The wind, like an invisible spring, comes from the sky. The gurgling water quietly surrounded Baili Linghuan, raising her hair, and her curly hair fluttered gently in the breeze. Her fingertips brushed the cyan bamboo on the painting wall, and her pale and slender fingers happened to be covered by a ray of golden sunlight.

"These ......" Bai Qi stepped forward and looked at a qiē on the painting wall, although the shadows of the trees on the painting wall were mottled, but they could not let the content of the painting fade by half a minute, "It is a ...... painted when I was a child"

"When you were a child?" Baili Lingwan leaned against the wall with one hand, and his side face turned in the direction of Baiqi. The blank eyes on her face made it impossible to peek into her heart, but her voice revealed a little nostalgia and melancholy, "When I was a child...... Happy too......"

Bai Qi turned his face to look at her, and a puzzled gaze came out of his eyes, "Linghuan, what's wrong with you today......

"Has anyone come?" But she didn't answer the question.

Bai Qi stared at her face and was silent for a moment before replying, "Rabbit...... Luo Yi is here. Baby and Zixuan are also here. ”

"Really? What about Lorello rain? "Today's Baili Linghuan has become a little different. Maybe because today is her birthday, she is rarely looking forward to their arrival.

"I guess I'll be late."

"Oh......" Baili Lingwan took a step back, and Aunt Su, who was beside her, hurriedly held her hand. However, she gently pulled away Aunt Su's hand and took a deep breath in front of the painting wall painted with blue sky and white clouds, plum orchids and bamboo chrysanthemums.

"Small." She said.

Bai Qi stepped forward and grabbed her hand, "What's wrong?" ”

Baili Lingwan held Bai Qi's hand instead, and her slightly cool hands clenched her hands tightly. The temperature of the palms of the two was warm and cold, and the temperature was transmitted to each other's hands in this hand. Suddenly, Baili Lingwan closed her eyes. Time. Her thick eyelashes are even finer. The eyeliner was outlined by this eyelash, but on closer inspection, she noticed that her eyelashes were trembling.

Bai Qi looked at her in surprise. Ever since she appeared in Bai Qi's life. Her eyes were no longer so focused, and they had never been so deliberately closed. She couldn't see, but. A stranger could see nothing but the lack of sparkle in her eyes. She never said much, but the pride she had hidden in her heart did not allow her to close her eyes and accept the mercy of others. Just like her coldness, it is just a manifestation of her inner fragility and fear of harm.

And now, like this, she closed her eyes in front of Bai Qi's eyes, covering the pair of indifferent pupils.

"Small." Baili Lingwan's voice was very low, so low that it could be blown away by a breeze. Aunt Su raised her eyes and looked at her worriedly, but finally wrinkled her eyebrows and lowered her eyes with her lips closed. Stand quietly aside.

"Linghuan?"

"I'm blind...... "I am blind," she clenched her white hand, showing how much courage she mustered for what she was going to say next, "do you see that?" I'm blind. I can't even see your face, your face, except in the castle. I want to think about it...... You're the NPCs in the castle, so I can keep an eye on you all the time, all the time ......"

"Linghuan......" Bai Qi looked at her with her eyes closed, and didn't understand why she said such a thing today. Originally, Bai Qi wanted to pull out his hand to hug Baili Linghuan, but unexpectedly found that his hand was tightly clenched. I didn't pull it out for a while. In desperation, she had no choice but to hold her hand tightly by the person in front of her and speak softly. "We're always there for you. Both in the castle and in reality. ”

"Can you imagine...... "Baili Lingwan's face drooped, her eyelashes getting longer and longer from Bai Qi's angle, "how hard life is for a rich man to go bankrupt?" ”

Hearing this, Bai Qi moved his lips, but he didn't make any sound. She quietly looked at the person in front of her, and quietly heard the cold voice of the past stained with pain and choking.

The first time the two of them met, she spoke coldly, as if the whole world was her enemy. However. At that time, she was just covered by herself in a cold shell, wrapped in layers. Her heart is obviously so sensitive and fragile. She is obviously so hesitant and immature, like an abandoned by her parents. Babies abandoned by love. She longs for love and fears the hurt of others. Therefore, she finally chose to disguise herself with coldness and refuse the approach of others, so she will naturally no longer be hurt.

It's just that when she believes in others again, she once again has these few intimate friends. The fear in her heart began to swell again, she was afraid, afraid of being disliked, afraid of being abandoned......

"Xiaoqi, this rich man will live a very difficult life, right?" Her voice trembled, but she didn't stop asking.

"It should be hard......"

In Bai Qi's answer, a line of tears flowed from Baili Lingwan's closed eyes. Tears fell from her eyelashes, slid down her cheeks, and slowly stalled on her lips. At this time, her lips actually raised a faint smile, but this smile looked so bitter, "I'm also a rich man." It's just that what he lost was money, and what I lost was ...... It's the eyes, it's the whole world...... Do you know when I wake up and there is no light in front of me? I thought...... I thought ......"

"Miss......" Aunt Su stepped forward and looked at Baili Linghuan's back worriedly.

Baili Lingwan heard the slight sound of footsteps moving, and she shook her head, stopping Aunt Su's movements. The tears finally slipped from her lips......

"I thought I was dead." She said, "I thought I was dead too......

"Linghuan, it's okay. You're not dead......" Bai Qi wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, but she had no choice but to hold both hands tightly. At this moment, she held her hand like a life-saving straw, and as soon as she let go, she would fall into the mud.

Before Bai Qi's words fell, Baili Lingwan suddenly interrupted, "But why didn't I die!" Her voice was like a sharp sword, and the sharp blade made even Bai Qi feel pain.

Why didn't I die?

Bai Qi looked at her in surprise. What was going on to make her say something like this......

Why didn't I die?

Once upon a time, this sentence was entrenched in Bai Qi's heart. She was huddled in the back compartment, listening clearly to her parents' voices, their last cries of death. Then, she trembled, trembling at what had happened, trembling at her parents' bodies that were no longer breathing......

Why didn't I die?

That's what she thought at the time. (To be continued)