III. (XLVII) Departure
As night fell, it was one of the few times I had spent the night outside in nearly three years. From the very beginning, I already knew that I would leave Jiangsu Zheyu after all, and I didn't think I should have such a dream.
I stayed away from the beginning, and now I have a relationship with Jiang Zheyu. I have always believed the words in Jiang Zheyu's mouth. And Jiang Yecheng is different, there is a kind of ambiguity between the lines of Jiang Yecheng's words that I don't know about the so-called ambiguity, and I don't want to deal with it.
I looked up at the sky, the moon was very sharp, and there were no stars around.
The upper floors of the hotel, 208 floors. Looking down from this direction, you can see the lights and traffic all over the city. In every traffic there is a story, and everyone has their own life.
But man can't escape the sky, no matter what, the clouds are still under the sky.
I know that I have chosen a path from now on, putting interests first, and no longer talking about feelings.
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In the villa, Jiang Zheyu was eating dinner alone.
"Mom Zhang, you should go back early today." Jiang Zheyu looked at his watch thoughtfully.
"It's okay with me, Miss Youli hasn't come back yet, I'll stir-fry one more dish."
"No, I don't think she's coming back today, and she won't be coming back in the future." Will never come back. The words in Jiang Zheyu's mouth seemed to be talking to Zhang's mother, and it seemed to be talking to himself.
Mother Zhang naturally understood that Mr. Jiang's feelings at the moment should be bad, although he looked calm.
"Yes." Zhang's mother didn't stop any longer, glanced at Jiang Zheyu, and left.
There was one person in a large room. But it's better than that, in a heart, there is only one person.
Jiang Zheyu put down the dishes and chopsticks and walked upstairs. When I opened Yuan Youli's door, it seemed that none of the qiē had changed, but in fact, all of them had changed.
Jiang Zheyu glanced at the photo on the pile head table, and the black and white photo was indeed her parents. But this photo made him feel dazzling, Jiang Zheyu picked up this photo and looked at the person in this photo carefully. His gaze flashed with a hint of elusive affection.
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I was woken up by the vibration sound of my phone, which vibrates really loudly in a quiet environment.
"Uh-huh." I took the vibrating phone and opened my eyes. The incoming order on the screen shows that the name of Kamie Yecheng has appeared.
I immediately sobered up, sat up, and answered the phone.
"Jiang Dashao, I think you are disturbing the people." I told him very clearly, leaving no room for it.
"Do you have time today?" The problem of Jiang Ye Cheng began yesterday.
"Nope." I refused him, of course I do have something today, I think I'm going to get something, after all, I'm leaving Jiang Zheyu.
He didn't laugh angrily. "It seems that I don't have that much face yet." Jiang Yecheng has something to say.
I was silent, I didn't need to answer Jiang Yecheng at all.
"When you move out, you have to have a place to go, don't you?" Jiang Yecheng seems to have planned a qiē.
"OK, is Jiang Dashao going to give me a house?" I quickly understood what Eba Castle meant.
"It seems that your idea is not simple." Jiang Yecheng's smile was heavy.
I came up and asked him for a house, and I don't know if he had said he wanted me to live with him. But I won't be like this, there are no boundaries like this, people like Jiang Yecheng, if there is no benefit, I don't think I will ever want to see it. I can't afford to play with such a person.
"So is Jiang Dashao ready to send me?" I'm very clear.
"I have a villa in Dongcheng District, and I asked the doorman to deliver the key." Jiang Yecheng is generous, and he is not stingy with this.
"Thank you then." I politely thank you.
"So do you have any time lately?" Jiang Yecheng asked me again at this time.
"I'm dealing with moving today." I told him very clearly, and this was a polite refusal.
"Then shouldn't I bother you now?" Jiang Yecheng seems to have become accustomed to my rejection.
"Then thank you Jiang Dashao for your understanding." I hung up the call directly.
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It was only a ten minute drive from the hotel to the villa, but I was never so depressed.
"Ding-dong." I hesitated for a moment and rang the doorbell.
It was still Mama Zhang who opened the door, and Mama Zhang still looked at me with so much enthusiasm. "Miss Yuri, you're back."
I smiled and signaled, and when I walked in, I saw Jiang Zheyu on the sofa at the moment.
Jiang Zheyu looked up at me, without any expression, and his tone was calm almost like a stranger. "I've asked Mama Zhang to pack up the things."
He didn't have the slightest hint of nostalgia, and I really didn't care about him at all. I don't know why my heart is hurt.
"Thank you." I answered him calmly and went straight upstairs.
The moving company helps move things, but there are very few things. Just some clothes and some objects.
When I came and went, I found that Jiang Zheyu had already sat on the garden bench on the side, probably to facilitate my moving things.
Soon the things have been packed, and now I have to say goodbye to this place that has not changed for three years. Jiangsu, Zhejiang, and Yu's unchanged life, I have since retreated.
Jiang Zheyu came over and looked at me. But I didn't speak, I just looked back at him, and I almost pulled out my heart at a glance, because of Jiang Zheyu.
I looked at Jiang Zheyu, and at this moment I realized that there was something deep in his eyes - fragility. I have always believed that in the world of Jiangsu, Zhejiang and Yu, there is nothing that cannot be done. So I never had to worry about him around, I just tried my best to please him.
But when I could finally leave him, I hesitated, and it scared me. When I watched him stand like this, I couldn't help but feel sad. I looked into his gaze and thought about his words and actions. Suddenly I froze and looked straight at him. Jiang Zheyu, you love me.
Whether a person loves you or not, one look already understands.
I always thought that Jiang Zheyu's love for me was pitiful, he kept saying that he didn't love me, but he loved me so much.
He can indulge my willfulness infinitely, and he is deeply doting, because he loves me, and he loves me deeply.
This perception scares me. I couldn't even look at him anymore. The memory of him lingered in my mind, and I walked away quickly. I don't want to remember even a little bit about him.
Unexpectedly, my heart hurts, and I feel bad without him. I was scared, really scared. The source of this heartache can only be one reason. This is why I can't face myself up to myself, because the words are too harsh.
Because I love him.
Yes, it is undeniable that I love him.
I think if I love him, he loves me too.
But I didn't have the opportunity to think about it, and I couldn't hug him to say something like that. The reality is clear that people like us don't deserve love.
I walked step by step, still the proud yoli. But every step I took hurt like that, as if I couldn't live without him.
Can't survive? Without him, I would use such words. But I didn't stop, maybe this is the so-called fate, under this, we have no choice.
I was so reluctant that tears rolled in my eyes. I didn't look back, I was afraid that he would see me so unbearable.
Yes, I love him. This word, which has been hidden in my heart for a long time, makes me twilight.