Chapter 116: Breaking Through the Shackles of the Heart
When Lin Jun returned to the villa, the night had come, and the first lights, like stars, were lit. Read the full text of the latest chapter
At the gate, people can already smell the fragrance of food, of course, the warm smell of home, the smell of happiness, and on the sofa facing the door, there is a beautiful figure, which is Ding Yun'er.
Seeing Lin Jun's figure, she had already jumped up, rushed over, and shouted excitedly: "Lin Jun, you're back, Sister Feifei, Lin Jun is back." ”
Ling Feifei, who walked out of the kitchen quickly, still had an apron on her body, and when she saw Lin Jun, she said with some complaints: "Lin Jun, where have you been, you came back so late, and you don't even bring your mobile phone, Yun'er is worried about you." ”
Lin Jun smiled awkwardly and said, "Staying at home all day, it's about to rust, so I went out for a walk, I didn't expect it, I went away all of a sudden, I'm sorry, next time I must remember to bring my mobile phone." ”
Ding Yun'er said: "Lin Jun, don't listen to Sister Feifei, Sister Feifei is worried about herself, I have complained many times just now, saying that you still have injuries on your body, go out like this, no one will take care of you, what if something happens?" ”
Ling Feifei's face flushed, Lin Jun glanced at her, and said, "I'm fine, don't worry, the injury is almost healed, I can go to school tomorrow, after taking so many days off, it's time to go back to the academy." ”
Ding Yun'er smiled happily: "That's really good, Lin Jun, you're not here, we don't have any meaning at all, we have no appetite for lunch." ”
Ling Feifei approached and said gently: "Hungry, go wash your hands and eat, really, such a big person, I don't know how to take care of myself, Yun'er, go and ask the Taoist chief to come over, is he still waiting for us to eat?" ”
Ding Yun'er answered, and had already rushed out of the door, and did not go out of the yard, but was just beside the iron fence, shouting: "Grandpa Dao, it's time to eat, there is something delicious, come on!" ”
In five minutes, Lao Dao had already come over in a hurry, and it seemed that he didn't do anything, just waiting for dinner.
"Lin Jun, you look good, it seems that your body is very good." Lao Dao is worthy of being a fiery eye and golden essence, Lin Jun's slight change, he can see it at a glance, this is a kind of martial artist's instinct, observing the face and observing the qi, not to mention, he is also a face master, and he has a special sense of people's faces.
"You're worried, I'm already recovering, let's eat, I'm really hungry." Lin Jun didn't dare to talk to this old man, maybe he would find something.
The meals have been prepared, five dishes and one soup, although it is not very luxurious, but they are all Lin Jun's favorite food, as long as they have eaten, they can be divided, and two of them are from Ling Feifei's hands.
"Lin Jun, eat more, if you have enough nutrition, your health will be better." In the face of Ding Yun'er's gentleness and thoughtfulness, Lin Jun was very embarrassed, feeling like he was fooling around behind his wife's back, and he felt quite guilty at this time.
Although he was a little resistant in his heart, he knew that Ding Yun'er had regarded him as the person he relied on all his life, the closest person, and he seemed to give too little.
"Yun'er, thank you, it's good to have you by your side."
Ding Yun'er was stunned for a moment, her face turned red instantly, her heart was sweet, and she smiled: "What a fool, I'm your girlfriend, of course I want to be by your side, and I have to accompany you for a lifetime, you must not get tired of me." ”
"Hey, just eat, just eat, why are you tired of it again, and I'm not afraid of jokes." Ling Feifei looked at the two of them, and frowned again, and reminded unhappily.
The Taoist chief was fighting with the dishes on the table, and he didn't seem to listen to what they said at all, but at this moment, he raised his head and said in a clear voice: "I'm old, I haven't heard anything, I haven't seen anything, I eat mine, you say yours, when I don't save zài." ”
Ding Yun'er debunked and said: "Grandpa Dao, don't lie to people, in fact, your ears are better than anyone else, and you can hear it, but I don't care, it's not something unsightly." ”
The Taoist chief praised and said: "Yun'er is good, courage is commendable, being a man should be like this, do it if you think about it, dare to admit it when you do it, and you are afraid of it, unlike men." ”
This seemed to mean something, but Lin Jun didn't have an interface, so he didn't mean it, anyway, he was used to Lao Dao's insinuating way of speaking.
Although he doesn't say it, but he still agrees with many of the old ways, and has begun to gradually change himself, in his previous life, because of his own lack of resistance, he will fall into a tragic fate, in this life, he will no longer be cowardly and silent, as the old Tao said, to become the pinnacle of the existence zài, he controls his own destiny.
After eating, Lao Dao put down the chopsticks, patted his butt and left, the two women cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, the two cooperated, and the tidying up was completed quickly, at this time, there were more people, and it was easier to do things, if it was the previous three, Feng Qin's heart was still there, and it would be easier.
Lin Jun didn't go upstairs, but sat on the sofa thinking about it, thinking about the two sisters, Ling Feifei and Ling Rou, thinking about Zhang Yuerong and Ding Yun'er's mother and daughter, but he always had no clue, there was no way to solve it, just like Zhang Yuerong said, don't force it, just go with the flow, if God gives face, you can be happy, if God wants to torture people, then you don't have to resist, enjoy the suffering!
The two women, one left and one right, sat down beside Lin Jun, two wisps of familiar fragrance, surrounding Lin Jun's nose, very refreshing, although it is a man and two women, but here, there is a taste of home, very harmonious.
"Lin Jun, do you have something on your mind, can you talk to us, maybe we can help you think of a way, or help you solve it." Ling Feifei saw that Lin Jun's face sank into his feelings, looked a little indifferent, and asked.
Ding Yun'er took Lin Jun's hand and asked, "Lin Jun, you seem to be much quieter than before, are you really tired when you go to Huangya Island this time?" ”
Lin Jun shook his head, a little unnatural smile appeared in his helpless expression, he felt that some words still had to be said, and he couldn't keep them in his heart so much, Ling Feifei's boldness yesterday broke through some of the insistences between them, making Lin Jun feel that he couldn't live like this.
"Yun'er, Feifei, do you think it's normal for us to be like this now?"
Ding Yun'er's eyes narrowed, and she said, "We are very good now, we live happily every day, go to school together, and get out of school together-"
Before she finished speaking, Ling Feifei seemed to sense something, and interrupted, "Lin Jun, what do you want to say?" ”
"It's really fun for everyone to get along together, but if one day, I really have to make a choice, will the rest of the people be painful, will they be hurt?"
Ling Feifei said: "Why do you have to choose, isn't this good, Lin Jun, aren't you happy if the three of us live together?" ”
Lin Jun said: "I am very happy, but I feel that it seems that I have received too much, which makes me feel unreal, and I am afraid that one day, the dream will no longer come true, and it will be painful." ”
It was painful before, so Lin Jun didn't want to do it again, and the taste was not good.
He is a big man, and he can't get out of the gloom of life, let alone the two delicate girls in front of him.
Ding Yun'er laughed and said, "Lin Jun, I know what you're worried about, do you think that between me and Sister Feifei, you can't choose, right, if you choose one, the other will be painful?" ”
Lin Jun couldn't understand that she could still laugh when this matter was tangled like this.
The two girls glanced at each other, both smiling, Ling Feifei said: "Lin Jun, you both love you deeply, how could you get into such troubles, in fact, Yun'er and I have already discussed, since we are not willing to leave you, we don't have to choose, we can be your girlfriends together, and then when we graduate from college, we will marry you together." ”
Ding Yun'er also said: "Yes, we are all your wives, in the future, the three of us can live happily together, don't care what others think, as long as we are happy, Lin Jun, this is a big advantage for you, I didn't want to sue you now, seeing that you are so troubled, I can only make it clear to you, Sister Feifei and I will not be jealous and will not cause you trouble." ”
Lin Jun didn't expect that the two daughters had already made such a discussion and decision, and he was surprised, and asked, "I will marry you, do you think, is this possible?" ”
Ling Feifei said: "How is it impossible, as long as we sincerely follow each other and don't care about the so-called fame, then it will definitely be possible, even if it is at home, we can't stop it, our determination to be together, Lin Jun, are you so difficult that you can't see it, we are all willing to pay a qiē for you, sleeping in the same bed with you every night, isn't it already explained our decision." ”
Ding Yun'er said: "Sister Feifei and I can't afford to suffer without you, so we thought of such a way, I just hope that Lin Jun can treat us well and give us a home like this, which doesn't need luxury, it's just plain, happy and warm." ”
This used to be the life that Lin Jun wanted, to marry a beloved wife and live the life he wanted peacefully, day after day, year after year, until the day he grew old, but now, this seems to be impossible, because his life trajectory has become completely different.
With her hand on Lin Jun's face, Ling Feifei said: "Yun'er and I are not greedy women, and we are very satisfied with our current life, so Lin Jun, any difficulties, we will face them together, there will be no difficulties that cannot be overcome, you have to believe that we love you, firm as iron." ”
Looking at the firm eyes of the two women, Lin Jun felt that he was a little ridiculous, the two little women dared to make such a decision against the sky, he was a big man, and he was so cowering, it was too contemptible, this or as the old saying goes, although he was strong, he did not have the heart of a strong man.
This is obviously a happy thing for him, but he is in the worldly frame, struggling and struggling, why struggle, since the two girls have the heart to love him, why can't the three of them be together, who can stop them from being together?
At this moment, Lin Jun's silent heart seemed to open up all of a sudden, and controlling his own destiny started with having these two little women.