[Not required reading] 7th

Slow and happy、Time will wash away a qiē, isn't it、I believe that I will be happy without a trace、

Gradually, I will change a seat next to you before graduation, a friend's position,

Suddenly I thought of Le's withdrawal, because I'm too happy to be too sinful, I'm sorry for Le, you are good to me, they all say so, but I'm sorry, maybe, it's all my joy's fault.

It's me who unveils the twilight of Le, it's me who makes us embark on the sad and happy world together, and I also involve many people, him, her、、、 them, them

I seem to have fallen into music、I once made a vow to be happy I don't know if I can do it、I said I don't want to send people under the fence、Since I started a new music life in 2011、

I like to be the first in everything, to do my best, and now I am happy, and I can no longer do these pleasures.

I've deviated from my original track of happiness, I can't continue to finish, I can do music now is remedy music, but do I still have the ability to remedy it?

I hate myself so much,

True Joy and True Happiness,

I hate myself,

07.02

You are very important to me, true happiness,

I'm so happy that I'm afraid of losing you, I'm really happy that I don't have the courage.

Because I know that it's painful to lose happiness, and true happiness doesn't want to lose, true happiness, true happiness,

Today I told you about music, but I didn't dare to say the reason for the music, that is, I was afraid.

I'm cowardly,

I'm afraid, you, can you really be around my music, even if you use different music identities, brother, friends, listeners,

Whatever it is、、True pleasure、Don't throw me away、

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Yellow's love letter.

I've always loved you, and only I know if I want to write it.

Although you have always rejected it, I have always persisted. Know that you won't get the results you want

I knew I was going to get hurt, but I insisted. Because I just love you.

From giving lollipops, I have a glimmer of hope

Later, I have blessings and of course envy for liking // love xx.

And then. Only a few times quietly walked together, secretly watching

When many, many things happened, I thought I was happy, very happy

But I found that I was always in a daze, my heart was empty, and I thought about you all the time.

At night, I'm afraid that I'll talk about you in my dreams, and I'm afraid that I'll send something in a daze if you don't see it

Don't dare to say out loud their love for you, there will be people who will laugh at you or what,

I'm not afraid, but I'm afraid that my love for you will be a burden to you. So it's always hidden.

These two days. It's always you with me, and I feel happy on the phone,

Every time. Do you understand the nervousness of having the courage to call and connect to hearing your voice?

Perhaps, that's when I called xx.

And every time I call, I'm afraid you'll be bored, because you said I'm a boring person.

But I just want to hear your voice, just when I'm selfish, please let me be selfish.

And when I hear you laughing. I felt relieved. There's no reason, just because you laughed.

But every time I hear you hang up. It's very tangled,

I'm happy because I waited until you hang up first, but I'm unhappy because I can't hear your voice anymore.

Every time you go online, you first see if someone's avatar is gray. I believe many people understand.

Sometimes, your cold tone makes me feel strange, but I like it.

It doesn't matter what others say about you. I just love you. Hope it doesn't burden you. So I tried to hide it as much as I could.

Today is the 305th day of liking you, and it is the 10th month.

I still remember that time, you asked me if I liked you for seven or eight months, hehe. Actually, it was the ninth month.

Maybe I can't put it down. Maybe it's something else.

I have said many times that I want to give up, but I can't give up, and I always find some objective reason

Actually, I don't want to, subconsciously sue myself, I can't forget.

I really want to be the first to comfort you when you're in a bad mood, but you have many friends and I'm not the only one.

I didn't delete that post because I wanted you to know that there is always someone who loves you no matter what

You don't know, there are still a few entries in my private journal that haven't been deleted

Because I am reluctant, because every one has your message, although only a few sentences.

After April 24, I tried to change myself, only to find that we couldn't find a topic

That day, I was confused, I was really tired, but I still love you so much.

Well, though, you won't choose what you don't love. So, didn't hurt me like someone

You, come on. Hahahahaha I laughed

I feel like there's a lot to say, because there's so much I've forgotten, but it's not important.

The important thing is, I love you, but as long as you are happy. (Although many times I think this statement is false)

Now, the third hundred days. It's still going on, but I love you, and I love you.

Luckily, I'm the only one who can see this. That's why I can throw away the mask.

Be brave enough to say out, I love you xxx. Six words

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I've always been playing that ridiculous role.

Hahaha、I'm starting to learn to laugh silly like Xiao Huang.、I'll look at the sky and then evoke that so-called happy laugh、

It's just that I'm still stupid and happy to think that tears won't flow out of my eyes when I laugh at the sky.

But I know, I know, no matter how much I look up to the sky, the tears will still fall.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not happy, heh

We're friends, we're good friends, aren't we?

Even if you know she likes you, what will happen to you and her, it doesn't matter if I'm happy, is it?

I don't have any right to be upset at all, hahaha, right?

I'm too stupid, but my heart is too tired and happy

She likes it, I've always known that,

But I've never been so good.、My sister and Gao Hu also feel happy.、Please believe that this is not my illusion of happiness.

All of this just makes me more certain about happiness, that's all

Many, many things、I can't stand it、That's why I will be so ruthless that day that day that we broke up

Hahaha, some of them are so ridiculous, aren't they?

Later, I learned that it was Tangyuan who had been building downstairs outside.

That dead doll、But、Tangyuan、You're good

06.30

Today when I came back from Tangyuan, I was going to take the elevator down from 16, and I got on the elevator to say goodbye to Tangyuan.

The elevator door closes the music, and then opens the music, I look at the rice balls, I am speechless, don't tell me that I am overweight,

I'm thinking about this question, why do I take the elevator with Tangyuan to enjoy it, the elevator is so happy, I take the elevator alone to cut down, the door just doesn't close lazy,

It's not that it's reluctant to let me go, uh, what an incredible idea,

Later, I finally asked the elevator to close the door when Tang Yuan almost rolled on the ground with his stomach in his arms, and obediently sent me downstairs to Chele.

I'm speechless, there are three elevators there, I basically change a round of music, the elevator door doesn't give me face, I don't close the door,

In fact, it's off and on, I'm speechless, where is so reluctant to let me go, tangled for a long time is not the next cut music,

Fortunately, the elevator brother gave me face, and he didn't stop suddenly when he was happy in the middle.

I still remember the last time I saw my sisters, I scared them, and I asked them in a strange voice in the parking lot of Duo Hei Le where they found the corpse in Conan

Sports、While cutting the door of the elevator that has not yet gone down to the parking lot、

Well、By the way, haha、The corpse is on the elevator music、

And then as soon as I finished speaking, the elevator door opened with my musical gesture "whoosh" music,

Scared and happy, speechless, the elevator brother has enough fun, I just finished speaking, and I opened in response, really scared people to death, Wow,

It's just-

However, today I still have a lot of music coming down from the 16th floor.

I'm sweating to death, I'm going to cut it tomorrow, can the elevator brother stop fixing me?

I have a grudge against you,

And there's sorry music,

06.27

Suddenly、I hate myself.

At the end of the term, cheer yourself up, and you can take the test well, you

06.25 supplement 06.24

Yesterday I forgot about the changelog,

Yesterday morning I was quite happy, but at noon I was crazy with Xiao Yan there, and I said that the stool was a mount, and then it was very glorious to be happy that her chair became a pig, and my chair held my schoolbag Lefu became a happy monkey,

Then we passed the guò chair music modeling and painting music a two-legged four-legged music monster came out, it turned out that this lesson made me happy thinking almost crazy music, and then a few days ago the exam music paper took down the music, Xiao Jiang and glasses in the number of the volume,

I only know that Xiao Jiang sat across from us, and suddenly slapped the table and stood up and began to use uncivilized language, I asked her how she was happy, and she said that Xiao He's student was taller than the two of us, and I admitted that I was a little crazy about playing music.

Although it's not the first time I've done music - I folded and folded the Xiao He Le roll, and finally folded it into a shape similar to my watch, but I did not tear it, I folded my glasses and never touched it.

Xiao Jiang said that she saw that it was another Jiang classmate who tore the music, don't like to wronged me so much, I only can't fold it in my heart and still feel sorry for him, but he didn't cut my roll and took it back, but he came over to me after a while and said that it was in the trash can on the second floor, I think normal people will have a reaction to music,

I caught him, I asked him you said that he was lazy, but it seemed that I was a little too happy, his hand was bled by me, and finally he still told me to be happy, I rolled up with him, and as soon as I let go, I didn't know which music was cut.

Later, I saw that Xiao He's musician suddenly felt guilty again, and then I felt guilty again.

I was going to ask him if he needed a band-aid, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I said the same as last time, do you want to fix the band, and then the five of us started laughing, laughing,

I guess Xiao He was confused by me, I don't know what's going on, but I feel sorry for him, in his opinion, I just shouted at him for no reason, and then kept laughing.

All in all、I feel guilty about him

This is today's music、First of all, thank you for the candy、Actually, I like to eat that triangle music、Hehe

This morning's third class looks like Xiao Yan is uncomfortable, I thought she would be happy to sit for a while, but it didn't get better at all, and the three of us didn't have anything to eat at lunch.

I accompanied Xiao Yan out of the cut and met Daniel Zhang to ask him if he had no medicine Ha Zile,