"Lou Zheng, don't worry about me, you can say everything you want to say."

Even Xiao Zhe didn't know that there was tremor in his voice, and when he encouraged her, he found that he was so nervous that he almost suffocated.

Lou Zheng closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he finally mustered up the courage to say the words he had prepared earlier.

"Xiao Zhe, maybe what I'm saying sounds like a fantasy, but it's all true. I am not from this world, and I have only come to this world to help you, and I will leave once my mission is done. Although I approached you with a purpose at the beginning, my feelings for you over the years are also true, I don't want to deceive you, I don't want to deceive myself, I like you, but I can't be selfish, I only care about myself, you also have the right to know. ”

Listening to Lou Zheng's words, Xiao Zhe was stunned in place, he looked down at her slightly, like a piece of wood, and the expression on his face and eyes did not change.

Lou Zheng plucked up the courage to finish all this, and when she finished saying this, her whole person was like a deflated ball, and Xiao Zhe had this expression, Lou Zheng's whole person wilted.

She was looking forward to looking at Xiao Zhe, but after a while, she lowered her head in frustration, broke away from Xiao Zhe's arms with a slight force, and she quietly moved a step back like a wounded little animal.

She was very sad, she told Xiao Zhe everything, didn't she think about it a long time ago, no matter what decision Xiao Zhe made, she would accept it, and she would not embarrass him at all. But at this time, I didn't get a response from him. In my heart, it was as uncomfortable as a pinprick in my heart, my uncomfortable eyes were spent, and my eyes couldn't help but be hot.

"Xiao Zhe, it's so late, go back and rest......"

Before Lou Zheng finished her trembling words, she was suddenly taken into her arms by a pair of warm arms, pressed against Xiao Zhe's broad and warm chest, and she could hear the sound of his heart beating rapidly in his chest. It beat like a drum on the tip of her heart.

Lou Zheng was stunned.

I haven't realized what's going on yet.

Xiao Zhe's long arms around her tightened more and more, and finally as if he wanted to embed her whole body in his arms, his resolute chin rested on the top of Lou Zheng's hair. Sniffed hard at the cold breath of the night. Then he buried his whole face on Lou Zheng's slender and weak shoulders. muttered: "Lou Zheng, I'm so happy, I'm so happy......"

His voice was low and even a little hoarse, but it sounded good in Lou Zheng's ears.

It is like drops of clear spring water falling on the dry and cracked earth.

Lou Zheng was forcibly held by him. The head was buried in his chest. Sniffing the faint smell of pen and ink on his body. Xiao Zhe can make talismans, and making talismans requires many different kinds of ink, so he has the fragrance of ink on his body all year round.

The ink fragrance is light. But Lou Zheng couldn't calm down at all.

She heard him muttering, but she couldn't hear the words behind her, so she could only whisper "Xiao Zhe".

Xiao Zhe took a deep breath on her neck before continuing: "Lou Zheng, thank you for liking me, I'm scared, I'm afraid that you will refuse, I've thought about this matter hundreds of thousands of times in my heart, but what I'm most afraid of is that you say the word refusal." You won't know how scared I am. ”

Lou Zheng didn't expect Xiao Zhe's answer to be like this? But as he said the truth, the sad emotion in Lou Zheng's heart also retreated, and there were more surprises and puzzles.

"Xiao Zhe, don't you blame me for deliberately approaching you? Hiding the truth from you? Although Lou Zheng didn't want to discuss this issue with Xiao Zhe, it was better for the two of them to get started.

How could he blame her, no matter what the purpose was, in that state, she was the only one who was willing to approach him, as early as when the two of them went to the outer peak together, he had already decided to believe her, and decided that no matter what Lou Zheng's purpose was, he would forgive her.

And now that she's telling him the truth, he should be relieved, shouldn't he? What's more, Lou Zheng also really likes him, and the feelings he pays are not unresponsive.

Xiao Zhe was like a child who had been alone for hundreds of years at this time, and suddenly found someone who had accompanied him all his life.

Although he didn't know what the future would hold, he wanted to hold her hand at this moment, and he didn't want to let go for a moment.

Xiao Zhe shook his head lightly, "I don't blame you, Lou Zheng, I never blame you, and I will never blame you, how can I be willing to blame you!" ”

Lou Zheng was moved, but the future was cruel in front of her, and she couldn't escape it, she could only face it.

Lou Zheng gritted her teeth to make herself stronger, she suppressed her voice and tried to keep herself calm and said: "Xiao Zhe, although I don't know when, but I will leave here one day, so what should you do?" ”

Compared to mortals, the life of a monk is so long, Lou Zheng doesn't know how her task is determined, it is possible that it will disappear so suddenly like the previous two small worlds.

Once she leaves, Xiao Zhe is the only one left here, and what awaits him is boundless, endless loneliness and sadness. Is this fair to him, or even fair to himself?

Lou Zheng is very conflicted at the moment, her eyes are hazy, she doesn't know when tears have flowed all over her face, it seems that no matter what she thinks, it is a tragic ending!

What should they do!

Xiao Zhe could feel that his chest was warm and wet, and his heart trembled in distress, he pulled Lou Zheng out of his arms, reached out to wipe her tears, looked down at her, but suddenly smiled.

"Why didn't I find out that you loved to cry so much, Lou Zheng, you are so stupid, no one in the world can be together forever, even if it is an immortal in the upper realm, there will be no endless life, mortals are born, and they will die after a few decades in a hurry, they know that the end they face when they are born is death, don't they fall in love? There is no feast in the world, no one can accompany anyone forever and ever, as long as you really like it, you will be together, why bother thinking about those things that have not happened, compared to mortals, we have a lot longer time than them, I am already very content. ”

Lou Zheng looked at him in a daze, but the problem that had been entangled in his heart for a long time was easily resolved by Xiao Zhe's words.

Yes, he's right, can't we be together just because we know the ending?

What they have to do is not to think about the outcome that is far away and uncertain, but to cherish every moment when the two people in front of them are together.

Even if I know the ending, I won't back down, I won't let myself regret it for the rest of my life if I get it, cherish every day together in the future, and when you really leave, I will send you away with a smile!

Xiao Zhe hugged Lou Zheng again, as if he was holding his whole world. (To be continued......)

PS: Woo, I feel like I'm writing a bit Su at the end of the book...... Wake me up!