Chapter 278: Calmly Living and Living
"I think there are three levels of meaning in life!"
"Those three grades?"
Before Shui Xiaolin could say what she wanted, the two of them heard the voices of Wu Weidong and Wen Qing approaching while talking in the corridor.
"Huh! It's a moment of emotion! ”
As soon as he entered the door and looked at Shui Xiaolin's face full of rain and pear blossoms, and as soon as he put down the things in his hand in the corner cabinet on the side, Wu Weidong, who poked his head over, looked at Shui Xiaolin and teased!
"What are you guys?"
Wen Qing, who also put the things he bought back on the corner cupboard, turned around and followed Wu Weidong's hind legs and raised his legs. At the same time as entering the door, Wen Qing also saw Shui Xiaolin's moving face at a glance, and couldn't help but feel sad in her heart!
"What are you doing! You want to kill me! ”
Although Wen Qing's foot was only lightly stepped on, it was a very good place, his legs bent, Wu Weidong almost didn't stand, and after staggering to stand firmly, he turned around and began to shout at Wen Qing!
"Huh!"
Looking at Wu Weidong's embarrassment, Shui Xiaolin burst into tears and laughed!
"If you fall to death, you will pull it down, and a stinky mouth of the province will destroy environmental protection everywhere!"
Wen Qing watched Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin laughing, and sat down next to Shui Xiaolin at the dining table!
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"Let's still talk as well today, okay?"
The four of them sat down, the wine and food were all together, Qiu Zichuan looked at the three people and smiled.
"We're all good to say, I'm afraid that his mouth won't know what kind of garbage will flow out at that time!"
Without looking at Wu Weidong, Wen Qing raised his hand and pointed to Wu Weidong, who was sitting on the other side of Qiu Zichuan, and said to Shui Xiaolin.
"Just go out this time, how did you offend Wen Qing!"
Following Wen Qing's words, Qiu Zichuan smiled and looked at Wu Weidong beside him.
"Isn't there a saying?"
Wu Weidong raised his head to look at Shui Xiaolin.
"What?"
Shui Xiaolin didn't know what Wu Weidong was going to say.
"It's called ~ the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred! If you can't get it, you will gnash your teeth! ”
After speaking, Wu Weidong's face raised and shook it again!
"Haha!"
"Haha! Wu Weidong, you feel so good! ”
Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin were happy!
"I found out how this man's skin is getting thicker and thicker! Is it that if the surgeon cuts other people's flesh all day long, he doesn't even feel his own flesh? ”
After Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin laughed, Wen Qing squinted his eyes and mocked Wu Weidong, who was still not looking at him!
"Straight to the point! Straight to the point! ”
For Wen Qing, no matter what Wu Weidong does, he always stops in moderation, and without answering Wen Qing's words, Wu Weidong turned his face to look at Qiu Zichuan.
"Good! I went on! ”
As he spoke, Qiu Zichuan picked up the cigarette case from the table and took out two of them.
"Why do you still smoke!"
Seeing that Qiu Zichuan was about to smoke again, Shui Xiaolin hurriedly stretched out her hand to stop it.
"What are you afraid of smoking!"
But before Shui Xiaolin's hand stretched out, Wu Weidong had already taken the cigarette from Qiu Zichuan's hand.
"What kind of doctor are you, why do you still encourage patients to smoke!"
Wen Qing looked disdainful and gently raised his hand to point at Wu Weidong.
"If you listen to the doctor for everything, that person won't live!"
As he spoke, Wu Weidong took out a lighter and lit it for Qiu Zichuan and himself!
"Look at it! Look! Isn't this the scum of the angels in white! ”
Wen Qing grinned and looked at Shui Xiaolin, and pointed at Wu Weidong with his hand.
"You know, not all the people in the white coats are angels, that's the little nurse!"
Taking a puff of his cigarette, Wu Weidong returned with a smile.
"That's it! Otherwise, how can we say that there are wolves in sheep's clothing in the flock! ”
Glancing at Wu Weidong, Shui Xiaolin, who had come out of the sadness just now, also helped Wen Qing sarcastically.
"Straight to the point! Straight to the point! Why are you running movies again! It's really a woman who checks indiscriminately as soon as there are too many! ”
Raising his hand to Shui Xiaolin and Wen Qing, Wu Weidong looked at Qiu Zichuan helplessly and smiled.
"That's right! Listen to Zichuan! ”
Thinking about the topic of joking, Wen Qing also hurriedly looked at Qiu Zichuan.
Watching a few classmates bickering for half a day, Qiu Zichuan felt a piece of joy in his heart, thinking that the friendship in this world is the purest among classmates!
"Good! I say! ”
Gently glancing at the three classmates, Qiu Zichuan paused, and continued:
"I'm very happy that the four of us are together today!"
"That's it! With a small first love, plus a beautiful single intellectual woman, how can you get this fairyland in the world! ”
Wu Weidong on the side pretended to be serious and nodded.
"Wu Weidong!"
"Why?"
"You stinky mouth can't take a vacation!"
Seeing that Wen Qing and Wu Weidong were fighting again, Qiu Zichuan smiled helplessly and shook his head!
"Go on!"
Glancing at Wu Weidong, Wen Qing's face turned to Qiu Zichuan again.
"Huh! Where did you just go? ”
Although Wu Weidong and Wen Qing interrupted their words, Qiu Zichuan's mood was still happy!
"Say we're together!"
Shui Xiaolin on the side reminded.
"Huh! Be! ”
Qiu Zichuan shook his head with a smile again, and continued:
"I want to say that everyone knows about my illness, so I have a request!"
"What?"
Shui Xiaolin was stunned!
"You say!"
As soon as he heard this, Wen Qing felt his heart sink the more!
"Huh! Look at you guys nervous! ”
Qiu Zichuan smiled again, and then said:
"This is a disease that is intimately linked to death!"
Seeing that Wen Qing seemed to be in a hurry to speak, Qiu Zichuan raised his hand and waved, and continued:
"My request is very simple, today, and in the future, the four of us are still speaking freely and honestly with each other together. Don't let people deliberately avoid the topic of death because I have this disease, which will make people feel more frightened! Because I know that it exists, and I deliberately avoid it, then it will be even more like a ghost hovering around me and in my heart! ”
"Makes sense!"
Seeing Qiu Zichuan so calm, Wen Qing couldn't help but echo sincerely.
"We don't try to avoid it, and we don't fear it! As Cangyang Gyatso's poem says, 'I will be there if you see or not see me, and I will not be sad or happy'! Of course, it's about love, but I think when death is likely to come to me, the attitude towards death should be like this, you come, or not, I'm here not to be sad or happy! ”
"That's right! Die or live X up! ”
Without waiting for Qiu Zichuan to finish playing, Wu Weidong, who was listening to the excitement, raised his hand and pointed upward, followed by a sentence, and looked quite bold!
"Tsk! Look what kind of man he is! ”
Listening to Wu Weidong blurt out a dirty word, Wen Qing, whose face was flushed to his neck, pointed at Wu Weidong again, looking at Shui Xiaolin and not knowing what to do!
"Ignore him! He's a first-class scoundrel! ”
Shui Xiaolin shook her head and said to Wen Qingdao.
"Smack!"
Wu Weidong, who usually pays attention to not swearing when women are present, also feels that it is a bit vulgar to guard the lady at this time, and he raised his hand and patted his face lightly as soon as he was embarrassed!
"Wei Dong's words are a little rough! But it makes sense! ”
Qiu Zichuan, who was also amused by Wu Weidong's words, smiled a little and said.
"You just like to find him steps!"
Shui Xiaolin glanced at Qiu Zichuan.
"That's it! Do you think you have a special relationship? ”
Wu Weidong looked unconvinced, and glanced at Xiaolin again.
"In the world, men always have to be a little arrogant! This seems to be a foul word, but in fact, it is about a kind of calmness of a man standing between heaven and earth! ”
"I see, hehe!"
Looking at Shui Xiaolin, Wen Qing shrank her head and smiled! Pick-up:
"It seems that sometimes only a scoundrel can tell the deepest truth of life!"
"That's it! At least the hooligans are not hypocritical! ”
Let's talk about it, Wu Weidong's head is high!
"This makes sense, at least the hooligans won't be sanctimonious!"
Looking at Wen Qing, Shui Xiaolin also nodded.
"Yes, moral nature sometimes avoids the truth! Sometimes morality is manifested by sacrificing humanity! ”
Following Shui Xiaolin's words, looking at Wen Qing, Qiu Zichuan also nodded.
"Go on!"
Seeing that the topic was pulled away again, Shui Xiaolin looked at Qiu Zichuan and waved his hand to Wu Weidong.
"Good! You're all here today, so I ask you, no! I ask you not to be tacitly aware of my illness and death in front of me in the future, and not to dodge it. Of course, you may still have concerns! But I think that since I'm here today to say this, at least everyone can see my calmness, so that at least our future conversations together can be as relaxed as before, don't you say? ”
"No problem!"
Wu Weidong was the first to agree!
"I really admire you! Qiu Zichuan! ”
Wen Qing sighed! looked at Qiu Zichuan and continued:
"I'm from here, since you said so, then I don't shy away from it, although my one was also very frank at the beginning, but I can also see that he has been in melancholy since he learned the result, although it is useless to be afraid, but his heart is always afraid, and he didn't talk to me about death until the last moment!"
"That's what I thought!"
Looking at Wen Qing and smiling, Qiu Zichuan continued:
"When you face misfortune, the more you avoid it, the more you refuse to face it, analyze it, dissect it, the more frightening it is invisibly; And if you face it calmly, calmly analyze it, dissect it, and after knowing it, even after knowing that you can't defeat it, you don't pay attention to it, let it be indifferent, then what is it terrible, isn't it a death! Problems that everyone faces. As for care, who will have no regrets when their life is about to end! Isn't it just a law of nature? Human. And only when you do this, then you can be calm in the face of misfortune! That's what I thought! ”
"Listen to what you say, life is so simple!"
Wen Qing seemed a little stunned!
"That's right! When you entered the room just now, I heard you say that there are three levels of life. ”
"Huh! That's when Wu Weidong asked me just now how I think about the meaning of life! ”
"Speak up, everybody!"
"What profound can she say!"
glanced at Qiu Zichuan, Wu Weidong grinned!
"Then what did you just ask me for!"
"That's kidding you!"
"Three grades?"
Hearing Qiu Zichuan's question, Shui Xiaolin also looked at Wen Qing.
"Tell me!"
Qiu Zichuan set his eyes on Wen Qing again.
"That's what I thought!"
Wen Qing picked up the teacup in front of him and took a sip gently! Put down the teacup, and say:
"One is that I came, even if it is an ordinary man, even if it is a walking corpse, I have been to this world, I have felt life, I have felt family and friendship."
"It means that I have been here in this world!"
Wu Weidong interjected.
"That's right! I've been here before! ”
Seeing Wu Weidong nodding, Wen Qing continued:
"The second is that I not only came, but also achieved a career, and benefited society and others."
"This is the middle grade?"
Qiu Zichuan thought for a moment, then looked at Wen Qing and asked.
"That's right! I didn't come in vain, I did something! ”
Looking at Qiu Zichuan, Wen Qing nodded again!
"And what about the highest grade?"
Wu Weidong pretended to look at Wen Qing with wide eyes.
"The third is that I not only came, I not only achieved a career, but also had an unforgettable and beautiful love that is always worth remembering! This is the highest grade of the meaning of life in my eyes! ”
"It's worth it!"
Looking at Wen Qing, Wu Weidong opened his mouth!
"That's right! Hehe! ”
Wen Qing laughed like a little girl!
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At the noon dinner, Wen Qing's words gave Qiu Zichuan a lot of comfort in his heart, so that when he returned to the hospital, Qiu Zichuan, who was lying on the hospital bed after eating in the evening, couldn't help but start to recall Wen Qing's words word by word.
It's just that Qiu Zichuan has a little regret in his heart, or wonders, because of the arrival of Wu Weidong and Wen Qing, Shui Xiaolin's unfinished words, what kind of requirements to say make Qiu Zichuan want to rest! Especially when she left the hotel at the end of the lunch party, Shui Xiaolin wanted to talk a few times, which made Qiu Zichuan think a lot!
Also, in his thoughts, Qiu Zichuan thought of Qu Mengmeng again, thinking that he would have surgery tomorrow, about everything in the past, Qiu Zichuan hesitated whether it was time to have a good talk with Qu Mengmeng tonight!
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