"Have you ever held a grudge against me?"

"How is that possible!"

It's the cool breeze of early autumn again, but the locust forest on the bank of the river in March has disappeared, and even the beach under the grassy slope has long disappeared with the changes of the years.

And on the riverbank, it has not been a year, and it has changed beyond recognition.

Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin walked slowly along the March River, which has become a riverside park, and the two looked at the winding path under their feet from time to time, and sometimes looked into the distance, as if they were trying to find some shadows of the past of the March River.

Yesterday, Qiu Zichuan said that there was no work arrangement for the big week, and asked Shui Xiaolin to come to Tanchi for a walk today, and Shui Xiaolin was happy on the phone as if she had returned to the past. At the same time, I thought in my heart, it seems that Wu Weidong really knows Qiu Zichuan!

"Then why didn't you keep chasing me then?"

Along the way, Qiu Zichuan drove the car, Shui Xiaolin sat in the co-pilot's seat, and the words between the two were much more casual!

"Chasing you?" Qiu Zichuan lowered his face, and then, with a light smile, continued to look into the distance, and said:

"Looks like you chased me from the beginning!"

"Qiu Zichuan! When will you become more pleasing in front of women! ”

"Is it necessary between us? Besides, I won't! ”

"Good! I don't deny that I took the initiative to show favor at first! ”

"Of course, I admit it! I fell in love with you at first sight! Qiu Zichuan said very calmly!

"That's good! I ask you! ”

"Say!"

"But when I proposed to break up, why couldn't you keep me? Also, why can't you come after me? ”

"Is it necessary?"

"Yes!"

"Why?"

"Aren't you a perfectionist? Since first love is beautiful, why do you give up lightly? ”

"Okay!"

Qiu Zichuan still didn't look back, but he sighed lightly as if he was thinking a little! Before he came, he thought that he might discuss such a problem with Shui Xiaolin, and he also wanted to talk to Shui Xiaolin about what he had said in his heart for many years. But now, Qiu Zichuan suddenly felt that there was no point in saying this!

"I know you have wanted to save face since you were a child, you look down on scoundrels, but are you also scoundrels in pursuing your own love?"

"It's not a scoundrel to pursue your love, but when the person you love has proposed to you to break up, and you have the cheekiness to chase after it, it's still a man!"

"You!"

"Anything with a reluctant ingredient will not be the most beautiful thing!" Qiu Zichuan glanced back at Shui Xiaolin.

"Bastard logic!"

At this time, Shui Xiaolin felt that she could be coquettish in front of Qiu Zichuan again!

"Huh! If there are no jerk men in the world, there will be women who are crazy in love! After speaking, Qiu Zichuan looked at Shui Xiaolin and smiled mockingly!

"Don't be too confident! I know what you mean, you're saying that you've never looked down on men who beg for a woman you like when you meet her! ”

"Yes! Lose the face of the man of the eight lifetimes of his ancestors! ”

"Qiu Zichuan! When are you going to put down your stinky man's shelf! ”

"I can't put it down! Unless all the men of this world are dead! Of course, there is no need to put it down at that time! Hehe! Saying this, Qiu Zichuan looked back at Shui Xiaolin and smiled very happily!

Qiu Zichuan didn't want to take this topic too seriously!

And although Shui Xiaolin is shouting like this, even at this moment, she Shui Xiaolin does not deny it in her heart that the reason why she fell in love with Qiu Zichuan in the first place is not unrelated to Qiu Zichuan's character and creed. In her eyes, this is the real man!

"But I hate you sometimes!"

"Hate me!" Qiu Zichuan continued to look into the distance without looking back, as if muttering to himself:

"Seems like there's no reason for that!"

"Hate you, why can't you lose your stinky face and come back to me!" Shui Xiaolin knew that it was obviously out of place to say the word "chase" at this time! That would only make Qiu Zichuan laugh at himself again.

"That's impossible! If it was only because of you, maybe I would. But our breakup was not so simple! Qiu Zichuan's tone was meaningful, a topic he was very reluctant to touch.

"Good! Even if you know my mom was against it at the time, why couldn't you go to me when you were in college in Shanghai? Didn't Wu Weidong tell you that I also went to college in Shanghai? ”

But Shui Xiaolin didn't want to avoid it, she just wanted to say everything in her heart today!

"Yes, but I'm not going!"

"Why?"

"No why!"

"Then I'll answer for you, for your dignity in front of my mother!"

"Yes!"

"Isn't unforgettable love worth the dignity of that moment?

"Love without dignity only belongs to men without bones!"

"Fallacy!"

"Truth!" Qiu Zichuan turned his head and looked at Shui Xiaolin, his voice was not loud, but his eyes were solemn! Then word by word:

"Only a woman without a soul would like a man with soft ~ flesh!"

"Qiu Zichuan!" Shui Xiaolin raised her tone suddenly! Angry:

"Then I want to ask you again, did I really care about your heart at that time?"

"No!"

Qiu Zichuan turned around abruptly and waved his hand at the March River!

"I have been the director of the Tanchi Construction Committee for three years, and I have almost moved half of the city of Tanchi! But I didn't move the March River, because I didn't know how to move it! As long as the leader doesn't urge me, I won't move, because it's all my good memories! ”

Shui Xiaolin was shocked!

After speaking, Qiu Zichuan turned his gaze to the leisurely river, and sighed first! He continued in a low voice:

"Even at the moment of breakup, I still love you deeply!"

At this sentence, Qiu Zichuan lowered his voice, as if he was saying it to Shui Xiaolin, and as if he was saying it to himself, his eyes were calm but distant!

"Then why can't you sacrifice your self-esteem for this love?"

After a while, Shui Xiaolin seemed to have woken up!

"Hey!"

Qiu Zichuan sighed again! Road:

"It's not that I can't sacrifice, it's you!" Qiu Zichuan lowered his head and whispered.

"Me?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"I want to hear it!"

"Alright! Speaking out today, everyone's hearts are also happy! ”

Qiu Zichuan thought to himself that since the words came to this, let's open my heart! Looking back at Shui Xiaolin, Qiu Zichuan walked forward a few times alone. Then, he walked back to Shui Xiaolin. Then, Qiu Zichuan raised his face and looked at the sky again! After a moment, Qiu Zichuan lowered his head and said to Shui Xiaolin, who had been following him:

"If you can re-express your feelings for me when you are in Shanghai, even if it is a one-word message! I won't care about your mom anymore! Listen, I don't mean to make you chase me again! Actually, my heart has been waiting! Waiting! ”

"Wait?"

Looking at Shui Xiaolin's incomprehensible gaze, Qiu Zichuan continued:

"I'm waiting for you to have an attitude! Because we're adults. If only you could show me that you have a clear and determined attitude! Then I will not hesitate to embrace you again in my arms, and bravely face your mother! ”

Speaking of this, Qiu Zichuan paused, looked at Shui Xiaolin as if he had understood, shook his head and said:

"But you didn't!"

Shui Xiaolin was at a loss all of a sudden!

So that's it! In an instant, Shui Xiaolin's heart regretted the pain like a knife!

"When I was in Tanchi, I didn't have the slightest resentment towards you when you proposed to break up!" Qiu Zichuan turned his gaze into the distance again.

"I feel like I've made you unhappy anymore, and I still feel guilty in my heart! But in Shanghai, you can already think for yourself! And, you also have an environment for independent thinking! ”

"That's it! Can't you just keep your head down and come to me? ”

Shui Xiaolin's heart is surging with waves that cannot be calmed! Looking at Qiu Zichuan, she didn't know what she could express at this time. She repented in her heart, and at the same time moved! But just what language this qiē is now used to express it, it seems weak and pale!

Qiu Zichuan didn't answer, took a few steps forward, and continued:

"Also, at that time, after all, your and my families were far from the same level. Not only did your father regain real power, but he was already the main leader of the city. And I'm just a child of an ordinary family in the small county town below! In this case, what do you say I can think! ”

"What do you think?"

Shui Xiaolin said casually.

"We can have no status, but we can't have no dignity!"

Qiu Zichuan seemed to be extremely reluctant to say this!

"So, you chose silence!"

"Yes!"

"It's still for you, and the dignity of your family!"

"Yes!

"But you know what?" Shui Xiaolin's voice suddenly began to choke a little!

Shui Xiaolin will finally understand how deep the imprint of the family that Wu Weidong said the day before yesterday is in Qiu Zichuan's heart! How heavy! But for Qiu Zichuan's answer, Shui Xiaolin always had a kind of unwillingness in her heart! She felt that Qiu Zichuan only cared about her own feelings, and didn't think about her emotions at all! How she feels!

"Know what?"

"In the four years of university in Shanghai, I went to the gate of your school almost every week, hoping to suddenly see you coming out of it, and fantasizing that you would suddenly see me in your eyes!" Shui Xiaolinqing is excited! The mournful tone is full of grievances and resentment!

“！”

Qiu Zichuan stopped suddenly, turned his head blankly, and looked at Shui Xiaolin at a loss, which he never expected!

"It's that every time I go somewhere else, and every time I go back to my grandmother's house, I'd rather take a detour more than take the bus that passes by your school, and I dream of seeing a miracle when the bus passes by your school!"

"And!" Shui Xiaolin choked! After a pause, he continued:

"When I'm unhappy, I think about going to your school to find you, many times! Sometimes even in the middle of the night! Shui Xiaolin's eyes were full of tears!

"One time there was no class in the afternoon, I missed you, I couldn't help thinking about it! I ran to your school, it was pouring rain, and I stood alone at the gate of your school with an umbrella all morning, soaking wet! ”

Speaking of this, tears flashed in Shui Xiaolin's eyes! Then, he glanced up at Qiu Zichuan and shook his head violently, as if he wanted to shake off the tears that continued to flow from his eyes. Then, he also looked into the distance, and let the wind blow his hair swayed and fluttered in front of his forehead!

Qiu Zichuan was stunned!

Suddenly! The waves of emotion surged in Qiu Zichuan's heart all at once! Stunned, Qiu Zichuan almost wanted to open his arms, wanting to hug Shui Xiaolin in front of him tightly into his arms, thinking that he wanted to comfort this woman he had loved deeply, and so far, or he can never erase it in his heart!

"These! You know that! Then, Shui Xiaolin looked back at Qiu Zichuan and complained again!

“！”

Looking at Shui Xiaolin, Qiu Zichuan froze!

This light sound seemed to slip through Shui Xiaolin's lips, but when it fell on Qiu Zichuan's heart, it was as heavy as a boulder!

"Xiao Lin!"

"Hmm!"

…… R1058