Chapter 127: Abandonment and Determination

"Don't follow from now on, let's go back!"

"Not following?"

"That's right! Don't follow from now on! ”

"The car is returned, what will happen to the rent that has been paid?"

"If they retreat, they will retreat, and if they don't retreat, they will not retreat! If you leave, you can keep it! If you don't return, you can drive the car for two more days! ”

“……!”

After saying what he wanted to say, without waiting for Li Er to ask anything more on the phone, Shui Xiaolin put down the mobile phone held in her ear, and then pressed the end button. ⊙ Topline Novel, x.

At this time, Shui Xiaolin didn't want to say anything more!

Or, at this time, Shui Xiaolin didn't want to talk anymore!

After a while, Shui Xiaolin seemed to remember something, and picked up the phone again, but instead of dialing to talk to anyone, she pressed the power button hard until the phone screen was completely black!

Today, Shui Xiaolin doesn't want to talk to anyone, and she doesn't want anyone to call!

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From the morning Li Er said that the matter had been completely settled before the Spring Festival, and then he suddenly thought about it on the way home, and finally deduced that Qiu Zichuan had settled the matter quickly in private, and he was frustrated! Shocked! Wake up! Now, none of that matters!

From beginning to end, there is another feeling that runs through Shui Xiaolin's entire body and mind today, so that even now, Shui Xiaolin sits on the sofa and feels as if she has no muscles and bones all over her body from the inside out, that is, she is powerless!

Yes! Powerless!

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Leaving the office in the morning, Shui Xiaolin felt tired, Shui Xiaolin thought about going home and didn't think about anything anymore, Shui Xiaolin just wanted to sleep!

When she arrived at the door of her home and got out of the car, Shui Xiaolin only felt that Qiu Zichuan was too powerful! So much so that he felt that he was as small as a speck of dust in front of Qiu Zichuan!

At noon, Shui Xiaolin did not eat.

From the moment she entered the house and changed into a nightdress, Shui Xiaolin sat on the sofa until it was almost three o'clock in the afternoon, and she remembered to call Li Er!

Shui Xiaolin felt that she was tired,

Of course, it's not the body that's tired, it's not just the brain, it's the heart! At this time, Shui Xiaolin felt that her heart was tired! And it's completely tired!

Now, Shui Xiaolin no longer thinks about reuniting with Qiu Zichuan's old dream, let alone finding a good home for herself. Even, now that she thinks about it, Shui Xiaolin feels ridiculous! It's ridiculous!

Now, Shui Xiaolin no longer thinks about whether Xiao Yujiang continues to chase Qu Mengmeng, or whether Xiao Yujiang and Qu Mengmeng are already together. What do you think you do! Even if they really get together, I'm not still Xiao Yujiang's wife! Isn't she Qu Mengmeng still Qiu Zichuan's wife! What can I change?

Shui Xiaolin felt tired!

Let it be! Even if Xiao Yujiang breaks up with himself one day, even if one day he loses all his glory, wealth and dignity, and even more, even if one day he is alone and lonely until his twilight years!

That's nothing!

Isn't Wen Qing just a life!

Thinking about Wen Qing, there is a grave in my heart, but the grave is full of love in the grass! I have a big living person, but my home is like a big tomb, although it is in the world, it is lifeless inside!

Yes! People sometimes have to live for a state! Like Wen Qing, although there will be some bitterness, but the heart is always full of a kind of beauty, and a kind of warmth that has been permeating for a long time but has never dispersed!

Alas!

Thinking of this, Shui Xiaolin leaned back and sighed in her heart!

But after this long sigh was issued, Shui Xiaolin was not as usual, she would feel more melancholy and sad in her heart! But I felt a kind of relaxation that I had never felt before!

Be! From now on, I don't think about Qiu Zichuan anymore, at least I don't think about any renewal! Qiu Zichuan's heart is iron, and he is iron on Qu Mengmeng's body!

Also, from now on, I will never think about Xiao Yujiang and Qu Mengmeng again, and there is no need for that! Whether they have something to do or nothing to do, Qiu Zichuan just knows it in the future, or never knows, let it go!

But life is so strange, how can they meet together!

Shui Xiaolin leaned up from the back of the sofa again!

Oh, yes! How could they come together!

For this question, Shui Xiaolin naturally didn't think of it today!

When Shui Xiaolin first discovered Qu Mengmeng's mobile phone number in Xiao Yujiang's phone records, and then began to find that this number had begun to appear frequently in Xiao Yujiang's call records, and then learned that this Qu Mengmeng was actually the wife of his first love, Qiu Zichuan, at that time, Shui Xiaolin was stunned all of a sudden!

If Xiao Yujiang is not his husband, or if Qu Mengmeng is not Qiu Zichuan's wife, this is a very ordinary thing in the world. But Qiu Zichuan is his first love, Xiao Yujiang is his current husband, and Qu Mengmeng is Qiu Zichuan's wife!

At that time, Shui Xiaolin felt as if there was an ominous thing in the dark, or the trick of the god of fate, or the punishment of the hand of God, and this premonition has since left a lingering shadow in Shui Xiaolin's heart!

Although Qiu Zichuan later came to the waterfront, Qiu Zichuan reunited with himself, and he had many thoughts, and in the wanton of many thoughts, he no longer seemed to feel this shadow, but in fact, it has always existed in his heart!

But well! I don't think about it anymore!

Shui Xiaolin leaned back again and rested her head on the back of the sofa.

Although, the strangeness of Xiao Yujiang and Qu Mengmeng's life encounter made Shui Xiaolin think a little again, but Shui Xiaolin, who was desperate about everything in the past, still felt that there was nothing to think about anymore!

"Microwave has hatred and will eventually return to the sea, but the bright moon is ruthless but goes to the sky!"

Shui Xiaolin can't remember whose poem this is, but the two lines of poetry she read many years ago involuntarily popped up in Shui Xiaolin's mind at this time!

The situation is born from the heart, and at this time, Shui Xiaolin, who is helpless and powerless, and feels even more tired of her heart, finally gave up all her previous thoughts!

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But now Shui Xiaolin doesn't want to stop thinking, Shui Xiaolin still has a question to think about! And this is a question that only concerns oneself.

Shui Xiaolin has always wanted to think about this question, but she has always avoided it, and even said that she was still a little afraid! No! It's very scary!

That's why he has been reluctant to talk to Qiu Zichuan about Xiao Yujiang and Qu Mengmeng!

Why?

That's it! Why can't you face Qiu Zichuan face to face and talk about your suspicions and inferences alone?

Why don't you do it because you don't have direct evidence in your hands? But at least seven consecutive years of call records can also cause Qiu Zichuan to think!

I always want to keep going to Qiu Zichuan to make hints, and I also send text messages, so that Qiu Zichuan can suspect and deduce by himself. Then let him Qiu Zichuan decide for himself!

Be! I want to protect myself!

Be! Qiu Zichuan always had a kind of disdain for himself, making him feel that he had no weight to speak in front of Qiu Zichuan! I am even more afraid that once I say this, Qiu Zichuan will never pay attention to himself again!

But that's not all, and that's not all!

Why is that?

Maybe it's because I still love him? And love deeper? So I don't want to create such an atmosphere between the two, and I don't want to hurt Qiu Zichuan directly, so I just want him to judge and decide by himself?

Be! Neither is it!

But one thing is true, I had already hurt him once when I broke up with him, and I couldn't do it if I let myself tell him his doubts and inferences about Xiao Yujiang and Qu Mengmeng in person!

I can't imagine that Qiu Zichuan will have extreme pain in his heart in front of him again, but his personality can only make him stoic, and he still looks indifferent!

If that's the case, it's like cutting his heart with a knife!

Yes, Qiu Zichuan is happy, Qiu Zichuan is calm, Qiu Zichuan is confident, Qiu Zichuan is striding forward firmly on the road of his life!

Be! No matter why, I haven't said it before, and I will never say it in the future!

Be! If that is to cut Qiu Zichuan's heart with a knife, then it is also to cut his own heart with a knife!

Alas!

Maybe it's love!

Thinking about it again, Yu Qiu Zichuan, Shui Xiaolin still felt that she couldn't sort out her thoughts!

Alas! I don't want to think so much, but what Wu Weidong said makes sense!

Thinking of her love for Qiu Zichuan, at this time, Shui Xiaolin remembered the conversation in Wu Weidong's office again.

Oh, yes! In life, no matter what the ending is, at least I once had Qiu Zichuan after all! At least I still have memories of the river in March after all, at least it can be regarded as a colorful cloud in my life!

Be! Beautiful March River!

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But at this moment, the phone on the small coffee table on the side of the sofa suddenly rang!

Who called?

Shui Xiaolin frowned!

Something in the unit? Can't get through to my phone? Or is there something wrong with Xiao Yujiang?

Pick it up or not?

Regardless of whether it's a unit or Xiao Yujiang, what's the big deal with me? Maybe someone made a mistake!

But after a little hesitation, extremely reluctantly, Shui Xiaolin still leaned over and picked up the microphone.

"You're sick! What are you turning off your phone? If you don't go to work, what are you doing running home! ”

What's wrong?

As soon as he picked up the microphone and put it to his ear, he listened to Xiao Yujiang's almost roaring loud and continuous rapid reprimand!

"Me! I! What's up? ”

Xiao Yujiang was so angry with himself, this is something that Xiao Yujiang has never met since he met Xiao Yujiang from knowing that he was married, and then living together for so many years, Shui Xiaolin was suddenly panicked and overwhelmed! Shui Xiaolin didn't know what she had done wrong, or what happened to Xiao Yujiang!

"Don't say anything! Hurry downstairs! You just stand downstairs and wait, the bus will be there soon! ”

"Can't I drive there? Where are you? ”

"You're waiting for me downstairs! The car will be there soon! Did you hear me? ”

"Me! I hear you! ”

"That's it!"

Shui Xiaolin originally wanted to ask Xiao Yujiang what happened, but then she listened to the phone "stuck", and Xiao Yujiang hung up the phone over there!

But Shui Xiaolin could hear that although Xiao Yujiang's tone was slightly softened, it was still very urgent!

What's wrong?

What's wrong?

How could he be so angry!

Putting down the phone, Shui Xiaolin got up and hurriedly changed her clothes, but fortunately, as soon as she got home in the morning, she changed into a nightdress, and she didn't have time to put away the clothes she had changed!

Shui Xiaolin was flustered!

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