I was born into a family of highly respected medical professionals.

Since the birth of the young master, there have been fortune tellers who say that I am the reincarnation of Hua Tuo, and I will be able to inherit the mantle of my ancestors in the future, so that the Fang family's century-old medical family will be famous and brilliant.

Although everyone knows that fortune tellers say this, most of them want to get a few more rewards, but as the eldest son of the Fang family, everyone has great hopes for me, so they all choose to believe it.

So my grandfather named me Fang Xinyuan, which means that the blazing sun is about to rise and the light is far away.

And as it turned out, the fortune teller was wrong, and from the moment I could speak, I showed my extraordinary talent in medicine.

But I learned so fast.

I was almost 10 years old, and I knew so much about medicine that there was nothing else that would make me interested in studying.

As a genius whose head is not idle at all, Xiao Ye naturally wants to find new things to enrich himself.

There is so much to learn in this study.

Drinking, gambling, visiting theaters, visiting kilns, as long as it can be regarded as a pastime in the capital, there is nothing I won't.

Among them, what I am most passionate about is eating flowers and wine and amusing beautiful women.

So when I was thirteen years old, I had a roommate, and I took a few concubines one after another, some of them were particularly liked, but I was born in Qing/Lou, and my grandfather was forced to die and didn't allow me to take it back, so I simply raised it outside, and I had to take a look at it when I was free.

But these were all things that happened before I met Jiang Ying.

Many years ago, I thought about it more than once. If I could turn back time, I would never have rescued her from those little rascals, so that she would not be grateful to me, and even at the beginning of her love, she would have been so sincere to me that she tried to understand me and approach me, which made me tired and distressed.

There are too many women who are obsessed with me, but she is not the only one.

What's more, as proud as I am, how can I like the things that come to my door?

Also, what I like is that it's full of style. A woman who knows how to serve a man. Not a little girl who appeared in front of me and blushed and stuttered even when she said a word.

It's a lot of fun, but after a lot of time, it annoys me.

This kind of endlessly. I've had nightmares for years. Ended on a snowy day.

It was early in the day. Before a few flower buildings began to open their doors, I made an appointment with three or five friends to charter a private room in the first restaurant in Beijing and opened a window. Facing the goose feather snow outside the window, I played the elegance of cooking wine under the snow.

I was very drunk that time, so I only have scattered memories of what happened afterwards.

When she was about to end, she came to me alone in the wind and snow.

Her heart for me was no secret for a long time, but that day was the first time she mustered up the courage to really express her feelings to me, and I vaguely remember that she was very nervous at that time, her face was flushed, and her thin body was trembling slightly.

But what's the use of that?

I don't like her at all, and I even hate her.

As for the refusal, it was a more logical reaction.

It's just that in addition to refusal, I seem to have said something unpleasant while I was drinking.

But I think she's used to hearing these words.

She didn't dwell too much, and walked away alone in the wind and snow, as she had come.

I didn't care, I still lingered at the fireworks until late at night that night, and I was drunk into a puddle of mud and was helped home by Ah Fu, and slept until noon the next day.

When I woke up, I learned that she had hanged herself.

I was stunned.

Although I am attentive, I think I have no romantic debts, they laugh, I give silver, and no one owes anyone.

But Jiang Er, she is different!

But Ah Fu soon told me that her family's restaurant had closed down, and her father had fallen ill and died, leaving her alone and orphaned daughter.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that she did not die for me.

At least, it's not all because of me.

I suppressed my guilt and enjoyed the ease I hadn't felt in a long time.

But a few days later, I heard that she had been saved!

This time, I was so scared that I threw out all the glamor/love books in my hands.

Isn't this worse than dying?!

It's better to be clean and liberated from the dead!

At the time, I thought indignantly.

Fortunately, although she did not die, she left the capital because of her uncle's embarrassment, and as for where she went, I didn't inquire because I was not interested.

In short, the farther you go, the better.

She walked very simply, never back, let alone in my sight again.

It wasn't until my grandfather couldn't see it anymore and thought it was time for me to take over the family business, so he drove me to the Suzhou branch to practice.

At that time, I was reluctant to go, and I was reluctant to go to the gentle township of the capital, and the fox friends and dogs.

At that time, I would never have imagined that this trip to Suzhou would make a earth-shaking change in the trajectory of my life.

And the origin of all this starts with meeting her again.

I was undoubtedly panicked, no, frightened!

If anyone has experienced despair, it is not difficult to understand my state of mind at that time - the nightmare that has haunted me for years, from which it is extremely difficult to escape, and how can I not be afraid to fall into a nightmare again?

At that time, I even took scissors, went to her house, and forced her to make her vow never to pester me again.

Now that I think about it, it's stupid.

Not only that time, but every word and deed before that was stupid.

Spinelessly, if I could be given another chance, I would never let go of any chance to marry her back home - if, I knew that I would be so deeply in love with her in the future, but I had to pretend not to like her because she liked someone else.

But the fairest thing in this world is that there is never an if.

Fortunately, I am different from ordinary people, because I can't ask for it, I force myself into a difficult and desperate situation, and I weigh it. I chose an approach that was good for her and good for myself.

That is, I liked her silently and didn't let her know until ...... I don't like it anymore.

In this way, no one will ever know about my secret thoughts.

It's like I don't even know when I started liking her.

But I think it won't be long before I don't like her anymore, because people's hearts are fickle, not to mention that I am a well-known playboy in the capital.

How can my mind be on one person all the time? The rest of my life will be the same as I originally imagined, inheriting the family business, marrying a wife and having children. There are countless concubines. Spend a lifetime on the loose.

It's just that there is a small twist and turn at the moment, and it won't really affect anything.

It wasn't until early that morning that I returned home from the fireworks and saw in the fog the door of the house that had changed overnight.

My treacherous dad who is a businessman in nature. Spoil me like a short mother. And my grandfather, who scared me with a cane for more than a decade. and those beautiful concubines who occasionally can't tell their names...... Overnight, all of them were gone.

It's been a long time, but I think back to that time. I still feel dark and suffocating.

I grew up in the palm of my family's hands, I was proud and proud, I couldn't accept the blow of suddenly losing all my family, I went from the beginning of the search for death to life to the later self-willingness, indulging in the wine cellar every day and unwilling to sober up -

Fortunately, I was not too lonely at that time, and when I was drunk and dark, I could vaguely hear the anxious tone of the spring breeze, and her helpless persuasion, and ...... Aunt Zhuang sometimes couldn't bear to hit her head-on.

Thanks to them, if I hadn't, I'd probably be in that cellar for the rest of my life.

It was painful at first, but after all the thoughts in my mind were soaked in blankness, I gradually began to become clearer.

I realized that my life could not go on like this.

Master, I have been destined to be the reincarnation of Hua Tuo since I was born, and I am destined not to be such an ordinary and mediocre living person!

So I decided to leave here temporarily, put aside these flashies, go to farther and more open places, treat more people, and personally experience the sentence in the ancestral teachings of the Fang family, 'Hang the pot to help the world, save the dead and help the wounded', this simple eight words.

When I was a military doctor, I didn't have good wine, meat, or beautiful girls, but I learned a lot of the true meaning of life that I didn't understand before.

It's just that I still think of her from time to time.

When I wrote a letter to the capital, I always didn't forget to ask a few words about her situation.

But perhaps it was because I was so tired and resistant to her that everyone firmly thought that I could not have a male or female affection for her, so no one could detect my growing thoughts.

It's a good thing to be disappointed enough to.

After a hurried meeting in the Colosseum, I heard from her again, but it was from the person I thought was very dangerous, and I never wanted her to come close.

He didn't hide anything and told me the truth and what he wanted me to do to help.

Soul Leaver - that's what he's asking me about.

I hurried back to the capital day and night, and did not want to believe what he had written.

What is the Soul Grass, others don't know, but I know it clearly!

Although I don't know what role it can play in the metaphysics of fate, I know very well that it is the most terrible poison in the world, and it grows in a smoky place that ordinary people can't get close to.

I treated her regardless of the medical skills, trying in vain to control her condition.

But the result was the last thing I could face—I had no way to really control her physical decay except to borrow drugs to temporarily suppress her pain.

He found me again that day, and his patience seemed to run out.

I clearly felt the man in front of me, and the fear in his heart seemed to be stronger than mine.

He was also very smart, and he was sure that I knew the whereabouts of the Soul Leaving Grass, and promised me that if I could get the Soul Leaving Grass back, he could help me bring the Fang family back to its peak, and he could give me everything I wanted.

I can only smile bitterly.

I don't want anything, I just want her to live well.

I packed my bags that day and rushed to Qingzhou, where the Soul Separation Grass recorded on the secret of the Fang family for generations was located.

During that time, I walked all day long in the valley where no one dared to approach all year round, and the sunlight could not penetrate the miasma, looking for the whereabouts of the Soul Leaving Grass.

Although I would take poison-repelling pills every time I entered the valley, my body deteriorated after a long period of immersion.

From the very beginning, I knew about the damage that went deep into my heart. It will be difficult to recover in the future, but I did not hesitate or regret it at the time.

And I have never regretted it in the future.

The day after he arrived and went with me into the mountains, I finally found the Soul Grass in a dangerous place.

None of us had imagined that one day we would be so happy and excited about the same thing.

However, Ruan Ping seemed to have a change that day, and in order to stabilize the overall situation, he first asked me to take the soul grass back to the capital.

I was relieved.

As a doctor, my own body is naturally very clear, but I am afraid that if I can't last a few days, there will be unpredictable problems, and it will not be a shame to let him, a rival in love, see it at that time?

Sure enough, it was an early morning before rushing back to the capital. I woke up in the inn where I was temporarily staying. Suddenly it was pitch black, thicker and more silent than night.

I'm blind.

Although I had been mentally prepared before, it was still difficult to adapt to the life of a blind person for a while.

Fortunately, Ah Fu is here, and I don't have to handle everything myself.

I don't know if there's a cure. But I'm still glad. At least she's about to be saved.

Even though I will never see the light of day again. But a pair of eyes can exchange her life, such a cost-effective deal, where can there be a reason for reluctance.

I returned to the capital full of joy. But I didn't go to see her, and I didn't even let her tell her the news that I had returned to Beijing.

How to say it, although blindness is not a big deal, and I don't take it too seriously, but I still don't want her to see my appearance, first, I am afraid that she will worry, and secondly, it is really difficult to explain what is the reason why I am a good person who says that he is blind, and thirdly, it is really detrimental to my demeanor.

But on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, she still learned that I had returned to the capital, and I used the excuse of drunkenness to let the spring breeze pass the word, and barely avoided it.

Knowing her character, she was going to come to me in a few days at most to find out, so she became nervous and urged the doctor to heal me as soon as possible.

I really can't do it, so I can only let Ah Fu lie and tell her that I went out of the city to visit my relatives.

But what I didn't expect was that the next day I was waiting for her not to come to the door, but to bring very bad news from the spring breeze - she was missing.

I felt like I had been hit by five thunderbolts.

But finding someone is really different from finding medicine, it's not what I'm good at, even if I'm anxious, I can't help anything, I can only wait quietly for the follow-up news.

As usual, no one noticed that I was getting anxious every day.

Fortunately, she came back safely.

He rescued him personally.

It's just that what makes me vomit blood is that the soul grass that I fucking exhausted and got back half my life didn't come in handy at all!

She turned around inexplicably!

All the people began to accuse the Taoist priest of being alarmist, cheating and cheating.

But I clearly realized that it was not that simple.

Because after she came back safely, the news that Han Chengji, the head of the Han family, died of illness.

The power of the Han family is also gradually crumbling.

To my surprise, Jin Qi did not take the opportunity to exterminate the Han family, but generously allowed them to return to their nest in Suzhou, which is not at all like the behavior of a person whose fiancée was abducted and almost killed him!

It's disappointing that I've always thought that he's the kind of ruthless person who has to pay back 10,000 times when someone touches me.

But Jiang Er didn't feel aggrieved, and even agreed with his approach.

I became more and more suspicious of the truth about Han Chengji's death.

But what surprised me even more was that these two people had to wait for three years to get married!

You know, during this period of time, I have more than once had the idea of breaking down the relationship between the two, and I want to take advantage of the weakness to get Jiang Er back.

But the two of them put on a posture of love for Jin Jian, and no one could insert it.

Three years later, the world was peaceful, and the two finally talked about marriage.

I was both disappointed and relieved.

At that time, I made fun of Jiang Erdao: "After waiting for three years, it is enough to keep the longest filial piety period in the world, aren't you afraid that your position as the Duchess of Jin Kingdom will be snatched away?" ”

The smile on her face froze when she heard this, and after just a moment's effort, she replied seriously: "The world is not peaceful, how can you build a family." ”

I laughed at her for pretending.

She said: "Now that the four seas are peaceful, it is a good time to talk about marriage, don't you take the opportunity to marry a lady in a room?" ”

"Who wants to marry a blind man?"

"It's not that it can't be cured......" she muttered.

Years of not seeing the light of day have made me adapt to the life of being blind, and I leaned back in my chair nonchalantly and made a gesture of loneliness and old age.

As early as the day she was rescued from Suzhou, I no longer closed my door.

That's it, I can't marry home anyway, so I don't care what she thinks of me.

It was only under her painstaking questioning that I made up the cause of my blindness, which I regretted very much - I told her at the time that I was not very interested in the drug and was cheated by myself.

So in the days that followed, I was branded a sloppy quack.

It's really wronged, I have no place to say it.

Can you still find a man as bitter as me in this world?

But this mind is not my secret alone.

Over the years, Jin Qi has been taking good care of the other party's family, as if he wanted to repay my efforts back then.

He probably felt that he was quite wronged, he didn't use the soul grass, and he owed me such a big favor.

This favor is partial, and Jiang Er can't let it know.

A man's natural resistance to his rival in love makes him feel indebted to me, but he has always been cold, and I am no exception, and I will never give in where I can compete with him.

A year later, in the autumn, when the melons were ripe and fell, Jiang Er gave birth to a pink and tender chick.

I mixed with Aunt Zhuang and her party and followed me to the Jin State Mansion.

And at her full moon banquet, she took over the position of godfather.

With the kindness of the year, even if Jin Qi was unhappy, he couldn't refuse.

Haha, that's a good way to do evil.

I was so happy that I ran to the Jinguo Mansion as soon as I was free, and I always liked to coax her and said, "Little red dates, call godfather." ”

"She's only a full moon, and it's not yet time to learn to speak, so you're teaching too early." You don't have to look at it, when Jiang Er said this, he must have looked at me with that kind of idiot-like look.

But I didn't care, and continued to teach the little red dates.

Master, I'm brewing a big conspiracy --

I want my children to be the first to scream when they speak!

In order to be able to witness the bewildered expressions of this couple at that time, I must heal my eyes before that - I silently thought in my heart that when my eyes were healed, I would marry a good girl, and it would be better to give birth to a girl like Little Red Jujube.

So what is the name for it?

Little pine nuts?

Little Peach?

Or is it a small yellow croaker?

Anyway, just pick up my favorite food......

Hey, in fact, there is a lot of hope for such a day. (To be continued.) )