I want to get closer to you (I)

A silver shadow looked down at Mo Tong from high in the sky, and Mo Tong couldn't see her, but she was looking at him so stupidly, and a shallow sigh overflowed from her lips. Turned around and disappeared into a silver light.

There seemed to be an ethereal voice in mid-air, and it sounded as if it were nothing, "I am a star in this vast sky, I have never felt how good it is to be a star, in the vast universe, among hundreds of millions of stars, I am just an insignificant being."

But I never felt sad or happy, except for a moment of warmth in the middle of the night when the stars shine, the rest of the time was cold and lonely.

At that time, I looked down on all living beings, and those infatuated men and women who were vulgar in my eyes and had similar plots were crying like weeping, all of them were infatuated women and thin men.

I often hear the indignant words of the stars, and people's hearts are not ancient.

I don't think so, even the immortals above these nine heavens may not be able to completely transcend, let alone mortals with the naked eye! Come to think of it, I don't bother with these boring things, so what does it have to do with me? As a star that only shines, as long as it follows the established track of autobiography and shines, other things are not special to me.

But I still like the night to fall, and only in that moment do I feel warm.

I don't know how many days and nights I have spent in this same plainness, and I never felt that there was anything wrong with living like this

However, Xingjun once saw me looking at the location of Yaochi in a daze, and sighed faintly. I don't know why he's the way he is, but it only took me a turn of my head to forget his sighs.

I often wonder if my life would be like this if I had never met him

There is no turning back in this world. It is destined that there must be his existence in my dazed and pale life.

When I met him, maybe it was destined in the dark, maybe I was too greedy for that little bit of warmth, so when he sang about wine and smiled lightly at the Milky Way, I indulged in it.

A thought suddenly came to my heart. I want to be close to him!

As soon as this thought was born, it was killed by the tedious and boring work of the galaxy day after day, and I was just a star. There was nothing special in his eyes, and if he really saw me, would he be happy to see me as I was, I sighed faintly. That's it. It's just a dream.

Available from that date. I tried hard to forget the name of this person, but it appeared in the mouths of other stars over and over again.

said that he was uninhibited and was the most blessed immortal above the nine heavens, and said that he was only an immortal but was very loved by the emperor, and he was as comfortable in and out of the emperor's palace as his own home, even the queen mother was jealous of him.

He and him, the people who want to desperately escape, but in such a moisturizing and silent way, repeat themselves over and over again in front of themselves. When I found myself passively in love with this celestial immortal, it was already deeply rooted.

Since then, there has been no color day and night. I don't know how to survive sleepless nights like that.

I finally made a decision, no matter what the cost, I must see him, as long as I get closer, closer and closer, this is enough!

A dazed life suddenly took on a color, and I, who had been dazed and cold, actually learned to smile during this long wait, because I hoped that when he saw me, I would be such a smiling woman.

Then I looked forward to the arrival of the night, and hoped that he would come to the shore of the galaxy again, and smile softly at the starlight.

But after all, this is just a beautiful imagination of my own, and the imagination is as beautiful as a dream, and I often wonder if I slept at night that day, and the one I saw in my sleep was smiling at me so lightly.

In the days and nights that followed, I had countless opportunities to see him, and he and Donghua Shangxian would always be ordered by the Emperor of Heaven to walk in the world, but he never smiled like that again.

But I saw the smell of lovesickness in the corners of his increasingly happy eyes and eyebrows, and I suddenly panicked, I have been cultivating recently, and I have never heard the slightest news related to him.

Perhaps ignorance is better than fearlessness, but this is what happened after I learned that there was a feathered demon in his palace that everyone envied and envied.

Needless to say, I already know that he has a deep roots.

I still remember the first time I saw her, such a thin and pure woman, with a slight coolness from the Milky Way, but at a glance, I have already imprinted the appearance of this woman in my heart, the old moon is immortal, is this what the woman you like to look like?

If one day I became like this, would you like it? I smiled so sourly, I didn't know what was going on, thinking that I had encountered something funny, and asked me why I was laughing.

But I just laughed, laughed and laughed, and I had already shed tears, and all the stars were shocked, watching my tears melt into the sky for a long time, and I didn't feel embarrassed, "Chu Yan, you are really a waste, do you know that the meteor in the eyes of mortals is made of the tears of our stars, how much cultivation will be destroyed by a tear?"

Ordinary stars will only shed those tears when they encounter a great tribulation or a great breakthrough in cultivation, and these tears will increase their tremendous energy after the expectations of mortals! You're good, I don't cherish that.

I really wanted to say to my loving teachers and teachers, and I wanted to stop, but she was not controlled at all.

That night, there was an unprecedented meteor shower in the world, so Xingjun was punished by the Emperor of Heaven, but he did not blame me. He just looked at me from afar and said, "Chu Yan, I'll give you a chance, if within five hundred years, you can cultivate into a human form, and I will pick you out of the thousands of stars."

I still remember the shock and joy of that day, did I finally have a chance to match him?

Xingjun just glanced at me lightly, that glance seemed to be able to penetrate my appearance, and seeing the yearning inside, he moved his lips, but he didn't say a word. Turn and leave.

Five hundred years! How many lifetimes of reincarnation should there be for mortals? But for the stars in the sky, it's just a flick of a finger.

On the day of the expiration of the term, I stumbled and ran towards Xingjun with my humanoid body, but was flicked back by his fingers.

There was depth in his eyes that I didn't understand

"Why?" I was reluctant to ask why

He sighed faintly, "What you have increased is only mana and cultivation, but you don't understand the truth of being a human being, Chu Yan, you have disappointed me too much!" He turned and walked away. (To be continued......)

PS: Dear friends, tonight's snow dance will send two extra articles, I hope you like it, the update is coming to "Chu Yan"