Chapter 321
"Xin Yao, let's go out for a walk!" In the evening of this day, after dinner, Yin Liuchen said to Li Xin.
There was only solemnity on his face, and there was no smile at all, which was rare for her to see.
Li Xin had no reason to refuse, so he nodded and agreed. The two of them also went out, and at this time, the sun had already set in the west, and there was only a faint afterglow on the horizon. By the time the last bit of afterglow faded, it would be dark for a long time.
So there are no people on the street anymore, and at such a time, even if someone who is a little late for dinner is about to eat, naturally no one will wander outside in vain. Only energetic children will still play on the street, and they will have fun no matter how much their family shouts, and they are reluctant to go back.
The cool breeze is coming, and the hot season of several years is about to end, and the remaining hot breath will be exhausted one by one.
It's getting cooler, yes! It's already autumn!
"You must have something to say to me when you come out of me! Are we going to go on like this? Li Xin pretended to be relaxed and said. She smiled slightly, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes, and even the smile was a little bleak. What he wants to tell her is that he is going back to Beijing!
Although he doesn't need to say that she also knows, and she always comes back this day, who can not go home after being away from home for a long time! Sooner or later, it's just that.
But there always seems to be some strange feelings in my heart, which are tumbling over the river and the sea, and the turbulence seems to burst out.
"Yes! I do have something to say to you. Yin Liuchen also smiled miserably, "I'm going back to Beijing, my father has written many times, and it's almost the Mid-Autumn Festival, so I always have to rush back to reunite with my family." ”
"That's a good thing! You've been out for a long time, and it's time to go back to Beijing. I must have missed you very much in my family. ”
"But I'm ...... I can't bear you. He looked straight at Li Xin, and there seemed to be a fire burning in the depths of his eyes, with a tendency to burn the prairie fire.
Being looked at by him like this, Li Xin was a little nervous. Some truths are often like this, never doubted, never thought in that direction, and never seemed to be discovered. But once a small hole is exposed one day, and then slowly look inside from that small hole, the truth will gradually be exposed.
It's like his heart for her, if he didn't look like her before, didn't pay attention to it, didn't study it deeply, and she was always ignorant and unconscious.
But since the night he was drunk, she instinctively paid attention to him, every move, even a look. Now she believes in what he likes about her.
But she really didn't want him to say anything, and she knew what she knew, so that's fine. Once you say it, you can no longer pretend to be stupid and pretend that you don't know anything.
"There's nothing good here, it's not worth your reluctance. After all, you still have to return to his original orbit, just like the sun, rising in the east and setting in the west, that is the orbit that should have been. If you really go in the wrong direction, something will definitely happen. Occasionally, if you are too tired, you can deviate a little, but you still have to return after all, and you can't deviate for a lifetime. Li Xin bit his lip, "So, you should go back after all, the capital is your world." ”
"You've always been a smart woman, so I haven't thought of hiding anything from you, you won't know my intentions, don't care about him like this, okay?" Yin Liuchen suddenly grabbed Li Xin's hand, she struggled, but he held it tighter, so tight that she felt a little pain, like someone pricked her heart with a needle.
She stopped struggling and quietly let him hold it. She laughed miserably, thinking that she could keep pretending to be stupid! It turns out that she has always been stupid! He doesn't seem to be as easy to deceive as he thinks!
"Xin Yao, I know you don't understand." His face swelled in front of her eyes, and his breath hit her face, tickling, and it felt like someone was brushing her face with feathers. "You just don't want to respond! But why? Am I not good enough? In the end, he was a little depressed, mixed with a little pitiful.
Looking at his appearance, Li Xin was really reluctant to say anything to refuse, as if it would hurt him a lot as soon as he said it, and she was really guilty.
"No, how could you not be good enough! As long as you want, those who want to get your blue eyes are afraid that they can line up from here to the capital. If I want to say it's not good enough, it's me who isn't good enough, so I'm not worthy of you. ”
"You're playing tricks on me." Undoubtedly, it is obviously an affirmative sentence, "What is worthy or not, as long as you want to, you can ignore the rest, don't you?" Or do you already have someone else in mind? ”
"I just don't want to get married and have children and live like that. You treat me as a coward! I don't dare to bet, I'm just afraid that I will struggle to the end, but I will only be alone. If it is destined to the end, all the non-existence will be exhausted, then it is better to never start. Her stern zhòng swelled with a faint despair and desolation.
She is really a cowardly person at heart, and she also hopes to be like others, with a kind of courage to move forward and never back down, but she can't do it.
Or, like a turtle! Once there was a little noise, I instinctively thought that it was dangerous, so my whole body shrank into the shell, and I didn't dare to poke my head out for a long time.
"So you don't believe me? But how do you believe that I really like you and want to stay with you for the rest of my life? I know you don't believe swearing to God, but how do you believe it? ”
"Yes! How can I believe? Actually, I won't believe it after all. I never doubt that you are sincere in this moment. When the two people are in love, they swear that I actually believe, what I don't believe in is the so-called eternity, I'm afraid I will misunderstand, my eternity is too far, and other people's eternity is too short, so after all, they can't go on a road. ”
Oh, yes! Of course she believes in his sincerity at this moment, and even if it lasts for a while, he still shouldn't have the original intention for her, and she also believes it.
But they are all still so young, and the road ahead is still so long, and their lives are long for decades, and no one can expect how much will happen.
Will he meet someone better? A more beautiful romance? And then give all the tenderness to her and the heart for her to another person?
If what he gave her was not the only one, then she didn't even want the best, and it wouldn't be a big deal if she couldn't get it, what she was most afraid of was not being able to keep it.
"But what am I going to do?" He suddenly hugged her into his arms, so close to each other, they were both able to breathe the breath of Fu Fu so clearly. "What must you do to believe that I have never been false to you, not before, not now, and not ever. I really want to marry you, will you believe me once? ”
His lips trembled and stamped hers, grinding and gnawing, as if he wanted to eat her up alive.
Li Xin froze, so she could only let him do what she did, she only felt that her whole body was soft, as if she couldn't stand steadily. It was only by relying on his tight hug that she could stand on her feet.
He didn't have a deep seat, and it didn't last long, and the lips left. Although the one wrapped around her waist is still there, at least she has come back to her senses slightly. "Let me go, it's on the street! What if someone sees it? She struggled hard.
It's not as open as in her previous life, and no one will make a fuss even if they kiss on the street. But it's different here! If they were seen like this, they would be dragged to the pig cage.
Seeing that she was anxious, Yin Liuchen also let go of his hand. "Isn't it okay if no one sees it?" He laughed slightly, a little thief. "Xin Yao, I know that you are not completely unfeeling for me, if you still don't want to believe me, then let's give it a try, okay? I'll prove it to you. ”
"Let's go back! It's getting dark, and I won't be able to find my way home later. Li Xin took the first step as he spoke, and he hurriedly followed.
"Don't you don't answer me!" He grabbed her arm, "Xin Yao, I really don't like to let go of you, and I can't let go of you, no matter what, you have to give me a chance!" How unfair it would be to me! ”
"Good! If you really want to give it a try. Two years later, if you shouldn't have the original intention, then I will consider getting married. If your mind is no longer on mine at that time, we will assume that nothing has happened. Interest said suddenly.
Just give him a chance, and give yourself a chance! If he had changed his mind after two years, he would have nothing to dwell on, and she could have died.
"Okay, then I'll wait two years. If I still want to marry you, you can't object anymore! ”
"I didn't say it must be! Let's think about it! ”
The two didn't say anything more, and walked all the way home. Occasionally looking at each other and smiling, I feel a lot more tacit understanding.
Li Xin also felt that he was a lot more relaxed, and he didn't have to think about letting go, and he didn't have to be sad. This is indeed a very good ending, and it would be even better if they could tie the knot after being tested.
When the two of them got home, it was really completely dark. Candles were lit everywhere in the house, but it still looked brighter. It's already the beginning of August, and the moon doesn't know where it's hidden, so it's hard to see anyway.
"Eldest sister, Brother Liuchen, where have you been? Why did you come back? Yue Ting asked curiously, looking at this, and then at that, although she didn't know what was going on, she seemed to feel that the atmosphere was a little different.
"Didn't go anywhere! It's just going out for a walk. Li Xin pulled Yueting to wash. R1152