Chapter 287: Warmth in the Heart
"How can that be!"
Listening to the song, Mengmeng can consider this issue from his own point of view, and has no jealousy and rebellion, Qiu Zichuan is very relieved! But then a frown!
"I don't mean anything else, I just don't think it's okay not to say it? Is she so good to you? ”
Qu Mengmeng didn't understand why Qiu Zichuan suddenly frowned, and said his thoughts while explaining!
"It's not!"
Qiu Zichuan shook his head and continued:
"I decided not to contact her anymore from the moment I learned about my condition, and I talked to Xiao Lin two days ago and asked her to do some work to see what was more appropriate. But when you said that, I suddenly felt that the idea of that day was too rash! ”
"Didn't you say they hadn't known each other yet?"
"Yes! Here's the problem! ”
Sighing, Qiu Zichuan nodded!
"Then it's not just about your illness!"
"Yes, so I don't think Xiao Lin wants to talk about it. Besides, it's best for me to handle this relationship myself! ”
"Yes, I think that's fine! After returning to the waterfront, I think you should see her as soon as you recover, think about her is also a very lonely girl, if she suddenly knows in the future, and you have not seen her all along, it will not only hurt her, but also very unfair! ”
"Makes sense!"
"Such a girl is very innocent in her heart, but she doesn't know that she has subtly pinned her emotions on you. So, I guess you should tell her that she has the right to know, too! ”
"She also has a right to know?"
Qiu Zichuan looked at Qu Mengmeng and blinked!
"Yes, I believe that you should be pure, but it is far from friendship in the ordinary sense, I think this is also in her heart, and I believe that she should have no reservations about you. So it's not fair not to tell her about such a big thing! ”
"Hmmm! You have a point! ”
"I've met her a few times since then, and she's a pretty good girl! Although I was annoyed with her at the time! ”
As if encouraged by Qiu Zichuan's approval, Qu Mengmeng talked frankly about his views on Bai Xiaohua.
"Huh!"
Qiu Zichuan shook his head lightly and smiled noncommittally!
"But putting aside the emotions at the time, especially when I heard you say this just now, I think she is really a pretty good girl! It's quite pitiful, I don't know I still have a real mother in this world! And her own mother misses herself, but she can only come to the waterfront from thousands of miles away to take a sneak look, if she knows how uncomfortable she will be! ”
"Yes! So I can't let Shui Xiaolin talk to her about this! ”
"That's what I thought just now, Sister Shui's talk will inevitably involve recognizing each other, of course Sister Shui wants to recognize this little sister as soon as possible, and according to what you say, the two of them only have each other's closest relatives on the waterfront, and Sister Shui's mood can be understood! But the problem is that these two things are faced by Bai Xiaohua at the same time, so how can she bear it! ”
"Thank you! It's true! ”
Looking at Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan nodded sincerely.
"Look at you, I'm just saying what I'm thinking!"
Seeing that Qiu Zichuan was polite to himself, and he was so solemn, it suddenly made Qu Mengmeng a little embarrassed!
"You forgot all the bad things I did before, okay?"
Seeing that Qiu Zichuan wanted to nod his head and close his eyes again, Qu Mengmeng seemed to have the courage to say.
Although since coming to the provincial hospital, Qiu Zichuan has completely changed his attitude towards himself, and sometimes he often says some kind and caring words when he looks busy and tired. But like today, Qiu Zichuan can talk about his opposite-sex friends without any scruples, which Qu Mengmeng didn't expect at all! His heart was filled with a long-lost warmth, and Qu Mengmeng wanted to say guilty words to Qiu Zichuan several times, but he was afraid that it would remind Qiu Zichuan of those unpleasant things in the past. So the words came to my lips several times, but in the end I still couldn't say it.
"What are you laughing at?"
At this time, Qu Mengmeng saw Qiu Zichuan open his eyes and smiled softly at himself, and Qu Mengmeng asked as if he was a little embarrassed.
"Actually, you're pretty good!"
After speaking, Qiu Zichuan grabbed Qu Mengmeng's hand, which had been holding it in his hand, and shook it hard!
"Don't say that! I used to be really bad! ”
Seeing that Qiu Zichuan seems to have forgiven everything he had before, Qu Mengmeng is more like he is eager to express his deep regret! At the same time, he grabbed Qiu Zichuan's hand and pressed it tightly to his cheek!
"Misty!"
"Hmm!"
At this time, Qu Mengmeng saw Qiu Zichuan looking at him seriously as if he wanted to say something, so he stopped holding Qiu Zichuan's hand and gently stroked his cheek, and looked at Qiu Zichuan without blinking.
"Actually, I've always wanted to say it to you!"
"Say what?"
I don't know what Qiu Zichuan is going to say, but I can see that Qiu Zichuan's eyes seem to be flashing with a glimmer of light, and Qu Mengmeng's eyes are even more unblinking looking at Qiu Zichuan.
"You're a woman who deserves a man's tears for you!"
Looking at Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan's voice was low, but he said word by word.
"Nope! Girl! ”
Immediately after, Qiu Zichuan corrected again.
"I was wrong!"
But what Qiu Zichuan didn't expect was that he first looked at Qu Mengmeng, who was stunned, and then tears burst out of his eyes! And then lying on his chest not only seems to be unable to control his emotions that he can't help but vent, but also seems to be trying his best to suppress himself from crying out loud, and burying his head and whimpering, and his body is even more violently undulating!
"I was wrong!"
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"I was wrong!"
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In the sobbing, Qu Mengmeng seemed to be extremely repentant!
And seeing Qu Mengmeng sobbing painfully in his arms, tears couldn't help but flow from the corners of Qiu Zichuan's eyes. And Qiu Zichuan knows that his tears at the moment are not only pity, but also pity, this little sister he has cared for since childhood, and of course, the emotional torture he has suffered in the past!
"That's it!"
After a moment, Qiu Zichuan gently stroked Qu Mengmeng's head and shoulders and said softly.
"Don't cry! I have something to say to you! ”
Seeing that Qu Mengmeng was still whimpering and sobbing in his arms, Qiu Zichuan persuaded softly.
As soon as he heard Qiu Zichuan say that he still had something to say to himself, Qu Mengmeng gradually stopped crying.
"Hurry up and wipe it! It's like a child! ”
Seeing Qu Mengmeng raise his head from his arms, Qiu Zichuan looked at Qu Mengmeng who was full of crying and smiled slightly.
"You say!"
Took the paper box from the bedside table next to the bed, took out a few of them, Qu Mengmeng wiped his tears while looking at Qiu Zichuan and said.
In fact, he fell on Qiu Zichuan's chest and shouted in a whimper, "I was wrong!" I was wrong! Qu Mengmeng wanted to raise his head and say loudly to Qiu Zichuan: I have something to say to you! I have something to say to you! Qu Mengmeng, who was just sobbing, hesitated in his heart, how could he cause further harm to Qiu Zichuan who was sick! How cruel that would be!
"About Xu Jing!"
"Xu Jing?"
Looking at Qiu Zichuan, Qu Mengmeng was stunned! I can be relieved of Tan Li, I can be relieved of Bai Xiaohua, and even all the women around Qiu Zichuan who come and go. But only for Xu Jing, Qu Mengmeng felt like there was a hurdle in his heart that could not be passed! Although because of this special relationship, I can only endure and never have a seizure, but in my heart, it is indescribable that it is always a pain that I can never erase!
But at this moment, Qu Mengmeng didn't know what Qiu Zichuan was going to say, watching Qiu Zichuan say Xu Jing's name but as if he was thinking about something, he couldn't help it, Qu Mengmeng began to have a faint panic in his heart! Thinking that Qiu Zichuan was honest with himself today, Qu Mengmeng was afraid that he would hear something from Qiu Zichuan's mouth that would make him absolutely unbearable!
"No matter what happens in the future, be kind to Xu Jing, but stay away!"
After speaking, Qiu Zichuan looked at Qu Mengmeng meaningfully!
"What do you mean?"
Although Qiu Zichuan's next words suddenly made his tightly hanging heart fall, but it made Qu Mengmeng seem to be also clueless, which made Qu Mengmeng suddenly fall into confusion again!
"It's not interesting, Xu Jing is also a good woman! Talented, pursuing, and easy to use! But different environments, different pursuits, if there is a lack of concentration in the social environment, there will often be many different mentalities, which will be unpredictable! ”
"I understand!"
Looking at Qiu Zichuan, Qu Mengmeng nodded!
"I can't say anything more about Xu Jing, what you said is that she likes me, this is not only the so-called attraction between men and women, but also many non-emotional factors. Xu Jing, you also understand that there is always a yearning and is always unwilling to accept the status quo. This is not good, but if a person's three views are fixed, it is not easy for others to do it! ”
"Eun! I understand! ”
Qiu Zichuan also wanted to say that she Xu Jing had confessed to herself many times, and there was also the scene in the hotel room just before coming to the provincial capital. Qiu Zichuan didn't want to hide Qu Mengmeng, but Qiu Zichuan knew better in his heart that once Qu Mengmeng was told these things, it would be absolutely impossible for him to treat Xu Jing well if he wanted Qu Mengmeng to do it! And once the relationship between Qu Mengmeng and Xu Jing deteriorated, Qiu Zichuan was really worried that if he was gone, he didn't know what else would happen!
"So, as your brother-in-law, be kind to her, and as a woman, stay away from her! Qu Bin didn't point out, if you have something to do in the future, you can find Shui Xiaolin, she will definitely help you! ”
"Shall we not talk about it?"
Qu Mengmeng suddenly felt that the atmosphere was wrong, this conversation seemed to be explaining, and Qu Mengmeng suddenly began to panic!
"Huh! You! ”
Qiu Zichuan held Qu Mengmeng's hand and shook it again, and smiled!
"You'll be fine! I don't count on anyone, I don't rely on anyone, as long as I have you, I'm not afraid of anything! ”
Qu Mengmeng's face showed a pure demeanor that he had not had for a long time, and then picked up Qiu Zichuan's hand and put it on his cheek, as if telling Qiu Zichuan that he would not allow Qiu Zichuan to go anywhere!
"Huh! Good! ”
Seeing Qu Mengmeng become like a little girl in front of him, Qiu Zichuan felt that the long-lost warmth and tranquility in his heart had returned!
"I have something to say to you!"
Still holding Qiu Zichuan's hand on his cheek, Qu Mengmeng suddenly blinked, looked at Qiu Zichuan and said seriously, there seemed to be a trace of uneasiness in his eyes!
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