Chapter 819: I'm going to do it myself
Mrs. Mi, Jiao Tu and I all know that once this secret is revealed, Qi, Chu and we will all become victims, and Ying Zheng will also be in pain, but she dare not disobey Mrs. Mi's order, so she can only find me and try to make a last effort.
However, from the moment I guessed her purpose to now, I have thought about any ending, but I have not thought of achieving her expectation: to rescue Mrs. Mi, and then return to the previous scene of the coexistence of the two houses, although I know that it is much better than a fish dying and the net is broken.
There are some things that are destined to not go back.
Lin Jixiang saved Feng Quji's life, but because of the disagreement between the government and the government, Lin Jixiang and Feng Quji's different hearts, their relationship has already deteriorated; Jiaotu called Lin Jixiang "lord", and she knew all kinds of actions planned by Lin Jixiang in Chu State; Mrs. Mi is Jiaotu's boss, Jiaotu is such a loyal person, naturally he knows everything about Mrs. Mi, and he follows everything, Mrs. Mi wants to bring me down, and it is strange if he doesn't come up with a killer idea, these contradictions have become a dead end, and they will not be broken if they do not die.
"Have you thought about the matter of the Mi Qian Palace? If you decide, I'll do it. "Knowing all my movements, Lin Jixiang was sure that I was already moving in the direction he predicted, so he opened his mouth and directly said his thoughts.
There is no need to hide it in front of him, I am transparent, so I also bluntly told him my thoughts: "I'll do it myself." ”
It's time for me to take my first step, I can't always passively accept their protection and favor, and Mrs. Mi's affairs are my own business, I don't want Lin Jixiang to be so busy and take care of my daily life.
I was not surprised by my reaction, Lin Ji was similar because I had expected that I would take this step sooner or later.
"You're up to the task?" He asked calmly. Without waiting for me to answer, he said, "You should have a lot of ideas, right?" ”
There are indeed many ways for me to want Mrs. Mi to die, such as Gongzi's high future and life, and the coercion of the people of Chu who are afraid of being implicated in Mrs. Mi's life and death... But I don't plan to use any of these conventional schemes. For Mrs. Mi, I am going to use Yingzheng's poisonous wine to give her the death penalty, so that she can die with the peace of mind she deserves, and naturally, I also save effort because of her willingness.
"I'm going to do it myself." I quietly answered the question and responded to my attitude.
This is my business, I want to think on my own, solve it by myself, and survive by myself, and I can understand Lin Jixiang's protection and assistance. But I don't want to take it.
The word "kill them all" burst out of my mind the moment I stepped into the Mi Qian Palace, and what I did at the moment was probably the most vivid expression of this word, I think Mrs. Mi should think the same way. Because she saw how complicated my eyes were when I entered the main hall.
"I've been thinking about whether you die first or you come here first, so you have an answer today, right?" She sat dignified in the main hall, looking at me earnestly with her eyes blazing.
Her philosophy is so consistent with Lin Jixiang and the current me: you live and die!
"Does it have an answer Mrs. Mi knows better than this palace, does Mrs. Mi feel that after today, you still have the possibility of going out from here?" I asked her rhetorically.
She still has a fluke mentality. She must have wished I had come today to humiliate her inconsequentially. As long as she is not killed, she still has hope of surviving and turning over.
Hearing me say this, her miserable smile eased instead: the old love she was looking forward to Yingzheng and the decades of hard work she and the Empress Dowager Huayang could not resist me, who had fallen out of favor, after she was in trouble, I think she must be desperate at the moment.
"Then this palace has to hope that you will not only come today, but only the battle of words, those tricks." She provoked me to show my hole cards earlier.
I smiled bitterly - every time I meet them, it is an excellent opportunity for me to refresh my three views and re-examine myself, and it is really remarkable to see the depth of Mrs. Mi's Taoism at the moment, whether she is stiff in front of me or not, her seemingly defeated person is my posture, and I can't come: I, as a successful person, am more sad and lonely than her at this moment.
"Naturally, that's not all. However, this palace still wants to say that if you use this palace at the beginning, you will still be harmless to this palace. We can still assist the emperor together. "According to Mrs. Mi's tragic past, if there is no way out, I really don't want to put pressure on her.
Madame Mi did not deny my intentions, for in her opinion these so-called possibilities were not at all important, for they could not be true.
"Whether it is the head of the palace or Mrs. Jing or Mrs. Li, we can accommodate anyone, but you definitely can't, because leaving you is equivalent to leaving a chasm for yourself that can never stabilize your position, and the ravine is deep enough for the emperor to forget our existence in a blink of an eye.
In fact, we all know that as long as you are willing, it is not impossible to seek the palace or even the back position in front of the emperor according to your talent and background, but if you don't seek it, it is another state, who wants to work hard to manage your own position in your fleeting instability and not worry that you may be pulled off the throne every night? ”
What she said made sense, I just felt that I shouldn't be disturbed if I didn't fight or grab, but I forgot that they didn't dare to bet that my momentary ideas could last a lifetime, and I, I'm afraid that if I didn't have Lin Jixiang's threat, I couldn't trust myself to ignore Yingzheng's expectant eyes.
"There are two kinds of mentality in this world that are very unique, one is a high-minded man who is not in a good situation, who can be willing to admit it? One is a person who accepts his fate and is greedy, and who is not generous when he gets the glory of overflowing?
This palace is the person who is blessed with it, in this Qin Palace, the Empress Dowager Huayang of Wu Chu was once very glorious, who does not bow down? Her shade is so deep that if this palace abandons the blessing of this ancestor, heaven and earth will not tolerate it!
You all ridicule the palace for not having the heart of the emperor but preferring the emperor's love, but you have not experienced the helplessness of the palace because of the ancestors and losing the love of the husband, and now for the smooth road of my son, the palace has to fight. ”
Because of this passive and painful experience, I have always been very sympathetic to Mrs. Mi, but now I have heard her talk about it with my own ears and seen her sorrow with my own eyes, and my mood has become more and more depressed.
"You said that this palace used you to get close to the emperor and offer a plan to conquer Shouchun Palace to get a blessing, but I don't know that this palace has also helped you, and I have kindly reminded you not to support people in the power of Chudi, this palace has always treated people like this, you and I have no hatred and no grudges, if you are not forced to do so, this palace will never cause trouble to people for no reason, and now you have been repeatedly targeted, you can only blame you for being too prosperous but not taking advantage of the situation to ascend and coerce among everyone." (To be continued.) )