928 slightly sweet

"You ......"

Gong Xun was stunned for a moment, looking at Lu Mansheng, whose eyes were bright and the corners of his mouth were smiling, he was so stunned that he couldn't speak. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

When did the cold female imperial doctor of the Shangyi Bureau have such a vivid and brilliant expression?

At one point, Gong Shun suspected that today's sun was coming out of the west.

"Your Highness, a person has to go through many things in his life, and it is impossible for Mansheng to be sheltered by you for a lifetime. I also want to go through the storm and grow up, otherwise one day, Man Sheng will lose the ability to survive under your shadow. ”

"Gong Xun can protect you for a lifetime."

It's not something hard to do, and if it's him, he believes he can.

Who knew that Lu Mansheng shook his head, "Life is too far away, and it is not Mansheng's character to completely entrust his fate to others." I like His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and believe in His Royal Highness's words, but Mansheng doesn't want to be a useless person who can only rely on others to live, I have dreams I want to pursue, and I also want to protect people. ”

"The one who guards?"

"Well, a lot of people I care about, who care about me, I want to protect them. Among them, His Royal Highness is also included. When he said the last sentence, Lu Mansheng bravely raised his eyes and looked directly into Gong Xun's gaze.

Gong Xun's heart throbbed, and looking at the longing and sincere gaze of the woman in front of him, he almost agreed.

But he hesitated.

He was glad to hear these words from Lu Mansheng's mouth, but it was a man's responsibility to protect his wife and children and protect his love. All she needed was to be by his side so that he could see her serene and happy face every day, and that would be enough.

But Lu Mansheng's next sentence made Gong Xun surrender.

"If you live according to the arrangement of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, Mansheng may live peacefully, but he will never be happy."

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Lu Mansheng shook his head, "There are some things that can't be avoided, this matter has dragged on for so long, and it will eventually be resolved." "Raised his eyes, stretched out his hands, and held Gong Xun's." Mansheng knew that His Highness was worried about my safety and wanted to keep me out of danger completely. But Mansheng is not a weak woman who can't bear the slightest hardship, His Highness can withstand this, and Mansheng can too. ”

"Do you know what you're talking about? These things are no joke, the woman raises her hand, and you ...... I could lose you forever. ”

Every time Gong Xun thought of it, he was terrified.

I don't know why, as long as I hear Lu Man's voice is in danger, or think that he will lose her one day, I have a consciousness in my heart, and I am so flustered that it can drive him crazy.

Gong Xun thought that this might be because he loved Lu Mansheng deeply, and because he liked it, he couldn't allow her to have an accident.

But slowly he realized that there was something else besides this reason.

In the past, he once watched Lu Mansheng disappear in front of him, living in guilt and pain every day.

That half a year was a time he never wanted to recall, although he took the incense of forgetting worries, and deliberately forgot that time, but as long as it involved Lu Mansheng's comfort, he would automatically warn in his heart.

So sometimes, Lu Mansheng even felt that Gong Xun was too nervous.

The root cause is actually here.

"Your Highness, I'll be careful."

"You be careful, you don't know martial arts at all, and you don't have a move and a half to defend yourself."

Gong Xun was unusually persistent in this matter.

"If Your Highness is worried about this, Mansheng also has a way to defend himself." Lu Mansheng said, turning around, returning to the inner sanctum, and taking out a Karakuri object.

The object was the size of a palm, and it looked like a small black box.

"What is this?"

"A small blue sky and white day box." Lu Mansheng said as he demonstrated it for Gong Xun. Against the wall, a card door opened, a bump popped out, and Lu Man pressed it. In an instant, a rain of arrows flew out of the black box and hit the opposite wall.

Gong Xun was secretly shocked.

Don't look at this small thing, but the power is not small. Such a strong distance, and he looked at it just now, thirty small arrows were launched at the same time, but they were divided into different directions, not to mention ordinary masters, even if it was a top class, it was difficult to dodge.

"Where did you get this thing?"

"It was brought to me the last time Lord Kim came over."

"Jin Minglou?" Gong Xun wondered, how could he not know about this?

"When I was in Dayang, I saw Miss Wang making such a small box. Miss Wang's martial arts are strong, but the owner of Wang Zhai is still worried about her daughter's safety, and she has gone through hardships and dangers to get a treasure box for her to defend herself. She has carried that treasure box with her for more than ten years, and she has been inseparable. ”

Gong Shun was listening.

"When I was in Huashan, I met a man named Man Xianglou, and His Royal Highness should remember this person. At that time, Miss Wang was afraid that I was in danger, so she took out the blue sky and white earth box for me to defend myself. After the matter has passed, I will return this box to Miss Wang. Miss Wang told me that she wanted to build the same box for me. In this way, I will return to Dayao, and this box can protect me in their place......"

I didn't expect that Miss Wang would always remember this incident for so long.

To be honest, after hearing Lord Jin say these words, Lu Mansheng's heart was completely moved and occupied, and he was also very emotional. Some good friends are really for life, they will think about you from the bottom of their hearts, and they will also take it seriously in their hearts when they have forgotten something that you have forgotten.

Gong Shun was silent.

In Lu Mansheng's eloquent narration, he seemed to have discovered something, and listened to Lu Mansheng's purest heart at this moment.

"Your Royal Highness the Prince, Mansheng is not a person who is afraid of danger, in fact, it is the opposite." Lu Mansheng said these words to Gong Xun for the first time, and he didn't think it was necessary before, and even if he said Gong Xun, he might not understand it.

Because it is dangerous for a girl to have that kind of thought, she is not from the rivers and lakes, and she is far away from the center of right and wrong and turmoil, so there is no need to contact another life.

"What do you want to say?"

"Da Yang's years were the most thrilling and exciting things Lu Mansheng experienced after coming to this world. Every day is hovering on the edge of danger, facing life and death with friends, although I am afraid and hesitant, but I am happy in my heart. ”

"Happy?"

"Hmm." Lu Mansheng looked into Gong Xun's eyes, "Because Mansheng is not alone in being excluded, and he has not been living under their wings and protection as before. Experience this with them, laugh together, be frightened together, and face the test of life and death together. I lived with such dignity and courage, even if I couldn't do anything for my friends in the end, I stood by their side. ”

Gong Xun thought, he understood what Lu Mansheng meant.

"In His Highness's mind, Mansheng may be a woman who pursues stability, does not like intrigues, and does not want to be dyed gray. As His Royal Highness thought, in this Dayao Deep Palace, Man Sheng only wants to stick to his heart and not get involved in any fighting, nor does he want to let himself be unrecognizable because of the rights and wrongs between women. ”

"I want Your Highness to love me alone and be loyal to my feelings. I don't like men to be entangled with women, and I don't want to be jealous of other women one day. Lu Mansheng is a conceited and proud woman, she doesn't want to be like this for a man. ”

He had always known and known what Lu Mansheng insisted on and hated in his heart.

He will try to keep her true and do what she wants to do.

What would become of this proud woman if she one day found out that she was no longer herself?

Gong Xun didn't want to think about it.

In this deep palace, she saw too many originally good women who did not even know themselves because of the struggle between women.

What she loves is the cold and arrogant, independent and unwilling to be contaminated by any earthly color.

He was glad that she could step into the red dust, but he didn't want this face to be hateful one day.

That is probably the most cruel and unimaginable thing in the world.

Perhaps, Lu Mansheng also knows it in his heart.

She set a bottom line for herself, and if that day really comes, she will let it go sooner. Rather than the two of them becoming a pair of resentful couples, it is better to dilute this feeling.

Lu Mansheng had a wish in the past to carry a medicine box on his back, walk all over the landscape, and hang a pot to help the world.

She feels that it is the most noble thing as a doctor, her heart is in the world, and she is free and unrestrained.

Gong Shun gave her a home so that she could moor. If this home is destroyed by their own hands, she will not decay in this deep palace, but will set sail again to pursue the dream that may have been forgotten by her.

She didn't know if this idea would fade with time, and if she would have the courage she had by then.

She didn't know any of that.

Just like the proud and uncompromising Lu Mansheng, he may have to bow to reality one day. Timidly snuggled up to a man, not daring to leave him.

Because in the eyes of many people, this idea is very naïve, and it should not be something that a woman of Lu Mansheng's age and status can say.

But as Miss Wang and Miss Wen San said, there is a kind of woman in this world who will always live in a self-woven world. They have built their own personalities, enriched their flesh and bones, and the pride and self-esteem in their bones have been soaked into every vein of their bodies.

Such a woman will not really succumb to the so-called reality, even if one day she has gray hair, she will not bow her proud head.

Lu Mansheng had been silent for a long time, tilting his head slightly, the expression on his face was calm and struggling, and there was a little pain in the peace.

That was the most complicated look on Lu Mansheng's face that Gong Xun had ever seen, and with just one glance, Gong Xun couldn't forget it.

He read Lu Mansheng's heart.

Yes, in the past, Gong Xun never believed in any heart, he only believed in his own eyesight and means. The same is true between men and women, and many women's careful thoughts cannot be hidden from his eyes. He knew what they wanted, what they feared, and when they smiled on the surface, they were actually crazy with jealousy.

But what he saw in Lu Mansheng was something very special.

He saw the collision of several personalities, the yearning and struggle, as well as nostalgia and determination.

High-minded, proud, introverted and with a different kind of explosiveness. Obviously a very simple person has to think about some very difficult things, and always forces himself into a dead end. Be soft-hearted to others, but refuse to relax even a little bit towards yourself.

Her world is bright and colorful, but it is always shrouded in fog.

All he had to do was to immerse himself in Lu Mansheng's inner world, sweep away the fog from her body over and over again, and make her heart clear and bright again.

"Why is it that every time you want to take the initiative to approach me, there is always a resistance to make you back down the next moment? Am I really so untrustworthy in your heart that I can't be entrusted to you? ”

Sure enough, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince still found out.

Also, with the wisdom of His Highness, how could he not discover this.

"I really tried hard, every time and every day. But I began to feel that there was a gap in your heart, that one moment you had accumulated feelings for me, that you wanted to accept me, and that the next moment it all slipped through that gap. ”

This feeling is the most powerless in the relationship.

What men and women fear the most is meeting someone who you won't be really impressed by what you do.

All the punches you throw, hard or soft, hit a ball of cotton.

Lu Mansheng is that lump of cotton.

She will feel it, but she is too self-defensive. If he couldn't break through the embankment she had set up outside his heart at once, he couldn't really get into his heart.

"Your Highness, I've ......"

"I know, you've worked hard, and I don't blame you." Gong Xun's voice was very gentle, and the injured breath was like a dream, and it had turned into a soft whisper in the breeze, and it was sprinkled into Lu Mansheng's heart.

"You're like this because you don't get enough security from me. I want to protect you, take care of you, and make you happy by my side forever. ”

Gong Xun's feelings for Lu Mansheng are never utilitarian, and he will not care about gains and losses in a relationship like modern men and women. It is rare in this world to have a woman worthy of his affection, even if he gives up a little man's face and experiences a blow to his feelings for her?

What he wanted was always Lu Mansheng's heart. It's not about the material, and it's not about anything else.

"However, Mansheng doesn't like a person, and he doesn't want to be a burden to His Highness. If I am destined to be a burden to Your Highness, and you have to worry about my safety at all times, then Mansheng does not deserve to stay by His Highness's side. ”

Gong Xun's hand suddenly clenched.

"What are you talking about?"

"Mansheng is not afraid of danger, and he doesn't care how long his life can live. If you choose a person, you shouldn't be comfortable watching him go outside and sleep on your pillow. I am willing to share the danger with His Highness, and I do not want to be a drag on His Highness. I also hope that Your Highness believes in Mansheng, I have the ability to protect myself, and I will not be easily harmed. ”

Gong Xun looked at the woman with a look of anticipation that he could agree, and took Lu Mansheng into his arms heavily.

"I'm very touched that you have this thought, but how can you make me ......?"

Not to mention that he is not sure, even if he knows that Lu Man's voice is fine, Gong Xun will not dare to let it go.

Lu Mansheng smiled, with a force, his head was topped, and he pressed directly on Gong Xun's chest-