Chapter 192, Bad Words
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Wave after wave of pain hit, and Zhou Zhiqing couldn't resist it. But she was put in this position, and she couldn't help herself. The pain deepened and deepened, as if each wave was the last pain, and she would faint immediately.
Unfortunately, she was always very sober.
The pain has always existed, even numbness has become a luxury, she is shaking all over, and she has lost the strength to bite her lip.
There was a sound of footsteps on his side, and someone slowly approached, reaching out to hold Zhou Zhiqing's hand. She was excited, you know, the sense of touch all over her body at the moment is extremely sensitive, and this foreign touch is simply a devastating hand that triggers her will.
Zhou Zhiqing couldn't break free, so she could only open her eyes, and at a glance she saw Yan Zhenrui's somewhat blurred facial features.
At this moment, the sky is dark, and although the palace lights in the house are bright, her vision is blurred, and she has a sense of being suddenly separated from the world.
Zhou Zhiqing grinned reluctantly: "Lord Wang? "Why are you here?
Who let her in? Don't you know that when a woman gives birth, a man is not allowed to come in?
Yan Zhenrui held Zhou Zhiqing's hand, and found that her eyebrows were frowning together in pain, and she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say, so she said, "Don't be afraid, this king will accompany you." ”
He promised it so at the beginning, with him, with the best stable woman, what was she afraid of? But when I first said it, there was a sound of throwing to the ground, but now how can I pick it up and feel messy and broken, as if no matter how big my determination is, I can't put it together anyway?
This weakness made his mood terrible.
He gently stroked the back of Zhou Zhiqing's hand, which was a little swollen due to pregnancy, and said, "If you hurt." Hold on to this king. Her wrists were still so slender, and her nails were cut short, but they were round and pink. They had parried him countless times, but now, this hand seemed to have lost its vitality, the fingers were cold, and the green tendons on the back of the hand flare up, showing the forbearance and pain of their master.
Zhou Zhiqing was so angry that she immediately cried.
She didn't know why he came, but she really didn't need him now.
He was not ashamed to speak, but did he understand her mind? How she held on to him. She was in so much pain that she couldn't exert any strength at all. When the pain comes, the pain spreads from the inside of the bones to the outside, no different from peeling the skin and peeling the bones, and every bone in the body is screaming. All she had left was one feeling: it hurt. It hurts. Still hurts......
What she hopes most now is that someone can hold her hand, and the more powerful it is, even if it is crushed. As long as there is something to divert her pain.
Why did he call her not afraid? Can he hurt her? Or can you tell her to do her best to give birth?
Also, isn't he known as the Living Hades? It's as easy as taking someone's life, but when it comes to life and death, it's so difficult to keep the life of the son he wants most?
What a living Hades, it's a joke at the moment. It hurts to himself, and he is just a helpless bystander.
As soon as he saw Zhou Zhiqing's tears, Yan Zhenrui immediately became at a loss, and he muttered: "Don't cry, don't be afraid......" But his heart was at a loss, faintly, as if he knew that the initiator was himself, and it was because of him that Zhou Zhiqing was in pain like this.
Zhou Zhiqing's will was crushed, she choked up and said intermittently: "Lord Wang, I want to see my mother." ”
I want to think about it very much, thinking that this has almost become her last wish, no, it has become an obsession, she inexplicably feels that as long as she sees her mother, she will be fine, after all, from the youngest age, it is her father and mother who give her the greatest security, they seem to be omnipotent, how difficult difficulties come to the front, because of their protection, they will always be safe.
Zhou Zhiqing felt that she couldn't hold on, she really wanted to see her mother again, and she wanted to be hugged by her mother again.
This is almost a human instinct, as long as you are wronged, as long as you have experienced pain, the first thought that comes to mind is your mother. Perhaps the mother's womb is the initial, most impressive, and most eternal safety base of human beings, as if as long as you return to the arms of your mother, you will have no fear of death.
Yan Zhenrui was furious. He held Zhou Zhiqing's hand and thought: You unfamiliar white-eyed wolf, why do you want to see your mother? See what your mother? Isn't this king here? What are you afraid of?
You are already married, don't take your surname Zhou, you are a girl of the Zhou family in your heart, can you succeed?
What do you want, this king gives it to you, what do you want to do, this king does it for you, why do you have to ask your father and mother and exclude this king?
You must know that the most intimate person in this life is this king.
Dressed to see the father, undressed to the husband, is there anyone else in this world who can see each other openly like them? This king is your most trustworthy and reliable person, what do you see?
After all, you have to have a surname, she is the Zhou family, and you are the king's person.
This king will never allow you to have such stupid thoughts, you can only stay by this king's side, treat this king as your all, and do not allow anyone to thin up a little bit of your feelings and attention.
After being rejected, Zhou Zhiqing finally collapsed, and she roared in a low voice: "I want to see my mother, otherwise I won't give birth, I won't give birth, I won't give birth...... Ahh
Why does it hurt so much, and why does it never end? Why did Heaven torture her son so much? What was wrong with her to be treated like this?
Once there is a gap in her will, Zhou Zhiqing will completely burst the embankment, she doesn't know what she is talking about, she only knows that this idea is not guaranteed, and she really can't live.
She whispered, cried, and even struggled to get off the delivery bed.
Yan Zhenrui nailed her back, his anger was like a prairie fire, and he reprimanded: "Zhou Zhiqing, don't be rude and willful, when is this happening, can you still make such trouble?" ”
Zhou Zhiqing looked at him desperately, and said almost crazy: "I know, I know, you won't call my mother, I hate you, I hate you, I would rather never meet you in my life......"
Her voice was shattered, draining all her energy from the pain. She thought, how good it is to finally say this, as if she can unload a thousand pounds of burden.
Yan Zhenrui's face was pale.
In the end, Zhou Zhiqing said with tears in her voice begging: "I don't want my mother anymore, but I beg you, please go out, okay?" I beg you, I beg you, I beg you......"
She is so wolf, unprecedented, like fish to be slaughtered. If only she was waiting to die, but she was so fragile and defenseless, she had to expose the most secret, soft, and unbearable parts to him.
She didn't want to.
This has become Zhou Zhiqing's final bottom line, she doesn't want anything, she doesn't ask for anything, just ask him to go away, okay?
She kept kowtowing on the pillow, and every time she knocked Yan Zhenrui's heart like a knife. What else can't be understood? She could give up anything, but she still didn't want him.
Don't want him.
She really didn't want to stay where he was. (To be continued......)