Pain and torment seem to be an endless wasteland, overgrown with thorns and spikes, it is a difficult and lonely struggle, most people can't bear it, and choosing to escape is the easiest way.

But in the end, avoiding will not solve the problem, it will not make people feel satisfied, and even if there is satisfaction, it is only a comforting self-satisfaction for oneself, hypocrisy!

Egishi had always believed that he was doing the right thing, and he chose to sacrifice himself to protect everyone, to let the pain fall on him as much as possible, as long as his companions around him were safe and happy, he thought it was right.

He has always done the same, no matter how terrible the danger is, he is willing to take the lead in the confrontation, this is his gentleness, and he wants to protect everyone.

However, gentle people are the most useless, excessive gentleness is like a soft knife hidden in the body, in the end it will only hurt people more ruthlessly, gentle, not as beautiful as it seems on the surface, warm and gentle at the same time with pain.

Qing Nan's life was entrusted to Jiang An, which was already something he couldn't accept, but the seriousness of the problem was far more serious than he thought, he began to be afraid, he had seen a lot of death and bloodshed, there were enemies and his own, he hated that feeling.

He repulsed, hated, hated them, so he never wanted to see anyone around him suffer similar injuries again.

So, he chose to escape, he did lose his courage and strength, he was worried that he would bring great pain to Qing Nan, if he could make Qing Nan no longer take such a risk, his heart would be much better.

Only those who have carried the responsibility and mission know how heavy that kind of thing can be overwhelming.

Escape is undoubtedly a relatively easy way to do, no longer need to carry other people's expectations and persistence to move forward, such progress will indeed be very easy, but in the face of danger and loneliness, it will also look embarrassed and dazed, helpless, and withered, because you have left everything behind.

Throwing away responsibility, you also throwing away trust, which is a matter of mutual opposition, and you also hurt those who are willing to believe in you, which is irreparable.

Choose to endure, despite the pain you will have, but you are not alone, there are always people around you who are willing to accompany you through the suffering, these beliefs are invisible, but also have unlimited potential, can inspire you, encourage you, and make you reinvigorate.

Walking with the sun, you will get unlimited motivation, which is also an option.

Whether it is to escape or accept, this is a choice, the individual has his own ideas and character, and there is also his persistence, Phoenix will not choose Jiang'an such a practice, she will not escape, and at the same time will not let herself trust others too much.

Her path was decided from the beginning, she only needed herself, so she only cared about her own thoughts, she didn't need trust, she didn't need that fiery light.

Jiang'an can't do it, what he lives on and cherishes his life is these precious feelings, he doesn't care about the persistence of other people's lives, it is someone else's life, he wants to experience the scenery and hardships of this road by himself, and he has also decided his own thoughts.

I won't give up, I won't run away, even if I carry my lover's life, I have to go on firmly.

Qing Nan didn't give up, everyone didn't give up, and he had no reason to give up.

The night is boundless, desolate, lonely and sad, but there is always a time for light, and for Jiang'an, his light is setting off

Without resting, Xia Wushuang drove, Luo Jia and Jiang An sat behind, and the three of them left the villa quietly and quietly drove towards the distance of the target.

Jiang An's physical condition is very poor, due to serious physical injuries and mental trauma, he is now unable to use his strength, and instantly returned to the weak otaku state at the beginning, and even worse, just staying up late, he is now a little unbearable.

Luo Jia let Jiang An lie on his lap, and used her power to help him unblock his imprisonment, nourish his spirit, and wash away the fatigue of his body.

The effect is really good, not only because Luojia's thighs feel very good, although there is indeed this reason, but more because of the power of the wind, although it can't help him recover his demonic power and heal his injuries, but it can improve his current mental state.

"Where are we going?"

After resting for a while, Jiang An has awakened a lot, although his face is pale and his eyes are low, but normal movements are no longer a problem, and the only thing left is to recuperate and recover his body.

"I asked Phoenix, the verdict came down yesterday, and the official execution will be three days later, it is a very complicated process, no one has ever tried it before, so it has been taken very seriously, if it can be successful, then it will increase the chances of victory in the future when facing the corpse demon."

"These three days will be our last chance, we must clear Qingnan's charges, so that she can not bear such pain, so, we need the help of others, where is the murderer?"

Jiang An and Xia Wushuang were both a little puzzled and asked, "Do you already know where the murderer is?" Why not bring a phoenix? ”

"I don't know yet, but I think that person should be able to provide us with important clues, as for Phoenix, just as she can't fully trust me, I can't fully trust her, Tang Man and Lele stayed not only to take care of Yu'er, but also to provide me with Phoenix's dynamics, I don't worry!"

"You don't believe in Phoenix? Her personality is indeed rather arrogant, and it may have something to do with her past experiences, and I can see that she must have had experiences that ordinary people would have had unimaginable, but she has helped us beyond the fact that she has done nothing against us. ”

Xia Wushuang was obviously a little unable to accept Luo Jia's rejection of the phoenix, Jiang'an was the same, the phoenix was a special person to them, and it was very important.

"No, it's not that I don't believe her."

Luo Jia's eyes narrowed slightly, and her voice became elusive: "I just don't believe in the environment she is in, she is different from us, we only fight for ourselves, she is not, she fights purely because of needs, fighting for other people's ideas and strategies, although she doesn't want to admit it, but she is really in that environment now, she is a soldier!" ”

"A lot of times, her sense of independence doesn't make much of a difference, she's limited at every turn, and I can't guarantee what the future holds, and I can't guarantee that she'll always be on our side, can I?"

This question was quite acute, piercing Jiang An and Xia Wushuang's hearts.

Phoenix, what kind of person is she? Proud, confident, lonely, persistent, such a person will not easily shake his beliefs, can always carry out his original intention, perhaps, under some reluctant conditions, the two sides will no longer be teammates.

It's not impossible, so it's not unreasonable for Loga to be worried.

"Phoenix is a very important person for us, she has the best strength, before we grew up, she did a lot of work for us, but I'm not sure if this is her own will, or because someone gave her such an order, aside from that, what I care about the most is - Ghost Golden Spirit!"

"Ghost Golden Spirit?"

Xia Wushuang turned the steering wheel and asked, "I understand what you mean, you feel the strangeness of the ghost golden spirit from her, especially what Qing Nan is about to accept, the ghost golden spirit can eliminate the demon power and destroy the demon lord." ”

Luo Jia nodded, her eyes like a torch: "When she talked about it yesterday, I noticed that her expression was very unnatural, it was an expression that she rarely showed, not worry and sadness, but a huge loneliness and desolation, as if she had seen some kind of inevitable pain. ”

"About the ghost gold spirit, this is a huge puzzle, there is no such metal in the world, its origin itself already worries me, it can restrain the demon lord, according to this, there is indeed a chance to use it to eliminate the demon power, but, how to explain the situation of the phoenix?"

"The ghost gold spirit really exists in her body, which is equivalent to part of her body, but because of the balance of power, she can freely use the demon power and the ghost gold spirit, which makes me a little suspicious, I always feel that she is hiding something from us, and she also knows what this matter can affect, so she doesn't say it."

"The relationship between the two makes me unable to agree with this method at all, the ghost golden spirit must not enter Qing Nan's body!"

Jiang An also somewhat understood what Luo Jia meant, and he also had doubts about it in his heart, but he was still willing to believe in the phoenix, he believed in the phoenix, of course, he couldn't agree with the special task force's approach, using the ghost gold spirit to eliminate the demon lord, this method was too arbitrary.

And the ghost gold spirit still hides many unknown secrets, which need to be discovered, perhaps, when the truth comes out, many things will change.

The three of them fell silent, Luo Jia's mood seemed to be low, and after a long time, she said quietly: "Actually, I know that this is not good, as our companion, Phoenix has always been helping us, very try her best and dedication, for her like this, I should not suspect that she has ulterior motives, and even think that she is just a disguised appearance, but"

"I really can't afford to take that risk, we're on the edge of the knife now, we have to be vigilant about any details so that we don't take too many risks, I'm selfish, I've always only looked out for myself, I don't regret it in the past, only this time, I hope I was wrong."

Jiang An looked at Luo Jia and said calmly: "Don't worry, I believe in Phoenix, and I believe in you, everyone is used to wearing masks, so it looks elusive, but I prefer to believe that after the mask, it is sincere, and Phoenix will not harm us." ”

"Since you say so, I can only leave room for me, I hope I don't misbelieve you."

"Alright, it's time to get there, get off!" Xia Wushuang's tone seemed to be a little displeased, and he glanced at Luo Jia and pushed the car door.