Chapter 5: Ridiculous
87_878013 (5) ridiculous
Back at the villa, I sat quietly on the sofa. In fact, I'm already starting to get cranky.
How ridiculous, I never thought I was an illegitimate daughter or such a thing, but in fact I was. All my incomprehension has been understood, and now what right do I have to ask Yuan Youli for anything. How can Yuan Youli face such a me?
I should probably thank them, at least they didn't expose me. I am still the daughter of the Yuan family, even if I am a fake, I have to deceive myself like this.
I really wanted to find my mother and I wanted to know who she was. Why did you give birth to me and abandon me, why did you want me to live such a life? Maybe the woman next to my father was the only clue, or maybe she was my mother.
I don't know if she's still alive in this world, but I want to know that intellectual curiosity has completely enveloped me.
I sat quietly, my mind was confused, but now it was all blank.
I don't even know about the appearance of Jiang Zheyu.
"You're quiet today." There was a sense of ridicule in his words.
I looked up at him, and the chandelier above his head was dazzling. The light was on his shoulder, and I could vaguely see a smile on the corner of his mouth. He looked at me with such tenderness in his eyes. He was still on crutches, but that didn't affect how he felt to me.
And then I looked at him like that, and he looked at me. So we all fell silent.
He smiled at me and walked over to the couch next to me and sat down.
Whoever can calm down, obviously I am in Jiang Zheyu, I am the loser. After all, I spoke first. "Have you ever wondered why we were ostracized?"
After a long silence, I would have said such a thing. Indeed, I was touched very much today.
When Jiang Zheyu heard my words, his brows furrowed, as if he was puzzled by the reason why I asked this. "What do you mean?" He asked me, and perhaps he noticed something different about me.
I looked at this Jiangsu, Zhejiang, and Yu, and looked away. "I'm just sighing. Is no one born with this fate? I thought for a moment and asked him again.
Jiang Zheyu's eyes looked at me even more strangely, he seemed to feel the change in me, but he still answered me. "No one should be burdened with fate."
Shouldn't I be glad he answered me like this, so that I can change my fate? I smiled, didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.
"You're weird today." Jiang Zheyu looked at me and finally asked me. He looked at me like I was important to him, though I didn't know why he felt the way.
"Help me look up someone." I smiled at him. "My father Yuan Zhiwen, I want to know his one qiē, all the women around him." I have to find out, I have to find out who that woman is.
"What are you suspecting?" Jiang Zheyu really felt my abnormal state, and he didn't know if he would help me.
I look at him and smile all the time, I look at him like that. "I have some exciting news today." I know I'm laughing ugly, but I don't want to cry in front of him, even though I've cried many times in front of him. "The illegitimate daughter of the Yuan family, how is it?"
Jiang Zheyu obviously didn't feel how ridiculous I was, and he looked at me a little differently. "So you're going to find out your mother?" Jiang Zheyu knew very well what I was going to do.
"People who are abandoned naturally want to ask about the feeling of abandonment." I smiled stiffly.
Jiang Zheyu looked at me and didn't say anything, just looked at me like this. I could clearly see a hint of pity in his eyes.
"Grandma's gone." It's like I'm telling someone else's story, but why does my heart hurt.
"Cause." Jiang Zheyu looked at me as if he was worried about me, and then he called my name.
Jiang Zheyu is a very attractive man, he can almost capture my heart at the moment.
"I want to know why she abandoned me, and since I am destined to be abandoned, then don't let me be born. Otherwise, don't let me be like this, or, I want to ask that woman to abandon me so well, abandon me so peaceful! "My last words almost came out of rage, I'm going crazy, in fact I'm crazy.
"Cause." Jiang Zheyu came over and grabbed me.
Yes, I tried to convince myself for so long, but I still can't accept it. I was born out of wedlock, my mother was a saboteur of other people's families, and she abandoned me.
I couldn't accept that my mother had abandoned me. I can't accept it, I am spurned by the world, and then accept the so-called fate. I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled.
"Jiang Zheyu, am I destined to be abandoned?" I asked Jiang Zheyu, and I asked Jiang Zheyu an established fact.
I don't know why I always pin my hopes on Jiangsu, Zhejiang.
"You've never been abandoned." Jiang Zheyu hugged me.
What he said made me feel very reassured, and for a moment I felt, is Jiang Zheyu destined to meet?
If everything is predestined, then what role are you by my side now. Why are you and I so far away, but why doesn't it feel so far away?
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When the sun rises, it shines on my face. I walked out and it felt really good.
When I stepped out of the car, the sun shone on me. The black clothes are a little hot, but they can't warm the cold in people's hearts.
It was a funeral for a man who had never hated her, even though he had not been very kind to me for a long time. I knew she probably didn't want to see me, because there was a shadow of her in me.
The shadow of the woman who has been disgusted by her grandmother for a long time. But I can't change it, I have her blood in my veins, and it's something that can never be changed.
A lot of people came to this funeral, and many people who didn't know each other came. Of course, there are also quite a few media.
As soon as I came to the media, I was already blocked.
"Miss Yuri, can you tell us about Wei Qian's recent movements?"
"I wonder what the distribution of property will be?"
"I've been rumored to be at odds with you before, may I ask if this is true?"
The media is really pervasive.
"I'm sorry, it's my grandmother's funeral, and I hope everyone can respect it." I don't want to say anything, I'm really going crazy.
I walked over and the bodyguards stopped the media.
Yuan Youli walked over, and I looked at Yuan Youli.
"Shouldn't my sister go and prepare?" I know she's the host today.
"Cause."
I can't understand Yuan Youli's eyes at the moment.
"It should be my sister who presides, I have no opinion." What's more, my grandmother didn't want to see me