Chapter 19: The Grief of the Heart

Sitting on the sofa, Shui Xiaolin is like a deflated balloon, and the joy and anticipation that he couldn't hold back a few minutes ago are now gone!

Is Qiu Zichuan still the Qiu Zichuan of the past? Is he still the stubborn boy in the small county town of Tanchi before?

Although he looked at himself last night as if his eyes were still full of the past, maybe it was just a moment of surprise on his part! It's just a matter of understanding and being sentimental! And if Qiu Zichuan's heart has long been gone, why is he still so excited and reverie, thinking of this, Shui Xiaolin smiled to herself, thinking that this is a great irony!

After being annoyed and frustrated, Shui Xiaolin began to think calmly.

Yes, what kind of mentality should I have to face Qiu Zichuan, do I have expectations, like what I thought all day today? I hope to continue with him, but I regret it in my heart! Or just take the reunion as a farewell to the ignorant love of his youth, and continue this graceful but lonely life...

And this qiē, have you thought about it, and are you ready again? Also, do you really want to gamble with Qu Mengmeng?

Alas!

Thinking of Qu Mengmeng, Shui Xiaolin couldn't help but sigh in her heart!

It's been almost six years, Shui Xiaolin has always had a heart disease, so much so that she wants to say goodbye, but she can't!

Shui Xiaolin can do everything she can to make a woman who makes her feel that it may make Xiao Yujiang tempted, even if she has a direct interview. But there is only one woman, Shui Xiaolin, who doesn't dare!

And at dusk a week ago, the scene that made Shui Xiaolin still unable to calm down was that he Xiao Yujiang deducted his phone, and then very respectfully opened the car door for this sunny and long water-like woman with a girl, and then drove away. At this time, she Shui Xiaolin was standing on the corner not far away and could see it clearly, she made this call because she turned this corner and accidentally saw Xiao Yujiang who seemed to be waiting for someone.

On this day, as in previous years, she refused the invitation of all her colleagues and friends to spend Christmas Eve together, but she could only be as disappointed as she had been in the previous six years!

To be precise, this woman has not been in Shui Xiaolin's heart for a day or two.

In fact, five years ago, Xiao Yujiang's indifference on the night of the wedding two months ago was because of the appearance of this woman, and since then Xiao Yujiang has begun an extremely long and persistent pursuit. It's just that she Shui Xiaolin still doesn't know that this woman is the important guest that Xiao Yujiang said on the phone that day!

And that night, Xiao Yujiang stayed in the bathtub for more than an hour, that is, he regretted that he was too hasty to marry Shui Xiaolin! At the same time, he was extremely annoyed why that woman only appeared after he Xiao Yujiang had just remarried!

In the future, every time she looks at Xiao Yujiang's phone records, Shui Xiaolin will find that there will always be only him Xiao Yujiang calling this woman! It should be no less than fifteen minutes at a time, and no less than three times a week. And this woman only rarely called Xiao Yujiang later, and even if she did, it was only for three or two minutes!

And this situation has not changed for nearly six years!

From the bottom of her heart, Shui Xiaolin, like all women, is at most disgusted and disgusted with those women who obsessively pursue Xiao Yujiang. I never had any jealousy in my heart, but occasionally I would feel that my husband was excellent, and often gave birth to some of the petty bourgeoisie-like smugness.

But this woman is different, this is him Xiao Yujiang chasing people upside down, and he is still snatching himself from his ex-husband and just putting him home, he has not calmed down from the joy and excitement of remarriage at all, he Xiao Yujiang seems to have forgotten all the sweet words and vows before, and he will chase others without looking back, and this chase has been nearly six years, and he is still persistent!

What a failure to be a woman and a wife!

Shui Xiaolin was angry and aggrieved in her heart, and she always had an unwillingness that she had never felt before!

She was angry that she abandoned her ex-husband and daughter to marry Xiao Yujiang without hesitation, and in the past six years of marrying Xiao Yujiang, he Xiao Yujiang has pursued another woman without hesitation; She was wronged that she had poured all her love into for nearly six years, and served Xiao Yujiang and his son extremely thoughtfully, but in the past six years, Xiao Yujiang could not give up his hard pursuit of that woman!

But this woman can't be touched! You can't touch a star!

Not only because once she touches it, it means that her marriage with Xiao Yujiang will end immediately, because Shui Xiaolin can feel how heavy this woman is in Xiao Yujiang's heart! If he touched it, he Xiao Yujiang would not hesitate to throw away the last trace of worry about remarrying again.

Putting the horse and whipping the knife to snatch love, the wife who has just remarried and married into the house turns a blind eye, even though there are countless warblers and swallow beauties around her lingering and completely ignoring it, but there is only one woman in the eyes of the world, and she has been pursuing it persistently for six years, and she is still pursuing it hard, what kind of obsession is this!

Can you touch it!

What's more, this sunny and watery woman with a girl, the weight she pulls is too heavy and heavy, so heavy that even Shui Xiaolin is unwilling and unable to say her name to anyone.

Because this woman is none other than Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan's wife Qu Mengmeng!

This is where Shui Xiaolin's pain lies when she wants to be speechless and can't stop!

Shui Xiaolin couldn't figure it out, why did God just call him Xiao Yujiang met Qu Mengmeng, not to mention that there are beautiful women in the world, but why did he Xiao Yujiang only love her Qu Mengmeng, and he is so persistent! I can't figure it out and I can only press it in my heart, and I can't bear it for a few years!

Qiu Zichuan is his first love, Qu Mengmeng is Qiu Zichuan's wife, and Xiao Yujiang is his husband, what can I say about such a relationship? To whom do you say it?

Every now and then, the helpless Shui Xiaolin can only sigh deeply in her heart:

Unjust!