Chapter 39: Is This Really Good?
Sometimes, being born again is not a panacea. Lin Xingchen also slowly realized this. Even if he has more opportunities to seize the opportunity than others. But you have to grab it, and if it's late, there's nothing.
Self-made, you have to rely on yourself for everything, how can you do it if you don't work hard?
Talking about love is human nature. But Lin Xingchen knows that he seems to be smooth sailing in his career at present. In fact, it also took a lot of risks, and it is very likely that the company will announce its closure one day.
There is never a pie in the sky, old people often say this, and Lin Xingchen is naturally clear. Even if he now owns a film and television company, in the eyes of those entertainment bigwigs, he is nothing.
Most of the people who really gave him face were people who had worked with him. And managing these connections is not overnight, and it also requires Lin Xingchen's body to do it. How can such a life be too easy?
If Lin Xingchen hadn't thought about it, he would realize the unfulfilled dream in his previous life. Maybe he can be a rich man with peace of mind, be content to marry a wife and have a child, and spend this life peacefully. But what is the point of being born again?
There is never a lack of ambition among men, and Lin Xingchen is the same. With the promotion of status, the growth of contacts. The more he saw, the more he realized that he had made this achievement, which was really nothing!
Regarding the relationship with Zhao Siji, Lin Xingchen felt that if he didn't accept it, maybe he wouldn't feel such a headache when he was there. At least Lin Xingchen thinks that Yang Mi is with him, and a big reason is that he is also competitive!
If there was no stimulation of this incident at the beginning, maybe Yang Mi would not have been like that, and it is very possible. It's a pity that there is no if! Now he is really burdened with too much, and he doesn't want to think too much about these things.
Facing Wang Ludan, who invited him over. Lin Xingchen, who was sitting in the box, knew very well. He still has ideas about the girl in front of him. The reason is very simple, the nature of men!
As Jiang Shuying said, he is not a good man in his bones. More often than not, it's just a matter of being a sensible man. But once he loses his mind, his bad man character will be revealed.
Thinking about being reborn. Four women with whom he had a skin-to-skin relationship. Putting aside the matter with senior sister Song Jia, the other three girls can only say that they are all coincidental to get to where they are today. But is it really his fault?
There are two and there are three, but not only does he have three, but he even has four. Even if you want to be a good man, I'm afraid that no one will believe me. Even sometimes, Lin Xingchen can't even deceive himself.
chatting with Wang Ludan, it seemed that the time was a little early. Lin Xingchen said: "It's almost time, I'm going back to the hotel!" Thank you for the coffee. It tastes good! â
Hearing that Lin Xingchen was about to leave, Wang Ludan looked at the time and said, "It's only eight o'clock, what are you doing when you go back to the hotel so early?" Do you have an appointment with anyone tonight? â
'Nope! But we've been sitting here for almost three hours. Besides, it's not early, and it's almost the same thing to talk about. If I drink it any more, I'm afraid my stomach will be full of coffee. â
'Don't you like to stay with me?' â
Wang Ludan, who pretended to be sad again, actually enjoyed the process of chatting very much. Especially in this kind of thing. When people are not disturbed. She felt that the more she talked to Lin Xingchen. The more she knew about Lin Xingchen.
Although she also knows that it is not too early to say this time, it is definitely not too late. After all, 8 p.m. is the beginning of the night! Even when she goes home, she is still watching TV in a daze!
looked at Wang Ludan's expression. Lin Xingchen smiled bitterly: "Why are you so troubled? Everything that should be said has been said, and everything that should be drunk has been drunk. Even, we ate what we should eat. What else would you like to talk about? â
Even if Lin Xingchen knew that Wang Ludan's expression was pretending. But he also understands that some things are better done in moderation. Although there are beautiful women to talk to. It's a very comfortable thing, but you also have to understand the meaning of red face and troubled water.
Just as Lin Xingchen got up, Wang Ludan, who had been sitting opposite, suddenly came over and pulled him to his side. said very seriously: "Lin Xingchen, I want to ask you a strict question, do you like me?" â
'Okay, what are you asking for?' Didn't you make it clear what I said last time? A man like me really doesn't deserve you like this. Really, I'm not as good as you think, understand? â
The last time in the coffee shop, Lin Xingchen felt that everything that should be said about this matter had been said. It's really boring to bring it up again!
'Answer my question! â
To Lin Xingchen's surprise, Wang Ludan seemed to be very insistent and wanted to know the answer.
This situation made Lin Xingchen only continue: "Lu Dan, there are some things, you should understand what I mean. In fact, your own charm, you yourself are not clear? â
If I'm really attractive, why do you keep ignoring me?' â
In fact, Wang Ludan also understands that letting Lin Xingchen leave at this time is actually good for her and Lin Xingchen. But she always felt that it would not be easy to miss tonight's opportunity and ask Lin Xingchen to come out next time!
'Heaven and earth conscience, I just arrived in the capital and didn't put my luggage away, and your text message came. You said you invited me to coffee, didn't I come right away? When did I turn a blind eye to you again? â
The more he listened, the more speechless Lin Xingchen became, and he didn't understand whether Wang Ludan was playing tricks on him at this moment, or was he really a little sad! If it's the latter, I'm afraid this is another evil fate that can't be unraveled!
Looking at Lin Xingchen's helplessness, Wang Ludan said very directly: "Then why don't you answer my question just now?" â
Regarding Wang Ludan's questioning, Lin Xingchen could only say: "Lu Dan, you should know that some words are easy to say, but sometimes it is difficult to take them back. I understand what you're thinking, but is it really good for you to do this? â
'Hmph, after all, don't you still ignore my feelings and save zĂ i? â
Looking at Wang Ludan's unwillingness, Lin Xingchen could only say: "First of all, I must say that I am a man, a very normal man. Even more restless than ordinary men. Do you really want to listen to me? â
'Yes!' Don't say I won't let you go today! â
Such a somewhat domineering answer made Lin Xingchen only say: "Okay! I'll admit it, I like you! â
As Lin Xingchen finished speaking, he said that what he didn't expect was that Wang Ludan seemed to be very shy and bold, and kissed him directly. This sudden action made Lin Xingchen really a little surprised.
Feeling Wang Ludan's slightly unfamiliar kiss, Lin Xingchen could only dodge and press her shoulders and said, "Do you know what you're doing?" Are you really thinking about it? Dare I say, you'll regret it! â
'No matter! Anyway, I owe you a favor, and I can't pay it back. And you're always appetizing. I don't know after no regrets, but I know that I want to kiss you now! I haven't tasted kissing someone before!
Anyway, there are so many kiss scenes in the next filming, so I should find you as a sparring partner. Don't worry, I won't ruin your relationship with her. And I don't know how deep my feelings are for you. But I know what I'm doing now! â
Such speechless but honest words made Lin Xingchen shake his head and said, "Why bother! â
'You're not a man!' I'm like this, why are you still like this? Didn't you say you were a bad man? Then you can't treat me badly? Besides, I'm not a good girl, what are you afraid of? â
The domineering words made Lin Xingchen's suppressed evil qi surge up: "This is what you brought on yourself!" â
When the words fell, Lin Xingchen directly pulled Wang Ludan into his arms and kissed him without thinking about anything. Feeling Lin Xingchen's domineering at this moment, Wang Ludan also felt a little excited and excited.
Anyway, Lin Xingchen's reaction undoubtedly shows that she still has a status in Lin Xingchen's heart. Even if this status may not be much! But at least Wang Ludan felt that her boldness at the moment was still rewarding!
It lasted for several hours and finally suffered a complete rout near the close. While Lin Xingchen was speechless, he also put aside those reasons and worries, and quietly tasted this woman who was also full of charm to him.
Feeling Lin Xingchen, he gradually felt a little restless hand. Although Wang Ludan was a little resistant, she found that at this moment, she didn't seem to have much resistance. Until the peaks fell, that strange feeling also filled her body and mind.
For Wang Ludan, it is not that he has not experienced love. But Wang Ludan knows very well that such a move has never been done before. She didn't expect that Lin Xingchen, who was broken, really caught her off guard!
Wang Ludan, who could feel his body slowly heating up, also felt that his whole body was not a taste. This kind of taste made her want to open her mouth to refuse, but she was reluctant to open her mouth. It's very ambivalent!
On the contrary, Lin Xingchen gradually enjoyed it. Wait until his hands slide down his silky skin. Wang Ludan's body finally shook, and said coquettishly: "Xingchen, don't!" â
Looking at Wang Ludan, who was already blushing, Lin Xingchen smiled evilly: "Say no now, isn't it too late?" Don't worry, I'm not going to eat you here. But I want you to know that the consequences of provoking me are severe! â
didn't give Wang Ludan a chance to refuse, and re-blocked Lin Xingchen, who had delicate red lips. His hands slowly stretched out into Wang Ludan's forbidden area, which had never been touched. And he could feel the reaction of Wang Ludan's body.
By the time the matter came to an end, Wang Ludan, who had struggled before, was already powerless and collapsed on Lin Xingchen's body. And Lin Xingchen also slowly suppressed the evil spirit in his heart.
When Wang Ludan slowly eased up, he said with some watery eyes: "You guy, it seems to be really bad!" â
'Come less, if I want to be really bad, you won't be like this.' Now you know who I am, right? Do you still think it's worth it? â
Lin Xingchen, who threw out this question, also hoped that Wang Ludan would think it through. After all, once something is lost, it is also rarely recovered. So is he, and so is Wang Ludan! (To be continued......)