IV. (xxxix) Struggle

Yuan Youli's words have completely woken me up.

The elevator doors opened again and I walked out. Yuan Youli's figure was right in front of me, and I was dragging my aching feet and walking tenaciously.

The pain just got worse and worse the longer it went, and I dragged my feet into the office. Only then did he take off his disguise and limp away. It really hurts, in fact it's far from painful.

I hate it, it really doesn't feel great. I always recall what Yuan Youli said in my mind, I didn't want Jiang Zheyu to choose for me before, and now the choice Jiang Zheyu made is not a good thing for him.

I'm angry with myself, it's useless to be angry with myself.

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It was still a normal day, and Jiang Yecheng didn't seem to start acting. But I know that Jiang Yecheng will not let me go lightly, this is a matter of Jiang Yecheng's principle.

I had a text in my hand, but my mind was thinking about something else.

After a day like this, I couldn't wait to go to Jiang Zheyu, despite the fact that I didn't know what to say.

"Knock knock." There was a knock on the door.

I come back to my senses, the people who came at this time.

"Mr. Yuan, this young lady must come to you." My secretary staggered, and Yu Sijian's figure appeared in my sight.

Don't you need to report at the front desk? I'll be sure to reprimand the front desk in a moment.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, the secretary closed the door and left directly.

Yu Sijian walked towards me. "Why aren't you welcoming me?" She smiled, and her smile was on her lips all the time. It has always existed zài, but it has other meanings.

I naturally knew that the person who came was not good, and I looked at Yu Sijian and smiled at her. She sat down directly in front of me. We're coming face to face at the moment, and it's funny.

"I don't know what's going on." I kept smiling calmly, and instead she smiled mockingly.

"I said that as an illegitimate daughter, you really like to rob other people's things."

It's a bit appreciated to keep smiling when people say bad things. I looked at Yu Sijian with interest, this woman who can continue to pay for love, but I also know what kind of things will be done when the effort is not reciprocated.

I was silent. looked at Yu Sijian in silence. Yu Sijian's smile at the moment was very beautiful.

"I want to see what I can appreciate about your face, and why you're so good at seducing men." Yu Sijian's words are ugly, but I still look very calm.

"If you're just here very, I'm saying these things. I think you've achieved your goal, and now you can leave. "Although I have always been a person at the bottom of fate, I still maintain my most basic qualities, and I don't want to waste time with Yu Sijian on such a war of words.

On the contrary, Yu Sijian has always been uncontrollable when he is excessive. So I wanted to get something out of her.

"Do you think I'm going to let you go?" Yu Sijian has always been very rational, but in the face of these, he is a little irrational.

"So what?" I asked Yu Sijian rhetorically. I don't know what Yu Sijian has been doing, but I know that women who are jealous will do things that they don't understand.

"I guess you should rejoice, because I didn't intend to deal with you this time." Yu Sijian said this.

But if that's the case, Yu Sijian doesn't plan to deal with me, but he refuses to let me go. This means that she used Jiang Zheyu to force me, or this was Jiang Yecheng's idea.

Does this mean that Jiang Yecheng just wants me to go back and beg him? The thought lingered in my mind.

So Jiang Yecheng's purpose is not to deal with me, but to force me. Use Jiang Zheyu to force me to comply. This is really a good thing, because of Jiang Zheyu. Therefore, the domino thing that Jiang Yecheng said was aimed at Jiang Zheyu.

I came back to my senses. Look at Yu Sijian again.

"Then do I have to say thank you for not targeting me. But for Jiang Zheyu, you should be very happy in this way. So I don't have anything to say, I thank you, really. "I'm forcing Sijian to say this, I don't want Jiang Zheyu to carry this qiē for me.

But I forgot about it, even if Yu Sijian is too radical, there will still be reason.

"You just want me to let Jiang Zheyu go and take you under the knife. But I don't plan to do this this time, because I don't care about Jiang Zheyu anymore. Yu Sijian's words invisibly illustrate this point.

I miscalculated, but Yu Sijian said that he didn't care about Jiang Zheyu, in my opinion, it was self-evasion. "What you don't care about is actually the biggest thing you care about in life, and you don't care if you don't get it."

I easily breached the city of Sijian, because I also knew myself. Say to yourself over and over again not to care about those you don't love, but you still care. If you really don't care, you won't say you won't do it, or even bother at all. Only the things you care about will be hung up over and over again, that is just to avoid yourself, in fact, you care about whether you know or not.

Yu Sijian looked at me, and the meaning in her eyes I think I knew very well that she was struggling.

Sometimes I feel the same way, struggling in my own world, like I'm crazy. Yu Sijian once did it for Jiang Zheyu, I can see that Yu Sijian cares about love.

"No matter what, I, Yu Sijian, will not make you happy, absolutely not." She was invisibly irritated by me, and the heart in her heart was completely enraged. Yes, she cares, and that's why she's like she's gone crazy and loses her mind.

I looked at Yu Sijian and sighed helplessly. Sometimes that's how it is sometimes, something will blind us and turn us into the most mentally retarded children, and our reason has long been swallowed up by love.

Yu Sijian got up and looked at me condescendingly. "You can enjoy this sinful love that gives you feelings." After saying this, she turned around and left.

I laughed, it turned out that in her eyes, the truth that I got by paying was sin. Then there is no way, we are all children of sin, and we can't choose from now on.

At this time, I felt that my feet were still aching, and sometimes I was really aware of it. Perhaps the spirit can really control one's own subjective reactions.

Today Yuan Youli has already told me about the consequences, I have no reason to decide for Jiang Zheyu, Jiang Zheyu gave up for me is that he cares about me the most, so does it mean that I am very selfish. is so selfish that he doesn't even care about Jiang Zheyu's thoughts.

I leaned back into the chair, which was nice and comfortable. But my heart can't change. (To be continued......)