Everyone has a desire to be a person in their hearts, but too many people have become shadows!

An Xiao spoke quietly and slowly, her voice was very light and weak, as if she had grasped the untouchable dream in her dream, but when she woke up from the dream, her voice was ethereal and fragile, which made the listener tempted.

"I want to be like Jiang'an, I can let myself protect my companions around me, even if there will be danger, I can stand bravely in front of the wind and rain, not flinching and not afraid, these are things I can't do, I'm always easy to be afraid, and I'm so weak, I'm dragging everyone down every time, so I'm looking forward to Jiang'an-"

An Xiao let out a long breath and finished saying everything she wanted to say in her heart, she didn't know what she was talking about, anyway, she just said her opinion on Jiang An, she didn't think it was like, anyway, she couldn't tell the difference.

She wants to be like Jiang An, she wants to be his companion, to shelter him from the wind and rain, but she also wants him to be able to protect herself, and she will feel her heart beat faster and her eyes blur when she sees his back standing in front of her.

Tang Man listened to An Xiao's statement quietly, looked at An Xiao's little face flushed, his eyes were firm, and he smiled: "So that's the case, maybe you don't like him, or maybe this is the way you like him, but it doesn't matter, I'm different from you, I like Wushuang!" ”

An Xiao looked at Tang Man with wide eyes, as if she didn't hear what she said, and felt extremely shocked.

"Is this surprising? Since you were able to discover those things, then you should have discovered them a long time ago, but you are not sure in your heart, right? Tang Man said indifferently.

An Xiao nodded shyly, she did find out very early on that Tang Man was different from Xia Wushuang, it was too obvious, there were so many people, Tang Man treated everyone tepidly, very calm and indifferent, only when facing Xia Wushuang would show his difference.

But An Xiao didn't have much evidence for this speculation in his heart, so he would be a little surprised to hear Tang Man's admission now, it turned out to be true!

"An Xiao, you are really a smart little girl with a gentle and kind personality, she speaks well, and always likes to think about others, how many people do you say will look forward to you? A lot! Tang Man said meaningfully.

An Xiao stood there and didn't speak, her expression a little embarrassed.

Tang Man continued: "I still like you very much, so gentle to everyone, but gentleness is not useful for everything, especially in love, gentleness is just a useless thing that keeps hurting oneself, the more gentleness you show, the more you have no value, you will behave like an accessory, you can only give everything you have, but you can't get anything in return." ”

An Xiao's face was a little unsightly, and Tang Man's words were suddenly full of aggression.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about you, but count as advice to you. If you meet someone you like, compared to gentle dedication to perfect him, maybe taking the initiative to attack is the best way, gentleness is just escaping, leaving a way out for the other party, but you have no way out at all, except to endure the pain and continue to remain gentle, then there is only the last desperate bet. ”

An Xiao suddenly didn't understand what Tang Man wanted to express, was she saying that her gentleness was wrong, or was she talking about her gentleness?

"Longing, you said that you longed for the riverbank, I should be able to understand, after all, I used to look forward to Wushuang, you can't imagine what a holy person she is in my heart, radiant, she is the center of my inner world, all my thoughts, actions are running with this light, dedication to her, persistence, pay my tenderness to her."

Tang Man looked ahead with faint eyes, as if he was standing by the sea looking into the distance: "But I told you, gentle people will not be valued, you are just a loyal follower to him, dedicate yourself to him and burn for him, dare not touch him or even dare to get close to him, can only silently look forward to it in your heart, and then continue to pay, pay the exhausted and powerless heart, and reap the praise and recognition that the follower deserves." ”

"Sister Tang Man, what are you talking about?" An Xiao already understood what Tang Man meant in her heart, but she didn't want this topic to continue, it was not a very good topic, and it would only make Tang Man's heart hurt more and more.

Tang Man turned his head to look at An Xiao, and the corners of his mouth rose: "I'm just telling my inner thoughts, and I'm also advising you, gentleness and longing are useless for the people you really value, just keep lowering your identity and become the Lang flower he borrows his strength, and then powerlessly watch him leave far away, but you don't even have the ability to catch up, even if it passes, it's just silently helpless, and there is no way to retreat." ”

"You're looking forward to the riverbank now, aren't you? is also releasing your tenderness to him, but as a result, does he need your tenderness, to what extent, to survive or dispensable? Tang Man stared at An Xiao and said: "If you want to be him, to be able to stand by his side, it's useless, if you want to get the qualification to stand in front of him and be able to become his close person, then abandon your gentleness and let go of your longing."

No one cares about the thoughts of a gentle person, only when you become no longer gentle, can your heart be conveyed to him violently enough, so that he can see your existence, see your light and heat, do you understand? ”

An Xiao stepped back, she understood Tang Man's thoughts, but she couldn't accept it, maybe what Tang Man said really made sense, it had stimulated An Xiao's heart, but she was still unwilling to do so, if someone wanted to take the initiative to attack, then someone was destined to be hurt.

She didn't want that, she would rather pay in the rear, silently and gently, than let this peace disappear.

"But it's a pity that I don't have a chance anymore, I've had too much tenderness for her, so much that it's dispensable or even needy, and I have sealed all my retreats, and have completely become her followers, appendages, and no longer the one she needs, and there's only one way in front of me, and I'm desperate to move forward, leaving behind all that stands in front of her, leaving nothing left, giving up the tenderness and longing that she is already familiar with you, standing in front of her naked-naked, without any support and affection, and- Attack in a way she is unfamiliar and unfamiliar with. ”

"In the end, you can only struggle with bruises all over your body, you are just an accessory in her eyes, what qualifications do you have to fight for? She is only accustomed to your tenderness and longing, leaving these behind, you have nothing left, she doesn't even need you anymore, she finds the person she trusts to rely on, you are like a shabby toy, ruthlessly abandoned, pitiful, and even more hateful! ”

Tang Man said very calmly, An Xiao's face gradually turned pale, although Tang Man didn't say anything specific, it was because she really couldn't say it, she also had her own dignity, although it was very weak, but it was still a fragility that she couldn't face, and she encountered such a painful thing, it was already a deep scar for her, and she didn't want to mention it!

So she was using this way to tell An Xiao what was going on between her and Xia Wushuang, starting from her longing for Xia Wushuang, to her sealing her retreat and launching a weak attack, until in the end, she was defeated with nothing left.

An Xiao understood, she also understood what had happened during this time, Jiang An may have played a very important role in it, this role made Tang Man be ruthlessly hurt and hit, that is, the reason why she thought that gentleness was useless at all.

"No, it's not such a peerless sister, it's not such a person!" An Xiao said very seriously: "Some things are not immediately effective, sometimes it is very difficult to make a decision, in the heart of Sister Wushuang, you are definitely not just an accessory, not a dispensable person, to her, you are a very important person." ”

"Then why did she do this to me, and finally made a choice, isn't this abandonment?" Tang Man looked at An Xiao coldly, his eyes as sharp as a knife.

An Xiao gritted her teeth, ignoring Tang Man's cold words, and said: "There are many things that are not true when you see them, although I can't really explain them, but I think I can understand her thoughts, Jiang An is a very important person to her, but in her heart, it is not necessarily more important than you."

Although I don't know if Sister Wushuang likes Jiang'an, but she really cares about you, it is precisely because she cares, so she very much hopes to get your support and help, so that she can get a short living space between two difficult choices, her heart must be very painful, both people are very important, she doesn't know how to choose, this time is her most vulnerable time, what she needs is not an answer, but gentleness! ”

An Xiao said loudly to Tang Man: "When she needed you the most, you didn't notice her thoughts, you ignored her feelings, and just wanted to let yourself get the answer and get the fruits of expectations, Sister Tang Man, tell me the truth, did you force Sister Wushuang to make a decision?" ”

Tang Man's expression suddenly became a little strange, his face twitched slightly, and he gritted his teeth.

An Xiao already knew the answer by looking at her expression, and her body suddenly relaxed, she already knew the development of things, and also knew the contradiction between Tang Man and Xia Wushuang, and even knew Xia Wushuang's decision at that time.

"Sister Tang Man, sometimes the decision is not so easy to make, if you have to force others to make a decision, it is hurting others, and it is very ruthless and cruel, no one wants to be hurt like this, and it is from their closest people, it is a very painful thing, in such a situation, everyone is irrational, hoping to get that tenderness, but you didn't grasp it, and gave up this opportunity for gentleness!"