Chapter Seventy-Four: Seeing
But after chasing Venus for a while, I only felt that I was empty, and the whole person fell to the ground, and I quickly opened my eyes in pain, it turned out that the barley's legs were stretched too long and I was kicked out of bed, and I said that the crystal pupil hugged the middle of the bed, and blocked the quilt on the side of the bed, and then I took the thin quilt and lay on the ground to sleep, but just now I fell and completely made me sleepy, and I couldn't sleep when I tossed and turned, so I had to find some band-aids in the dark to deal with the wound on my left forehead, and I completely forgot about it when I came in just now. Now that I can't sleep, my left forehead hurts again, and people can't be idle, otherwise a small wound will be infinitely painful.
I touched the dark, barefoot step by step tiptoe slowly moved, I thought that as long as I left the bedside, there would be no movement to wake up the two, but I didn't expect that I was still wrong, I didn't see that the barley shoes would be taken off so horizontally, I stepped on the shoes and slipped a few steps before the whole person was defenseless to the ground, and the head hit the rag doll that Jingxiao was attached to before, it hurt, what is the head of the rag doll made of, how is it so hard, I have hit it is not the problem of the stars in the eyes, but the whole person seems to be sucked away by the eyes of the rag doll, Everything in front of me was dark, with only bits and pieces of Venus floating around in the darkness and spinning back and forth
"How long will I live?" It was the sound of Jingxiao floating from the darkness in front of me, and then the Venus in front of me formed a point of light, and the point of light grew bigger and bigger, until it surrounded me, I was so happy, I hadn't seen these wonderful things for a long time, and it was really like a poppy when I saw it, and I knew it was harmful and wanted to quit but I couldn't help but get closer.
But what's going on with the crystal smile in front of me now? The pale face in a hospital gown made the originally delicate face haggard, and it was still the hairstyle and double ponytail seen in the ruins of the hospital, but if she wasn't sick, she would be the kind of playful girl who was a top student; Pretty is capital, even if you are leaning on the hospital bed, you have a feeling of sickness.
"At most one month, this is just a conservative estimate, because the medical conditions here are limited, it is difficult to diagnose the diagnosis, and it is even more difficult to control the condition, all we can do now is to tell you the truth, because you have no family, and the problem of medical expenses is a headache for our hospital!" What age is it now? How can a doctor refuse to treat a patient for medical expenses? What kind of hospital can't even diagnose it? But it's superfluous to be nervous now, this is Jingxiao's past, I'm just a passerby now, everything happened, I'm just the one who looked, and nothing can be changed.
"I've just been admitted to university, I want to live, live well!" Jing's smiling and pleading eyes made me feel distressed to look at.
"You don't have to go to college, life is the most important thing, right? I have a solution, you see if this will work, if you are willing to help us implement new drugs to treat your disease, in return, how about reducing your medical bills? You are still young, think about it, if you succeed, your illness will not only be cured, but you will not have to pay medical bills, even if you fail, you will contribute to the construction! "Contributing? How do I feel like a scene from a TV series? I started looking around the ward and finally saw the calendar on the wall: April 1977? I have stayed up all night for this, and the special period in October last year has just ended, which is a very fortunate thing for a girl like Jingtong to be admitted to college, and it is completely glorious to her ancestors, but now she only has two choices, either she is not a guinea pig or she is not waiting to die.
"I agree to test the medicine, as long as I can live well, there is nothing to suffer!" Jingxiao's resolute eyes seemed to have made a lot of determination.
"That's good, I'll arrange it." The moment the doctor turned around, I was blindfolded, how could it be the face of the dry corpse doctor when he was about to be burned to ashes? Although he had a treacherous and smug smile on his face, his eyes were definitely not what this face should be.
"From today on, I will be your attending doctor, and she will be your exclusive nurse, just consult her about anything." As soon as the scene turned, the doctor led a nurse back to the ward; I understand it all now, no wonder Jingxiao knew the nurse who loved to wash her hair, it turned out that they had known each other so long ago.
"Am I going to die?" The sunset shone on Jingxiao's face, and Jingxiao looked at the sunset outside the window and murmured.
"How can you die before you start? Don't talk nonsense, okay, it's time to take medicine, although I take care of you, why do you have to fill in the name column? What exactly is your name? The nurse took the water cup and medicine to Jingxiao, and watched the sunset with Jingxiao and chatted.
"I'm an orphan and I don't have a name, and if I'm still alive in a month, I'll tell you what I used to call me, otherwise I don't have the right to use a name if I tell the other person's name but don't stay in the world." Jing Tong looked at the nurse with a smile, so beautiful by the sunset.
"Are you still superstitious? I really can't see it, but this medicine may have side effects, if you can't help it, I can give you analgesics. "It turns out that Jingxiao is an orphan, and she still wants to live a good life with such an unfortunate background, but now Jingxiao is normal? Why did you become such a delicate soul?
Jingxiao was lying on the hospital bed and suddenly began to pull out violently and rolled her eyes, blood oozed from the corners of her mouth, scared me to know what to do, it should be the middle of the night, where am I going to find a doctor for her, here I am just a spectator, it is impossible for anyone to see me.
"Bite my arm, don't bite yourself, this is normal, this is the spasm that the drug reaction should have, insist on holding on and it will pass, I let you bite you and really bite me!" The corpse doctor slapped Jingxiao and withdrew the arm that had been inserted into Jingxiao's mouth just now.
"Internal bleeding, cramps, eye rolling, hyperthermia, okay, increase the dosage tomorrow, fight the poison with poison to see if it can have an effect, and cure it directly." The dry corpse doctor finished recording and left, leaving Crystal Pupil alone in pain.
"Aren't you going to eat something?" It's dawn again, the nurse is persuading Jingxiao to eat, there is a little girl living on the hospital bed opposite Jingxiao, her parents are guarding the bed, Jingxiao is looking straight, maybe that's the life she has always wanted, with parents and a future.
"I have a stomach ache and can't eat, I'm going to rest, you can go." Jingxiao covered her head with a quilt, but after the nurse left, she secretly observed the bed opposite, maybe she was fantasizing that the little girl was her.
"Can I skip those pills? I want to die quietly, but I want to live well, because I've been hallucinating lately, and I feel like you're two people, one gentle with me, and the other tired of me. Jingxiao said weakly as she lay on the hospital bed after becoming ill again, and the cadaver doctor stood beside the bed.
"Do you like me?" Such a direct response, even I was shocked that the doctor was abusing her for himself, treating her as a guinea pig, how could Jingxiao be so stupid? If you are much more handsome, why should you be so worthless.
"It's time to take the medicine, you think about it, if you stop the medicine, you will be with me forever, that's another life, I will marry you in the same way! If you don't like this doctor, I'll make him disappear forever! ”
"You make yourself disappear? I'll think about it! Jingxiao didn't understand what the corpse doctor meant, and looked at him with wide eyes and horror.
"You will understand, eternal life do you want? Give up treatment if you want to, I'll be with you! "I just felt confused as I stood aside, could it be that the Dry Corpse Doctor has been possessed by a parasitic soul? The gentle one that Jingxiao liked from the beginning was the parasitic soul who wanted this doctor's body?
Then the doctor appeared more and more times beside Jingxiao, and Jingxiao also accepted the doctor's arrival after resisting, her body became weaker and weaker day by day without taking medicine, and Jingxiao couldn't hold it anymore on the day the little girl on the bed opposite her was discharged, and she was lying on the bed like a gossamer.
"Sister, this is for you, didn't you ask me how I can be happy? The doll is very happy, because she can't move and can still coquettish me and let me hug, my happiness is to learn from her! Big sister, I'm going to be discharged from the hospital, you have to do it too! Bye! Jingxiao's last moment was to hold the doll and leave with a smile.
"Mom" Jingxiao's world slowly darkened, and gently my mother asked me to look for crystal pupils back and forth, and the sound was definitely not bad, it was crystal pupils!
It's the same pair of eyes floating in the dark again, but this time the eyes are blurry and surrounded by Venus, but she is still motioning for me to follow her, is it the crystal pupil who came to pick me up again? Although there are still many things I don't understand, I should be in a wandering state now, and the past is gone, as long as it's not my own business, I don't need to worry so much.
"Crystal Pupil, slow down!" This time it was strange, I couldn't keep up with the speed of the crystal pupils, and the Venus around my eyes dissipated very quickly, and soon I was completely abandoned in the darkness again.
If it is produced by water, it must be a water product