I don't think it's necessary for Lin Jixiang to make such a big fuss in order to confirm this matter, but he has already done so, so I don't think this matter is simple.

Lin Jixiang is so bothered, once it is confirmed that I have a child, there will inevitably be a big move.

"Suo Yi's courage comes from his attitude, and we have to do our best to guard against him."

On the bar with Lin Ji, I don't think I have a chance of winning, but this incident is about my child's life, and I have to make a full preparation for victory, this preparation has a clear purpose, but it is undoubtedly difficult to plan.

It's hard to think of a perfect plan for a while when I think of a broken head with Luo Onion, and what distracts me at this moment is that I thought that Ying Zheng came to the palace on a whim that night, and he didn't come often after that, but I didn't expect him to come more and more often, not only that, but he always said something to me that touched my heart.

"In the past, I didn't know how to love you, I just blindly wanted to present the best to you, so that you felt tired, and in the future, I will love you according to your feelings, and I will never give you a chance to speak again."

He hugged me, stood in front of the window, and looked out the window, even when I heard the words, I looked up at him, and he did not change the slightest serious look.

What's wrong with him? I didn't do anything when we had a bad time, how did he not only forgive my posture, but also be more considerate and tolerant of me?

I was puzzled, but I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that asking would destroy this rare warm situation between us, and I was even more afraid that it would pull Yingzheng's sudden mind back to my not so beautiful reality.

Ying Zheng was very happy when he was there, and he didn't make me feel lost when he was away, and it was the same as when the new people favored me, and even more favorable, and Mama Wei's frequent behavior of sending rewards was enough to shock the inner court.

“… Ask the lady to count. After a series of lists were read, Mama Wei bowed to me.

"Aunt Lao will run away in person, and Luo Onion will accept it." I motioned to Luo Cong and returned the salute to Mama Wei.

Mama Wei is very old, and she rarely goes out of the Qiongyang Palace for business, and now she is asked to come here every once in a while. I'm really a little upset, I know that this is Yingzheng to show his attention, but this sudden kindness also makes me a little uneasy.

"Pour the best ginseng tea for my aunt." I watched as Luo Onion ordered someone to take the reward, and said to the maid beside me. Then he humbly conceded to Mama Wei: "Give me a seat." ”

Mama Wei hasn't followed Ying Zheng's side for some days, because Ying Zheng came back after that night because of the reward for the letter palace, looking at her sideburns white bun, because there are a lot of old people around me who have come all the way, I actually have a cherished feeling for her in my heart.

"Mrs. Xie." Mama Wei didn't leave immediately. I sat down as I said.

It's rare that Mama Wei also has the meaning of stopping to chat, I saw her drinking tea and putting a cup, and opened her mouth kindly.

"Auntie's body looks tougher than before, and her complexion is also good, this palace asked Luo Cong to take some unique medicinal brew from Qidi, you bring it back, it is always good to take care of it, your body is fine, and the emperor will feel at ease." I signaled to Luo Cong, who had placed the reward, and Luo Cong understood, and went to fetch the medicinal materials for Mama Wei in person.

Mama Wei bowed slightly and thanked me. She spoke to herself.

"Recently, my physical strength has indeed increased a lot, and the emperor has also arranged a special imperial doctor to take care of the old slave, which is really a great grace of the emperor." She was respectful, changed her tone, looked at me and said: "The emperor is outward and cold, but his heart is extremely warm, I believe that Mrs. Xi feels more deeply than the old slave, not that the old slave is talkative, but the emperor's affection for Mrs. is touching."

The emperor has experienced many hardships since he was a child, and now he controls the world single-handedly, and the pressure is naturally extremely tight. However, his appearance towards his wife can be described as infinitely generous, and the degree of care is also touching; With all due respect, madam, you don't seem to be intimate enough to the emperor. ”

Her deep-sunken eyes shone brighter than usual, and she spoke to me with a very accusatory look. After many years of seeing everything in her eyes and rarely commenting on her participation, she suddenly attacked me, which made me at a loss for a while.

"Is Grandma fighting for the emperor?" I smiled lightly, a little embarrassed.

I have a deep affection for Ying Zheng, but the damage to him is not ordinarily deep, and the burden I have shown to him in the outside world alone is enough to make people wonder why he still cares about me, facing Mama Wei's questioning. I have no explanation.

The rhetorical question is the only one I can continue to speak.

"Mrs. Xi, don't you feel moved in the slightest?" She was a little annoyed by my rhetorical question.

A feeling of anxiety hangs on Ying Zheng, Ying Zheng was so "abused" by me, and Ying Zheng did not punish me strictly according to everyone's thoughts, but became more and more dedicated and docile, I think she is very sad.

I also suddenly sighed, she felt sorry for Yingzheng, and I was no better, but in her opinion, if I was single-minded about Yingzheng and could explain things as they were, I couldn't do it, she was depressed, and I couldn't let go.

So Mama Wei and others, including Ying Zheng, felt that I was not focused enough on Ying Zheng, only me, and I was the only one in the world who knew how much I was devoted to Ying Zheng.

"This is a matter between the emperor and the palace, the palace has its own measure, many times love is not clear about right and wrong, aunt is dedicated to the emperor's operation, the palace is quite moved, aunt's words are also used in the palace, but if the aunt wants to get any assurance or explanation from the palace, I am afraid that I will be disappointed."

I don't want to explain my feelings to Ying Zheng to anyone, even Mama Wei, who lives for Ying Zheng, will not, love is love, giving is paying, getting is getting, this is our way of love, no matter right or wrong, good or evil, I am willing to bear it with Ying Zheng.

We are still exploring ways to love each other, but isn't the way to get along with a journey of walking and feeling.

I didn't talk very well, and Mama Wei, who had always been arrogant in many words, was too lazy to speak, she looked at me indifferently, and her eyes showed a thick silent sigh.

I pondered alone, I couldn't calm down for a long time, was the way I loved Ying Zheng too selfish from the beginning, although there were too many helplessness and involuntary self-scruples, and scruples were also one after another, but the scar that I really hurt Ying Zheng was an indisputable fact. (To be continued.) )