87_878012 (forty-two) fools

"Cause." Yuan Youli grabbed my hand.

"Anything else?" I looked at Yuan Youli, I knew that I had to be ruthless, it was very likely that all she was doing now was an illusion.

Because Yuan Youli knows that the cause has a fatal weakness, that is, attaching importance to feelings, Yuan Youli knows my weakness very well. My Achilles' heel. Although I am very reluctant to think like this, she is Yuan Youli and is no longer the Yuan Yi of the past.

"I want to talk to you."

"I don't think I have anything to talk about." I refused, I can't guarantee that I won't be soft-hearted in the next moment.

I quickened my pace, trying to get out of here, at least for the moment. I was running away, I never dared to face my sister's eyes, her eyes were so beautiful that they would tempt me into the abyss.

"Because of this, tell me where have you been all these years?" Yuan Youli didn't chase after me, and said these words at my back.

I froze, and my mind was full of unbearable memories. I turned around and walked directly in front of Yuan Youli.

"Where did I go?" I really feel ridiculous. "Where did I go, you ask? Do you think I've been wiped out with that fire? Where did I go? In your proud life world, you will also worry about my humble fate? When you lived on the clouds, did you ever wonder where I was? In your radiant life, will you still remember that there is such a humble cause and cause existence? I looked at Yuan Youli, and there was only hatred in my eyes.

Yuan Youli seemed to be stunned and looked at me with such eyes.

"Have you never thought about my life? The hell you chewed on was my fearless paradise. Remember? This is the 'heaven' you said, the heaven that the kind Yuan Yi took my hand and promised me personally. I grabbed her hand and asked her in a veiled manner. Yuan Youli, what qualifications do you have to ask me? ”

Yes, who are you to ask me? Ask me where I went and how I was doing? Is such a hypocritical family trick really good? Yuan Youli: Who do you play such a drama to?

If you really cared about that lowly cause, then you wouldn't have waited until now for me to appear and you asked me where I had gone; If you really really care about that humble cause, then you don't dwell on the clouds and look down on my miserable fate; If you really cared about me, you wouldn't have even admitted to the outside world that you had a sister, her name was Yinyin, and you didn't even admit it; If you care about me, why don't you come to me? Why should I survive in hell? Why? Why?

It turns out that you don't care about me. You didn't care about the sister you promised heaven.

Yuan Youli was speechless, just looked at me like this, looking at me quietly.

I smile and show my most beautiful smile. But this smile is too distant, no, in fact, Yuan Youli, I am really far away from you. We are no longer what we once were, and I was exiled in tragedy.

I turned to leave, this time literally. There are too many differences between me and Yuan Youli's world, Yuan Youli, you are no longer the Yuan Yi you used to be, I must firmly believe this.

I walked out of Weiqian and looked at Weiqian's building, and the words Weiqian was imprinted on the building, as if nothing would change, but nothing would change.

Tomorrow, no, now, now Wei Qian will be deeply imprinted with Yuan Youli's words.

I depart, with the highest of pride.

I thought I was going to be happy, really happy. Isn't it supposed to laugh? Smile.

I smiled stiffly.

But why do I smile and laugh and feel like crying? I want to cry, yes I want to cry, I want to cry.

But I can't cry, I can't cry like that.

But the tears were already rolling in my eyes, and I really didn't seem to have a way to control it. I can't control myself.

Sure enough, Yuan Yin, you can't change your fate, and you can't achieve Yuan Youli's success.

I looked up, trying not to let my tears fall.

I'm really hypocritical, so hypocritical that I think it's all absolute. But then it turned out that nothing is absolute. What do I get? What the?

I can finally be the daughter of the Yuan family in a grand manner, shouldn't I be happy?

Isn't that what I've always wanted? But why am I not happy? Why am I not happy? Why? Why am I unhappy?

It turned out that I didn't want anything.

So what am I chasing? What have I been doing for so long? For what?

Is it foolish to think that I have gained Weiqian, and the qiē I have lost can be made up?

I'm stupid, really stupid enough. I'm just a big fool.

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Already in the evening, Jiang Zheyu practiced running on the treadmill in the villa. This leg had always been a burden to him, and he had to make it the same as before.

"Mr. Jiang." Zhang Qi walked over.

"How?" Jiang Zheyu still insists on running.

"Miss Yoli is at the bar now." Zhang Qi reported to Jiang Zheyu according to the facts.

Jiang Zheyu didn't speak again, just pressed the treadmill to stop.

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D Ferry Bar, a mess of voices on the side.

It is a paradise for those who have no direction, a place where people can escape for a while.

Yuan Youli was at the bar, pouring herself violently. One cup, one cup, another; Bottle, bottle, bottle.

"Beauty, drink together?"

"Get out of the way, I'm in a bad mood, don't mess with me." Yuan Youli pushed the man away.

"Alas, beauty. If you're in a bad mood, you should have a drink. The man was reluctant to leave, and even approached a little.

"I said get out of the way!" Yuan Youli smashed the bottle in one fell swoop.

"Mad woman." The man scolded.

"Who are you talking about? Who are you talking about? "The drunk Yuan Youli is different from the norm.

"What's wrong?" The man was a little aggressive.

A pair of hands blocked the man.

"Who dares to do anything bad about Lao Tzu?" The man looked over.

"Take the check and walk away." Jiang Zheyu took the check to him.

The ......man wanted to continue scolding, but after glancing at the check, he took it and left.

Jiang Zheyu looked at the unconscious woman who was drunk at the bar.

"Cause." That's what he called her.

"Huh?" Yuan Youli looked at Jiang Zheyu.

How much alcohol did she drink? She's been drinking a lot of alcohol, and she seems to have drunk quite a bit. Looks like my stomach must hurt again tomorrow.

He frowned and looked at her.

"Jiang ~ Zheyu." She also hiccuped, smelling of alcohol.

Fortunately, I finally saw Jiang Zheyu clearly in the blur.

"Is crazy enough? Crazy enough to go back. ”

When Yuan Youli recognized herself, Jiang Zheyu seemed to have changed.

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When she returned to the villa, she was still drunk and full of nonsense.

In all the years she has been by his side, she has never been too drunk. It was as if she didn't allow herself to get drunk, but today was different, she was drunk.

But didn't she get what she wanted? Why are you unhappy?