IV. Chapter 35
IV. (xxxv) Collapse
At this moment I found myself facing this qiē and becoming that humble cause again.
I wiped away my tears and walked over to her. Xia Yan, a name that has always appeared in my time now, makes me powerless to face it.
"You sue me." I clung to her arm as if it were driftwood from a struggling man.
She was silent, did she choose to ignore my words? So does that mean you don't want to sue me?
Jiang Zheyu grabbed me, he knew that I was in love, he pulled me and hoped that I wouldn't go on like this.
"Cause."
It's not me called by Jiang Zheyu, but Xia Yan.
She called me in that voice, and I understood that she knew that her daughter's name was Cause, but why did she abandon me like that? I came back to my senses and looked at Xia Yan carefully, trying to draw something out of her world.
Jiang Zheyu also cast his eyes on Xia Yan.
"How have you been doing all these years?" Xia Yan used such a deep voice, and his tone was still a little trembling.
She asked me how I was doing?
I looked at her, does that make sense? "Not good, not at all." I looked at her, and yes, I haven't been good at all these years.
Again, she was silent again. And I hate her silence.
I was nearly burned to death by fire at the age of twelve, raped at the age of sixteen, and sent to a mental hospital. How can I live well like this?
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." For a long time, she just said this.
But what's the use of being sorry, so that I can survive so many miserable years?
"Cause." This time it was Jiang Zheyu who called me. He held me up. Let me sit down quietly. "Don't think about it anymore, sit quietly, don't think about it anymore."
I know that Jiang Zheyu is afraid that I will think of some unbearable past. I tremble with pain just thinking about the past, and I'm in a state of insanity.
Reason tells me that I should cool my heart now.
Jiang Zheyu walked in front of Xia Yan, and at this moment he already felt some pain in his legs. His brow furrowed at the moment, it was the pain coming from his legs.
"When did you start planning to lie to us?" Jiang Zheyu's question is very reasonable. The thinking is clear, and there is no love xù * + control zhì.
Xia Yan looked up at the son who had always taken care of her as if she were his own mother. At this moment he asked her when she had started to lie to him.
"Don't want to say it? Do you want me to speak for you? It can be seen that Jiang Zheyu is not a heartless person. He is also a person who is manipulated by love, and his right fist is clenched very tightly at the moment, and the green tendons are faintly visible.
Xia Yan was still silent. I don't know what to say.
"You have already started planning after the car accident, Jiang Jin has two sons, but one son was born not long ago, because everyone does not live in Jiang Zhai. In addition, Jiang Jin and his grandfather do not have a good relationship. So the youngest son is not known yet. So you took the youngest son and claimed that it was your son, and then came to take revenge on the Jiangjin family and let their sons kill each other. "The story Jiang Zheyu told is so terrible that I can't accept it.
"That kid is me, right? Jiang Jin is my biological father. It's just that I don't know why, what exactly makes you do this, don't you have feelings? Jiang Zheyu used a questioning tone when he said this, but he forced the anger in his heart.
Xia Yan seemed to be shocked by hearing something, and she stiffened and didn't move. Final opening. "Yes." She confessed. Yes, she admitted.
"How can you do that?" Jiang Zheyu roared.
Because Jiang Zheyu clearly remembers that the relationship between Jiang Zheyu and Jiang Yecheng was actually very good when he was a child. But because of Xia Yan's words that pretended to be crazy and stupid, almost all of his life changed.
Although the reason is not clear, Jiang Zheyu's speculation is very reasonable.
My ears felt like I had heard something incredible, and I was overwhelmed.
"Why?" If the last sentence of Jiang Zheyu was vented, this sentence is with a feeling of powerlessness.
Xia Yan stood up and looked at us. With a sigh, he finally spoke.
"Because of Yuan Zhiwen." Xia Yan said this.
I naturally know that Yuan Zhiwen is my father, but what role did he play in it?
"Yuan Zhiwen raped me, and I was forced to give birth to you. What I like is Jiang Qiao, and I always have been. But Yuan Zhiwen is unwilling, he wants to destroy all of me. Not only did he bring you back to the Yuan family, but he also refused to let me go. He traded with Jiang Jin and framed Jiang Qiao together. I was unwilling, unwilling, so I moved the brakes of Jiang Jin's car, but I didn't expect that Jiang Qiao would also get into that car. Speaking of Xia Yan, she had also collapsed, her tears kept falling, and she was repenting for what she had done.
The car accident was not an accident, it not only killed Jiang Jin and his wife, but also killed Jiang Qiao.
But I was in a state of complete confusion, how ridiculous. My father was a rapist, and my mother was a murderer. What she did was unacceptable to me.
The rest of the matter is naturally clear. When he learned of his death, Xia Yan was still unwilling, if Jiang Jin let Jiang Qiao get on that bus, it wouldn't be like this, and the reason for getting on the bus was that Jiang Jin was planning to harm Jiang Qiao. So she blamed all the sins on Jiang Jin, so she hugged the boy who had just been born. Then pretended to be crazy and stupid, instilled the sin of the Jiangjin family in the boys, and then let their brothers kill each other.
Xia Yan did this and treated Jiang Zheyu like this.
"Don't you have feelings?" Jiang Zheyu said this sentence with almost all his strength.
I can understand Jiang Zheyu's feelings at the moment, how Jiang Zheyu has always treated Xia Yan, I have always seen it in my eyes. Jiang Zheyu can be so good to Xia Yan, almost meticulous. But in exchange for such deception.
But I have no power to comfort Jiang Zheyu at the moment, because my heart is almost chaotic. I never thought about why this qiē was the way it was, I didn't know, I didn't know, I really didn't know what to do.
I have never seen Jiang Zheyu like this, and he is almost powerless at the moment.
In fact, Xia Yan's heart has not been shaken, and she has struggled with herself more than once. Jiang Zheyu is good to him, she doesn't know. But there are times when you can't go back at all once you've started. There are times when something starts and you can't go back at all. (To be continued......)