Chapter 207: Fusu Vachu
There is no news in the palace for the time being that Lin Jixiang was captured by Li Si, and all the news that is spreading in turn is that Fusu is about to be sent to Wang Qian's tent camp for training, and I can't listen to such sad news that has something to do with me, so I stayed in Qixi Palace with interest and did not come out for a few days.
It's not that I'm afraid that I'll be psychologically tortured because of my guilt for Fusu after hearing these news (I should be tortured), but I'm afraid that I'll see Fusu in person, and I'm afraid that he will really rekindle feelings that shouldn't have happened after seeing me again in his heart.
I was always nervous when I heard the occasional news from people that Fusu had passed outside the Qixi Palace, for fear that he would "meet" me by chance and invite him to come in and meet me.
I accept his kindness, and I will not let him in; But if he really comes in, I'm afraid that Zhao Gao will speak right and wrong in front of Yingzheng, you know, Zhao Gao still has my card in his hand, which is embarrassing with Fusu.
Fortunately, Fusu was still sober, he passed in front of Qixi Palace many times and did not meet me, and did not force in, but let me safely receive the news that he was ready to set off.
The longer the news of Fusu's departure from the Qin Palace came, the more relieved I was, and the farther he went, the safer I would be with him in front of Yingzheng on the chain of association that we had to do with him; The last thing that can make me peaceful now is Lin Jixiang, who is nowhere to be found and has no news in the hands of Li Si.
Even if I have thousands of people who have the necessity and helplessness to ask to see Yingzheng, I am embarrassed to go to Qiongyang Palace again; But Lin Jixiang didn't hear from him for a while, and I couldn't feel at ease for a while, so I wandered around Qixi Palace anxiously, and the more I waited, the more tormented I became.
When the tormented outside was scorched and the inside paste was extremely oppressive, I walked out of Qixi Palace again and put myself in the cold wind in the corridor on the surface of Qiaoyang Lake.
Sometimes, physical discomfort can really reduce some psychological discomfort.
Looking at the glued ice and water on the surface of the lake, I couldn't help but think of the scene when I built a bamboo raft on top of the lake, but fell into the lake because of Banmu's hands and feet.
At that time, if it wasn't for Ying Zheng also falling into the water, the attendants would not have been so active in rescuing, although I was the last person to be rescued after Ying Zheng and Zhao Wu, but it was also a few sips of deadly water than me who suddenly fell into the water and was far away from the water corridor and both banks.
My heart throbbed, and then I thought of the wind from the tip of the assassin's sword at the Yingzheng birthday banquet, and now I think about it and the crisis scene is full of reality. At that time, if Ying Zheng hadn't used his body as a bait to divert the attention of the assassin and save me, I'm afraid that if anyone else was used as a bait, the assassin would have taken my life first and then went to marry someone else.
Thinking about it this way, no matter what things I have encountered in the Qin Palace, especially the things that annoy Ying Zheng, if it weren't for Ying Zheng's tolerance and persistence, I'm afraid I would have died many times.
Yingzheng, this man who I shouldn't get involved and will definitely get pain if I get involved, really want to dominate my heart and mind as I resist?
I'm a traditional girl in the 21st century. But in this B.C. era. I fell into a girl who accepted the idea of independent women in New China. How do you want me to fit into the life of grabbing a man with thousands of women and not being able to live without this man?
Ying Zheng is a person who never has enough time, and he is also a man who never lacks women, and his mode of thinking is almost all political struggles, such a domineering, domineering man who doesn't look at women in his eyes. How do I convince myself to be a combination of slaves and pets, just like the women of slavery?
When I took a fancy to Lin Jixiang and decided to belong to him for the rest of my life, the main reason was that because he was a man with such a "bee and butterfly" appearance and power, there was no woman around him, so I thought he was a rare and unmistakable person who completely opened his heart and relied on him.
But such a person I have identified with is still a man of unchangeable gender dignity in this era, and he still feels in his bones that it is the most natural instinct for multiple women to care.
Now, if my heart decides to rely on the power first, and the women of the world are among the pleasures of the world, then I can imagine how miserable the rest of my life will be. What exhaustion!
After being blown by the cold wind, my mood was a lot colder.
Ying Zheng, Lin Jixiang, these two men who make me at a loss, how can I let them go to you and have nothing to do with me?
As he walked, he thought blankly. Unexpectedly, I didn't notice a wave of strong men in front of me.
"See Lady Creek." A majestic and deliberate voice sounded, and it sounded suddenly.
Meng Yi, who blocked my way, startled me, I only cared about my own thoughts, and I didn't expect to meet Meng Yi - Meng Yi, who did not go to the battlefield of Chu with Fusu because of his serious injuries.
"General Meng Yi? How will you be here? ”
I looked at him in amazement, secretly calming my frightened heartbeat, shouldn't he be recuperating in his own mansion?
Meng Yi looked at my frightened and flustered, thinking that I was afraid of his existence, and his face showed smug expression for a while.
"Receiving the supreme favor of the king, the last general will go to the imperial pharmacy to receive physiotherapy."
His pride must have been the result of wanting to sue me that he had managed to stay.
I understood his gesture and smiled at him with a "congratulations".
"You deserve it, you have a meritorious role in saving the car, and it is reasonable to be rewarded by the imperial doctor." I really think so.
Meng Yi listened to my pleasant words, and his face was quite unkind.
"Mrs. Xie Xi is compassionate." He was not tempted by my "kind eyes".
I understand his inadequacy.
"General Meng Yi got what he wanted and stayed, but it depends on the king."
I said this on purpose, because I was afraid that his smug desire would not be clear to me and suffocate him again.
Meng Yi really liked this topic, and he said coldly: "Even if the last general risked his life, he would never let the thieves hurt the king in the slightest. ”
I knew what he said to me, so I responded to my attitude and said to him: "This palace has seen General Meng Yi's loyalty, and the king also knows it, General Meng Yi just has to let go and protect the king." ”
Meng Yi saw that I was "invulnerable", so he hesitated and chose to be silent.
It's not that I don't care about Meng Yi's opinion of me and the profound impact that Meng Yi will have on me in the Qin Palace, but I don't have the energy to care now, because Lin Jixiang's uncertain life and death have already filled my heart.
I thought about all the conceivable practices and results several times, but I finally came to the conclusion that without Yingzheng, I couldn't do anything in the Qin Palace.