Back here, where all the good and bad nightmares began, she took his hand and said, "Is it okay to come with me to Meiyin Building?" ”

He was slightly stunned, his eyes flickered, and his mind was a broken picture, Yanran in his dream was always standing wet at the top of Meiyin Building looking at her, looking sad and desperate, and no matter how he ran, he could never catch up with the speed of her fall, watching her fall from such a high place, the world turned bright red, and even the tears he left behind were red......

His hands were cold, let her pull, step by step towards the purgatory of the dream, he saw her again, wearing a Nanhua school uniform, always facing away from him, with waist-length long hair like Yanran, even in such a cold winter, she was still wearing a knee-length skirt, black leather shoes on the floor, crackling.

Mmmmmmmmmmmm

For the first time, he heard her voice, her singing voice for the first time.

It was a very strange feeling, he was obviously holding Yanran's hand tightly, but he could still see the person walking in the forefront, the ghost that flashed like a ghost at midnight, the spirit that had been haunted in his heart for many years.

It was an illusion, he knew that the figure he saw, the girl humming in the hallway, was Yanran's shadow, but no matter how much he wanted to get rid of it, he would still be overtaken by her unconsciously.

His palm was cold, cold sweat seeped out, and the strength of his grip on her hand intensified unconsciously, and she frowned slightly in pain.

She looked at him cautiously. He was very nervous, it was so cold, but his forehead was covered with light sweat, his lips were chapped, and his eyes were dull, as if he was out of his body.

It was as if someone had hit her hard, her eyes were red in pain, she stopped, and tightly grabbed Xuanmu, who was reflexively walking forward.

"Not going! I don't want to go again! She looked up at him, her eyes crooked. I want to act as if nothing happened. was betrayed by the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes.

She was really afraid, afraid that something would happen to Xuanmu, afraid of untying Xuanmu's injuries, and unable to face the fatal knife she stabbed at Xuanmu.

"Let's go back! It's too cold. I'm really cold. Shall we go home? She looked up at him. Ying Ying's tears flickered, her face was as pale as paper, and anyone who saw it would feel pity.

"Scared?" He turned his face coldly. The expression was solemn and stern, with a hint of sarcasm.

Strange, this is the Xuanmu she doesn't know, is it the other side of him?

"I'm afraid I can't help you now!" He grabbed her wrist tightly and forcibly dragged her to the rooftop of the Meiyin Building, despite her resistance.

The wind howled, accompanied by small, sharp snowflakes on their bodies and faces, piercing through their clothes into the bone marrow, as if all their blood was frozen and congealed in an instant.

"Xuanmu, don't, don't ...... like this" She tugged at his hand tightly, almost begging, but he remained unmoved.

"Look, she's standing there!" He pointed to the fence on the side of the rooftop, as if he had been overrun, and lost his self and judgment.

Yan Ran looked in the direction he pointed, and the mountains in the distance were pitch black in the small snowflakes, as if telling infinite sadness and sorrow.

In the dark, she just understood who the "she" he was talking about.

Nine years ago, here she stabbed him in the heart, leaving him struggling on the border between life and death, living in pain and suffering every day.

Now, nine years later, is it time for her to pay off her debts?

"Good! Let's go find her! She took his hand and strode forward, as if in the rainstorm she had been cornered, and ran here with all her might, but she was in a desperate situation.

They just stood on the stone steps of the rooftop, the wind was howling, the snow was flying, and the moment they stood here, countless broken images crossed in front of their eyes, those memories they threw into the corner, painful, or beautiful.

The long asphalt road, they strolled hand in hand, and they were everywhere.

The melodious sound of the piano wafted from the piano room they frequented......

The distant playground used to be where they met, she read in the morning, and he pretended to run.

In the library, she reads books and does questions, and he looks at her.

Downstairs in the dormitory, every day he would quietly follow her, send her back, and stand there on a rainy night and shout her name heartbreakingly.

"Why?" Sadness and amazement as far as he could see, numbness in his heart like a knife, his eyes shrank slightly, and he asked.

yes, why?

Why did you stand here in the first place, why did you jump without hesitation?

"You know what? The moment I stood here, I regretted it. I saw you running through the rain and doing your best...... And I don't have the courage to face you. She said, calm as water.

"So you ended up jumping, jumping from here very selfishly, how about it? Pleasure? The feeling of revenge on the whole world. He turned his head to look at her, his eyes full of mockery and sarcasm.

"Nope! Not happy, not at all! The moment I fell, all I thought about was living, wanting to survive, to live! I don't want to die, I don't want to die at all, I think I'm stupid...... I regret it! She looked up at him and answered his question without concealment.

He looked at her for a long time, and let the wind whistle in his ears, and they stood on the edge of the cliff like two statues in the snowflakes, and if they didn't pay attention, they would fall into the abyss, and death was imminent.

"Do you want to give it a try and die with me." His lips lifted slightly, whispering in her ear.

"Good!" She wanted to jump, but she was dragged into her arms, and the two fell together...... Slammed into the ground and fell to the inside.

Jumping not out, but in, seems to be a prank, but it seems like some kind of revenge.

She pushed him away, experiencing the shock and horror of the test of life and death, all the pent-up emotions poured out and completely collapsed.

"Nangong Xuanmu, you bastard...... Bastard! You're just taking revenge on me, you hate me, you hate me, you don't want to be with me at all, you're a big liar, a big liar...... Standing here with you like this, and dying with you again and you are satisfied? Do you want you to be happy if I really die......" She cried hysterically, her emotions were out of control, her voice trembled and choked, beating him in the cold wind, and she couldn't cry for a while.

"That's what happens with me, you want your life, and I want to die all the time. It's just a matter of dying by yourself, and even the people around you may be in danger at any time. Gu Yanran, do you see it clearly? Got it? That's why they let you leave me. He gripped her shoulders tightly, his eyes sharp as knives, and his eyes were condensed and solemn.

"Bastard! I don't even want my life to love you, but you still want me to leave you...... Bastard! Nangong Xuanmu ...... You're really a big asshole...... Not...... Hmmm......" she crouched on the ground, weeping bitterly. (To be continued.) )