Chapter 571: It's like a dream, not a dream
From a psychological point of view, dreams are a window into the unconscious. A lot of things that I don't dare to do when I'm awake can do it happily in my dreams, without taking into account the so-called ethics and morality.
People can dream, and the dreams they make are naturally strange. Many people have dreams that they have had on their own, and they will remember them very clearly when they wake up. And some dreams are completely forgotten when you wake up.
Looking at Li Shengxian, who was sleeping soundly on the sofa, Zheng Xiujing, who woke up from sleep, seemed to forget the pain caused by drunkenness. More of what comes to mind is the kiss from the last time I was drunk, and the dream of shame.
Although Zheng Xiujing felt that dream was very evil and should not be thought about. But she knew that after the dream was born, it was like being engraved into her mind. As long as you think about it, the scene in the dream will come to mind clearly.
Even if she is still underage, for Zheng Xiujing, who has dual nationality, she knows that many girls her age in the United States have completed the transformation from girls to women. Of course, she also knows about those things.
Looking at Li Shengxian, who was sleeping nearby, two figures appeared in his mind, and they seemed to be fighting. One persuaded Zheng Xiujing to be cautious and not to stiffen the relationship, which eventually made her relationship with Lee Sung-hyun even more awkward.
One persuaded Zheng Xiujing to seize this rare opportunity. If you miss this opportunity tonight, I am afraid that it is unlikely that I will find such an opportunity in the future. Moreover, she never thought of putting Lee Sung-hyun in charge.
Even if Zheng Xiujing usually looks sensible and polite, but Zheng Xiujing also has the unique rebellion and curiosity of a girl of this age. Face this kind of scene in front of you. She was nervous and excited.
Although awake, but under the influence of alcohol. Zheng Xiujing finally couldn't hold back the impulse in her heart. Cautiously crouched down, and imprinted his slightly trembling lips. She knows. If Lee Sung-hyun was awake, she wouldn't have gotten that opportunity.
From the initial taste, to the later part of a playful child, Zheng Xiujing is addicted to this kind of kissing thing. Just when Zheng Xiujing felt that Li Shengxian seemed to be sleeping very deeply, so he couldn't wake up.
Lee Sung-hyun, who was lying on the sofa, actually drank some wine at night. In addition, sleeping on the sofa makes it somewhat uncomfortable. Before going to bed, I remembered Zheng Xiujing in the room. The head also looked a little confused.
In this kind of sleep-like wake-up, Li Shengxian, who was affected by the memory in his brain, seemed to see Zheng Xiujing walking towards him and wanting to greet him. Zheng Xiujing in her mind seems to be more mature than reality, which makes Li Shengxian's heart beat faster.
Li Shengxian, who is also dreaming, is even if he knows that this is not good. can see Zheng Xiujing walking towards him, and he still looks powerless to resist. Without a word, the two of them began to do the same things that they were ashamed to talk about.
In the middle of the eyes. Li Shengxian suddenly stretched out his hands, as if he took Zheng Xiujing in his dream into his arms and pressed him under him. And this action startled Zheng Xiujing and was about to push it away. Doesn't that what she wants?
Although Zheng Xiujing felt that Li Shengxian seemed to be doing these things unconsciously. But feeling Li Shengxian's response, Zheng Xiujing gradually sank into it. It made the night suddenly seem extremely confusing.
Feeling Li Shengxian's more and more excessive movements, Zheng Xiujing suddenly seemed a little scared. It's just the feeling that her body brings to her. But she couldn't bear to refuse, and finally let Li Shengxian do it.
Until one of Lee Sung-hyun's hands. Holding the fullness of Zheng Xiujing's unusually shy look. That kind of light kneading and slow kneading finally made Zheng Xiujing a little uncontrollable, and hummed softly in her heartfelt voice.
Although the sound was not loud, for Li Shengxian, who seemed to be asleep, it was like a drum and hammer, which directly opened his eyes. But this opening of his eyes almost made Li Shengxian's soul fly away.
Zheng Xiujing, whose face was flushed and her eyes were confused, was not the virtual Zheng Xiujing in her dreams, but the real flesh and blood. The soft touch of his hand that he was reluctant to let go of could clearly tell him what was going on.
‘oppa! What happened to you? ’
Even if her face was blushing, she could even feel that Li Shengxian's hands brought her warmth and touch. But Zheng Xiujing could see that Li Shengxian, whose eyes were closed before, looked like a ghost at this moment.
Intimidated? Could it be that Li Shengxian did these things before, it was really an unconscious behavior?
Just when Li Shengxian's head was like exploding, he was ashamed. Zheng Xiujing said in a mosquito voice: "Oppa, I won't blame you, if you want, I'm willing!" ”
After saying this, Zheng Xiujing saw Li Shengxian's body weaken, and he slipped directly from the sofa and sat on the ground. This kind of never-before-seen appearance also frightened Zheng Xiujing.
'Oppa, what's wrong with you?' Don't scare me! What the hell is wrong with you? You speak! ’
Seeing such a lost and depressed Li Shengxian for the first time really scared Zheng Xiujing. It's just that she doesn't understand why Li Shengxian has become like this at this moment. Wasn't his reaction very enthusiastic?
Facing Zheng Xiujing, who was anxious to tears, and Li Shengxian, who was sitting on the ground with a bitter face, said in a dry voice: "Crystal, I'm sorry!" Oppa, I really didn't mean to! I'm sorry! ”
With these words, Zheng Xiujing finally said with tears in her eyes: "Oppa, why do you want to say sorry?" You know my heart for you, why don't you give me a chance? I volunteered! ”
Looking at Zheng Xiujing, who was raining pear blossoms, she knew very well that the probability of shedding tears was really low for the girl in front of her. But for Li Shengxian, he knows Zheng Xiujing's intentions, but he still knows that he can't do such a thing.
What's more, how old is Zheng Xiujing at this moment? According to Korean law, she is still a minor!
Listening to Zheng Xiujing's seemingly sad crying, Li Shengxian finally reached out and gently wiped away the tears on her face. For him, if he can, he hopes to always see Zheng Xiujing with a smile on her face.
For Li Shengxian's silent action, it seemed to give Zheng Xiujing great comfort, and she threw herself directly into Li Shengxian's arms who were sitting on the ground. hugged this man who had unspeakable love, and the crying became more and more turbulent and difficult to control.
In this situation, even if Li Shengxian has a heart of stone, I am afraid that he will be softened by tears. But Li Shengxian knows that this incident has happened, and Zheng Xiujing may not blame him, but can he forgive himself?
Even subconsciously, Lee Sung-hyun has always warned himself to fall in love with Kim Taeyeon and not to live up to this girl who is devoted to him. But what about the girl in front of you? Can he really turn a blind eye?
Even thought that in the future, when Zheng Xiujing became an adult, he would really fall in love with someone or even get married, could he really smile and bless? Thinking of this, Li Shengxian felt that his head was becoming more and more insufficient, and he wanted to faint directly in the chaos! (To be continued.) )