This year is half a hundred years old of the emperor, the palace will hold a very formal palace banquet on the Wanshou Festival, the emperor is not every year to celebrate the Wanshou Festival, but this year three months ahead of schedule issued a will, this may be because life is rare a few and a half hundred, or maybe because of a small illness some time ago, or because his two sons have grown up and are going to discuss marriage.

In short, who knows?

The Han family is also discussing marriage now, and the E family also talks to every matchmaker who comes to the door with a smiling face every day, but there is no joy in his heart that he is going to be a mother-in-law. In the name of her mother, she organized a wedding for someone else's son, and she couldn't do it at all, but even if she couldn't do it at all, she still had to do it, show it to the old lady, do it for Wei Guogong, and do it for so many people in the Han family.

She still has to maintain her image as a good wife and mother, because this is the only capital she can use. And if she doesn't do it, won't Han Yun have even more status in the future?

Sometimes she feels very ridiculous and sad.

She didn't know what would happen if Princess Chen was still alive. Perhaps, after Han Ji grows up, Wei Guogong will continue to find out to her the fact that it is the illegitimate child of him and another woman? Then she became a poor cousin - even if she was not allowed to go to the court because of Princess Chen's status, her survival was doomed to be a tragedy.

At the mention of this, she seemed to have to be glad that she was still dead, otherwise where would she get this superficial glory? She thought to herself, laughingly. Han Ke obviously had no feelings for her, but he pretended to be affectionate and righteous, respected her, defended her, and let her give birth to Han Yun after the death of her eldest son, if Princess Chen was still there. Is this qiē still possible?

It's not that she doesn't trust people, it's that she doesn't believe that he still has the heart to take care of her feelings.

In fact, not long ago, to be precise, before Han Ji quickly took away the position of the son of the world in that way, she had hoped to be a mother-in-law. She had thought about it. If everyone is content with such an identity, wait until Han Yun grows up to eleven or twelve years old, and wait for him to follow the throne. She won't poison him again.

She even told herself that even if he was not her son, even if he was the illegitimate child born to Han Ke and that woman.

But she is willing to gamble and lose, who let her appear later than Gong Sujun.

At the moment when the truth is known. It's not that she didn't think of killing Han Ji, the little baby who was still covered in blood. But he and Gong Sujun met before her. No matter how much she wanted to put her hands around his neck, she couldn't do it when she heard his cry.

She remembered it vividly. The child who died early was also crying so loudly when he was born. Perhaps because they are half-brothers, even the crying is so similar. When you close your eyes, you're almost alone.

How ruthlessly she killed her own children.

She began to look at him again. I started to hug him and started to change his little clothes hand in hand.

She resigned herself to her fate, treated him as her own child, and took good care of him.

Whose child, she doesn't care, she knows that Han Ke will not tell this child about his life experience, because as long as he says it, his life will be very worried, and as long as she doesn't say it, he doesn't say it, so what is the difference between this child and her own? In the end, the child who died was not killed by Han Ke, but he despicably asked her to raise him and other women's children, and she gritted her teeth and admitted it.

If she doesn't admit it, she will wear a goof.

After wearing a gang, what kind of situation will she face in the Han family?

Will Han Ke divorce her, so that she can get out of the Han family and shake out the fact that he had stolen Princess Chen's son? Even if he could explain that it was not King Chen's widow, would the emperor believe it? Will the world believe it? And if he doesn't stop her, will he let her continue to stay by Han Ji's side, and have the opportunity to murder Han Ji?

She will most likely only be placed under house arrest in the Han family and live a dark life.

For her own sake, what else could she do but accept this fact? She's still young. And her mother's family is not in Beijing, and she wants to seek their help, one is beyond the reach of the whip, and the other is that she doesn't want to get to that point.

If it weren't for the desperate pounce on her to block the wild cat that tried to attack Han Ji that day, Mama Ning would not have noticed her true love for Han Ji. If it weren't for Mama Ning to remind her that she would have her own children in the future, to remind her that they were her husband's illegitimate children, she would not have fed him poison, thus accusing him of taking away a child that should have belonged to her in the future.

Her efforts have finally paid off.

Later, she really had Han Yun, she thought that when Han Yun was ten years old, he would be in his twenties at that time, not very old, and there were still many opportunities to give birth to his own healthy children. So she was more content with that status quo, and on the one hand, she treated him sincerely, and on the other hand, she fed poison and controlled him, and she felt that there was no more stable life for her.

But who would have thought that things would suddenly change, he quietly snatched the title, and also extinguished a heart that she wanted to compensate him!

Before she watched Han Ji become the son of the world, she never knew that her grievances had accumulated to the point of hatred. The moment she came back from the palace to see him, she really just wanted to kill him, because he made her feel so incompetent and so defeated.

She just wants to leave the title to her son, she has been compromising for so many years, and she just wants to leave something for herself and his only child, she is destined to be unable to get out of this mansion, and she also knows that she will not look at so many people around her, especially Han Yun is involved in Han Ji's life experience, she only has such a little hope, but she also let Han Ji ruin it.

And Han Ke, who would not treat Han Yun badly with an understatement, sent her away.

I can't help but think about these things.

Every time I think about it, it's like tearing out an inch.

If it weren't for the emperor's intention to celebrate her birthday, if it weren't for the fact that the emperor had begun to reach the age of being an in-law like her, she wouldn't have touched these. Of course, the emperor has presided over the wedding for the abolished prince, and the mood is not the same as her, thinking that this time the marriage of children will inevitably be talked about at the Wanshou Festival, her heart is as light as if she has pressed lead.

She exhaled, closed her eyes and rubbed her forehead.

"What's wrong with my wife?"

Mama Ning came over with a tea tray and stretched out her hand to massage her.

"Nothing." She shook her head, no more words. Every time she mentions these things in front of Mama Ning, her feelings are easy to fluctuate, and it is easy to deepen her hatred for Wei Guogong and Han Ji, often when she is a little depressed, Mama Ning will follow her words and go down, and in the end, her mood will get worse and worse.

But now, she doesn't have the energy to indulge in this love. I can't let my unwillingness and hatred deepen a little more.

She lowered her head and looked at the name card on the table, picked up one and flipped through it, and said, "There are fewer people who have come to inquire about relatives in the past two days. ”

Mama Ning looked at her for a moment, lowered her eyes and said, "Maybe you're busy entering the palace to celebrate her birthday?" Now that King Zheng and King Chu are also discussing marriage, for some families, it is more beneficial to be able to climb the dragon and attach the phoenix. He added: "But it's okay to do this, everyone is going to the princes, and it saves the wife from worrying about how to push it off." ”

Eshi was silent.

Mama Ning paused and said, "These days, Grandpa Guo has been going to the Gu family diligently. ”

"What's this?" Because of his previous loneliness, E's insinuations to her suddenly became a little impatient, "He used to go to the Gu family a lot, is it difficult for you to even manage his whereabouts now?" ”

She didn't want to treat her nurse like this, even if she was a subordinate, she was different from other subordinate. But she has always been ineffective lately, first picking the two of them at random to purge her, and then often saying stupid things that shouldn't be there, which is far from the impression she gave her.

And when did this change begin?

She thought silently, as if it had started after Han Ji returned from hunting in the palace. After hearing that Han Ji might have a crush on Shen Yan, she began to be a little out of state.

She glanced at her obliquely and said, "Are you afraid that Han Ji will marry Shen Yan into the door?" ”

Mama Ning shook suddenly, glanced at her, lowered her head and said, "How can Mrs. say that the slave is afraid?" The slave and the maid are unwilling. Of course, if you have to say that I'm afraid, I can't refute it, after all, I watched Brother Yun be born, and I am naturally afraid that the second girl Shen, who has the backing of the Shen family, will marry in and become a threat to Brother Yun. ”

When Eshi heard her say this, the doubts in his heart were suppressed by guilt again.

yes, how could she doubt her? She is a confidant who has been by her side for more than 30 years, and in a certain way, she can be regarded as her relative. She shouldn't have doubted her.

She softened her color and said, "The girls you picked for me a few days ago are all good, but obviously the family background is still too bad. ”

Mama Ning stared: "Those are all young ladies from the Sanpin Mansion." ”

"So what?" Eshi blurted out. But after saying it, his voice weakened again, "He is the prince of the world, and those people's conduct can't pass the test, even if I am optimistic here, the old lady and the grandfather of the country will definitely not like it." At the very least, the other party's family must have some roots in the court. ”

Mama Ning said: "But a family with a foundation, isn't it possible for them to become an accomplice of the prince?" Only by finding a woman who can drag him down can we find an opportunity to pull him off the horse! If he doesn't dismount and don't release his military power, we will be helpless to take him, and it will be impossible to get rid of him! ”

When E Shi heard this, he looked up at her again: "You just want him to die like that?" ”

Mama Ning looked at her tightly: "Mrs. doesn't want to?" How much did you hate him after he took the throne of the world? ”

E's was forced by her to respond speechlessly, and he was defeated. (To be continued)

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