor of what's going to happen next.

Jiang Zheyu looked at me, walked over, and then hugged me, as if comforting a child who was struggling inside. Jiang Zheyu's hug was very warm, and his breath was also very good.

===== Puji's words =======

I was notified by the editor that it was on the shelves on the 30th, which was not at all within the scope of my expectations, and I am sorry for my readers. I'm having a problem with my calculations, and I'm already feeling like I'm going to lose powder