Fanwai 7: The Man Who Lives on the Clouds (Comprehensive)
Fanwai 7: The Man Who Lives on the Clouds (Comprehensive)
That year, when I first met her. She was really pitiful, and I couldn't bear it. I really can't bear it.
I stopped them, I didn't want them to hurt her.
When I took her home, she looked scared. Yes, she was afraid of me too.
I knew her experience must have been horrible, and I knew her past might have been horrible. So I didn't mention her past, for fear of hurting her.
So she's afraid of me, and I can understand that.
Later, we got along day and night, and she finally let down her guard against me. She smiled at me a lot, and I realized that she was actually very sunny.
She worked hard to get the opportunity to go to school, and she was very serious. She's not smart, but she always has the potential to be attractive.
She used to talk to me about her sister, and she talked about her sister, but as time went on, she complained a little about her sister.
I knew the dream she was waiting for was shattering with time.
The one she often mentioned to me was a dream about heaven.
I used to be curious about her behavior, the look I'd always loved. I love the way she fantasizes and I love being there for her every day when she's having nightmares.
But she still chose to leave me, and in the face of her father's financial temptation, she finally left. I'm angry, I'm really angry. But she left, and I knew she might never come back.
I left disheartened and went abroad. But that impression of the girl has never changed.
It wasn't until I returned to China that I accidentally found her traces when I was looking at the information in the distance. I'm really happy, angry, but it's been worn away by time.
But I saw her, the outside world rumors about her, lovers? I'm angry, yes, I'm angry. I thought that if she left, life should be fine. But no, she chose such a life. How can I not be angry?
She always says she owes me, but does she know what it is?
I was angry at what she owed, and we didn't pay it back. There will not be a day when the money will be lost.
But after going through so much, I realized. The cause that used to be has changed, it's no longer like it used to be, and the cause that has always been smiling doesn't like to laugh very much. But in its place was a different emotion.
I don't want to be a burden to her, I know everything she thinks.
Yuan Youli's feelings for me, it's not that I don't understand. But I can't cross everything to choose her, maybe because I still love the cause deeply, or I can't cross the sister Yuan Youli who is still in the mouth of the cause.
I was worried about her, worried about everything about her.
Sure enough, the cause is worthy of love, how can that cause not be tempting?
When I knew that Jiang Zheyu was willing to gamble, I was surprised. I never thought that man would be so emotional, and I think I could give up. This at least has a good name.
So I, Jiang Zheyu, I handed over the cause to you.
The cause that I've been obsessed with all along, the cause that has been in my heart for a long time, I think I'm really going to say goodbye to you.
Because of this, is there a day when you will think of me, think of my Zhao Shihao's goodness, and then be grateful?
For more than ten years, I don't know how long it has been. The Jiangzhejiang Yecheng I have known since I was a child are all changing, and they have become what I don't know.
Of course, I'm also changing, just like I don't know when I fell in love with Jiang Zheyu.
Human feelings are really an amazing thing. I went from knowing nothing to realizing what I am now. It felt like a dream.
I used to think that I had been by Jiang Zheyu's side for so many years, and I deserved something if I didn't care about anything. But it was Yuan Yin who asked me to know, some love is not wishful thinking.
Eba Castle and I are both the same. But I don't want to be like Eba City. His love is extreme, but my love is different, so I choose to let go.
Jiang Zheyu loves her, this is something I already knew before.
Yes, I've always known that, but I've been kidding myself all the time.
I know that there is only one cause in Jiangsu, Zheyu's world. Others couldn't be tolerated. But I just had to rise to the challenge, and I realized that some things are not just forced.
There are some things that I have long expected to end, Jiang Zheyu's love for Yin Yin is something I can't get from Jiang Zheyu in my life.
As for Jiang Yecheng, that's just my childhood feelings. But I'm so attached to love, I didn't even think about it. I thought that I would be happy in life, and that a man who loved me very much would be waiting for me.
But it still hasn't changed now, but that person is not Jiang Yecheng, nor Jiang Zheyu.
I remember what my dad said to me, and I didn't listen to what she said to me. But now I'm a little bit fond of listening, and he's right.
I'm very good, really good. His daughter has always been very good, but people can only love one person in this life, so I am unlucky, I am not very lucky, I did not meet the man who loves me like life.
I laughed, and Dad had a beautiful saying.
Of course, now I think it's beautiful and I'm willing to believe it.
I've spent more than ten years trying to verify this, and now I know that there are some things that I can't just be attached to.
So I chose to help Jiang Zheyu and help Jiang Zheyu get the person he has always loved the most. Yes, I helped him. I helped this man who had never loved me, and I knew he loved her, very deeply.
I rarely see Jiang Zheyu like this, he will love a woman like this, even to the point of outrageousness. Jiang Zheyu did some things that I didn't expect because of her.
So I don't want to be stupid enough to love someone who can't love me.
So I decided to be a good person and I help them so they will remember me. I was selfish, but I was also selfless.
What I said to Inin at the wedding, I was giving her courage, giving her the courage to be loved in this life.
I believe that she will choose to be with Jiang Zheyu, I believe.
And so I was done. Maybe I should thank them, thank Jiang Zheyu and Yuan Yin, they taught me the true meaning of the two words "consummation".
I never felt that I would be so great in Sijian, and I saved their love.
I cried, really cried. I don't know what these tears are.
So I decided to leave, find my happiness, find at least someone who loves me, and then live my life stupidly. (To be continued.) )