Chapter 461 I don't know what to do, and I go deep

The rain in the north is colder and more violent than in the south, with a little bit of coolness, which makes people feel bleak. The continuous drizzle, always after the early spring, washes the foggy Forbidden City cleanly. Spring rain is as precious as oil, bit by bit, it seems to condense the hope and expectation of the spring planters.

Compared with the dry and cold in the past, the spring in March, warm and cold, there is still some taste of spring. The snow has melted, and compared to the spring in the south, which has been delayed for a long time, at this time, it looks even more green and cute.

But for a woman who has been alone in the empty boudoir for 20 years, it is still cold and sad, cold to the bone marrow. Although the surrounding scenery is picturesque and beautiful, although she has clothes to reach out for food and open her mouth, although there is a man here who has not changed his mind for her for twenty years, it is not the person she has to wait for.

Shaohua is fleeting, red face is easy to age, but what the years have left on her face is not wind and frost, but more like the carving and interpretation of a woman's charm.

Xuanyuan Hongfu packed her bags, because she was leaving here, her dream was still alive, so, she was still alive. When she knew that Su Tianting was not dead, Xuanyuan Hongfu's heart seemed to set off a stormy wave, in this world, he was her only man, she was his only woman, twenty years of waiting, he didn't give her a perfect promise. He died, and she remarried, but it wasn't her heart, just to avoid those senseless pursuits.

Xuanyuan Hongfu wanted to wait, waiting for an opportunity for her to get out of this threshold again, even if Su Tianting didn't appear, she wouldn't continue to stay here because of Su Chen.

Looking at the place that has accompanied her for twenty years, the surrounding grass and trees, tables and chairs, are all designed by Long Tuge himself, and she moved here in person, she is like a taboo of the Long family, no one will mention her, and no one will come to her, except for Long Yue.

"Sister-in-law, are you leaving?"

Long Yue looked at Xuanyuan Hongfu with a surprised face, in the Long family, Long Yue's favorite person is Xuanyuan Hongfu, but she knows that her sister-in-law and eldest brother have never had a room, but she can see that the eldest brother has a deep affection for her sister-in-law, and her sister-in-law obviously has a heart. Bitter brother, but also bitter sister-in-law, because they are all trapped by love. In life, loving someone is a lifetime, such a person, no matter how bad it is, it can't be bad.

Xuanyuan Hongfu's dusty temperament is what Long Yue has admired and liked the most since she was a child, and she has been learning, in her eyes, the only person in the Long family who can talk to her is this sister-in-law who is not worthy of the name. A woman, the best twenty years, have been buried in this courtyard, Long Yue really can't imagine what kind of power of love can make her so loyal and unswerving. She doesn't blame her sister-in-law, because the person who is worthy of her protection for twenty years is definitely not simple.

"Some things, some people, still have to settle down. I don't belong to the Long family, so I want to leave here, maybe it's a good thing for your brother. ”

Xuanyuan Hong smiled, bitter with sweetness, plain with happiness, such a woman, maybe the dream wife of all men, a smile, every word, are full of women's charm, she may not be able to compare with young girls makeup, but can be better in charm and temperament, that is the precipitation of the years, is a woman's most precious thing. Xuanyuan Hongfu, who was already as beautiful as a fairy, even if it was a few days to the end of the year, it was still not a beauty that Long Yue could suppress.

"Sister-in-law, I always feel that you don't look like a person from this world. Your every move, your mentality, is completely depressed, but today I actually saw a trace of expectation and heartbeat, did you wait for the person in your heart? ”

Long Yue said with a smile.

"If that's really the case, I support your sister-in-law. Although you and my brother are not husband and wife, after all, I have called your sister-in-law for twenty years, and I don't want to watch you depressed. I know that you are not cold, but that your heart is already dead. I am really happy to see you smile more than to die. ”

Xuanyuan Hongfu hugged Long Yue, patted her shoulder, and said:

"You're not too young, it's time to find a good guy."

"Sister-in-law, in fact, I fell in love with someone, but I couldn't read him at all."

Long Yue said with a wry smile, in the past, she was as proud as a queen and as calm as an ice spring, but when she really liked someone, she really understood what painful torture was, thinking about him day and night, but you couldn't see him every day, and you couldn't even get news of him.

"You can't be wrong with what you can see. But if he doesn't look down on you, then he is blind, Xiaoyue has such good conditions, I estimate that the people in the entire Forbidden City who want to marry you home can line up at the front gate. Xuanyuan Hongfu said with a smile.

Long Yue's face turned red, pouted, and said:

"Sister-in-law, even you make fun of me. However, I really don't know how he feels about me, and my brother seems to have a grudge against him, but none of them will sue me, why do I fall in love with such a person. ”

Long Yue hated herself and hated this family, she had never been in love, but at this moment she had to retreat, because the relationship between her brother and him was quite complicated, and she was in the middle, in a dilemma.

"Love needs to be fought for by yourself."

"However, it is really difficult for me to choose, I am afraid that our relationship will break down more and more." Long Yue said worriedly.

"The purest love in the world is a heart, my heart remains the same, who can shake it? There are many disturbances in the world, but love is eternal, at least in my heart, I think so. ”

Xuanyuan Hongfu, as a person who came over, said to Long Yue in a serious voice, stroking her soft hair, such a woman, if anyone gets it, and doesn't hold it in the palm of his hand, how can he not love it?

"Sister-in-law, I believe in you, even if he goes to the ends of the earth, I will catch up. Celebrity idols, don't do it. ”

"Can you really let go of this qiē?"

Xuanyuan Hongfu asked seriously, because she was afraid that she was just impulsive.

"Actually, I'm tired of this kind of life for a long time, and my family doesn't need me anymore, I want to be free to find the life I want. I don't regret it. ”

Long Yue laughed happily, Xuanyuan Hongfu gave her the backbone, so she was able to be so confident.

"There's nothing wrong with trying to pursue your love."

Xuanyuan Hongfu looked at Long Yue seriously, and now, even the corners of her eyes were smiling.

"So, you're going to go, aren't you?"

I don't know when, Long Tuge was already standing at the door, his voice was a little tired, a little tired, and even a little reluctant and sad.

"You go out first, Xiaoyue."

Xuanyuan Hongfu glanced at his sister-in-law, and then at his eldest brother, the eyes of the two of them were very low, as if they were avoiding something, Long Yue knew what was going on between them, and he couldn't understand it, so he shrugged helplessly, and could only exit the room.

"I didn't expect it, but you still know."

Long Tuge sat down and lit a cigarette, and in this room, he smoked for the first time in twenty years. Taking a sharp breath, Long Tuge coughed twice, his face was a little ugly, but it was not choking on the smoke, but his heart, extremely painful.

Xuanyuan Hongfu was also quite entangled at this time, she didn't know what to say, but there must be a perfect ending after all, and it was not her character to say goodbye.

"Thank you all these years. I know you want to use time to move me, but you know that if I were that kind of person, I wouldn't have waited for 20 years, and the most bitter person in these 20 years is actually not me, but you. You gave up the opportunity to marry a wife and have children, missed one good girl after another, the years passed, and it was twenty years in a blink of an eye, I know that I owe you too much, even in this life, it is not over. And I have nothing to give you. Even if he doesn't show up, I won't be with you, all my life, I only love one person, and I only live for him. I'm just a woman, so I don't have too many pursuits and aspirations, I just want to stay behind him silently, and I don't even care how many women he has. When he left me, I knew it was probably a lifetime, but he said he would come back to me. I just waited, waited, and today, I finally arrived. ”

Xuanyuan Hongfu's tears came out of her eyes, what does twenty years mean for a woman, it means that the most dazzling and dazzling time in her life has been old, and the tears at this moment are not that Xuanyuan Hongfu feels that she is wronged, but that Su Tianting is her only hope to survive in this world, because their children have also grown up. She never expected to see Su Tianting again, because when Su Tianting fell off the cliff, she already felt it, heart to heart, heart to heart, and the day of her husband's death made her heart sink into the abyss.

Long Tuge has indeed done a lot for him, and he is moved, but after all, she is not a person who is easy to compromise, and her unswerving love is her lifelong dream. It's strange that they have no fate, they obviously have the name of husband and wife, but they don't have the reality of husband and wife, all because Longtu Pavilion wants to protect Xuanyuan Hongfu.

Once in a thousand years, there will be a time to get together. No matter how difficult the road ahead is, Xuanyuan Hongfu will not fall down here, she is also a woman who dares to chase her love. Only when you leave here can you find Su Tianting and find her happiness and future.

A cigarette gradually burned out, Long Tuge nodded, it seemed that this qiē was all in his expectation. This qiē he has been carefully cared for for for twenty years, but it is just wishful thinking. There is no one right or wrong in the relationship, maybe for Xuanyuan Hongfu, he is indeed the best candidate, but for him, no one knows better than him what Xuanyuan Hongfu is thinking, when she chose Su Tianting and didn't give him any chance, Long Tuge knew that there was no drama in this life.

However, love is blind, even if you know that the result is like this, you will not hesitate. The moth put out the fire, just for that moment of light, but Longtu Pavilion couldn't even see the slightest bit of brightness.

"I didn't do this to make you fall in love with me, but I want you to know that I love you no less than Su Tianting."

Long Tuge got up slowly, his expression was a little lonely, and at the end of the song, he didn't have time to shake hands, and his front was already full of gray aura.

Xuanyuan Hongfu nodded, she was already in tears, people's hearts are flesh and blood, she is not cold-blooded and ruthless. Just love someone, love when you love. She had no choice but to follow the love of her heart.

"Thank you, Longtuge, I owe you, and I will pay it back in the next life. In this life, my heart has already been given to Tianting. ”

Xuanyuan Hongfu whispered, she didn't know what to use to say goodbye to Long Tuge, packed her bags, and turned to leave.

I don't know what to do, and I go deep. The one back then, are you okay?