Chapter 235: Dull in the Heart
Qiu Zichuan raised his eyes and was stunned!
But then I saw that Qu Mengmeng, who had finished speaking, didn't even look at himself anymore, got up and walked out! In an instant, Qiu Zichuan's heart was even more shocked!
Qu Mengmeng would file for divorce, this is what Qiu Zichuan once thought of, and it is reasonable for that woman to face her husband's indifference and separation for such a long time, whether it is to ask or file for divorce. Even just now, he had already guessed whether Qu Mengmeng's divorce was impatient because of his relationship with Xiao Yujiang. But at this time, seeing Qu Mengmeng's last sentence blurted out, and then turned around and left after speaking, whether it was Qu Mengmeng in his past eyes or Qu Mengmeng in his eyes now, he was so calm, so indifferent, and so cold in front of himself, this was something Qiu Zichuan never expected!
At the same time, living with Qu Mengmeng for a long time, whether it is living a hungry life, cold and warm, or nutrition and health care, headache and brain fever, Qiu Zichuan has been accustomed to Qu Mengmeng's meticulous care all the time, even in this separation of indifference to each other for more than a year, Qiu Zichuan is still still accustomed to such habits.
But today, when Qiu Zichuan felt extremely tired and powerless, when he just said that he was very tired, Qiu Zichuan instinctively thought that Qu Mengmeng immediately turned back to the topic, and hurriedly came forward to ask where he was uncomfortable! Also, do you want to go to the hospital for a check-up? Or maybe they will quickly get up and reach out and touch their foreheads as they usually do to see if they have a cold and fever. But at this moment, Qu Mengmeng didn't seem to be listening, but just finished what he wanted to say and then left! As for whether you Qiu Zichuan is tired or not, it has nothing to do with me!
If you say that during this business trip, every time I think of Qu Mengmeng's many good things, I think that although Qu Mengmeng betrayed himself, he is always very kind and submissive to himself and his mother! Although I have made up my mind in my heart, I still have some sympathy for Qu Mengmeng!
But at this time, looking at the open door of the study, Qu Mengmeng's figure had disappeared, and Qiu Zichuan's heart was completely cold! The little reflection that had just jumped out of Qiu Zichuan's mind, and the little reflection that he had once again firmly believed in and his intuition and inference that had been firmly believed in before, was completely disappeared at this moment!
Also, at this moment, Qiu Zichuan's heart was also completely cold!
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"I also feel that something is wrong between you!"
"Yes! I've always wanted to sit down with you and talk, but I don't have time! Of course, sometimes I don't want to talk about it in my heart! ”
In the afternoon of the next day, although he took a hot shower last night and slept all night, Qiu Zichuan, who still felt that he was still very tired and weak when he went to work, called Wu Weidong and went directly to the municipal hospital, where Wu Weidong specially arranged for an internal medicine expert to do an examination. According to the requirements of the experts, Wu Weidong took Qiu Zichuan to do several special inspections.
When everything was over, Wu Weidong said that he would notify Qiu Zichuan as soon as the results came out. So, seeing that it was time to get off work, the two who hadn't been together for a while went to a tavern near the hospital to drink and chat.
After three cups, Qiu Zichuan pulled the topic to Qu Mengmeng.
Qiu Zichuan has always rarely talked about his personal emotional life, even with Wu Weidong, the topics of the two rarely involve their own inner suffering, although the two are best friends.
Men don't say sad things! This is Qiu Zichuan's creed, and it is also Wu Weidong's creed. Do what you should do, how you should go on the road, and complain about it! So Qiu Zichuan and Wu Weidong are good friends, so Qiu Zichuan and Wu Weidong have always been small! Therefore, Qiu Zichuan and Wu Weidong have always been successful in their own careers!
But this will, two men who have always been strong, began to talk about life!
Of course, today it was Qiu Zichuan who said to Wu Weidong that Wu Weidong's life is in Wu Weidong's own words, guarding his disabled wife and doing the most beautiful thing in the world all his life! In Qiu Zichuan's words, Wu Weidong's life is forever frozen in beauty! Of course, when Qiu Zichuan said this, Wu Weidong smiled and nodded helplessly!
"What's the problem? Or is it on Shui Xiaolin? ”
Since Qiu Zichuan wants to talk, it means that the problem is not small, as soon as Qiu Zichuan came to the hospital today, Wu Weidong suddenly felt that Qiu Zichuan's face was a little wrong!
"It's not!"
Qiu Zichuan shook his head!
"What's the problem?"
Wu Weidong looked at Qiu Zichuan puzzled.
Starting from Xu Jing, Qiu Zichuan talked about Zhang Mei, Qu Liping, and Li Xuewei, Qiu Zichuan talked about Pan Xiaolu, Zhao Xiaoqi, and finally Minister Tan Li.
But Qiu Zichuan didn't say Bai Xiaohua, not only because Qu Mengmeng was originally suspicious and held accountable, but also because he made the inference that Qu Mengmeng had a relationship with Xiao Yujiang and separated from each other. It's because of his relationship with Bai Xiaohua, Wu Weidong has always known. Moreover, sometimes the three of them eat and chat together, no matter what kind of heterosexual relationship it is, Qiu Zichuan does not shy away from Wu Weidong. So much so that once Wu Weidong teased Qiu Zichuan in private, saying that he didn't expect that he would be forty years old, and thanks to Qiu Zichuan's blessing, he could make a light bulb again!
Qiu Zichuan said Qu Mengmeng's suspicions, Qiu Zichuan said Qu Mengmeng's scolding and noisy, and also said that Qu Mengmeng secretly checked his call records in private, and of course, Qu Mengmeng's mood was capricious in the two years before the separation!
But Qiu Zichuan didn't say his inference about the relationship between Qu Mengmeng and Xiao Yujiang, let alone the intuition he had all the time in his subconscious, Qiu Zichuan didn't say a word about all this!
Qu Mengmeng has been capricious for so long! Qu Mengmeng can even do such a thing as secretly checking call records! And every time, no matter what the occasion, Qiu Zichuan and Qu Mengmeng can still be the same! And for such a long time, Qiu Zichuan was able to hold it in his stomach and press it in his heart without saying a word!
Wu Weidong was surprised by all this!
"It's not to blame! Who's husband often has such flowers and plants around him, so it's strange who is not in a hurry! ”
But thinking of calming the unhappiness in Qiu Zichuan's heart, Wu Weidong blurted out words that naturally wanted to defend Qu Mengmeng!
"That's right!"
And Qiu Zichuan's answer seemed to be absent-minded!
"Shui Xiaolin won't do anything again, right?"
Wu Weidong never believed that this was all Qiu Zichuan had to say! But Wu Weidong suspects that the problem may still be on Shui Xiaolin's body!
"It's been a long time since I've seen her!"
Qiu Zichuan took the wine glass and drank it all!
Wu Weidong wanted to stop it, thinking that during the afternoon examination, the colleague from the internal medicine department frowned wrongly, and then asked Qiu Zichuan to do those special examinations that are very sensitive to insiders, and Wu Weidong, who felt bad in his heart, didn't want Qiu Zichuan to drink more tonight. But as soon as he sat down, Wu Weidong, who felt that Qiu Zichuan was in a wrong mood today, knew that it was useless to say that if he didn't let Qiu Zichuan drink tonight!
"Miss her?"
Hearing Qiu Zichuan's tone, it was obvious that he missed Shui Xiaolin, and Wu Weidong followed the topic closely. After speaking, looking directly at Qiu Zichuan, a mysterious smile flashed at the corner of Wu Weidong's mouth!
"Yes!"
blurted out, Qiu Zichuan seemed to be thinking without thinking.
Wu Weidong smiled again! But this time the smile was very open!
"I really want to!"
followed a sentence, Qiu Zichuan seemed to be speaking more frankly!
"But it's the one who thinks about the past!"
But before Wu Weidong could speak again, Qiu Zichuan followed closely and corrected.
"I'll ask her to sit with us one day, or you can ask her to talk alone!"
"Okay!"
After thinking about it for a while, Qiu Zichuan agreed, but his voice seemed to be weak!
"Don't think about it too much, it's normal for husband and wife to sometimes look at each other uncomfortable!"
Seeing that Qiu Zichuan seems to be in a particularly heavy mood today, Wu Weidong thinks that the problem may be really not small! But he felt that Qiu Zichuan still seemed to have a lot of words that he didn't want to say, so he began to comfort Qiu Zichuan and continued:
"For example, for things like secretly checking call logs, first of all, Mengmeng did something wrong! But also look at it differently. For example, Shui Xiaolin, when she met a man like Xiao Yujiang, it was also helpless! ”
"Yes! A woman is a woman! ”
It seems that Qiu Zichuan is following Wu Weidong's words, but in fact, at this time, listening to Wu Weidong's talk, Qiu Zichuan's heart is thinking about another topic about women, that is, women will change when they say they change!
"No matter how elegant, how educated, or how cultured and cultivated a woman is, once she encounters something like a love change, even if she is just suspicious, she will do something that seems to be very vulgar. A woman is a woman, for emotion, for marriage, it is like a puppy and a kitten guarding their own little territory, it is very sensitive, and it seems that I am born to worry that others will violate it at all times! ”
"Is Lan Lan worried?"
Looking at Wu Weidong, Qiu Zichuan's eyes suddenly lit up and he asked.
"Lan Lan is not worried!"
Wu Weidong didn't expect Qiu Zichuan to push the question to his side all of a sudden, but the answer was very simple!
"Lan Lan is not only not worried! I didn't tell you, Lan Lan also encouraged me to have a lover outside, but as long as I handle it myself! ”
"Yes! Lan Lan always feels that you are too hard for her! She is very tolerant and reasonable! ”
After speaking, Qiu Zichuan looked at Wu Weidong and sighed softly!
"But this can also see the selfishness of women!"
"Why do you say that?"
"Because a woman always starts from her own feelings and motives, she is grateful to me, but she feels bitter for me, let me divorce and leave her, I won't do it! Good! Then let me find a lover, okay! That would at least solve the physiological problem! And then deal with it yourself as Lan Lan said, that is nothing more than to hide everything and don't make any trouble! But what if this woman is someone else's wife? Or an unmarried girl, can I afford someone else's future? ”
"Let you prostitute ~ Prostitute you are dirty, afraid of getting sick!"
"Nope! In my eyes, the hearts of the ladies are not dirty at all! As for hygiene, it's still hard to pour doctors! ”
"Yes! Compared with those hypocritical women, who indirectly rely on other men to obtain wealth and status, the lives of young ladies can be said to be truly open! ”
"Let's stay away!"
Picking up the wine glass and taking a sip by himself, Wu Weidong blinked and looked at Qiu Zichuan!
"Sort of!"
Qiu Zichuan picked up the cigarette case, took out one for himself, and threw it to Wu Weidong for another moment.
"It's good, don't think about it! No, let it go for a while, or I'll talk to her someday! ”
Taking the cigarette, Wu Weidong lit it with a lighter, tilted his head and looked at Qiu Zichuan and said.
"Don't! It's not a big deal! ”
Qiu Zichuan, who had already lit the cigarette, took a hard puff, shook his head and said.
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After saying goodbye to Wu Weidong, Qiu Zichuan felt that his chest was unusually dull!
Before coming to the hospital, I talked to Wu Weidong on the phone and talked together after the examination. But this night, from the moment he sat down, Qiu Zichuan felt that he had a lot to say, but in the end, he didn't say anything!
In fact, the moment he sat down with Wu Weidong, Qiu Zichuan was thinking in his heart that no matter what he said, he couldn't hurt Qu Mengmeng's reputation, but nothing he talked about couldn't ruin Qu Mengmeng's image!
Yes, there are some things that cannot be said!
Some things can never be told!
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