Chapter 122: Unwillingness
Yanran looked a little wolf, her face was pale like a piece of paper, bloodless, there was a thin sweat on her forehead, her long ponytail was a little loose, hanging softly on the back of her head, a few strands of long hair and sweat stuck to the sides of her cheeks, her dark eyes were slightly drooping, and there were clearly tears floating but stubbornly refusing to flow out.
Her tracksuit was also soaked with sweat, a large patch on her chest and back, and her knees were bandaged with blinding gauze that made his pupils shrink.
She didn't argue, just sat there silently, her head bowed, her mouth slightly pursed, her back was straight, and she was clearly saying that she was right, quite an unyielding temperament, and she must be angry that he lost his temper with her for no reason!
Xuanmu took a deep breath and looked at her helplessly for a while, with an extremely complicated expression in his eyes, what should he do with her?
He knew he shouldn't have lost his temper with her, but he couldn't help it.
The 16-year-old Xuanmu is not good at controlling his feelings, especially in the face of Yanran, his joys, sorrows, and sorrows always come too quickly, too violently, making it difficult for him to control his feelings, and it is difficult to suppress when his temper comes up, but it comes quickly, and he regrets it quickly.
He couldn't see her pretending to be strong even though she was obviously sad and sad, and he was even more reluctant to really blame her...... He doesn't have as many principles as her, and he's not as ruthless as her, so he will always be the one who succumbs first.
He walked up to her and gently stroked Yanran's gauze-wrapped knee, and his tone was much softer than before: "Does it hurt?" His voice was low and gentle like water, as if he was carefully holding the most expensive treasure in the world, as if he were afraid that his voice would be too harsh and would frighten her.
"It doesn't hurt!" Yanran shook her head, the corners of her mouth twitched, it really didn't hurt!
She raised her eyes, trying to give him a smile. But she accidentally bumped into his hot and red eyes, which made her heart tighten.
In an instant, all the bad feelings she wanted to hide were hidden in those gentle eyes, and she could no longer help herself, and the dissatisfaction, grievances and unwillingness that had been suppressed in her heart surged like a flood of beasts, all blocked in her chest, making her almost suffocate. I couldn't help but tremble.
The smile that had been pulled out was so stiff on his face. Bean's big tears fell like pearls, and all her disguises were good, whether she was strong. and those barriers cast at the bottom of the heart, all collapsed and collapsed after encountering Xuanmu's eyes full of distress, leaving only the truest self.
"It hurts! It hurts a lot...... Woowoo...... It hurts me to death. She cried so loudly that she threw herself into his arms. Unscrupulously venting all her bad feelings, and only in his arms is she willing to let go of herself like this. Allow yourself to cry like this.
"I was ...... It could have been in the top ten, but really~ just a little bit, just a little bit behind...... Woo woo woo," she said in small pieces as she cried.
He took her tightly into his arms and gently patted her on the back. Silent comfort.
Yan Ran cried on his shoulder with tears and snot, complaining about his dissatisfaction and grievances, his voice was fragmented, and he was so choked that he couldn't speak, "Zhao Qin, she did it on purpose." She did it on purpose...... Woowoo...... We've been practicing for so long, but I haven't even won a medal. Woowoo...... I could have taken it, I wanted to give it to you, but now there's nothing...... Woowoo woo ......"
The physical education teacher clearly showed that she was cheating for personal gain, Zhao Qin was not sent off in the end, and she won the ninth place, she was angry for the first time and wanted to beat someone.
She doesn't accept it, she doesn't accept it! That ranking should have belonged to her, and that medal should have been hers.
She had been practicing with Xuanmu for so long...... There was even a big fight over this game, and it turned out to be a loss.
She didn't run in 40 minutes, she didn't squeeze into the top 10, she's a pig! How could she be so stupid, she should have run faster, faster.
I regretted that I should have listened to Xuanmu at that time, and I shouldn't have participated in the competition, so that I wouldn't be as wolf as I am now, angry, annoyed, and unwilling.
She is not so open-minded, there is no way to just participate, she has given so much, she has begun to have expectations and goals, she wants to win, she wants medals, and when she faces a painful defeat, she will be manipulated by bad feelings, and she can't help but complain and vent.
I don't know how long I cried, but Yan Ran gradually stopped crying, took a deep breath, and regained her calm.
When she calmed down, her face was slightly red, and she was a little annoyed that she shouldn't have cried in front of Xuanmu because she lost the game, it was really embarrassing.
"Stop crying?" He asked, smiling and touching her hair, as if his anger had been vented and dissolved with her crying, his eyes gentle and peaceful.
He is very happy that Yan'er can cry if she wants to cry like now, and tell all the unhappiness and dissatisfaction in her heart, don't hold back and don't have to suppress her feelings, he likes Gu Yanran who is so frank, she should be like this, this is the most real her.
"I didn't cry." She sniffed, her eyes were red and swollen, and she was stubborn to save face, which made people laugh.
The corners of his mouth hooked up a beautiful arc, and he didn't answer, smiling very slyly.
"So you want to give me the medal? I'm not unusual! Isn't it just a 5000 meter, what does it matter if you can't run in the top 10, why work so hard, right? He held her tightly in his arms and rubbed his chin against the top of her head, tickling.
"That's it! In fact...... In fact, I'm not uncommon, I see them pitiful, deliberately release water, let them go! Yan Ran gambled on the road, with a small chin raised high, giving full play to the spirit of Ah Q, and a very tacit understanding.
"But...... Yan'er, you have to wash my school uniform today, a lot of your tears and snot are all rubbing on my clothes. Xuanmu pointed to the large wet mark on his shoulder.
Does ...... want to say such things at this time? It's a bad scenery.
She was crying so badly, he was still worried about his clothes.
All right! The more he was like this, the more she wanted to wipe her nose well, so she pulled the corner of his clothes and pouted her face, and her eyes full of anger glanced at him fiercely, clearly saying, make you feel sorry for your clothes!
Yanran's leg was injured, and Xuanmu said that he wouldn't let her walk anymore, and walked on the asphalt road of the school with her on his back.
At the end of the sports meeting, the students stayed in the sports field to listen to the school leaders make concluding speeches and award various awards.
The sun shines on the dense branches and leaves on both sides of the asphalt road, the wind blows, the shadows of the trees are mottled, Xuanmu carries Yanran on his back, walks very slowly, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and he seems to enjoy the scene very much.
"Don't you think we're kind of romantic?" He said, tilting his head to look at her.
"Romance what? It's not romantic at all, and you don't look at how wolf I am now, my whole body is sticky and stinks...... Hurry up, I want to go back to the dormitory and take a shower. Yan Ran deliberately raised the bar with Xuanmu, her face was slightly red, thinking about the stinky sweat on her body.
Although he couldn't resist Xuanmu, he could only let him carry it, but he didn't dare to get too close, and he only hoped that he could go back to the bedroom to take a hot bath, where would he be in the mood to experience the so-called romance.
"......" Xuanmu was a little speechless, complaining in his heart that Yan Ran was puzzled and pursed his lips.
His Yan'er is good at everything, but sometimes she is emotionally dull and looks very clever, but in fact she is stupid and makes people feel a**.
He stopped, deliberately jumped a few times, and turned her upside down, so that she had to cling to him, the round and soft on her chest was pressed against his back, the touch made the corners of his mouth rise, although he felt a little mean, but still could not hide the smugness.
"Hey, what are you doing, don't make a fuss!" Yan Ran said coquettishly, patting his shoulder gently, her face turned red, like a ball of fire burning her cheeks were hot, and the stinky Xuanmu took advantage of her.
"Who let you say that my Yan'er stinks, my Yan'er is the most fragrant, anyway, I don't dislike you, what are you afraid of." He said, smiling.
"You just pretended to like me very much at this time, why didn't you see you being so kind to me just now, and you lost your temper with me...... Didn't wait for me at the finish line. Although she tried to speak as briskly as possible, as if she was joking, she still couldn't hide her faint disappointment and loneliness.
The moment she ran to the finish line, almost all the people in the first and third classes of high school were there, applauding and cheering for her, and even throwing her high into the blue sky to celebrate her.
She was not happy at all, because he was the only one among so many people, not to mention how sad she was at that time.
"Why am I treating you badly? Aren't I worried that you hurt your knee, so I ran to the infirmary to get you gauze and medicine, although I was a step late and couldn't wait for you at the finish line, but I didn't do it all for your good...... All my good intentions have become hypocritical to you. Xuanmu said sourly, the grievance he said.
"Really?" Hearing Xuanmu say this, the corners of Yanran's mouth were filled with a sweet smile, and the tip of her heart seemed to be dripping honey.
"You don't believe it? The gauze and medicine are still in my pocket, so why don't you touch them yourself...... Right here. Xuan Mu was afraid that Yan Ran would not believe it, and motioned for him to dig into his left pocket.
"Angry?" Yan'er naturally believed it, she believed everything he said, put her head on his back, and gently touched his cheek with her hand, as if she was coaxing the angry child.
"You too, come down if you fall, no one expects you to win the first, when did I tell you that I wanted a medal, I have to limp and run, looking at it makes people go straight to the fire, blame me for losing my temper with you?" Now that I think about it, Xuanmu feels angry, he doesn't like Yanran's character, he is good to everyone, but he is too harsh on himself, and it makes people feel distressed to watch.
"That's why you're angry, aren't you?" She said softly, carefully observing his expression, although she couldn't see clearly because she was behind him, but she also knew that his face was not very good.
"Don't be so stubborn in the future, cry when it hurts, you can give up if you can't hold on, why does a girl have to work so tired, so what do you have to do? Anyway, I'll raise you in the future. He said very naturally, as if comforting, as if distressed, and as if he had some kind of expectation for the future. (To be continued) R640